memory hole

"Treat me as a pawn to control him? At your mercy like Zhao Qi. Probably only for this reason. You keep saying that you don't want me to be separated from him, and you act like you are willing to sacrifice, and let us go far away together. Abroad, let me take him out of your conflict of interest circle. Or what you want is that I am willing to you, and one day in the future, when he may threaten you again, you can use me to destroy him."

Deng Qian laughed again. "What a genius for storytelling."

"No one has ever rejected you, which probably gives you endless confidence. You think you can conquer anyone you want. Including me."

"I still haven't made it, have I?"

"In order to get it, you must first give it up... Fourth brother will not let himself make such a bottom line mistake. You have created an extremely perfect image in front of your father." Zhong Xian said painfully.

Deng Qian remained silent, the smile disappeared from his eyes and turned into a bottomless lake, after a while he said:

"I heard you speak so thoroughly. I suddenly don't want to spend my energy to refute."

"Some part must be guessed right." Zhong Xian raised his head and looked directly at the person in front of him. "It depends on what you want to do with me."

"Do you think you have uncovered some ulterior secret, and I want to silence you?" Deng Qian stood up, his open silk shirt was blown by the wind, and the silver peacock behind him seemed to be flying.

Zhong Xian replied: "This is all my speculation, without substantial evidence, so naturally I won't let you care. On the other hand, I am not your target. For me, a small person, how can you let yourself fall into the trap. Even if you want to put me How about it, not now. Zhao Qi can probably keep it secret for you as always, but Deng Xin and his driver saw that I came with you today, and the relationship between you brothers has always been more than just brotherhood, isn’t it? "

"That's a good point—you think I can't do anything?"

"No." Zhong Xian fell into deep thought.

"Looks like it's time to take you to the hotel." Deng Qian turned around, and the peacock was hiding behind him. "Have you ever thought about it - come up with this kind of plot. Don't you deceive yourself - you just want to reject me. But it just shows the problem, your rejection is too painful."

regret

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The bathroom of the villa is as wide as a leisure square. The room is curved. The arched floor-to-ceiling windows facing the southeast seem to be connected to the blue and quiet sea outside. The boat-shaped bathtub is placed in the center of the sky-colored ceramic floor like a white cloud. The perspective lines around are excellent, and only some metallic remote control curtains are hung as barriers.

Zhong Xian was in a trance for a while, and a kind of regret rose in his heart inexplicably.If it wasn't for a mistake, what should he do at this time.

Calm down, after thinking about it, he subconsciously dialed the phone to Dake. After Dake returned to his hometown in Suzhou, there was no news.There is no update in the circle of friends.

Zhong Xian forwarded the video he asked for from Deng Qian to Dake.

He wasn't sure there would be a response, Dake was more and more like a dying tree in his world.

Not long after, there was a reply: [What's going on... Wow. ]

[Take a guess. ]

[Could it be that the blackmail email...you have received it again...]

Zhong Xian ignored him for a long time, until Dake's phone came in.

"What's the blackmail this time?"

"When are you going back to SZ?" Zhong Xian said.

"There is no project to do, so I will spend more time with my mother." Dake's voice on the other side of the phone was the same as before, with that heartless feeling.

"Well. Are you planning not to go back?"

"If you still need to work on projects..." Dake cleared his throat, "Where did this thing come from?"

"Very vague, isn't it?" Zhong Xian answered irrelevantly.

"Well. The rain is relatively heavy."

"It seems you know what it is."

"Ah...how clear, you can tell who it is just like a shrimp."

"You mean the perpetrator?"

"Of course I'm talking about Xiao Zhu. Because of the angle, the guy who made the attack looks a bit thick."

"Bold, that's the word." Zhong Xian laughed at himself. "Do you think that's me?"

Dake paused for a while. "That's not me either."

Half an hour later, Zhong Xian returned to the living room just now, but he did not see Deng Qian.The newly opened wine on the bar was re-corked.Zhong Xian was in a daze for a moment, pulled out the cork on the wine bottle, and poured more than half of the glass into the glass.

He didn't drink it, but shook the cup in his hand, watching the dark red liquid inside constantly changing its shape.After a while he put it in front of his nose and sniffed it before taking a sip.Mai Xiang swirled in his mouth and nose, and the erratic memory seemed to be shaking, and he vaguely remembered some things, mixed with anxiety and stimulation, but he couldn't recall the specific picture.Before he knew it, he poured another glass.

There seems to be a road paved with wet stones after the rain in my memory, what does it feel like.Hesitation, hesitation.

The reflection of the steel edge of the bar counter in the villa printed a figure, Zhong Xian pretended not to notice it, and when he picked up the wine bottle again, he knocked over the glass, and before he could dodge the front of his shirt, a large area was wet.Alcoholic wine mixed with a unique faint aroma permeates instantly.

The people behind stopped approaching.Nothing happened.

Zhong Xian unbuttoned his shirt and shook the wine that had not penetrated the front.

A hand was quietly placed on his back, slowly sliding from his shoulder to his waist.Zhong Xian didn't resist, and turned his head to face the people around him, his eyes didn't fixate on any one place, only with misty doubts.

He asked in a low voice, "Why did you choose me?"

"What do you plan to give up—find him a musician teacher and a playmate. Now, you can also think that I sent you to teach him to be bad." Deng Qian gently took the wine bottle from Zhong Xian's hand, and put the bar on the counter. Put the cork on it back on.He took a brand new square scarf with stripes from the side and threw it to him.

Zhong Xian wiped the wine stains on his shirt with a square towel, and looked up at Deng Qian's eyes. "Smells of marijuana. Am I hallucinating?"

"I don't know the goods. This is a private collection for 30 years. My father's friend made only a hundred bottles in European vineyards. The one you spilled on your clothes is the last bottle."

"Priceless. Another drink."

Deng Qian pushed over a bottle of white wine and put the bottle just now into the wine cabinet.

"You think I'm not worthy to drink? Why choose me instead of someone else."

"Ask him and his telescope about that."

"You always have a way to guide him to pay attention to me."

"You think I chose you. You must prove your guess and force me to admit it before you are satisfied."

Zhong Xian wiped the wine off his clothes again.A gnawing feeling surrounded him.

"You drank too much." Deng Qian turned to face him.

Zhong Xian picked up the empty cup and looked at Deng Qian. "I drank this. Many years ago." Following the words, he showed a provocative face, flamboyant and uninhibited.

Deng Qian dragged Zhong Xian off the bar chair and put him down on the sofa not far away. "You take a break, I'll take you to the hotel..."

"Fourth brother...what makes you think I can do it."

"Take your mind off."

"You think I have the ability to drag others into the water."

Deng Qian put a cushion under Zhong Xian's neck to help him relax.The wine stain on the front of Belle's shirt seemed to worry him a little.All around them is the smell of wine and wheat.

"You can come up with this kind of method, does it mean that there is a problem from the beginning..." Before Zhong Xian finished speaking, Deng Qian pinched his chin. "you."

Deng Qian's hand stopped, and after a while, he touched Zhong Xian's head. "Close your eyes, it will be over soon."

Zhong Xian could feel the surge of blood, which was stronger than he thought, and spread all the shirts to dissipate the heat.He didn't wait long, he couldn't bear it first. "Just let me go to hell with you."

Fighting against the inner demons to the end, instead he chose to throw himself into his arms and dance with indulgence.

Surprisingly, Deng Qian actually resisted.There was nothing hidden in his expression for a few seconds of intense hesitation.Such real emotions moved Zhong Xian more than ever.Winding up like crazy, Zhong Xian pressed Deng Qian on the sofa.

"Aren't I a person with ulterior motives?" Deng Qian asked back.His hands were on Bell's waist to keep him from falling.Because he is riding on him.

Zhong Xian said: "The more I think badly about you, the more I feel distressed. What is the reason?"

Deng Qian put his hands in Zhong Xian's hair, and slowly pulled him closer...

I don't know whether it was the wavering of the mind or the disintegration of the will in the end, and it soon got out of hand.

Deng Qian pulled up the bell string instead.

"Don't be in such an eye-catching place, let's go upstairs."

Zhong Xian followed Deng Qian to take the villa's private elevator up two floors, and directly arrived at a bedroom overlooking the sea that also had a wide view.This is really a wonderful holiday place, all the rooms are very transparent, making people feel like they are in a fairyland between the sea and the sky.

The long-lasting scent of wine on his skin mixed with the light perfume he rubbed on his armpits and neck in the morning, produced a wonderful effect.

But he prefers to smell Deng Qian's body.

Deng Qian is skilled.Experience.Zhong Xian couldn't help but imagine what kind of life he lived.Or maybe it's just because they fit together that it feels so compelling.Or really a match made in heaven.

Zhong Xian imagined the reason why Deng Qian tried to refuse at that moment, although he had a glimpse of how touching his eyes were when he fell.Zhong Xian thought of a reason and couldn't help laughing.

This laughter confused Deng Qian.

"Fourth brother will be afraid sometimes." Zhong Xian said, "I'm afraid that you will be dragged into the water in the end."

When the sun hangs over the sea.Only then did Zhong Xian gradually wake up from the state of confusion.The feeling of trembling all over the body has not subsided, and it will definitely be unforgettable for a lifetime.But they were all silent.Don't look at each other.

What I once thought was irresistible was just the pursuit of excitement.

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