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. He looked back at Deng Yi's back, the latter stopped but did not look back.

"Why?" Zhong Xian asked.

"What why?" Deng Yi said without looking back.

"We're fine in the morning! Someone's coming, can't I just let go? Are you for this?"

"Of course not. You were right to let go. You should have let go."

"You're talking ironic!"

"Why do you think so? Your boss came at the right time, and hasn't let you see yourself clearly?"

"I don't understand. Please explain clearly. You are also afraid of being misunderstood!"

Deng Yi turned around slowly, but only turned halfway. "...Yes, I am afraid. You are also afraid. So, is this the right thing? I admit that I was also frightened by my behavior in the morning. Fortunately...you let go."

"I..." Zhong Xian didn't know how to save the situation, and there wasn't a single marketing book that taught him how to deal with this situation.

Deng Yi was silent for a while, turned around, and said: "You misunderstood, I am not because of this... Yes, you can be so calm in a blink of an eye, put on another face, and there is no trace of it. But I can't do it. , I couldn't concentrate on listening to what others said during the morning meeting..."

"My composure is trained. I'm a businessman."

"Okay. Good reason..." Deng Yi paused for a long time, shook his head and smiled, "What are we arguing about? For a non-existent thing? You are an excellent public relations expert, and you are used to spreading your ambiguity everywhere. .You can take it easy. But don't lead me to your impure road. We are just friends." He finished and left.

Zhong Xian became calm instead.He looked at the back of the other party walking away, as if looking at the winter blue-white sun above the ice cave.

He turned around.

Deng Yi was right.

He is impure.He couldn't really tell what he wanted.But that's really not pure.

And the other party just keeps it pure.completely different from him.

This huge contrast may be what attracted him.

Zhong Xian swallowed the bitter taste in his throat, and pressed the elevator button.Then, in the elevator room alone, he found that his eyes were not without traces, he obviously had tears.

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61

You can still feel the presence of ear holes behind the ears. There are three along the edge of the auricle from top to bottom.

After many years, the pits left by the ear holes on the edge of the skin are still the same as before.He used to wear black bead studs on these piercings as a teenager, when he was the lead singer of a school band.Unconventional is his compulsory course.

Some things he has almost forgotten.He also hasn't touched his guitar for a long time.It hung over his memory like a cloudy and grotesque ribbon of liquid, a long, thin tornado.

But, everything seems to be a matter of the previous life.

Now that he touched these ear holes, he just understood a little bit.The past, in this way, left imprints on him that would follow forever.Becomes proof that something once existed.I can't even wipe it off.

His life was in full swing and radiant.

So, he thought, we must not let other people and other things leave indelible marks.

He can only look forward, leaving everything behind in time.

He will continue to work hard.Although I still keep getting to know new people, new customers, and new projects.For some reason, he felt that the world was so small and sealed, that he was just in his own cage.

There was a brief chance that he could open the door to his world, run to another possibility, let his world and another person's merge into a new territory.Maybe there is not only the desire for money, but also other things, such as the original vitality and color of human nature.

But this opportunity is fleeting.

All he can do now is try not to leave a mark, to keep it from turning into a wound every night.

He has had such experience.When he tried to release his true self, all he got was frustration.The camouflaged emotions can be complete and thoughtful, and can also make others happy, so that you can gain a lot from yourself.

Maybe that's just the way the world is.

Sincerity is just God's way of punishing people.

This kind of thinking makes him more comfortable.

The days go by so fast that you can forget everything.

What's more, it's a... non-existent thing.

As the man said.

62

"Are you listening?"

Dake sat on the sofa by the French window.The morning sun was behind him, and the huge office was brightly imprinted by the late summer morning light. This new office was surrounded by white louvers, and behind the louvers was a thick glass curtain wall. The whole room looked like a flower floating in heaven. on the clouds.

Zhong Xian sank into the black executive chair behind his dark brown desk as if about to fall asleep.

"After you were discharged from the hospital, why did it seem like the oil was exhausted and the lamp was dry?" Dake said.

They just had their weekly meeting.Zhong Xian listened to those reports without saying a word.

"The design director is making trouble for you." Dake said, "and the marketing director is taking the lead." Seeing that Zhong Xian still didn't respond, he sped up his speech, "I'm convinced. You have to clean them up. The game is halfway through It’s boring not being able to pass the level.”

Zhong Xian slowly opened his eyes, "That's right."

"do you have any plans?"

"The game... the mentality of the game is the best."

"You mean this? And then? What are you going to do?"

"No plan."

"You, where's your fighting spirit?" Dake raised his eyebrows, and his small eyes revealed puzzlement, "Since that inexplicable case and that inexplicable policeman... why can't this matter go through?"

Zhong Xian picked up the cup to drink water.It has been half a month since he was discharged from the hospital, and Dake often mentioned Deng Yi insinuatingly.Let him ignore it even if he wants to ignore it.

"What is it that makes you worry? Isn't the case over? What are you still thinking about?"

Zhong Xian put down his cup and looked at Dake with a smile. "You really understand me. My thoughts can't escape your eyes."

Big Cotton paused and said:

"It's been so long, but there's still this tacit understanding. You've even used that method, except Mr. Gao... Mr. Gao gave you an order of 2000 million, what value is that policeman? You want to get money from that policeman. get something?"

Zhong Xian said slowly. "Something's wrong. I just can't figure out what's wrong."

Dake sat upright on the sofa and waited for Zhong Xian to continue.Zhong Xian's eyes fell to the table, and when he was about to say something, there were two knocks on the door, and the glass door was pushed open, and the young female secretary with beautiful long brown curly hair leaned halfway Come in, "Mr. Zhong, someone is looking for you. He said he made an appointment with you."

Zhong Xian nodded to invite someone to come in.Dake changed into an enthusiastic and energetic look as if a certain button had been pressed.They all thought it was a customer visit.

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The person who came in was Euro Air.

After seeing him, Dake made a disdainful gesture and sat back on the sofa, but quickly stood up again.Because Ou Hang followed behind Deng Yi.

"I'm here to visit an old colleague." Ou Hang said loudly when he entered the door, he was still performing, to cover up the cooperative relationship between the three of them in front of others.This is also what Zhong Xian ordered.At this time in Zhong Xian's office, Ou Hang was only performing for Deng Yi. "Coincidentally, I ran into Officer Deng in the elevator."

"In the elevator?" Dake repeated.

"That's right. It's actually downstairs. I said hello. Who knew we ran into each other again in the elevator."

"Is it fate?" Dake said sarcastically.

Deng Yi looked at the white office, and finally fixed his eyes on Zhong Xian behind the brown solid wood boss's desk. "I forgot to give you the list from the hospital last time...the doctor told you to check your head after half a month. I...forgot to mention it at the time."

"Just because of this Sir Deng?" Dake said with a smile, "Isn't it enough to make a phone call?"

Deng Yi walked to Zhong Xian's desk, took out a transparent, light blue file bag from his Dunhill bag, and pushed it from the large desktop to Zhong Xian.

Zhong Xian didn't respond, and didn't even look at Deng Yi.Although Deng Yi's appearance surprised him.

He hadn't seen this person for half a month, and he thought this guy didn't want to see him anymore.Unexpectedly, I found it on my own initiative.

Deng Yi looked at Zhong Xian, hesitated for a moment and said, "I'm not here just for this matter."

"Ah, I'm so nervous." Dake crossed his legs on the sofa, "There won't be another case."

"Why are you acting weird?" Ou Hang said to Dake, "Be respectful to the police, or I'll arrest you." Ever since Dake began to mock Deng Yi, Ou Hang had a puzzled expression.At this time, he went straight to Zhong Xian's desk, pointed to another guest chair and enthusiastically let Deng Yi sit.He said without a specific goal, "I just told Sir Deng about my suspicions about Xiao Zhu's case, how could that guy be in Macau, I hope to investigate again..."

After listening to Ou Hang's words, Dake opened his mouth wide and looked at him like an idiot.Deng Yi is facing the clock string behind the desk at this time, and Dake on the sofa is naturally behind him and out of his sight, so Dake unabashedly and silently with his mouth With an angry expression, he said to Ouhang——You must be sick!idiot!

Zhong Xian saw it, and had to react from the state of silence. He glanced at the receipt on the table. "Thank you. As an ordinary friend, you have helped me so much. You have saved my life. How can I thank you?" Having said that, his expression did not show any gratitude.He no longer dared to have any distracting thoughts in his heart, but his emotions were still bruised.

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