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Can't tell.His heart could no longer feel the pain.

He felt that it would be considered complete if it ended here.

His soul floated up to the roof again like an invisible mist.He saw a speeding ambulance parked downstairs, doctors and nurses rushed into his house, and neighbors began to watch.

He floated and was able to see the picture with the eyes of a bystander.He circled his body and observed his appearance, his face was really haggard, worse than Deng Yi.

Death didn't completely cover up his demeanor, and one could see how vivid and charming he should have been before he was alive.

The doctor who came with the ambulance was also shaking his head, and two nurses pulled his body out of Deng Yi's arms and put him on a stretcher.

"He's dead," said the former personal physician.

Deng Yi stood up unsteadily, took two steps forward, howled like a beast, fell to the ground, and passed out.

Zhong Xian's consciousness wandered around, but he was powerless.

A week later, when his body was cremated, Deng Yi did not wake up either.

Bellstrings has no graveyard and tombstone.This is what he requested in his suicide note.He hopes that someone can sprinkle his ashes into the sea, so that he can travel around the world with the ocean currents.

Deng Yi was in a coma, half awake and half asleep, and it took two months for her to recover.After half a year, I was able to live a normal life.He reverted to autism.Seldom speaks.His father decided to send him to a mental nursing home, and he jumped out of the car on the way to escape.I left a message on the carriage saying that I was going to travel around the world.

The fourth brother Deng Jian returned from England when Zhong Xian passed away.Two months later, he entered HQC headquarters as acting executive director.One year later, he took over as the president of HQC Europe, often traveling between China and the UK.

He has a private mansion with strict security guards in the suburbs of London, England.

One year later, Deng Yi came back from traveling around the world. Surprisingly, he began to pursue Zhao Qi and held a wedding with her two months later.After marriage, he returned to HQC Group and asked directly to be his father's assistant.

One year after Zhong Xian's death, Deng Qian opened the electronic letter Zhong Xian sent him on the plane to England.

"I already know why...

There is only one thing I can't figure out - you can obviously make me disappear directly.Bring your blemishes along.Why save it again and again.

I already know what happened back then...

At the age of 20, you are already a veteran.I don't know if you'll be sorry for God's arrangement—you can't love a woman.

I am so to your liking, you said it yourself.It's very easy to drag the flamboyant and ignorant underage me into the water.There is nothing wrong with our joy.It's a pity that in this world, you love yourself the most.What matters most is what your father thinks of you.You often go to the north to visit Deng Yi.The reason is to facilitate your own idiosyncrasies.

You thought you were safe away from your father.

Until one day Deng Yi broke the secret.The person under your control cannot utter a word.He will definitely protect you.But you won't stop.

It's not hard to turn the truth upside down.What's more, I am so obsessed with and admire you, and I am willing to remove all obstacles for you.

The only accident is that Deng Yi is different from you, my malicious frame-up not only failed to dust his heart, but made me see his precious essence clearly.He treats me so genuinely and consistently.He's perfect as an angel, but that's why you hate him.

I don't need to talk about what happened later.

I do love you, and that's something I want to forget.

And so are you.It's just that you don't know it yourself.You kept taking me back again and again, thinking it was just out of reason and consideration.

There are no devils in the world, only demons.You are not unkind, you are just unwilling.

Only really lost.Only then can you, who have never failed, wake up for a moment. "

Finally, do you remember that day?Why did you make me forget that too?

On a sunny day in May, your dazzling golden luxury car hit me at the school gate.Our first encounter.

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London.

XNUM X Year X NUM X Month.

It was cloudy and rainy.

The Sky Conference Room of the Shard.

A group of seven people watched the screen broadcast on the big screen. The main speaker was a young man in a suit and leather shoes. He was 185 in height, extremely thin, spoke in a calm manner, expressionless, and cold in his eyes.

"HQC will be committed to the opening of the Arctic route, which will greatly shorten the sea distance between Asia and Europe, which is an inevitable trend in the future. For this reason, the development of ports along the route is forward-looking...

The satellite photo I am showing now is the melting of the Arctic ice in September 2017, which has far exceeded the above satellite photo in 9.The ice on the potential Arctic Northwest Passage bordering Canada is still up to a meter thick, while the Northeast Passage is left with scattered thin ice.The Northeast Passage will be the first region where Arctic ice disappears year-round.The Arctic shipping lanes are expected to be ice-free by 2012.So HQC is now starting to invest in the construction of ports along the way, which will be of strategic significance... For the pre-selection of the port location, the European station must set up a port in the UK. After the simulation of the route, I chose this village in the north as the One of the port options..."

The screen began to show the appearance of a British seaside fishing village.

A middle-aged blond man at the conference table said to an oriental man beside him in English with an authentic London accent: "A lot of Chinese capital is targeting the UK this year. I didn't expect that HQC would come to join in the fun."

"Inuzi proposes this project."

"Deng Qian?"

"The little one."

"This is your youngest son? It's different from the rumors. I heard that he has not been in good health since he was a child. You can be called a successful father. One son is good enough. I never thought you could produce another one. Today's The pattern is the competition for talents, you know you need to prepare talents when you are young, and you are forward-looking.”

The two laughed together. "Your eldest son was recently based in London?"

Deng Xiangnan replied: "He will come today, I want him to come."

"Don't you know, I often see him appearing in... Ahem, your youngest son has finished speaking? It's really good. He has the demeanor of yours back then."

"Not as diligent as his brother, but he still has a bit of courage."

"A tiger father has no dogs."

After the meeting ended, Deng Yi didn't go to the banquet hall with his father's friends.He has no appetite.

It's been the second day since he arrived in England, and he hasn't seen his father's eldest son, as others say——his fourth brother Deng Qian.

They have rarely seen each other for a year.

At Deng Yi's wedding in Sanya a month ago, Deng Qian only made a low-key appearance, but he gave a big gift.

Deng Yi looked at his own shadow on the window of the conference room, and he was really much thinner than a year ago.Since Zhong Xian's death, his sense of taste has also disappeared.

There was a message from his father on the phone telling him to go to the banquet hall immediately.Deng Yi packed up the materials and put them in a file bag.

Arriving at the restaurant on the top floor, I saw my father and several European friends already seated, and several dishes were served.

"Is it necessary for you to stay here for a long time for the affairs of Europe?" Deng Xiangnan turned from the dining table and looked at the people standing behind him.The man was dressed in sportswear and seemed to have just arrived in a hurry from somewhere.It was Deng Qian.

Deng Yi approached slowly.He seemed to smell the fog and rain outside.

"The management of European companies is quite chaotic, and I plan to take a year to straighten it out. SZ Culture Company is on the right track, and I have equipped it with a high-quality independent operation team, and I only need to deal with affairs occasionally. European companies need Sort from scratch."

Deng Xiangnan was quite satisfied with Deng Qian's answer. He pointed to Deng Yi who was walking nearby and said, "Your brother's proposal. You haven't had time to read it yet. It's more appropriate to implement it on the European company. You didn't come to the meeting. Listen to him talk to you."

A silver-haired white man sitting next to Deng Xiangnan said: "You are always too strict with your sons, they are all at the level of the president... I heard that ruthlessness is the custom of educating sons in China, this really will not cause father-son conflicts Tensions?"

Deng Xiangnan is very fluent in English: "Family precepts have merit. Without my father's strictness to me, I would not be where I am today. However, being strict does not mean depriving them of self-confidence. The cultivation of self-confidence and self-discipline do not conflict. We Is it necessary to talk about education when children are adults?"

Deng Yi and Deng Qian sat at a dining table not far behind their father, and Deng Yi handed the project information to Deng Qian.They randomly ordered two dishes, and Deng Qian picked up the information and looked through it.Deng Yi's eyes fixed on Deng Qian's face, this was the first time he and Deng Qian sat together in a year.

There was a bottle of blooming roses on the brand-new checkered tablecloth, which was a bit dazzling. Deng Yi wanted to remove it. His mind flashed Deng Jian's black silk shirt with a silver peacock pattern, and the shirt fluttering and shaking. the rhythm of time...

He didn't deliberately recall it, but it never disappeared from his mind for a moment.But that's not the worst part.

Deng Qian suddenly looked up.Deng Yi didn't have time to hide his eyes, and simply said, "I'm very nervous, what do you think?"

"The proposal is good." Deng Qian put down the documents in his hand, looked at the roses on the table, and spoke after a while. "HQC's developable projects are always endless. How long are you going to hate me?"

Deng Yi didn't speak for a while.He didn't expect that the fourth brother would directly force him to show his cards.

"I still remember how you were when you were born, red like a hairless mouse. Standing next to me, I still can't understand where your life came from. My father wanted me to have a deep relationship with you since I was a child. I Watching you grow up from a baby to being on par with me." Deng Qian smiled. "I can see through every bit of your thoughts. I am your brother, you can really hate