When the snails have wings

"!!" My eyes widened in shock.

"Don't think too much!" Yu Qing sternly shouted. "Don't be like this all the time! Yang Wen just ran to beat people because you fainted and got emotional for a while! It's not what you think at all!"

I closed my eyes.Yangwen, I owe you too much.

"I will find an opportunity to tell him about this time, and I can't let him follow you crazy! Okay, the explanation is over. The rest is your own problem. Xiaotian, listen to his explanation, don't Because of a moment of excitement, I did something that I regret afterwards." Yuqing sighed and stood up. "I'm leaving, take a good rest, and come to see you tomorrow. Also, I didn't tell your mother, and of course, neither did your father. Don't worry." After speaking, he waved his hand and walked out of the ward.

Silence spread between us.I don't know what to say, my heart is not without shock.This is the first time a preclear has yelled at me.In the past, he always spoiled me, followed me, and helped me clean up my troubles.I never thought he would be so worried about me.My heart is warm.

"Cough! That..." Suddenly, a hesitant voice sounded.It was Song Yufei.

"What do you want to say?" I asked lightly.True, one misunderstanding was resolved, but there were still others.If that is a misunderstanding.

"Well, I really didn't say what you heard that day. I just mentioned to my classmates that you were a little dumbfounded at the time. Who knew that they passed it on and on. Later, you came to me, I couldn't be angry with your tone at the time, so I said that to anger you. It was really not intentional. I didn't know you had experienced that kind of thing, so...youknow, I just have a bad mouth , You, don't think too much." It can be heard that he is not a person who often apologizes to others.It's pretty good to be able to say that.

After listening to the pre-clearing words, I also wondered if I was too excited.

I think it was because that incident hit me too hard. Although I wanted to forget it, I was always afraid of being hurt again.So subconsciously, I put it in the corner of my heart, and I usually don't think about it, but once it is mentioned, it will control me again to make hurtful actions.

Actually, I know my problem.My nerves are too fragile, and I have always reacted too strongly to external stimuli, especially to me.This time, because it involved the past that I least want to think about, that's why I had such a big reaction.This situation is really unfair to people who know nothing.

"Okay, since Yuqing mentioned my matter to you, then he must have told you about my mental state." I sighed, leaned on the pillow, looked at the ceiling, and continued to tell him as calmly as possible. , "My mental condition is very bad, very unstable. This is hereditary. My mother's mental condition is not good, but it is not serious. At most, it is neurasthenia. It's much more serious. When I was a child, I often lost my temper. Later, my parents divorced, and I became hysterical. Then, that happened." I analyzed myself blankly.And he listened intently.

"That incident hit me so hard. So much so that I would wait for him on his way home at night, trying to kill him. Well, to you, this kind of thing is really insignificant, but to you For me, it made me completely disappointed in human beings. You know? There is a dark thing in my mind, and once that darkness takes control of me, I will do crazy things. After that, I lived Half a year in the hospital. The doctor advised me to go to psychological counseling. Maybe, if I did, I would not be like this now. But, who told me not to go? In high school, I was taught not to be so rude to others Seriously, then my chances of being hurt will be much smaller. Oh, it’s true. Since then, I have learned to treat people with a mask. In college, I have restrained a lot. But that is only a superficial phenomenon. In my psychology , the darkness still exists, but it has been suppressed all the time. Your words are the fuse. Besides, it is what you said to me last week. Huh, you are also very strong. I haven’t been angry for more than three years , I got mad at you twice." I smiled sarcastically.Meet his bright eyes.I don't know why, I would confess myself in front of him like this.Is it because of his serious expression?

"Are you still blaming me?" He asked me softly.

"No, in fact, as you said, there is nothing wrong with you, it's just that you have a bad mouth. Although I can't stand stimulation, as long as it is my fault, I will definitely admit it. I have always believed that if you dare to act It's the man."

"Okay, since you said that, I'm committed to your friend!" He stretched out his hand, his eyes were bright, and there was a light that I was not familiar with.

Should we shake hands?In fact, I did not completely forgive him.After all, my abnormal emotions these days are all because of him, and, should I trust someone again?However, when I looked up, I saw his eager eyes, and the hand that kept stretching out there despite my indifferent eyes. I hesitated, maybe, this time, I won't make a wrong choice, right?

Finally, I held out my hand, after 5 minutes.He just kept stretching his hand there, his eyes staring at me all the time.I still decided to give my trust to one person again.

So, from now on, I have one more friend.

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