devil may cry

Chapter 52. May you be as young as you were

Why didn't you think Xue Luoqian had a bad temper before?

Could it be that in the past, he and Xue Luoqian had reservations about each other?

But the immediate task is not to consider these.

"Xue Luoqian!"

After calling this name countless times without any response, Bei Mingyan finally couldn't help but stop in front of that person.

Xue Luoqian frowned: "What did you call me?"

"Luo Qian..."

Xue Luoqian bypassed him and continued walking.

"I'm calling you, can't you hear me?"

"heard it."

"I heard you shouldn't?"

"Ah."

"Hmm what eh?"

Xue Luoqian turned his head, raised his eyebrows and said, "You care?"

Bei Mingyan was speechless.

... It seems that, indeed, there is a little bit of concern, but no one likes to be ignored, right?

Xue Luoqian waited for a while, then said lightly: "Go back."

Bei Mingyan followed him for a while, to the door of his own hospital, pushed the door open, and turned around to see Xue Luoqian, as usual, wanting to watch him enter.

"Aren't you leaving yet?"

"Would you like me to come in and sit down?" Xue Luoqian raised his foot and was about to enter.

Bei Mingyan hurriedly waved his hands: "Don't, don't, go to bed early. That...the pumice meeting will be held soon, you...come on."

After he finished speaking, he closed the door without looking at Xue Luoqian.

After hesitating for a moment, he counted ten seconds silently in his heart, and then opened the door, but there was no one outside.

He was a little disappointed.

Originally, he thought that if Xue Luoqian's movements were not so fast, he might be able to...

Is it because of anger?

Bei Mingyan curled his lips, and while closing the door, he hated him in his heart.

"Looking for me?" Xue Luoqian's voice suddenly sounded in his ear.

"Ah..." Bei Mingyan was taken aback, "You...you, why haven't you left yet?"

Xue Luoqian leaned against the wall and looked at him sideways: "You seem to have something to tell me?"

"It's okay..." Bei Mingyan just spoke, Xue Luoqian turned and left: "Wait!"

Then turn back: "Yeah."

"...Just now and Mr. Mu, we just chatted for a few words and didn't do anything else..."

"Talking and chatting, holding hands?"

Xue Luoqian laughed jokingly, just jokingly. Somehow, when Bei Mingyan saw it, he felt annoyed: "I didn't! What do you mean? Are you sarcastic on purpose?"

Xue Luoqian didn't expect him to be really annoyed, so he quickly put away his indecent look and said, "Ayan, I'm sorry."

"I, I..." The more I tried to explain, the more I couldn't explain it, and my thoughts became more and more chaotic. Bei Mingyan felt a little anxious and aggrieved.

Obviously, it's because of you that I asked other people that... that kind of difficult question, but you are actually angry with me just because he grabbed my wrist? !

"Why didn't you mention that you treated me..."

Under the control of bad emotions, people will speak unscrupulously, but fortunately Bei Mingyan held back in the end.

Xue Luoqian stepped forward and said: "Needless to say, I believe in you, I just joked too much."

Bei Mingyan bit his lower lip and remained silent.

This time it wasn't his face, it was his eyes that were red.

"I'm sorry, Ayan, it's my fault, I went too far, Ayan, don't cry."

Xue Luoqian was really in a hurry, with an expression of panic and self-blame that he had never seen before, approaching Bei Mingyan, and lightly brushing his eyelids with his fingers: "I'm sorry."

Bei Mingyan forced back tears, sniffed, feeling really ashamed: "I didn't cry."

Xue Luoqian followed him: "I didn't cry, I didn't cry, Ayan is the strongest."

"I don't like being misunderstood."

"In the future, never again. I said I believed in you, but I broke my promise. "

"I haven't finished yet," Bei Mingyan pulled his hand away, "But I'm used to it."

Xue Luoqian knew that he was referring to Beishan these years, and the infamy he had borne.

People always like to have preconceived ideas, which are just for talking after dinner. Not many people are willing to work hard to find out the truth, as long as they say what they want.

He does not mean that.

Bei Mingyan's forced smile made him feel even more distressed, and he wanted to hold him in his arms immediately, to protect him from any kind of harm.

It's just that Bei Mingyan pushed his arms and said seriously: "Only your misunderstanding, no." He shook his head: "You can't even joke, because you said you believed me and you promised me."

Xue Luoqian couldn't say anything and kept nodding.

"Are you still angry?"

Xue Luoqian shook his head, feeling a little lonely: "Actually, I have no right to be angry."

Bei Mingyan never promised him anything, the relationship between them was no more than friends.

"not angry."

His eyes were extremely sincere and his tone was cold, which gave Bei Mingyan courage: "About your heart..."

Tonight's Bei Mingyan was a little abnormal, Xue Luoqian was afraid that he would reject him thousands of miles away again: "It's okay. You don't have to bear the burden as I didn't tell you."

He has already thought about it, especially today's matter.

Not being together is of course important, and whether Ayan likes him or not is of course more important, but all these are not important compared to whether Ayan can be happy.

He can guard Ayan for the rest of his life, even if it is only in the name of a friend, even if he can never do anything beyond the boundaries, even if he may watch Ayan fall in love with a certain woman, get married, have children, have a family, until no longer need his protection and companionship.

He is no longer needed.

As long as Ayan never repeats the same mistakes on Beishan, he will be happy, angry, sad, happy, carefree like a child, just like when they first met.

Bei Mingyan's eyes widened in disbelief: "You! Are you lying to me?"

"No," Xue Luoqian lowered his head slightly and looked into his eyes: "I really like you."

Bei Mingyan blushed: "Oh... I am, I want to say, I can..."

Xue Luoqian also widened his eyes and grabbed his arm: "What did you say?!"

"Consider! I mean I can! Hurts!"

"Feel sorry."

"I want you to give me some time, I want...to think clearly about my mind, yes, yes..." Bei Mingyan twisted his arms and moved, avoiding staring at each other: "It may be longer, if you can't wait..."

"Of course I can! As long as I can!"

No one would believe the anxious look of the martial arts leader.

Bei Mingyan couldn't help laughing out loud.

Where does he need to think clearly about his feelings for Xue Luoqian?I have known it for a long time, but it takes time to figure out the issue of "matching the same family".

Originally, he didn't dare, he didn't even dare to think about it, he felt that he was not good enough for Xue Luoqian, even if it was his former self.

In his heart, he always felt that Xue Luoqian was bright and upright, even if he learned the way of guarding corpses, he was open and frank, unlike him, things that he had been obsessed with since childhood, such as poisonous killings and hidden weapons, how could there be any light?

Even learning qinggong is to prepare for escape.

But the throbbing in his heart kept urging him to approach, which also made him unable to refuse Xue Luoqian's approach.

Xue Luoqian suddenly touched the top of his hair, and couldn't hide his smile: "What are you thinking?"

"nothing……"

Xue Luoqian said: "Ah Yan is willing to consider it because he likes me?"

"Who said I like you!"

"The last time I carried you into the post station, you fell asleep on my back and kept calling my name."

Is there such a thing?

And this thing? !

"Ayan blushed."

"No! Don't look at me! You still look?!"

"nice……"

"From now on, stay away from me," Bei Mingyan pushed him a few steps away: "Until I think it through, keep a distance of five steps between you and me!"

Xue Luoqian said aggrievedly: "It's too far away."

"Four and a half steps."

"Half step?"

"Four steps can't be any closer!"

"step."

"Three steps and one more sentence will not be considered!"

Xue Luoqian shut up.

"Very good," Bei Mingyan took a deep breath, "Let's go."

He turned around and entered the door, his face couldn't move, he puffed up his cheeks and suppressed a smile.

"Ayan."

"Ok?"

"There is no need to worry. I hope that the reason for your rejection of me is that you hate me."

Why are you so overbearing?If so, why don't I promise you now?What are you fussing about?

"understood."

Xue Luoqian stood there for a while, lowered his head and smiled.

……

Destined to be a sleepless night.

Bei Mingyan was wrapped in a quilt, sitting on the bed, recalling the first time he saw Xue Luoqian.

When he first arrived in Lingnan, he rarely went down the mountain. His grandfather took him and Ayun to play on the Qushui River in February.

When we got to the shore, it was dark and full of people.

In front of people, he stood in the bow of the boat with his grandfather in a restrained manner, unlike Ah Yun who jumped up and down.

Suddenly his eyes became clear. In the crowd, he saw a little boy with a long sword on his back, as cautious as himself.

The two of them are like two people in a mirror, no matter how much movement around them is, they are calm and composed.

Unfortunately, the boy didn't seem to notice him, just looking at the boat on the river.

When they came to Xue's mansion, Xue Yaoshan held a banquet in person and exchanged polite greetings. The boy stood obediently behind Xue Yaoshan all the time.

It's just that the two of them hid behind the adults, watching each other secretly.

After finally being seated, Bei Mingyan looked at him calmly, but he was nowhere to be seen.

The children each started to introduce themselves. When it was his turn, he raised his glass and stood up.

Xue Yaoshan said that he deserved his reputation.

Goodbye, it's the martial arts arena, the black and gold long sword is out of the sheath, a few moves win, and I salute humbly.

They looked at each other and remembered the color of each other's clothes.

It's just that he doesn't know his name yet.

He doesn't seem very popular in the Xue family.

It was only later that Bei Mingyan understood that Fengshan could give him everything. It's not that Xue Yaoshan didn't love Xue Luoqian, but Xue Luoqian was used to being cold and cold. Xue's family also knew his temperament and never forced him.

Bei Mingyan sneezed, and summed it up, he was still Xue Luoqian when he was a child, so be more honest.

Now this, somewhat unexpected.

However, he likes them all.

Love it so much.

Ask for some face!

Bei Mingyan slapped himself in the heart, and then smiled.

Due to the cold wind blowing last night, he contracted a cold the next day and lay shivering under the two quilts.

The first snow fell in Zhongzhou, Xue Luoqian came on the snow with a medicine bag, shook the snowflakes on his hair and body, and said seriously: "Go back and lie down, don't go out to play."

Bei Mingyan reluctantly moved back to the bed, listening to the noises in the yard: "Then can you go play with them elsewhere, I feel uncomfortable."

Bei Mingyi and Huo Shenfang took some disciples from the aristocratic family to have a snowball fight outside, having a great time.

"How old is he, still playing in the snow," Bei Mingyan hummed.

Xue Luoqian set up the medicine stove and glanced at him with a smile: "I won't go, you should have a good rest, and we will go play together after you recover."

"What if the snow disappears?"

"It won't be so fast. If the snow disappears, we will wait for the next year."

Bei Mingyan looked at the falling snowflakes outside the window, feeling melancholy and sweet.

The author has something to say:

When he was not Calvin, he was just like Luo Qian today, happy, joyful and happy! !