When the snails have wings

13

Lying on the bed, gently stroking the soft fur of the cat beside her with my fingers, feeling empty in my heart.

Suddenly, there was such an opportunity in front of me to study abroad.I know, there is no problem, as long as my dad says it, I will definitely be able to go. In recent years, his mana has become vast and boundless, and I have known it for a long time.So, what I am facing is to say goodbye to the China I have lived in for more than 20 years.I was at a loss, not knowing what the future would hold.

I know that my English is very good, otherwise TOEFL would not be so high, but once I go to a foreign country, it is completely different from China, strange environment, strange people, strange everything.I don't know if I can adapt well.

Also, this time, I will definitely be separated from my relatives and friends.Can I stand the pain of separation?I know, I'm not a strong person.

And, and, Song Yufei. . . . . .When I think of him, there will be a feeling in my heart that I don't know what it feels like.If I go abroad, it will definitely not be possible to come back in a year or two.Without a certain achievement, I mean nothing will come back.So, once I leave, he will forget about me, right?Hehe, even lovers who are often together will break up, let alone not together.Besides, we are nothing.

Admit it!Luo Tian!You like Song Yufei.Always avoiding, always afraid, but when he was about to leave, he realized that he really liked him. . . . . .Haha, I don't even know why I like him.Really, the love came inexplicably, inexplicably, when I didn't even realize it, I was about to separate.So, this separation means forever, right?

Actually, I know, even if I didn't go abroad, I wouldn't tell Song Yufei that I like him.Then, take this opportunity to completely forget him.Before the damage is done, cut off the sprouting roots first!

I lowered my head, put my nose gently on top of Mao Mao’s nose, looked into his brown eyes, and said softly:

"Don't forget me, Ellie."

After that, I started applying for leave of absence from the school.Also, say goodbye to good friends or something.Yang Wen frowned when he heard the news.

"Why the hell did you leave as soon as you said? You boy, you boy..." He turned around before finishing the rest of the sentence.Gently leaning against his back, I closed my eyes.

"Yangwen, don't forget me." I said softly.

"What the hell are you talking about!" He turned around all of a sudden, looked at me fiercely with red eyes, and then punched me.

"If you're a brother, don't fucking say that again!" I stroked my shoulder that was sore from the beating, and smiled.

"Understood, I, never say that again." Facing him, I promised.

"You still decide to run away?" This was the first sentence Yu Qing said after hearing the news that I was going abroad.Really, see clearly.I smile wryly.

"This is an opportunity. Anyway, studying abroad is a good thing." I tried to explain.

"Indeed, but, to you, this is just an excuse?" He stared at me, the insight in his eyes made me invisible.I can never hide from him.

"Forget it." I sighed, "Since I can't trust him, then I have no choice but to avoid him."

"Are you in love with him?" I raised my head suddenly and looked into his eyes.

"Other people, you won't pay so much attention to them. I've never seen you pay so much attention to anyone. He, he must be considered lucky." Yu Qing shrugged, he was always so straightforward I see through.I've always wondered if he was the reincarnation of a goblin?

"Forget it, no matter what I say, what you decide will not change." He sighed, walked over, and gently embraced me on his chest.

"Hope, you will be happy." A sigh-like voice echoed in my ears.Laugh lines appear on my lips.

"Don't forget about me." Facing him, I also said this sentence.

"No, never." The promise rings in my ears, and I smile reassuringly.

On the way to the student council room, I was about to hand over work.With my head down, I walked slowly.Suddenly, a figure blocked my way and cast a shadow on my face.I raised my head, and Song Yufei was standing in front of me, looking at me.And I can look straight into his eyes.I think there is an emotion called sadness in it.

"You, do you still decide to go? Do you still want to avoid me?" He asked me quietly.There was not much complaint in the tone, only a touch of sadness.

Turning around, without looking into his eyes, I replied in a low voice:

"Yes."

His gaze made me dare not look directly, it would make me feel guilty.

"If it's okay, I'll go first." I turned sideways, trying to escape from this suffocating place.But was held by a strong hand.Turning around, looking at him again.This time, there was more firmness in his eyes.

"Xiaotian, I won't give up on you." His voice was steady, without a trace of tremor; his eyes were bright without a trace of turbidity; the corners of his mouth were raised, showing a slight smile.

I don't understand.Why?

"Little Tian," he opened his mouth firmly, "I know you don't believe in love. You always think that two people who love so deeply can't be compared to time and space. You are always afraid that if one day you really I fell in love with someone, but ended up breaking up. I can't change your past, but I believe I can change your future." His eyes were shining brightly in the sun, making me dizzy for a while.