Bamboo horse is frivolous

Xia Tian suffered from insomnia.

He thought he had been persuaded by Lu Tang.He's doing better than expected, and even the worrisome-looking head wound hasn't caused too much of a problem.

But when he was lying on the bed and closed his eyes, he saw what he saw when he found Lu Tang.

He will never forget the trembling and fear that Lu Tang brought to him when he fell to the ground with blood flowing from the back of his head.

The scene in his mind was lingering, and his hands trembled uncontrollably. If he hadn't turned into that block by mistake, if he hadn't found Lu Tang at that time...he didn't dare to think any more.Even though he was covered with a warm quilt, he felt as cold as in an ice cellar.

He sat up suddenly.He really wants to hear Lu Tang's voice now, otherwise his uneasiness will last all night.

But seeing the alarm clock on the bedside pointing to twelve o'clock, his actions stopped again.

Now Lu Tang must have fallen asleep, disturbing him is definitely not good for his wound.

So he endured the urge again, and lay back.

But he didn't dare to close his eyes anymore.

Before Lu Tang fully recovers, this nightmare scene will probably linger in his mind forever...

Wen Yu could tell Xia Tian's haggardness at a glance.Having been at the same table for almost a semester, Wen Yu can still see from the details that Xia Tian is actually a person who pays great attention to his external image. He has never seen such an expression.

So he asked worriedly: "Xia Tian, ​​your complexion is not very good, are you sick?"

Xia Tian shook his head, "I didn't sleep well."

"What happened?"

Xia Tian pursed his lips, and still felt lingering fear when he recalled it, "Lu Tang was injured yesterday, and he is still in the hospital now."

Wen Yu exclaimed, "What's wrong with him? Why was he injured? Is it serious? Are you all right now?"

A series of questions, his worry and fear can be seen.

"I don't know why I was targeted by a group of scum. The doctor said it's not serious, but I need to be hospitalized for observation."

Wen Yu was relieved when he said that it was not serious, but he couldn't help praying silently in his heart, hoping that Lu Tang would recover soon.

Xia Tian rubbed his temples, but the sleepiness still didn't dissipate. In the end, he lay down on the table directly, and the voice under his arm was vague: "I'm really sleepy, go to sleep, the teacher is here to call me."

"En." Wen Yu finished answering, as if he still wanted to say something, but seeing Xia Tian was so sleepy, he was too embarrassed to bother him again.When he wakes up, ask Lu Tang which hospital he is in.

On the eve of the exam, the teachers of each subject will change all the lessons into self-study for the students to review by themselves. Under such circumstances, Xia Tian sleeps until the end of the second class and then wakes up.

When he woke up, his hair was disheveled and there were red marks on his face. Although his appearance was still online, he didn't have much to do with the usual gentle and elegant male god.

He didn't care.I went to the bathroom and flushed my face to wake myself up completely, and returned to the classroom to start reading.

Xia Tian, ​​who is proud of his concentration, has difficulty concentrating at this time.

He saw a question on a test paper.He remembered this question, and he copied it in Lu's special book.

It was inevitable that Lu Tang would ask him in the hospital, did you see that notebook?

It was unavoidable to recall that Lu Tang fell to the ground at that time, but he was still clutching the papers with his handwriting in his hand.

Xia Tian finally accepted this fact.

Lu Tang really liked him very much, not as a friend, but as a brother, but as an admiration.

His chest seemed to be pressed down by a heavy boulder, and he couldn't even breathe freely.

Wen Yu didn't ask in the end, because Xia Tian had been staring at a test paper since he woke up.It was obvious that he was in a daze, but the expression on his face was troubled.Wen Yu didn't dare to disturb his thinking, and waited for the best opportunity until after school.

So he did what he never thought he would do in the first 16 years of his life—stalking.

He guessed that Xia Tian would definitely visit Lu Tang, so he quietly followed Xia Tian after school.

Of course, Xia Tian didn't expect that someone would follow him.Wen Yu's guess was right, he went straight to the hospital.

Lu Tang woke up early, but fell asleep again under the force of Lu's mother.When she woke up, Lu's mother was no longer around, and she left a note for him to eat the breakfast on the table. She invited a nurse to call him if something happened, and came to see him at noon.

After breakfast, he called the teacher in charge and reported his current situation in a mild manner, "...Yes, they are all minor injuries. It's just that it's not convenient these days, so I think it's okay to take the exam in the hospital. Is it? I have to trouble the teacher and get the hospital to invigilate the exam. It’s really okay, otherwise, how can I make such a request with you? Come and see me? Of course, thank you for your concern, but this time I have to Participate, by any means."

After hanging up the phone, the teacher in charge was very moved. Finally, he also met the kind of inspiring and hard-working students that can only be seen in newspapers!

Lu Tang's complexion was much better than yesterday's. His hospital bed was next to the window, and it was already winter, and the sunlight was extraordinarily warm.Under such warm sunshine, he took out the book to review.

When Xia Tian came, what he saw was such a picture. Lu Tang was leaning on the pillow, reading a book with lowered eyebrows and eyes, his fingers were slender when he turned the pages, and under the soft winter sun, he felt a sense of tranquility.

The premise is to ignore his hospital gown and the bandage on his head.

"Why don't you lie down and recuperate?" Xia Tian walked over and said.

Lu Tang was very happy when he heard Xia Tian's voice, "You are here."

Xia Tian took the book away from his hand, "You still do things that bother your brain even though you have an injury on your head."

"My head doesn't hurt anymore, I can't be idle." Lu Tang didn't mind his domineering behavior at all, his eyes followed him all the time.

Xia Tian sat down, "How do you feel? Does it still hurt?"

Of course, Lu Tang would not miss this good opportunity to pretend to be pitiful. He grabbed Xia Tian's hand and pressed it on his shoulder, "Here, it hurts all the time."

Xia Tian was convinced, and asked worriedly: "Why does it still hurt? Didn't the doctor say the trauma was not serious? I'll ask him to come over and take a look for you."

"Hey, there's no need to call a doctor, and it didn't hurt that much." Lu Tang pulled him and refused to let him go.

"But you said it hurts all the time. Let me see if it's serious." Xia Tian said, and got up to unbutton Lu Tang.

Lu Tang's heart beat faster, looking at Xia Tian's face, obediently asked him to unbutton his shirt.

Lu Tang's strong figure was revealed. He has never neglected to exercise. This growing body has already shown the strong charm of a man, especially the two rows of tight abdominal muscles, which are enough to make people flock to him. capital.Originally, Xia Tian would definitely be envious, but now his eyes can only see the bruises attached to the body, shoulders, waist, and forearms, which seem to be smudged with paint, which is very eye-catching.

Xia Tian seemed to feel the same pain, frowned, and gently stroked these scars, "Why is it more serious than yesterday's?"

"...The bruises are usually not seen until the next day." Lu Tang's tone was a bit strange, this was the first time Xia Tian had touched him like this, the hand that touched his body was obviously cold, but it gave him a warm feeling. It gave him a fiery impulse... Of course he didn't know what the impulse was, after all, he was in the impulsive period of adolescence.It would definitely be dangerous to go on like this, but Lu Tang couldn't bear to call it a stop, it was suffering and enjoyment at the same time.

This look had a different meaning in Xia Tian's eyes, he thought it was painful, so he didn't dare to touch it again, "Does it hurt?"

I said it hurts, will you continue?Lu Tang really wanted to ask this question, but it was really not a normal question, so he could only shake his head, "It doesn't hurt."

The two stared blankly for a while.

Xia Tian said, "Button your clothes, or you'll catch a cold."

Lu Tang: "Didn't you untie it for me? Of course you should do it."

Xia Tian: "..."

Lu Tang raised his chin slightly so that he could close it, "Come on, or I'll catch a cold."

Xia Tian had no choice but to help him buckle it up again.

The distance was so close that Lu Tang could clearly hear Xia Tian's breathing, and he could measure Xia Tian's fine bangs on his forehead and his slender eyelashes by lowering his eyes.

"Did you sleep well?" Lu Tang asked.

At such a distance, he lowered his voice subconsciously, with an ambiguity of unknown origin, Xia Tian was a little dazed, and it took him a while to answer: "Ah... a bit, is it so obvious?"

Lu Tang raised his hand and stroked Xia Tian's eyes lightly, "Your complexion is fair, and the dark circles under your eyes are particularly conspicuous after staying up late. Is it because I didn't sleep well?"

"Who said that?" He tickled Xia Tian, ​​"Don't touch me."

"Then can I move my mouth?" Lu Tang looked at him with a smile.

Xia Tian deliberately buckled the buttons to the top and strangled him, straightened his waist and frowned and looked at him: "Comrade Lu Tang, I found that your skin is getting thicker and thicker." He remembered Lu Tang's sly kiss when he left the ward yesterday , blushed unconsciously, "And how dare you..."

Lu Tang raised his head and struggled to free himself from the constriction, he glanced at Xia Tian meaningfully: "If I'm not thick-skinned, wouldn't there be nothing between us? "

Xia Tian is a fool who couldn't understand these words. He stood up and forcibly changed the subject: "By the way, are you hungry? I'm a little hungry. What do you want to eat?"

Lu Tang looked at him for a while, Xia Tian's erratic gaze made him sigh, "I want a fresh meat rice noodle."

"Yes, I'll be back later." Xia Tian went out after finishing speaking.

After he went out, Lu Tang leaned against the half-raised bed as if he was weak, at least he didn't say to stay in the original state.He consoled himself.

It was Wen Yu's first time stalking someone, and he didn't know the way to do it. He just thought that he had to be careful.Xia Tian took the bus. In order not to let Xia Tian notice, he waited for the next bus to see which bus he was taking.Fortunately, there is the city hospital directly, so he doesn't have to stare at the car Xia Tian is sitting in anymore.But he was unlucky, at the intersection of the red street light, the car in front drove away, and his car was blocked by the red light, so when he got off the car, Xia Tian was no longer visible.

He came to the inpatient department, but he didn't know which floor or room Lu Tang was in, so he stood hesitantly in the lobby.

He was introverted and shy, and he had to type out several drafts in his mind even to ask the front desk.After making up his mind, he was about to take a step when he caught sight of Xia Tian coming out of the elevator and walking towards this side.

So he ran to the front desk quickly, hoping that Xia Tian would not notice.

Xia Tian really didn't notice, he seemed to be pretending to be something, even if he passed by the front desk, he didn't take a second look.

Wen Yu breathed a sigh of relief.

The front desk asked, "Is there anything I can help you with?"

Wen Yu took a few steps back, and the draft he typed just now was in a mess again, and his face flushed before he could speak.

The front desk didn't understand his behavior, and asked again: "Is there anything I can help you with?"

Don't waste time!Don't waste time!Wen Yu alerted himself, but his voice was still soft: "Well, I want to know, which ward is Lu Tang in?"

"Excuse me?"

"I, I'm him, his friend..." When he said the word friend, he didn't have enough confidence. Is he Lu Tang's friend?

The front desk didn't want him to be so entangled, nodded and quickly found Lu Tang's ward number, "5210 on the fifth floor."

"Ah, okay, thank you." Wen Yu trotted towards the elevator.

Wen Yu came to the door and hesitated again. Although Xia Tian went downstairs, there were inevitably other people inside. If Lu Tang's family and friends were there, it would be embarrassing for him to be an outsider. How would he introduce himself?

His wandering figure was reflected on the small window on the door, which caught Lu Tang's attention, and he shouted towards the door: "Who is at the door?"

Wen Yu was startled, and struggled for a while before pushing open a crack in the door like a peep, "...it's me."

"Wen Yu?" Lu Tang was a little surprised, because he and Wen Yu were nodding acquaintances, and Wen Yu was his envy (JI) admiration (DU) if he had to say it. After all, Xia Tian spent a lot of time with him in a day most.He came back to visit unexpectedly, "Come in."

Wen Yu just walked in, saw the bandage on Lu Tang's head, and gasped for breath, "Why...are you injured so badly?"

"It's not serious, it will be fine in a few days." Lu Tang smiled, "How do you know I'm here? Xia Tian told you?"

"Ah, um." Wen Yu said vaguely, "Xia Tian is very worried about you, and has been distracted all morning."

Lu Tang was taken aback when he heard the words, then laughed out loud, and murmured: "I just said I was thinking of me."

Wen Yu didn't hear his words clearly, but his smile, maybe it was because of the sunlight, was a bit dazzling.He lowered his head and said, "I'm also... very worried about you."

"Thank you for your concern, I'm fine." Lu Tang said.

"I, I came too abruptly, I didn't bring anything, this..." Wen Yu said at a loss.

"I don't need anything." Lu Tang smiled slightly, "By the way, do you want to eat fruit?"

"Ah, thank you..."

Lu Tang lifted the quilt and got out of bed to peel apples.

Wen Yu was startled, and hurried to his side, afraid that he would fall, "You, don't get out of bed."

"It's okay, I'll peel the fruit."

"Sit back." Wen Yu took the apple and knife from him, "I'll do it."

Lu Tang watched Wen Yu peel the apple. The well-proportioned peel was peeled off from the flesh by his hands. It was a long string without any sign of interruption. He couldn't help thinking of Xia Tian's way of peeling an apple, like cutting into pieces , couldn't help laughing.

Wen Yu looked up and saw him smiling, and his face slowly turned red, "What's wrong?"

"You peel really well, the skin won't break."

Wen Yu didn't expect to be praised for this, and was flattered for a moment: "I, I will also be cut into the shape of a bunny."

"Oh?" Lu Tang raised his eyebrows, there are so many tricks to eating an apple?

Wen Yu peeled the apple into the shape of a rabbit again, and he tried his best to express himself: "This is a rabbit, this is a bird, and I can also make butterflies, just wait."

"It's quite similar." Lu Tang admired, "Your hands are so skillful, girls nowadays are not as good as you, right?"

Lu Tang's casual words made Wen Yu freeze his hands. He carefully looked up at Lu Tang, and mustered up his courage before asking, "Then do you think...as a boy, I always behave like a girl? Isn't it very...abnormal?" The three words "abnormal" were like three daggers, and he cut himself bleeding when he said it.

Lu Tang didn't notice his strange behavior, so he picked up a piece of rabbit with a toothpick and put it in his mouth, "It's nothing abnormal."

Wen Yu's heart beat wildly, "Really?"

"Really. Everyone should decide what kind of life they should be. Which law stipulates that boys can't be feminine and girls can't be masculine? It's not because of people's way of thinking. Don't care about those who say you are abnormal, you are You, don't let other people influence your own life." Lu Tang said lightly.

Wen Yu couldn't speak for a while, and an extremely sour feeling came up, stuffing his nose and choking his tears.Since childhood, people around him have always attacked his character, behavior and appearance with contemptuous or even disgusting words. Over time, he thought that his own existence was a mistake, but he still couldn't change what was formed in his bones. Lowered existence, low self-esteem and introversion are formed in this way.But now someone told him that he should decide what to live like.you are you.The muddled age was suddenly pierced by a ray of light.

Lu Tang reached out to grab the second rabbit again, but saw Wen Yu's tears falling one by one, he was startled, and took some tissues for him, "What did I say wrong?"

Wen Yu shook his head, his voice choked and trembling: "I'm sorry, I lost my composure. It's the first time someone said such a thing to me... I'm really, really touched. Thank you, Lu Tang, thank you for telling me this... ..."

Lu Tang could probably guess what happened to him before, and sighed and patted him on the shoulder, "Have you been wronged? It's good to vent."

These words were poking at Wen Yu's teardrops desperately, he broke down emotionally, hugged Lu Tang, buried his head on his shoulder and wept uncontrollably.

Lu Tang: "..." What's the matter?

As soon as Xia Tian came in, what he saw was Lu Tang hugging (?) someone else, and his face instantly sank.

The author has something to say: A gust of blood is pouring on my face