Criminal Investigation Team 1: The Next Suspect

"Did you say Tang Jiajia loved Han Wenqing?" Qiao Li asked Lin Mo as he stretched out on the sofa after taking a shower.The interrogation was late tonight, and Qiao Li stayed at Lin Mo's house again. Anyway, he had more and more things here, but returned to his own house, which was deserted and unpopular.

Lin Mo came over with a dry towel, gently wiped his hair, and said, "It should be love. After all, it is impossible for a person to be so nice to another person for no reason, just like a man is to a woman." In that way, there is an ulterior desire behind the courtesies."

"What ulterior desire?" Qiao Li was amused, and patted him, "It's so mysterious. Food, sex, and sexuality are human nature, and we can't regard desire as too vulgar and despicable, and obey ourselves The heart is the key.”

"What do you mean by following your own heart, that you don't wipe your hair after taking a shower and catch a cold?" Lin Mo seemed to rub his head hard, then stroked it up. He felt that it was probably dry, so he The towels were put down.

Qiao Li gave him a blank look, and muttered, "These are trivial things."

"The body is a small matter?" Lin Mo patted his head again, and the damp hair was wrapped around his hands with a cool feeling, which was very pleasant to the touch.

Lin Mo got closer, the white neck under the hair and the attractive shape of the collarbone made him feel hot all over, and he became distracted for a moment.He coughed, and tried his best to suppress the impulse in his heart, "Your body and skin are due to your parents."

"Yo, I'm still dragging the above text, then do you know that when the sky will send a great mission to the people, they must first suffer from their will, exhaust their muscles and bones, starve their skin, empty their bodies, and mess up their actions." , so tempted to endure, gain what you can't'?"

Lin Mo was not good at Chinese since he was a child. Even if it was something a junior high school student learned, he had already fully returned it to the Chinese teacher.Hearing Qiao Li's series of words without panting, he was even more dizzy, and could only frown and ask, "What do you mean?"

Qiao Li laughed, did this guy only recognize physical education teachers since he was a child?He leaned back on the sofa, showing a lazy look: "That is to say, a forensic doctor with such a heavy responsibility like me must make my heart suffer, my muscles and bones must be tired, I will suffer from hunger, and I will encounter some deranged and upside-down people. Only in this way can I strengthen my mind and exercise my talents."

Lin Mo suddenly stopped talking.Qiao Li closed his eyes when he lay down, and didn't hear Lin Mo's voice for a long time, so he looked at him with half-open eyes.

In the end, when he saw Lin Mo staring at him all the time, his eyes were filled with indescribable tenderness and pity, Qiao Li's goosebumps were aroused, he straightened his body, secretly adjusted his defense mode, and became nervous when he spoke: "Why? Already!"

"Qiao Li. You have suffered enough before, and you don't have to suffer anymore." Lin Mo was just about to say that I will take care of you in the future, and I will definitely not let you suffer, so he listened to Qiao leave.

"You suffered no less than me." Qiao Li said as he took a report from the coffee table and handed it to him. "I read it, and I can't deduce anything based on the evidence in it."

Lin Mo's eyes darkened, and he took the report.It was the autopsy report of the unsolved case of the boy in red 13 years ago. The bag still smelled musty and felt cold to the touch, which was caused by being pressed in a damp and cold place for many years.

Lin Mo opened it three years ago and never touched it again. He was afraid, but he didn't know what he was afraid of.He hesitated for a moment, and finally opened the bag slowly.

He clearly remembered everything in the bag. There were only a few thin sheets of paper, a DNA report, and a few photos in the bag.He still clearly remembers the contents of the autopsy report: Xu Yingtong, 13 years old, died of suffocation.There are no obvious traces on the body except wax dripping, and there are semen spots on the lower body, which is the deceased himself.There is a box of women's clothes in the deceased's room, which may have transvestism and masochistic tendencies, and the knots are tied by professionals.Since no trace of the suspect's committing the crime could be found at the scene, it was determined to be a suicide.

In just a few ten days, the second half of a 13-year-old life that has already passed away has been hastily decided, turning his unwillingness, grief and anger into a cloud of ashes, a wisp of black smoke, and dust in a space less than a few square inches. In a porcelain jar.

"You also think he committed suicide?" Lin Mo wanted to have a cigarette at this moment, but he was afraid of choking Qiao Li.He looked at him with complicated eyes. He was very confused at the moment. In fact, it didn't matter what Qiao Li was thinking. He just wanted to talk to Qiao Li about this matter urgently.

"I don't dare to say whether it was suicide." Qiao Li looked at Lin Mo, feeling uncomfortable. He tried to keep his tone as soft as possible, letting his voice play a soothing role, "After all, this is a 13-year unsolved case. With these few words, the clues provided are too few, and you said last time that the forensic doctor you dealt with is also staying in the nursing home, and you can’t ask any real things, so there are still only as many clues as there were 13 years ago.”

"I'm not so sure about it." Qiao Li looked at Lin Mo with his head down and said nothing, and stood up, "I'll make you a glass of milk! I'll talk to you while you drink."

Qiao Li smoothly took a bag of milk powder from the refrigerator, quickly made a cup of hot milk, brought it to Lin Mo, sat next to him and said, "Actually, I thought about it, according to the autopsy report and what you said to me earlier Those described, Tongtong should have gender identity disorder."

Lin Mo swallowed a mouthful of milk, and immediately a white beard smeared around his mouth, which was quite different from his usual image, which made Qiao Li feel funny.But Lin Mo didn't notice it himself, his attention was all on Qiao Li's words, "Gender Identity Disorder?"

"Yes. Gender identity disorder is a formal diagnosis used by psychologists and physicians to describe people who experience severe gender dysphoria. It's a psychiatric classification that says something about transitioning gender identities and transvestism related issues. It’s a diagnostic category, and gender identity disorder is the most commonly applied medical diagnosis of transgender people.”

"Every transvestite has gender identity disorder?" Lin Mo always felt that there was something white next to his eyes, so he wiped his mouth subconsciously, and the circle of white beard disappeared.

Qiao Li still felt that it was a pity that the white beard disappeared, and after hearing Lin Mo's question, he took the trouble to explain to him: "That's not necessarily true. This kind of disorder must be obvious before puberty to be diagnosed. It is typical of this kind of thinking. The diagnosis cannot be established after puberty occurs in children who develop symptoms before they start school. And the disorder must persist for at least 6 months to be diagnosed. If only girls are like tomboys, boys are girlish and not gender Identity barrier."

Qiao Li was afraid that he would not understand, so he continued: "Experts believe that children and adolescents or adults have different external manifestations of gender identity disorder. If a child repeatedly says that he wants to be another gender, or If you insist that you are another gender, then there is such a possibility. The specific manifestation is that boys like to change into women's clothing, especially bright and dazzling skirts, while girls always insist on wearing male clothing, and some boys are special when playing games. It is also a possibility that they like to play female numbers. In fact, there are many factors that cause it, some are born, and some are acquired. Family and surrounding social relations may cause them to have obstacles to their gender awareness.”

"There have been such cases before." Qiao Li glanced at Lin Mo and found that his expression hadn't changed, and continued, "If it's congenital, any problem with any physiological factor related to gender development may cause gender change. Identity disorder. But according to your description, I think Tongtong's gender recognition disorder should be acquired."

Lin Mo didn't speak, and continued to listen to him.

"Tongtong's family put him in a skirt when he was a child and raised him as a girl. At that time, children were immature and had little knowledge of many things. In addition, China has always lacked good sex education. Therefore, he The behavior of his family gave him the illusion that he was a girl. This idea continued, and later, his body began to develop towards the characteristics of a boy, but he behaved like a girl, like dolls, like skirts."

"As his body grows, he hates himself more and more. He hates his hoarse voice, his Adam's apple that is slowly growing, and the beard that is gradually overflowing from the corner of his mouth." When Qiao Li spoke, his voice was very calm, "He I became more and more eager to dress up as women, and finally couldn't suppress the thoughts in my heart, and started to secretly wear women's clothes."

"Gender cognitive impairment is not the same as transvestism. Transvestism is a special hobby, just like some people collect shoes, some people collect scarves, some people fetishize hands, and some people fetishize feet. When they see good ones, they will collect them, which only accounts for a small part of their lives. Gender cognitive impairment is different, they can’t control themselves, and they think that they are people of the opposite sex.”

Qiao Li talked a lot, and Lin Mo finally said, "Then... people with gender cognitive impairments are all gay?" Painful memories and strong feelings for the person in front of you.

It's a pity that Qiao Li didn't see it.

He thought for a moment, staring at a corner of the coffee table, as if in a daze.After a while, he suddenly asked Lin Mo: "You mean the photo on that box of clothes?"

Lin Mo was taken aback for a moment, he really didn't think of this.

But Qiao Li thought that this was what he couldn't let go of, so he faced Lin Mo, looked him in the eyes, and said, "I think there is a certain difference between gender cognitive impairment and homosexuality. Gender cognitive impairment is to regard oneself as a People of another gender, no matter how much they like people of the same gender as themselves. For example, Tongtong, he thinks he is a girl, and he has kept your photo privately," Qiao Li glanced at Lin Mo when he said this. I found that his expression didn’t change much, so I didn’t have any scruples, “So fundamentally, he is still heterosexual, but he has a crush on you as a girl in his heart... and if he is gay, both parties know that they are Men, but they are all attracted to the same sex."

"All in all, that's all I can think of about this case. After all, 13 years have passed, and what you think you owe him, and what Lin Qing feels you owe him, have all been made up with time."

How many 13 years can a person have!Time is the most ruthless, taking away the young and smooth skin, but not the scars in the heart.

"You can't live with Lin Qing like this forever. In the past 13 years, why haven't you and him been victims?"

As soon as Qiao Li finished speaking, he was pressed down on the sofa by a huge force. After he came back to his senses, he found that he was hugged tightly by Lin Mo. He and Lin Mo were basically stuck together. And my whole body was attached to his chest, and I could feel the pounding heartbeat in his chest, the heat of my whole body, and the faint aroma of tobacco lingering in my nose.

This hug lasted for a full 2 ​​minutes. Lin Mo hugged him tightly, as if he was floating in the sky and earth, grabbing a life-saving straw from time to time.

It has been 13 years. He and Lin Qing have been in a stalemate for 13 years. They seem to resent each other, but in fact they cannot pass the hurdle in their hearts.The two wasted 13 years to enjoy the family happiness that belonged to them. While feeling guilty, they also lived like devils.

Now, someone finally stands up and gives him the courage and desire to tell this matter. After he has finished talking, he can break the shackles in his heart, comfort him gently, and tell him that he is also a victim, and he needs look ahead.

This seemingly indifferent young man was willing to patiently push aside barriers, and was willing to share with him the warmth that he didn't have much. Lin Mo hugged Qiao Li even tighter.This person is his salvation, and he will not let go.

"What about you? How do you view homosexuality?" Lin Mo still hugged this man and refused to let go, leaning his mouth against his ear and asking him softly.