Pampered by Rebirth

do not know?

Will people who get along day and night not know each other?Of course not.

It's just that the strangeness and scrutiny in Lin Mu's eyes at this moment are indeed like the appearance of facing the most unfamiliar people.

why?

Just yesterday, the two were still intertwined, hugging each other, and talking sweet words that only each other could know, even if they couldn’t tell others about their relationship, they knew it better than anyone else, the sweetness that belonged to the two alone, that was any No one can reach.

They are made for each other, so fit, they exist only for each other.

Even just two hours ago, they were still holding hands, giggling at each other, and talking about some unnutritious topics.

At that time, the two of them felt that the sky was blue, the clouds were white, the flowers were fragrant, and even the birdsong seemed to be singing the sweetest song of love.

but now...

Lin Mu stood in front of her and said, why don't you know her?

Is the world changing too fast, or is she adapting too slowly to the world?

No one in this world knows Lin Mu better than Qi Xue.

So she knew the meaning of Lin Mu's words, as well as those unfinished condemnations.

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Seeing the man's more affectionate appearance each time, Lin Mu looked at Qi Xue with a strange feeling.

"Miss Qi Xue, he is your father, why do you ignore him?"

"Miss Qi Xue, although he did something wrong, his current appearance..."

"Miss Qi Xue, I always feel that he looks a little pitiful."

"Miss Qi Xue, do you... want to... talk to him?"

To Lin Mu, Qi Xue could almost be called unprincipled, but on this point, Qi Xue never backed down.

And since he is the closest person to her, Lin Mu should be with her wholeheartedly no matter what.

That man was just an outsider after all. "

After all, is she too confident?

Originally, Lin Mu's scrutiny was not just an illusion, but she pretended not to see it.

So when I met that old man today, when the old man looked extremely lonely and pitiful to outsiders, and his posture was extremely low, Lin Mu's thoughts of suppressing finally reached the limit, and then he couldn't bear it anymore. come out.

Miss Qi Xue, what kind of person are you?

Mumu, I'm still me, the one who wants to hold you in my arms, wishing not to be separated all the time.

But....

Mu Mu, can you know?

Mu Mu, I thought you were the closest person to me, and you would be of the same mind no matter what. Is this just an illusion after all?

Just because of a man's disguise, just because an old man looks pitiful, is it useless to spend more than ten years with you?

Is that all you trust in me?

Or for you, your Miss Qi Xue, do you only want to see what you want to see?

Qi Xue's lips were unconsciously bitten tightly, the skin was broken, shallow blood streaked out along the small wound, embellishing the lips became more and more gorgeous, as gorgeous as peach blossoms, even more gorgeous than the most beautiful rouge .

But the girl in front of her would never rush to kiss her again, that girl just looked at her with that kind of defensiveness and doubtful eyes.

Qi Xue only felt her heart start to float in emptiness, and after a while it couldn't fall to the ground, but the girl in front of her was still looking at her with those beautiful eyes like this...so...that made her feel cold!

"Mu Mu."

So many words are rolling in my heart, but in the end, all I can say are just two short words.

Say all the lingering, all the tenderness, all the unfinished words.

But when a person's heart is on you, you can feel all your emotions, but when that person starts to doubt you, then some subtle lingering feelings will no longer be clearly felt.

The girl in front of her looked at Qi Xue, and hearing Qi Xue's low voice, her eyes gradually showed disappointment.

"Miss Qi Xue, aren't you even willing to explain to me?

I know it's their fault they haven't seen you for years.

But as that grandpa said, they are your relatives after all, and he knew he was wrong, and that grandpa still knelt in front of you, looking so pitiful, but you didn't react at all.

Miss Qi Xue, is your heart made of ice?so cold? "

No matter how soft the man named father was in front of her, no matter how sad and affectionate the old man was in front of her, Qi Xue didn't feel the slightest.

But every word of the girl in front of her can reach the deepest part of her heart, the softness that is only open to her.

The heart that was empty and unable to reach the real road finally fell all the way, falling down with a kind of blood dripping.

But no one will know her pain.

Qi Xue's hands clenched unconsciously, the veins in the slightly fair palms were exposed due to the force of the grip, and the rounded nails were pinched into the flesh due to the force, with a kind of pain in the spine, but that kind of pain is at this moment For some reason, I couldn't feel it at all.

Qi Xue looked at Lin Mu in front of him almost quietly, those eyes that seemed to be full of starlight gradually dimmed until they were as deep as if they couldn't see through the light:

"Mumu, do you think my heart is made of ice?"

The words were low, with a slightly ethereal meaning, but they still reached Lin Mu's ears very clearly.

Such Qi Xue was a little strange to Lin Mu.

But Qi Xue who treated an old man like that, who was still a relative of her own, was very strange.

Thinking like this, Lin Mu turned his eyes slightly away from Qi Xue.

"I...I don't know either, but Miss Qi Xue, your behavior makes me think so."

The last sound, with a heavy sigh, seemed to be extremely troubled and didn't know how to express it.

Mumu, then do you think that as a father who has been looking forward to it for more than ten years and thought it was his own salvation, after going through hardships to find him, he is full of disdain and has ruined your last hope in this world? , after you finally gave up on this person, you came to you because of a serious illness, just because after more than ten years of debauchery, you are the only blood left, and only the blood of this close relative can save him. For this reason, Finally remembering that he once had a daughter, what should be his attitude?

Mu Mu, do you know that the old man, who once begged the girl hard, never even stopped in his footsteps.

"Let her go quickly, don't dirty the floor."

Such an old man found the girl when his only son was about to die, and used family affection to keep her.

What should be the attitude?

For you, what kind of attitude is that the heart is not made of ice? "

Whispering, the words that overflowed with the sound of the wind in the breeze finally disappeared before they could disperse.

Frowning slightly, the girl who was caught in her own thoughts did not hear Qi Xue's murmur in her mouth. After a long time, as if she had finally made up her mind, the girl raised her head, with a slight sadness in her dark eyes .

"Miss Qi Xue, let's separate for a few days first. You are about to take the college entrance examination, so let's think about it."

What are you thinking about?

What is there to think about?

The girl didn't give Qi Xue any time to ask any more questions. After she finished speaking, she almost ran away, her long black hair was combed into a long ponytail, and she was jumping while running, just like the light blue long hair. Skirt it, it's beautiful!

But after all, he escaped from her sight.

Where the skin was scratched between the hands, it seemed that drops of blood oozed out, but just like between the lips, Qi Xue felt the slightest pain at the end.

The breeze blew through the short hair, half covering Qi Xue's fair face, but it couldn't cover the eyes that were deeper than the night.

Mu Mu, whose heart is ice-cold?

That's why I can escape without hesitation like this, and I can never even look back!

***

Time ticks on and on, the sun will still rise, and the night will still fall.

Every time I enter the classroom, the countdown will still be torn off every day. Since there are only the last few days left, the countdown is bolded and enlarged in bright red fonts, which makes people feel shocking.

In the classroom, there will always be the sound of the brush nib grinding the paper. The teachers who have been emphasizing the need to work harder and harder are uncharacteristically relieved for them.

"Students, although the college entrance examination is the biggest watershed in your life, as long as you do your best, it doesn't matter what the result is.

You are still young and have a lot of time to fight, so don't be too nervous. "

Such words are nothing more than a vaccination for the students in the class.

The lights that will never go out at twelve o'clock, and the desks that will always be occupied by all kinds of questions, this is the normal state of life in the third year of high school.

But for Qi Xue, what was completely different from before was that she once clenched her fists, with a serious and cute face, saying that she would always be with her, so that she would definitely get a good grade in the exam, and vowed to be a caring little padded jacket Lin Mu, but disappeared.

"Miss Qi Xue, let's separate for a few days first. You are about to take the college entrance examination, so let's think about it."

Just like the words that day, think about it carefully, and never appear in front of Qi Xue again.

Obviously in the same school, obviously in the same dormitory building, the people who could be seen no matter whether they looked up, lowered their heads, or even turned around lightly, suddenly began to become extremely difficult to see.

In the dormitory, there is always: "Ah, sorry, Lin Mu is not here. When she comes back, I will definitely tell you to find her."

After that, he must have never seen Lin Mu looking for her.

In the corridor, on the playground, in the cafeteria, there are memories belonging to two people in every place, but there is no one walking together.

It's only a week before the college entrance examination, very short days, but...

The memory that Lin Mu thought he had forgotten, which belonged to Lin Mu and avoided seeing it, became clearer day by day.

Crazy flashes in my mind day by day.

"Qi Xue, she is avoiding you, she doesn't want to see you, and she will never see you again."

The voice that belonged to him repeated the same sentence in his mind over and over again, until it broke Qi Xue's hard-working rationality and released the crazy beasts in his heart!

Mu Mu, if you maintain your sanity, it won't make you like me more.

So let instinct keep you, okay?

The author has something to say: Cough, dog blood needs to be sprinkled in pots to feel it, right?

Running with the lid on~

ps: Ms. Qi Xue is going to be blackened