memory hole

At a quarter past nine, the conference room was full of employees from the SZ area.

Mr. Hong enthusiastically introduced: "This young and promising little fresh meat, who is younger than many of you, is Mr. Zhong—our new general manager. And that is..." Mr. Hong pointed to and Bell strings come together for the big division.

Zhong Xian glanced at Dake and was about to introduce him.Dake took the initiative to say: "I am Mr. Zhong's assistant. It is his dowry. I have many years of experience in the engineering materials industry. I have been engaged in this industry since I graduated from university. I hope to have more exchanges with new colleagues in the future. Thank you all."

"Let Mr. Zhong say a few words." Mr. Hong said.The meeting room burst into applause.

Zhong Xian's gaze was still floating on the ceiling.Dake looked at him suspiciously.It's strange how he can lose his mind when everyone is looking at him.

Zhong Xian showed a warm smile: "My style of doing things is very clear. Everyone." He started without saying hello. "I have only one request for you—work wholeheartedly when you are at work, and spend every second of your time on work; when you are off work, concentrate on eating, drinking and having fun, and concentrate on life. That's all I said. Finance department is ready My reserve. All other departments go back to their respective positions. The marketing department and the product department stay.”

Zhong Xian used the excuse of testing professional ability to toss the colleagues in the marketing department and product department for a whole day.

Basically figured out the company's problems.

Management is chaotic.Product reservation is unclear.This shows that President Hong's personal problem is not small.

However, RG is a bright spot in the development direction of new products.This advantage may not even be realized by Mr. Hong himself.

"Aren't you afraid that they will hate you?" Dake asked quietly after Zhong Xian when he left the company at night.

"Hate? Most of them are older than me. If I don't torment them hard, they will feel unbalanced."

"Is this the truth?" Dake blinked his small eyes.He shook an object in his hand toward the bell. "I have checked the technical details of the integrated ceiling system. I will study it carefully when I go back tonight. However, this is not something we can do in private. The technology is too difficult."

"What is private?" Zhong Xian glanced at Dake.

"Yes, we are business."

Zhong Xian said as he walked, "Ouhang has figured out Yijiao in Huizhou. The next step is up to the two of us. Two projects in the next quarter will try to enter [-] tons."

Dake looked unhappy: "Ouhang only went to Huizhou for two days and figured it out? Do you trust him so much?"

"What's so difficult about that thing? It's just cement mixed with adhesive materials. I understand the production process, but let him master the final proportion. In the future, I will be able to personally operate and supervise the production."

"Oh." Dake followed behind and promised.

Zhong Xian walked towards the parking lot while thinking: "In the early stage, we only signed the floor, not the wall. The wall will also cooperate with the original company."

"why?"

"You don't understand?" Zhong Xian smiled, sometimes he was very intoxicated with the evil side in his heart. "Even if the ground is not glued firmly (note: serious quality problem.), it will not fall off quickly." He walked out of the office building with a smile and got into his car.

But this elation, when stopped, would turn into a very bitter bile-like thing, dripping on his heart.

He drove the car, left Dake, and went to the path behind Lizhi Park.Guard at the entrance of Deng Yi's house.

He took a bottle of wine from the trunk.

He didn't eat much at noon.I didn't even eat dinner, and drank the wine on an empty stomach.

It only takes 10 minutes to drive back to his home from this small road after [-] pm, and he doesn't have to worry about being caught drinking and driving.And by that time, he was probably half sober.

He drank the bottle quickly.I didn't feel anything.

He got out of the car, took the empty wine bottle, walked to the location of the trash can in his memory in the dark, and threw the bottle into the imaginary trash can.He heard the sound of the bottle breaking on the stone, extremely crisp.He remembered his guitar.

He walked back to the car, intending to open the trunk for another bottle of wine.

Suddenly he felt dizzy and top-heavy. He supported the car, but he couldn't stand still. His body was like jellybean, leaning against the car door, sliding to the ground, and fell over.

He had insomnia for three days,

barely eat dinner,

Drink a bottle of wine every day on an empty stomach.

In his limited consciousness, he kept calculating his current situation.The fuel in the young body was probably exhausted.It will collapse in an instant.

A splitting headache.The soul seemed to break free from his head.

It occurred to him that he might die just like that.Tomorrow's papers might have a piece of news about him—an unknown dead body found.

He can be relieved.He will be worse than Xiao Zhu.Because no one will report the missing person.

He took out the cell phone in his pocket with limited strength.Pulled out the phone and called Europa.Ou Hang was wandering the streets of Huizhou; he dialed another call to Dake, who was having dinner with a new girl he met.

He didn't ask them for help.

He found Deng Yi's number.

But he was unwilling to take the initiative to contact that guy.

He put the phone back in his pocket.Looking at the dark bushes above the path.

Only then did he deeply realize that his life was meaningless.

What he fought for.What is he after.All invisible and soundless.

embrace

47

It seems to have returned to the long-lost atmosphere.

He was lying in a generous and firm arms.

Like a baby, cared for with care, light as air.

In a blink of an eye, I fell into that dream again.The teenager who looked like Deng Yi in the back seat of the car smiled, no longer just a quiet poker face.

"Xian, are you awake?" The smiling eyes were still clear.

Zhong Xian just stares at him, this feeling is so familiar, as if he is about to remember who he is.The world in the dream is full of flowers.

"Why don't you focus on the road?"

Zhong Xian suddenly remembered that he was the driver in the dream, and hurriedly turned around...

In an instant the dream was over.He returned to reality.

Loneliness is flying around like wind and frost, and he is still on the side of the dark road.

But something was different, the embrace turned out to be real!

The real body temperature was around him, and a pair of arms supported him.

Like a fish eager to return, he plunged into the soft blue water and swam desperately, until the surroundings were finally quiet.He wants to hold on to anything so that he can stay here forever.He grabbed a button.He couldn't open his eyes, and he didn't want to open them again. He enjoyed this rare moment, and a sense of tranquility finally surrounded him.Go to sleep.

Sure enough, I had a good night's sleep.Not even a dream.

When he woke up, he thought he was in bed in his apartment.Turning over, I found that there were no floor-to-ceiling windows around me, and there was no morning sunlight.

He stared at the white wall in front of him, wondering where he was.

Turning around later, I found another bed in the room.Sitting on the bed was a crew cut man in his 30s wearing a striped hospital gown.

Zhong Xian then saw the two hanging bottles above his head and the needle on the back of his right hand.

A female nurse wearing Bai Gua came into the room.

"I, what happened..." Zhong Xian asked a little knowingly, but found that he could not utter a coherent sentence as if he had lost his voice.

The nurse stretched out her palm and shook it in front of Zhong Xian's eyes. "How much is this?"

Zhong Xian stared at her closely.

"How many?" The nurse's fingers became three again.

"Three...five...two...one."

"I can't die for the time being." The female nurse said, "You drank too much. Alcohol poisoning. You are lucky that you didn't burn out your brain."

"Who sent me... did you leave your name?"

"He's right here." The nurse turned around and looked, "Where's the person?"

The man in the next bed said, "I have something to go."

The nurse continued to say to Zhong Xian, "Your blood sugar level is very low. You also have sequelae of a concussion. You have suffered a skull injury before, right? If you think too much, the sequelae will recur. Only by relaxing can you recover." The nurse repeated emphatically. "Relax! Be happy and have fun! Supplement nutrition. Drink less."

The nurse checked the labels of the two bottles, and when he turned to leave, Zhong Xian asked, "How long have I slept?" He found that the sky outside the window of the ward was still dark.

The nurse hesitated for a moment, and the man in the next bed said, "One day."

"26 hours." The nurse gave the exact time.

what?

"I have to go."

The nurse froze for a moment, "Going? Okay. If you can go."

Only then did Zhong Xian realize that he didn't even have the strength to sit up. "Please put my phone..."

"Rest!" The nurse ignored his plea.Turned around and left.

The nurse returned to the ward after a while, and took a set of striped hospital gowns that were the same as the man in the next bed and put them on the cabinet next to Zhongxian's bed.

"You need to be hospitalized for three days for observation. I'll change your hospital clothes." As he spoke, he started to unbutton Zhong Xian's shirt.

Zhong Xian showed a face of resistance.

The nurse stared at his face: "What's the difference between men and women when you're sick?"

Bell strings do not compromise.

The nurse gave up. "Okay. Change it yourself!" Turned around and left.

Zhong Xian tried to sit up.

"Be careful." The man on the next bed got off his bed and supported him, "Don't get a needle. Are you going to the bathroom? This is a high-level VIP ward, and the bathroom is the purple door." He helped Zhong Xian sit up from the bed stand up.Put a pillow behind him.

"My...mobile phone." Zhong Xian asked the man for help.

"In the closet." The man opened the bedside table next to Zhong Xian's bed and found his mobile phone. "How careful your friend is. How neatly you collect things."

"my friend?"

"He just brought this."

Zhong Xian followed the man's fingers and found a thermos on the cabinet next to him.probably something to eat