When the snails have wings

Have I changed?

Many people told me that since Song Yufei joined the student union, I have changed.Although I still laugh and make trouble with everyone, I always feel that I am absent-minded.Huh, I think they're overreacting a bit.I don't feel like I've changed.I'm still me.It's just that I'm not in a good mood recently, and I really want to trouble someone.Moreover, I am very clear about grievances and grievances, why would I find fault with others at every turn?At most, I don't go out to drink with my friends very often, but just stay in the student union room to calm down my "excitement" when I see Song Yufei.

However, Zhuo Min came to the student union room abnormally, and went straight to me as soon as he entered the door.

"What's wrong with you? I've never seen you like this. What are you thinking?" She asked me aggressively.And I can only be thankful that we are the only ones in the student union room now, how about my "subordinates" not be scared to death when they see her?You must know that people who usually don't show their temper very much will scare a lot of people to death once they expose their temper.

"Me? I'm fine? What are you talking about?" Looking up, I asked her lightly.

"Don't be sloppy with me, do you know what you look like recently?" What kind of look?Same old.what else? "Do you know that everyone is talking about what happened to the student council president recently? Why has he become so vicious? He gets angry at every turn, and his eyes sometimes become very vicious?" Me?I don't even know, would I?

"Are you sure you're talking about me? I don't remember ever showing that look in my eyes." I asked her innocently.

"Hmph! Do you know that when you look at Song Yufei, you look like you want to kill him? I didn't believe it at first. Although you are not a good person, you are not the kind of person who will bear hatred But I was outside today, and I saw the look in your eyes when you saw Song Yufei, do you know that? You look at him as if he killed your whole family! You What's going on? What kind of hatred does he have with you? Ah? Do you hate him so much? If I had known, I wouldn't have checked for you. You, you really..." She couldn't continue Slumped on the chair in front of me.Put your hand on your forehead.

I am silent.Was my performance so obvious?In fact, I don't know why, he just said something, but it's really nothing.But every time I see him, I'm reminded of that painful period many years ago.I feel like cramps all over my body.It hurt so bad I couldn't breathe.

It's him, it's him!I could have forgotten, I would have forgotten!Why, why remind me again?The pain many years ago made me stay in the hospital for more than half a year. I don't want to think about that feeling for the rest of my life.That nauseous feeling. . . . . .My head, it hurts, it hurts!

"Ah!" I am so sad, my head hurts!Hold your head tightly in your hands, no, I can't stop the pain, I can't stop it!There seemed to be many awls piercing his head, and many people were smashing with hammers.I am in so much pain. . . . . .I waved my hand and swept everything off the table, causing my whole body to convulse in pain.who?Can anyone help me?Can anyone help me?good. . . . . .pain. . . . . .mom. . . . . .mom. . . . . .

Amidst the pain, a burst of warmth came over.A pair of gentle hands gently rubbed my temples; a pair of strong arms hugged me tightly, stopping my trembling; a gentle voice whispered in my ear:

"It's okay, Xiaotian, it's okay, take it easy, don't think about it anymore, everything is over. It's all over."

Slowly opening his eyes, there was an anxious but gentle face in front of him.

"Yang...Wen...I, I remembered it again, I'm so sad." I'm so sad, I don't want to think about it again. "No, tell my mother..." I couldn't let my mother be stimulated again.She can't stand it.

"Okay, okay, I won't tell your mother, don't worry. Now, relax, I'll take you to the infirmary, you go to sleep first."

"Okay..." Trust him, the man who knows my past, my brother. "But, I don't want to go to the infirmary, just here. Just let me lie down." I took Yang Wen's hand.I don't want to go to the infirmary, I hate the smell of medicine.That reminds me of the old days.

"Okay, lie down." After speaking, Yang Wen helped me to lie on the sofa.I heard him tell Zhuo Min to let me be quiet.Then, he dragged Zhuo Min who was already petrified and walked out.

I lay on the couch with my eyes closed.For a long time, I haven't had a seizure.Unexpectedly, after so many years, I had another seizure.This is all because of Song Yufei!Suddenly, I opened my eyes.Very good, Song Yufei, you actually let me experience that pain again, I will never let you go!

I am very headstrong.Although my mother said it was extreme.I have a principle, that is, if people do not attack me, I will not attack others, but if people attack me, I will definitely attack them.I thought that was over and I could forget all the unhappy things and start a new life.I reconnect with the crowd, get in between them, mingle with them.Just when I really wanted to forget about that incident, he reminded me of it again.I couldn't bring myself to forget the way he looked when he said that.That kind of mocking smile, the words that kill me—you are so popular, even your friends can betray you.

I couldn't bring myself to forget that sentence.I can't bring myself to face this matter calmly, even if it seems so insignificant to others.

"You are too extreme and always think too much. You are easily agitated, and you will become hysterical when you are a little stimulated." The doctor's words echoed in my ears again.I know, I know it all, but I can't control myself. "You need psychological counseling." The doctor said helplessly. "You always shut yourself in your own world and don't look outside. Actually, they are not as bad as you think. Try to approach them, talk to them, and you will change your mind." I try to do Yes, but, no use, even if I approach them and befriend them, they will still hurt me and my family. . . . . .Doctors, people, don't change.All selfish ghosts who can hurt others for their own sake.So, I want to protect myself from them, and, my mother. . . . . .