When the snails have wings

11

It was late, the elevator was out of service, and I headed for the stairwell.There is no light on the first floor. I supported the wall and walked slowly and gropingly.In the dark, I felt the breath of people, just at the junction of the first floor and the second floor.I thought it was a resident of the building, so I ignored it. I just moved my body out to make way for the person to come down.But the man didn't respond.I looked up strangely, only to see the shining eyes of the man in the darkness, and a hint of danger.

It was him—Song Yufei.

I stopped and stood on the stairs, looking up at him.I don't know what it feels like.Flustered, unhappy, or, with a little joy.

In the dark, his eyes stared at me shiningly, making my hair stand straight.

"What do you want?" I pretended to be calm, but I wasn't sure if he could hear the tremor in my voice.

He didn't speak, just looked at me fixedly.

"What do you want to do? Come to stand guard downstairs at my house so late?" I raised my voice.I don't want to just stare at him at the top of the stairs.

"Why are you avoiding me?" He finally spoke.There was an uncontainable anger in the words.As soon as I came up, I asked the questions I least wanted to answer.

"I... didn't avoid you." Looking away, I looked at the wall next to the stairs and said nervously.

"Didn't hide from me? Do you know how many days you haven't appeared in front of me?" The anger in his tone gradually increased, and in the end, it almost turned into a roar, "One month! A whole month! I really admire it You, you were able to hide from me for a whole month! What happened to me? Let you hide from me like a virus? What did I do wrong?" His voice was so loud that the lights in the corridor on the second floor were blocked He brightened up. (Xu Feng: Well, the lights in the corridor of Xing Feng's house are automatically turned on by voice, so, ha ha, I borrowed it.) His face under the light is ashen.

I looked at him and felt his anger on the outside.I still hurt someone.

"Let's go out and talk, it will disturb everyone here." Lowering my head, I turned around and walked out, with deep helplessness in my tone.No matter what I do, I still hurt people, and I hurt myself, too.

Walking to the small garden outside the building, I sat next to the rockery.With his back against the rockery, he raised his head and stared at the man in front of him.

"What do you want?" I heard my cold voice.

The man's eyes flashed dangerously.The anger pervading all over his body became more obvious.

"What do I want? I should be the one who asked, right? It should be what you want?" He gritted his teeth and finished the sentence.It seems to me that he wants to tear me up and eat me more.

I couldn't help shivering, the weather in early spring was still very cold, especially in such a late night, when I was with such a person.

"Me? I don't want to do anything. This is how I live. What else can I do?" I turned my head and said these words calmly.

"I thought we were friends." The man narrowed his eyes.The body approached me and said in a dangerous tone.

"Yes, I thought we were too." The body involuntarily turned backwards, but forgot that there was a rockery behind him.

He approached me again, and I could feel his hot breath on my cheek.

"I think what you are doing now is no longer within the scope of friends." I looked at him pretending to be calm.Deliberately ignore the distance between us too close.

"Don't you understand?" The man moved closer to me, his lips were already close to my face, and when he was talking, I could feel his lips brushing against my cheek lightly.

I couldn't bear it anymore, stood up sideways, and walked behind him.It is undeniable that when his lips brushed against my face, a trace of excitement rose from the bottom of my heart.

"I don't understand. I only know that it's not like this among friends...intimacy." I took a few steps forward to avoid his too fiery eyes.

A hand suddenly grabbed my shoulder tightly and turned me around forcefully.I was forced to confront him.His brows were tightly wrinkled, and his eyes were fixed on me.His hand was so strong that I felt like my arm was so painful that I couldn't feel it.

"Let go first, I'm in pain." I frowned, struggling to get out of his grasp.

He let go, but still stared at me. "I don't believe you don't understand what I mean at all. I know it's weird. But, I just can't help but like you. Or, I'm in love with you." He said slowly.The expression is still serious.

"It's kind of funny, you've only met me a few times? Why do you like me? What do you like about me?" The tone was a little bit bitter unconsciously.I still can't believe that he likes me, even loves me.

"How do I know?" He seemed a little annoyed. "When I found out about you that day, I just felt sorry for you. Later, when I went to see you in the hospital, you were just lying on the bed, so helpless, like a child. If you like it, you can't help but take root. "

"Many times, there is no reason for love to arise." After a pause, he looked at me, and said to me seriously and gently.

I look into his eyes.So dark and so beautiful.It would be a lie to say that you are not moved.However, I am always timid, I want to believe him in my heart, but my reason reminds me that if I believe him, I will be hurt in the end, we will not be together in the end, and only me is left in the end!

"I'm sorry, but I can't accept your feelings." I turned my back on him.

A force jerked me around, and I faced his angry face again.

"I don't believe it! You're just running away! Why? Why don't you give yourself a chance? You obviously have a crush on me since the first time we met, why don't you give yourself and me a chance?" He yelled at me .But I was only immersed in the sentence that I had a crush on him since the first meeting.Yeah?Is it because I have a crush on him that I target him so much and care so much about what he says?I want to deny it, but I have to admit that I am really different from him.

From the very beginning, I was attracted by his excellent appearance, although he has a bad mouth.Sometimes people are stupid, and I don't know why, but I have a crush on him.I have him in my heart.So, when I hear those bad things about me, I will be so impulsive, wishing to kill him.I cannot tolerate betrayal, especially by someone close to me.Since when, in my heart, has he already been considered someone close to me?Thinking back, I was really hopelessly wishful thinking at the time.

"Why do you say that I fell in love with you from the first time I saw you?" I suppressed the tension of being spied on, and replied to him pretending to be angry.

He looked at me with bright eyes for a while, and then slowly said: "If you didn't care about me, you would react in such a transitional way? Can't wait to kill me? According to your usual personality, you just need to beat me hard, right? Do you still lie in ambush near my house and wait for me desperately?"

. . . . . .I have nothing to say, he actually already knows me so well.It seems that he and Yangwen and Yuqing are also very familiar.

"As long as you give yourself and me a chance, you will know that there is still true love in this world. I will let you know that if you stay with me, you will not get hurt again." He said gently Tell me.

There was tenderness in his eyes.Does he really love me that much already?It's just that after knowing about me and seeing me in the hospital, did you promise love so easily?So, how long can this kind of love at first sight last?I just looked at him, trying to figure out what he was thinking.

"I am a person, if I look for it, I will spend my whole life." He said seriously.It seemed to see through my heart.

"A lifetime? Do you know how long that is?" My voice was light and ethereal, as if it was untraceable.

"It's as long as you want." He looked at me and said firmly.

Some people say that to look at a person is to look into his eyes.I did so, only to see clarity in his eyes.

Should I trust him?