implication

It was still dark when Lin Chen arrived at Ning Fei's residence. When he got out of the elevator and looked at the corridor, he remembered that this was the third time he had come to Ning Fei's place.

Not many times, I don't know if it's because I come too frequently that I don't feel strange about this place.Just standing at the door still made him flustered.

He could never forget the appearance of Ning Fei standing side by side with another person at that time.

Mingming has already made up his mind not to be manipulated by him, and he has made up his mind to be responsible to his family from now on, but he still can't let it go, especially when Ning Fei sent a text message.

"I want to see you."

When Ning Fei's next text message came, Lin Chi hesitated for half a minute.

"Come here, and I'll give you back the watch."

The second text message that followed made Lin Chen make up his mind.Perhaps, during the half minute of hesitation, my heart had already had a tendency, and I was just waiting for this high-sounding reason.

He raised his hand and was about to knock on the door, but before his knuckles were clasped, the door opened first.It was because the door was unlocked, so Latte squeezed open the crack and looked up at Lin Chi.

"Meow." Lin Chen leaned over and hugged him.The latte twisted twice in his arms, and he didn't know why he was dissatisfied. Lin Chen almost didn't hug him, and just kept shouting, "What's wrong, meow?"

Latte jumped out of his arms, Lin Qian realized it later, probably because he was not satisfied with calling him that.But it’s a cat, so what else should it be called?Aren't all cats in the world collectively referred to as "meow meow"?

It appears this is a cat with a lot of pride and doesn't want to be generalized.It was only at this time that Lin Chen reflected that he didn't seem to have asked the cat's name.

I have never had a chance to ask. The first time I followed here in a daze, some unspeakable things happened inexplicably, and the scene of the second visit seemed to be unsatisfactory. He and Ning Fei were confronting each other, so what is the appropriate occasion to ask.This time...

Lin Chen thinks about it, forget it, he and Ning Fei are not in a relationship that can be chatted quietly, besides, isn't it decided?Let Ning Fei pass away from his own life. Since he has decided to pass, the cat he raises does not need to be registered with him. If he encounters a cat in the future, he will remember that Ning Fei has a similar cat, what should he do?

Lin Chi looked at the door opened by Latte and took two deep breaths, "This time must be the last time."

It must be the last time I step through this door by myself.

After making up his mind, Lin Chi stepped over the threshold.

There are clanging, clanging, clanging sounds in the living room. Could it be that the cat lost its temper and jumped up and down?

Lin Chi was puzzled, dared not make a sound, and walked towards the living room on tiptoe.

It wasn't the cat's fault, Lin Chen saw a tall figure turning the living room into a mess, it was Ning Fei who was looking for something.

After thinking about it, he took two steps back and hit the wall, beating the drum nervously, planning whether to take advantage of the chaos to find the watch and escape?

He is not a fool, he agreed to exchange one item for another item, but Lin Chi never remembered what Ning Fei wanted him to pay back.The conditions that were agreed in advance, how could it be so light that he who came empty-handed could take the watch away.

Lin Chen knew in his heart that the message sent to him was obviously a bait, but he still came here by instinct.He had a hunch that he should come.

"call--"

Taking a long breath, it was Lin Chen who was making preparations.However, the heartbeat was so violent that Lin Chen couldn't help hiccupping.

"belch--"

"Who?" Ning Fei, who was rummaging in the living room like crazy, heard it.

Fortunately, Latte jumped onto the TV cabinet, rubbed his paws, and was eager to try to jump onto the bookshelf above the TV.

Lin Chi clutched his chest tightly, he couldn't stop the hiccups, he could only turn around and stand with his head against the wall, trying to prevent himself from hiccupping in this posture.

After it had no effect, Lin Chen gave up, and it was better to fight head-on.The moment I looked up, I happened to see the deep scale on the wall.

What's this?High gauge?

There are colorful stickers next to the black and thick scales.It looks like it's been a long time, and the corners have been lifted, and there are words behind it.

"Mu?" Lin Chen read out the words hidden behind the sticker, which seemed to be his nickname, which only his family members knew, "How come?"

Is it your nickname?Maybe it was just a coincidence, when Lin Chen was about to tear off the warped sticker to find out, he heard Ning Fei calling him.

"Lin Chen? Are you here?"

It appears to have been found.

Lin Chi appeared from behind the wall, Ning Fei's bewildered eyes saw him bend brightly, and then smiled at him.

Lin Chi was stunned, this smile was so familiar, originally the word gentle was so unsuitable for Ning Fei, but at this moment his smile calmed Lin Chi's heart a little, he stopped hiccupping.

Ning Fei was just laughing, thinking about it, her feet just kept shaking, obviously very drunk.

"Drunk again. Why do you like drinking so much?"

"Because you're not here."

This sentence made Lin Chen choke and didn't know how to answer, so he could only stand there like this, with no room to retreat, nor the courage to step forward.

Looking at each other is always awkward, Lin Chen glanced at the cluttered living room, thinking that Ning Fei was drunk and then went crazy.When he turned around, he happened to see the latte that jumped onto the bookshelf. Ning Fei was too hard to find things, and the shelf on the TV was bent by him. Obviously, he couldn't bear the overweight latte.

Lin Chi saw the latte walking back and forth on the shelf twice, and the shelf made a heavy "creaking" sound.

Lin Chen reminded him, "Ning Fei, be careful!"

Ning Fei raised his head and looked, Lin Qu felt that he was not particularly drunk, he was still articulate when he spoke to him just now, and he should not have lost his ability to judge, Lin Qiao thought that Ning Fei would consciously walk away if he reminded him.Unexpectedly, it turned out that he was really so drunk, and he clearly reminded him, but Ning Fei just walked back, walked to the TV cabinet, bent down, and the shaking bookshelf was right above his head.

The latte, which walked back and forth twice on the wall bookshelf, seemed to know that the shelf could not bear its own weight. When the shelf "creaked" again, the latte charged up and jumped.

"No latte!"

Seeing that the shelf was about to fall down, Lin Qu stepped forward and pulled Ning Fei to turn around. Ning Fei's feet were heavy and empty, Lin Qu pulled him, and he was directly crushed to the ground.

This time, Lin Chen was lying on the ground and stared blankly at Ning Fei, he was wondering who he was calling just now?

Whose name is latte?

There was confusion in his head, and Latte just came over and touched Lin Qu's cheek with his forehead affectionately.

"Latte?" Lin Chen called out tentatively.

"Meow~"

Different from the reaction when I called it when I entered the door, the latte at this moment was acting coquettishly at Lin Ling.

It turns out that it is called latte, and it is very close to itself.

"Look, after you've been away for so many years, even latte misses you."

It’s good that Ning Fei didn’t speak, but when he spoke, Lin Qiao got angry, Lin Qiao got up and pushed Ning Fei who was on top of him, and accused him, “I clearly reminded you just now, why did you go under the shelf instead? !"

"Because I have things I don't want to get smashed."

This answer made Lin Chen very angry, "Is there anything more important than the head?"

Ning Fei answered simply, "Yes." Then he spread his palms.

Lin Chi saw a pair of porcelain dolls in his hands, something was about to come out, and something was blocking it, Lin Chi looked at the pair of porcelain dolls in Ning Fei's hands, his lips parted and then met.

He was obviously angry, but he couldn't get up now or that.Lin Chen could only change the subject, looked at the messy room and blamed Ning Fei for being drunk.

"What the hell are you crazy about? You called me in the early morning and turned the house into such a mess by yourself. It's no wonder that lattes are running around, there's nowhere to stand. Ning Fei, what on earth are you..."

Lin Qiu was really angry, and his tone was very bad. He blamed Ning Fei a lot, but he stopped halfway through the complaint. Lin Qiu's eyes twitched. photo.It was a bit unclear from a distance, but when Lin Qian looked at that photo, he always felt that it looked a bit like the ID photo on his physics competition certificate.

Being reprimanded by Lin Chen, Ning Fei just laughed.

Hearing him laugh, Lin Chi felt that he was playing a rascal.Staring back at him, "Are you still laughing? I knew you were kidding me!"

"I didn't trick you. I called you because I wanted to ask you face to face."

"Ask what?" Lin Chen said in a bad tone and lost his patience.

Ning Fei grabbed his hand, and Lin Quan shrugged his shoulders in fright and tried to pull his hand away.Ning Fei held onto it tightly, raised her head and begged for mercy, "Look at it?"

Lin Chen just frowned, he didn't like such vague entanglements, "What are you looking at?"

"Look at my ring."

Lin Chen noticed that Ning Fei was wearing a slightly blackened ring on the hand that was holding him. The ring was made of ordinary silver with simple craftsmanship, and the blackening was the result of oxidation from years of not wearing it.

"I want to ask you, did you take off the ring because you were angry when you left?"

For so many years, Ning Fei thought about it and couldn't figure it out, why did Lin Chi lie to herself and leave her to leave?They clearly agreed to be together forever, and they clearly agreed to treat themselves as family members.

He thought about it for many years, and finally felt that Lin Chen was angry with him, and he took off the ring in anger.That's right, he remembered that after he participated in the competition and advanced, Lin Chi became emotionally weird and sullen. It all started when he took off the ring.

"Are you angry with me? Angry at me for taking down the ring, that's why you said that kind of thing to me back then, asking if I would hate you after I became famous."

"What are you talking about?" Lin Chen was at a loss and didn't understand Ning Fei's words at all. Finally, he looked at Ning Fei who was shaking his head and talking on his own. The words are more serious, "But now you have other people by your side, back then I was..." The car accident was a pain that Lin Qiao couldn't speak out, "Even if I didn't leave back then, the result is still the same now, don't you still have Newcomer."

When Lin Chi was pushed down by Ning Fei, he was startled, thinking that Ning Fei was going to be tough again like before, so he crossed his hands in front of his face to resist in advance, but to his surprise, Ning Fei just lay on his stomach In fact, this also made Lin Chi feel that Ning Fei was too drunk.

Lin Chen was a little embarrassed by Ning Fei's sudden action, "What are you doing? Get up!"

"Why is your swollen belly gone?" Ning Fei pressed his face against Lin Qiao's tummy, closed his eyes and rubbed his hands to feel it, "I like your swollen belly the most, it's warm and soft, it's better than everything in the world when you lean on it .Is it that the food from New Zealand is not delicious? How did you become so skinny?"

I didn't feel the soft belly, only the ribs.

"I don't know if the food in New Zealand is good or not, I just know that the food in the hospital is really bad."

The days when he was bedridden were the last thing Lin Chen wanted to think about. He couldn't take care of himself, and even had to rely on his family to help him turn over.

"Lin Qiu." Ning Fei hugged Lin Qiu's waist tightly against his stomach, and asked in a trembling voice, "Please tell me, you left just to be angry with me, not because you thought I was a trouble, not because I'm a good guy, and I get into trouble everywhere, so you left me, please tell me that."

Lin Chi felt that his stomach was wet, as if tears had seeped into his clothes.

He didn't answer Ning Fei, just now, he was also thinking about this question, asking himself countless times, if it wasn't for Ning Fei, there wouldn't be that car accident that caused him pain and made his family sad, if it wasn't for Ning Fei, He wouldn't go out of his way to cause trouble at Lin Yao's racecourse and turn against his uncle. If it wasn't for Ning Fei, he wouldn't have broken his promise to his grandfather, and wouldn't have let his family down.

Everything that happened was telling Lin Chi, that's right, if it wasn't for Ning Fei, everything that happened seemed to tell Lin Chi that this person, the person holding him, should hate him.

It was obvious that this was the case, but Lin Chi was unwilling after all.

In the middle of the night, he sat alone on the bed, thinking deeply, presenting the conclusive evidence of what happened, one by one, rather than the culprit, but he was denying it in his heart, and there was even a voice in his ear helping him. say.

His head was torn apart by the facts and the inexplicable voice, and he couldn't think of the key to not hating Ning Fei.The more pulled, the worse the headache.

Just like now, he counted the past facts in his heart again, and almost said to Ning Fei, yes, it is because you brought me right and wrong, so I want to separate from you.

The clogged larynx made him unable to speak, probably due to the effect of psychological resistance.why?

"I beg you."

Ning Fei was begging again.

"Tell me I'm not a bad boy to be hated."

"No, you are not."

The words blurted out without thinking, even Lin Chen himself was shocked, but he still spoke according to his heart, following the guidance in the dark.

"You are not a bad boy, you are not right or wrong, I know you are good, you have always been good, you just look fierce, but you are always gentle when you smile sincerely, you just pretend not to care, I know you have Sense of responsibility. Ning Fei, you have always been fine."

"Lin Chen," Ning Fei sniffed and looked up at him, "Since this is the case, why don't we start over?"

As early as when he met Lin Qiu at the racecourse, he had already decided that no matter what happened in the past, he only wanted Lin Qiu to come back, to come back to his side.

Ning Fei saw that he opened his mouth, opening Cheng'o's mouth, clearly a good word was about to come out, but Lin Que suddenly changed his expression, pushed himself away and got up, he looked at the back of Lin Qu who was untiring his clothes in a panic, and didn't know why. Attitudes change so quickly.

Just a little bit, just a little bit, Lin Qiu was bewitched by Ning Fei's stare.He woke up quickly, because it was almost dawn outside, and he was still thinking about going home before his parents got up, and thinking about Lin Yao who went out in a short skirt so that his uncle would not find him.

"I have to go back, give me back my watch."

Ning Fei got up and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes. Lin Chen changed quickly, and he also changed quickly, but his face was expressionless but suddenly intimidating. The gentleness and begging just now couldn't connect with this person. Ning Fei's voice Coldly, "But you haven't paid me back yet."

"Okay, I'll return my watch when I come here!" Lin Chen turned angrily and looked at Ning Fei who was sitting on the ground.

Ning Feiyouyou looked up at him with deep eyes that made people dare not look directly at him.Before he could speak, Lin Chen stopped and said, "I should know you lied to me again." Then he left.

Yes, I knew he was lying, but I still came here, I looked so stupid, I was so stupid to be willing to be deceived, especially when I went out and ran to the elevator, and it was Bai Xinran who came out of the elevator, Lin Chen felt that he was really stupid.

"It's you? The kid who fainted last time?" Bai Xinran not only wanted to say, but also leaned over to look at her, "Oh, why are your eyes so red? Are you crying?"

"No." Lin Kai raised his hand to cover his face, "You read it wrong."

"Are you here to find Ning Fei?" Bai Xinran was not an easy person to dismiss, he insisted on seeing Lin Qu thoroughly, standing on tiptoe and bending over, just to prove that what he said was right, this person must be crying.

Lin Chen had no choice but to cover his face with his hands, and turned around to hide from others, "I just came to him for something, how about you? Are you also looking for Ning Fei?"

When he asked this question, Lin Chi felt stupid again, he and Ning Fei were together, so what was the point of asking himself this question?

"Oh, yes, I still have a schedule later, so I thought I'd stop by him not far away. It's so hard to get a song from him, Ning Fei, a cheapskate. Speaking of which..." Bai Xinran Annoyed by Lin Quan who was always covering his face, he simply stretched out his hand and pulled his arm away. Lin Quan's eyes were red and his nose was red, and his eyes were rounded by Bai Xinran's sudden movements. He looked like a frightened rabbit. Bai Xinran laughed for a while.

Lin Chen felt uncomfortable at his smile, and wanted to withdraw his hand, but Bai Xinran held onto him and scrutinized him carefully.

"By the way, where have I seen you before?"

Lin Chen felt that he did it on purpose, where else could he have seen it?Isn't it the last time I fainted in this corridor?

"You saw it when I fainted last time."

"No." Bai Xinran quickly denied it, staring at Lin Chen's face, "I have the impression that I saw you more than that time. When did I come, exactly when did I see you, this little one?" rabbit?"

Lin Chen felt that Bai Xinran, who was staring at him, was a little nervous, "Did you remember correctly? I don't think I've seen you before."

"Ah!" Bai Xinran clapped her hands, excited that she finally remembered, "It was the first time I met Ning Fei."

Lin Chen became sullen, he didn't want to hear the story of Bai Xinran and Ning Fei's first meeting.

"Excuse me, I have to go." Lin Qian brushed past him and entered the elevator.

But Bai Xinran began to chatter, "Oh, I haven't finished yet. The first time I saw Ning Fei, I thought he was crazy, and I saw him holding a man around in the same place, and the two of them acted on the street like a lunatic. What about the Qiong Yao drama. That person seems to be..."

Lin Chen pressed a floor indifferently, and the elevator door closed without saving face. Bai Xinran was aroused, pointed to the closed elevator door and said the last words, "That person seems to be you."

"What's the situation?" Bai Xinran herself was printed on the closed elevator door, Bai Xinran retracted her hand with the corner of her mouth curled up, "Forget it, why do I care so much?"

He came here this time to ask for a song, the one made by Ning Fei, which he has been obsessed with for so many years.Bai Xinran had a hunch that if she released this song, it would become popular.

"Ning Fei? Why didn't the door close?"

The second time I came to Ning Fei's place, Bai Xinran entered the door unceremoniously as usual, but it was also strange, why did Ning Fei not close the door every time I came here twice?Is the awareness of vigilance so poor?What if a thief breaks into the house?

But when he saw Ning Fei sitting on the floor in the living room, he felt that his house was safe from thieves, and there was such a fierce-looking person in such a messy place.

"Ning Fei?" Bai Xinran really didn't want to stay longer, but he had no choice but to find a way to get Ning Fei to hand over the song, "What do you think about the song we talked about before?"

"why?"

"what?"

Bai Xinran thought that Ning Fei was responding to him, but Ning Fei was just muttering to himself with empty eyes, and didn't even realize that Bai Xinran entered the door?

"Why, why don't you want me anymore? Didn't you say that you treat me as a family member? Didn't you say that you want to help me hold up the sky?"

"What are you talking about?" Bai Xinran raised his hand and looked at his watch. He didn't have much time. Seeing Ning Fei's delirious state, it seemed difficult to communicate, but after thinking about it, this might be a good opportunity.

Bai Xinran looked at the messy living room, and searched for Ning Fei's computer.It was found that the desktop had been overturned under the desk, obviously it couldn't be turned on, but he didn't give up easily, he just listened to a short part by accident, but after so many years, Bai Xinran still couldn't forget the feeling of that song .

Not on desktops, but on laptops too.Bai Xinran persistently began to rummage through Ning Fei's laptop, without the literacy of a thief at all, ignoring Ning Fei who was present, and began to rummage in front of him, making loud noises.

"why why?"

It's no wonder that Bai Xinran doesn't respect the owner at all, because Ning Fei's nightmare usually just keeps saying "why."

"You have a hundred thousand reasons? How do I know why?" Bai Xinran was impatient when he couldn't find the laptop, and You Qi Ning Fei read like a repeater, "I found it!" Ning Fei's laptop was found in the belongings.

Ning Fei, who had been sluggish all this time, suddenly became sober and rushed towards Bai happily.Ning Fei looked so scary, and Bai Xinran raised the computer in fright, "Don't hit me, I'll just give it back to you!"

His eyes were closed for a long time, but no fist came down as he expected, Bai Xinran carefully opened half of his eyes, and saw Ning Fei squatting at his feet, digging out the messy things he brought out of the computer one by one tidy up.

"This is Lin Chen's favorite, you can't take it."

Bai Xinran lowered her head and took a closer look, just now she was only looking for the laptop and didn't pay attention to those rags, she thought that Ning Fei rushed over suddenly to snatch the computer, but she didn't think it was the rags like treasures.A rusty iron box, a blue kaleidoscope and other messy things.

In the end, Ning Fei put a small photo on his palm and held it to his chest, "This is the most powerful and precious one."

Bai Xinran's curiosity was only aroused by this small appearance. He knelt down and grabbed Ning Fei's arm, gossiping, "Who is that? Show me."

Looking back for an opportunity to break the news to the paparazzi.

"No." Ning Fei pushed him away, and pushed him to sit on the ground.

"Cut." Bai Xinran held the computer and frowned. He didn't intend to haggle over with Ning Fei. There was not much time at the moment, and he just wanted to hurry up and let Ning Fei find that song, "Oh, turn on your computer and let me have a look." .”

Ning Fei ignored him, just clutched Xiaoxiang to his chest, seeing that he was not awake, Bai Xinran simply took his other free hand and placed it on the keyboard, "Quick, open it for me to have a look."

Ning Fei still didn't respond, Bai Xinran was anxious to death, she had exhausted her words, Ning Fei just clutched her chest and ignored him.

"Really! What can you do if you go crazy by yourself? Otherwise, go after him, you coward, if you don't dare to chase him, you can do it yourself."

"Chasing him?" Ning Fei's eyes lit up.

Afraid that he would run away immediately, Bai Xinran took his hand and put it on the keyboard, "Wait a minute, unlock the computer for me first, then chase after him."

It just so happened that the computer beeped at this time, indicating that an email was coming.

"What?" Bai Xinran looked at the lit screen, "So there is no password. It wasted a lot of my time."

Talking to the drunken Ning Fei is quite exhausting.

"Forget it, as long as you can get Ge'er." He comforted himself, and took Ning Fei's hand again, "Help me find the file of that song."

"Huh?" Ning Fei looked up at the screen very confusedly, saw the email reminder, but still remembered work, "It's a work email from Brother Miao."

"Hey, don't worry about work emails, just help me find that song first."

Ning Fei's computer screen is very messy, the photo files on the screen are all Lin Chi's, Bai Xinran is dazzled.

"No, I have to answer the email first. Ning Yan must have arranged something for me."

Bai Xinran tugged at him, "No, you have to find that song for me first!"

"what."

"What?" Bai Xinran looked at him in surprise, "Found it?" He was about to take out the mobile hard disk and transfer the file away.

"I clicked wrong, the file was sent to Brother Miao."

Brother Miao was also surprised, usually Ning Fei didn't answer him so quickly, why did he reply to the email in less than two seconds today?No text replies, just documents.Clicking on the first few photos are all of Lin Chi's photos, without even thinking about it, Ning Fei must be drunk again.When I clicked to open the last file, I found it was an audio by accident. Brother Miao clicked to listen, and his mind suddenly exploded.

If he remembers correctly, this seems to be the song that aroused Bai Xinran's interest back then.

For so many years, Bai Xinran has made indirect remarks intentionally or unintentionally, but Ning Fei always doesn't mention this song.Listening to this rough and finished song, Brother Miao opened the mailbox with the corner of his mouth turned up, "I won't let you succeed, want to become popular? No way!"

"Alas!" This time, Bai Xinran sat on the ground slumped, the feeling of being so short-lived really made people want to cry, "You are really annoying!"

"Hate it?" Ning Fei shook his head and covered the photo, "Yeah, I hate it, and he always says that about me."

"It's annoying, you, you, he, who are you pretending to be so affectionate here? I didn't see you getting up and chasing him? I watched him run down with a red nose from crying. It's bullying Crying, still pretending to be affectionate here."

"Did he cry? Did I make him cry again?"

Looking at Ning Fei who only talked but didn't move, Bai Xin slapped him on the back of the head in a fit of anger.

This slap seemed to wake Ning Fei up, Ning Fei got up suddenly, and rushed out the door ahead of Bai Xinran, who bumped into Bai Xinran, clutching his shoulders and screaming, "Ning Fei!!!"