The Life of the Little Theater

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Xian Jiu's whole body was stiff, and a sharp emptiness flashed across his mind.He stood still for a moment, but laughed at himself as crazy.It was him in March, it was him in early spring, it was him in Peach Blossom, but now...is it even him?

"Master...why don't you look back at me?"

Someone's footsteps sounded behind him, softly into the ears, moistening the bones, accompanied by two familiar smiles... It's all a memory engraved in my heart!

Qin Xianjiu (stands stiffly and slowly turns back, heart is about to jump out): Who...who...but calling me?

A person in the market picked up the curtain, tall and tall, and came walking on the snow, with affectionate eyes, a smile on the corner of his mouth, knocking a folding fan in his hand, looking up to this side.

"My son accepted me today, but he wants to intercept me back."

Xian Jiu's eyes suddenly became moist, and he covered his mouth and nose for a moment, sobbing uncontrollably, his whole body trembling, his mind went blank, and he stood there for a long time unable to move.

Chu Yun (walking over slowly, taking Xian Jiu into his arms): I came looking for you...

Qin Xianjiu (burying his head in Chu Yun's arms and crying loudly, unable to utter a sound): You...you...

Chu Yun (bows his head and kisses Xianjiu's hair, laughs lightly): Young master, don't play tricks.

Xian Jiu leaned in Chu Yun's arms, crying to the point of collapse, wanting to vomit all the grievances and moans of the past three years, but he didn't know where to start.In the past three years, I loved him, hated him, thought of him, and blamed him... In the end, when I met him, I didn't want to mention a word.

It's better than being separated forever, and it's better than thinking about it for a lifetime.

Chu Yun (let go of Xianjiu, wipe his tears with his sleeve, and chuckle): I always come to look for you, don't I, what does it look like to cry like a big girl!

Qin Xianjiu (wiping tears with the back of his hand, tightly clutching Chu Yun's arm, sobbing): This time... here... come, I won't leave... I won't leave!

Chu Yun (frowned slightly, then gave a doting smile): At the beginning, I detained you for one day, and I paid myself for three days; now that I have been away from you for three years, I should spend my whole life to pay for it.

Qin Xianjiu (face flushed, crying and laughing, didn't notice that Chu Yun was different): That's it, if you go... go...

Chu Yun (pulls out his hand to pick up Xianjiu's chin, looks at it for a moment, then kisses it): It's a lifetime, it's my Chu Yun's lifetime...I always keep my word for my own people.

Qin Xianjiu (eyes wide open, a little at a loss, then gently closes them): Well, for a lifetime...

Chu Yun (with a gloomy expression, in a very low voice): It's just...you don't think it's too short.

The two went back to Qin's house together, Xian Jiu seemed to be in a dream all the way, tightly clinging to Chu Yun, unwilling to let go, Chu Yun was clasped by his wrist, and his face became paler.

Arriving at Qin's house for a while, Chu Yun looked up, only to feel that the door is wide, the flowers are red and the willows are green, and there are many people in the courtyard, talking and laughing happily, or working together.The end is a piece of harmony and serenity, happy and harmonious.

Chu Yun gently touched the back of Xianjiu's head, and the smile spread from the corners of his lips a little bit, a fireworks life like yours is what I have been looking for in my life.

Qin Xianjiu (pulls Chu Yun, laughs): It's finally here, I'm going to lock you in my room, don't even try to run away.

Chu Yun (smiling fondly): But he can't run anymore.

Qin Xianjiu (smiling even more): That's it, you have promised me your whole life, even if you go to the ends of the world, I will find you.

Xian Jiu introduced Chu Yun to his family, without any evasion in his words, bluntly saying that the two of them have made up their minds, and they only hope that they will stay together in this life, go to the poor and fall to the underworld, and live and die together forever.Jiayan Jiaci's face showed doubts, but Guan Xianjiu's expression was quite different from what he had seen in the past three years.After thinking for a while, I agreed for the time being.

The two settled down in the west courtyard. The courtyard has been planted with nine peach blossom trees in the past three years. Now that the peach blossoms are in full bloom, it is an irresistible spring in the garden.The breeze was blowing, and the fragrance was intoxicating. The two looked at each other from a distance, but it seemed that everything in the past three years was in this glance.

Lost and found, weeping with joy.Xian Jiu couldn't help herself, she wanted to sleep with Chu Yun in her arms every night, eat and live with him, go in and out together, wished she could stick to him and become a strand of his hair, a piece of finger Son……

But Chu Yun showed a bit of embarrassment, he didn't want to take a bath in front of Xian Jiu, and he had to avoid him when changing clothes.Xian Jiu couldn't get used to it for a while, and after half a month, the two of them hadn't had sex once, Xian Jiu thought about the little girl's words, and secretly felt a little angry in his heart.

This day the peach blossoms were in full bloom, the two sat in the courtyard, the evening sun peeked in through the courtyard, and when cast on the ground, it seemed a bit bleak, faintly heralding the end of spring.

Xian Jiuguan Chu Yun's expression was not quite right, and his doubts were even worse.After all, the two had been separated for three years, and they both felt a little puzzled. Needless to say, Xian Jiu, but Chu Yun...had no intention of explaining at all.

Thinking of this, Xian Jiu suddenly felt sour, stepped forward and pulled Chu Yun into his arms, wrapping his arms around him tightly.When Chu Yun was strangled by him, his brows frowned even tighter, and a little sweat appeared from the corner of his forehead.

Chu Yun (forced laugh): Everyone is yours, so why worry about it.

Qin Xianjiu (doesn't let go, pretends to be angry): People are mine now, why don't they give me hugs?

Chu Yun (his chest is heavy and he wants to breathe): ... let go... let go...

Qin Xianjiu (perceiving something strange, his face changes slightly): What's wrong with you?

Chu Yun (covering his mouth and nose with his sleeve, gasping for a few moments): It's okay, it's just...cough cough...it's just that the time on the road is longer, and I feel a little uncomfortable. It's all good to rest for a few more days .

Qin Xianjiu (suspicious, reaches out to pull Chu Yun's sleeve): Would it be better for me to see?

Chu Yun (hastily grabbing the sleeve): All right, all right.

Qin Xianjiu (anxious expression): I heard that there are people who suffer from seasickness and motion sickness, and it takes only three days for them to recover after landing... Why do you still look so miserable after stopping for more than half a month?

Chu Yun (coughing again, covering her mouth): I've never been used to water since I was a child, and it's been a long journey...cough cough...

Qin Xianjiu (distressed, stepped forward): I'm asking you something, don't lie to me.

Chu Yun (weak, laughing): When did I ever lie to you.

Qin Xianjiu (takes a deep breath): You said... what have you been doing for the past three years?

Chu Yun (with a startled expression, his face became even paler, almost completely bloodless): I... have encountered something.

Qin Xianjiu (seriously, staring at Chu Yun without moving): What happened?

Chu Yun (with downcast eyes, as if he doesn't want to think about it): It's just a bad thing...it's meaningless to say it.

Qin Xianjiu (heart-wrenching): Can't you talk to me?

Chu Yun (looking up at him, pursing the corners of his lips slightly): There is really nothing to say.

Qin Xianjiu (quiet for a moment, then speaks suddenly): Look at me, I look like a person.

Chu Yun (somewhat surprised): Like who?

Qin Xianjiu (painful): Don't you look like a person?

Chu Yun (startled, stretched out his hand to touch Xianjiu's hair for a while, with a gentle tone): You are not like anyone, you are like yourself.

Qin Xianjiu (with tears in the corners of his eyes, he hugged Chu Yun violently): Even if it looks like me, I'll admit it too!I like you, I want you, you are mine for the rest of my life!No one can take it away!

Chu Yun (smiling wryly, hugging Xianjiu back): That's right, it's yours, it's all yours.

That night the two had sex, but Chu Yun was still at the bottom and Xian Jiu was at the top.Chu Yun turned off the lights early, and the windows were sealed tightly. The room was pitch black, and not even a ray of moonlight could penetrate.

Qin Xianjiu had doubts in his heart, but he couldn't bear the pain of lovesickness, so he was cautious in every move and tried his best to be gentle.

In the middle of the night, the passion/desire gradually receded, Xian Jiu slipped into Chu Yun's arms, and walked up and down with his hands, still refusing to be honest.When I touched a few places occasionally, it was very different from the past.A little rough, but also let go.

Xian Jiu was suspicious, but Chu Yun didn't allow him to take a closer look, took his handprint and kissed it, put it in his palm and fell asleep.Xian Jiu couldn't resist Chu Yun kissing him the most, arched contentedly, and took a long breath.

The days passed like this, a little hazy, a little puzzled.Fortunately, Xian Jiu doesn't ask for much, so Chu Yun can belong to him and be able to be in front of him well, it is a great thing.

In the last few days of autumn, Chu Yun fell ill.

It's like a serious illness accumulated for a long time, and it all broke out all at once.The doctors all over the city came and went, the flowers in the yard faded and bloomed again, and in a blink of an eye, it was early spring in the south of the Yangtze River again.

Chu Yun lay on the bed, his body became more and more withered, his body was separated by three layers of clothes, and his ribs could be felt clearly.

Xian Jiu stayed by his bedside every day, staring at him with only two eyes.Chu Yunquan sleeps more and wakes up less, sometimes he can't wake up for several days, Xian Jiu leans against the head of the bed and chats with him, but when he wakes up, he purses the corners of his lips and doesn't say anything.

On this day, Chu Yun woke up from his drowsiness. He hadn't eaten for a long time and didn't feel tired. Xian Jiu took a small mouthful of water to feed him, and saw his pale hand protruding from the skirt, holding it weakly but firmly. Own.

Chu Yun (leaning in Xianjiu's arms, with bright and clear eyes): You know everything.

Qin Xianjiu (holding back tears, nodding): I know everything.

Chu Yun (closing his eyes, forced a smile): ...Thank you.

Qin Xianjiu (tears fall on Chu Yun's hair): My young master Chu is the best young master in the world... No matter how the world slanders him, I only believe in him when I first met him.

The hand he held was tight, and it was clenched into Xian Jiu's palm, his eyes closed and opened again, as if he wanted to engrave Xian Jiu's appearance into his heart.

Qin Xianjiu (tears, smile): But remember, in the next life, don't make any mistakes again.

The person in his arms nodded, buried his cold face in it, and never got up again.

It always takes a long, long time before he can slowly accept the pain he has suffered.The vicious beatings, the piercing pain, and the despair are like the nightmares of a long-time partner, and they often make him start talking nonsense at night.I dare not think about what it was like for three years, I dare not think about how helpless it was, I dare not think about how he escaped, and then dragged his bruised body across mountains and rivers to find himself...

It is to turn the love and hatred of youth into ashes, so that the next life can be completely, completely, and belong to oneself alone.

At that time, I want to speak to you first.

Xian Jiu tidied up Chu Yun's clothes, gently hugged him back to the bed, took his hand and put it next to his face for a kiss, and said softly:

"Master Hou is handsome, really handsome, young master, I hit it off with you at first sight..."

"Just make a promise for the rest of your life?"