memory hole

I told you all, right? Dake sighed. "It makes me uncomfortable, and only you can talk about such a shameful thing."If you call me a fool or mentally retarded, I will accept it.However, here, it is really a watershed in my life.I'll fucking never... never love anyone 100% without reservation again. "

"You didn't drink, and you still speak in the same tone. Even if Ah Mi is like that, so what? How does it compare to you?"

"It's different! I have never loved anyone else in my heart, only her... But women, didn't you say that? You must fall in love to cheat. I am not the only one in her heart. I know that if I say this, you will feel that I am So unmanly. But that's how I really feel. My world and my life have changed. She's not a thing anymore, you see."

"You are indeed retarded."

"The success I think of in my life is to have someone like Ah MI - I am her first love, and she will only love me for the rest of her life! The second is our career. These two things are what I care about. Now that one is gone, it's impossible to fix it. I'll devote all my energy to keeping the other."

"You are really sick." Zhong Xian shifted his gaze from the computer to Dake.Regardless of whether Dake was joking or not, he felt that there was something wrong with this partner. "Your requirements for life are so specific. Either you haven't been hit at all, or you've been hit too much. You know, the original face of life is that there are no definite numbers, and you can't plan it."

"I know. I would advise others in the same way. But it's my turn. I always have a reason to live."

"Why are you still alive? If both of these things fail. Are you still planning to die?"

"If that's the case. I think I'm going to be the walking dead, or a total evil."

"Predators?"

"Great villain."

"You're bad enough now. Get off work."

Dake sat back on his sofa.It looked like he had no intention of leaving at all.Zhong Xian continued to check the webpage on the computer.

"You have been in a good mood for the past two days." Dake said after being bored for a while.

"The project has taken shape, aren't you in a good mood?"

"I didn't see you like this when you won a project as big as HLHA. You seem to be alive. It turns out that you have been possessed by a ghost."

"It's you who is possessed by a ghost." Zhong Xian shot back.I found myself in a really good mood.

"Has the policeman been looking for you these two days?"

In fact, Zhong Xian hasn't seen Deng Yi for two days, since he said goodbye at his home last time.After Deng Yi woke up at noon, she left in a hurry.He missed an appointment because he overslept.Zhong Xian sent him to the appointment place before going to work in the company.

Although I haven't seen you for two days.But kept in touch.And Deng Yi also delivered the guitar to his door.Beautifully packaged in a large box.Zhong Xian never opened the box containing the guitar.It's not that he doesn't have feelings for Deng Yi's gift, but that he doesn't want to see the guitar again.He would rather wish for a gift box to thank Deng Yi than to open the box and see the guitar inside.

Life is what it is now.He cannot turn back.

Seeing that Zhong Xian did not answer, Dake said: "He is really brain-dead, he has to be entangled in Xiao Zhu's matter. What benefits can he get? Can he get rich or something. Last time he came to say that Xiao Zhu is not in Macau. If you doubt us , Just show the evidence. After so long, there is no concrete progress. It makes me not nervous anymore." Dake laughed after speaking.Bell still didn't respond.

"Let's not talk about the policeman. Actually, I discovered something today." Dake said again. "I do not know you……"

Zhong Xian stared at the computer, and after a while seeing that Dake hadn't moved, he looked over strangely.At this time, the sky was getting dark, and there was no one else in the company.Dake stared at the clouds outside the floor-to-ceiling windows.

"Why didn't you say it halfway?" Zhong Xian asked.

Speaking of time is a magical thing.Zhong Xian never felt that someone like Dake could become a friend recognized from the bottom of his heart.Dake's person and character, it would be very ideal to be a buddy of casual acquaintance, but it is impossible to become a bosom friend.Zhong Xian has always positioned their friendship in this way.But after getting along for more than three years and facing so many things together, Dake has always played a solid role like a right-hand man who is inseparable from Zhong Xian's front and back. Even if it is a stone, it will give birth to some interdependent feelings.So seeing Dake's worried face, Zhong Xian felt a little uncomfortable.

"What's the matter? It's not like finding out that Ah Mi has a third man."

Dake's face darkened.Probably a little puzzled by Zhong Xian deliberately exposing his pain. "I drank too much that night and talked nonsense. Would I care about this? Even now, I can confirm that the most important thing in Ah MI's heart is me. I know."

"Go to Kangning Psychiatric Hospital." Zhong Xian said.

Dake was expressionless and said nothing.Zhong Xian knew that this was indeed his sore spot.After a while, Dake laughed again.

"Originally, I thought that having a woman who only belonged to me in this life and having everything about her would be a winner in life. This kind of wish is caused by the plot of first love. This kind of dream can only be a dream. Go through it. I'll go through it. Only later, I'll know what's worth it and what's not."

"You're an idiot. Ah Mi hasn't done much yet, you're just like this. It's not that she can't do without you, I think it's that you can't do without her."

"My heart aches that she does have someone else."

"Why should she wait for you. Why can't she go and see if all the other men in the world are assholes like you?"

"Yes. No one will do it for anyone... Everyone is for themselves. I..." Dake didn't say the rest of the words. "That's not what I was going to say. I was talking about that one year ago."

"Too many things happened a year ago. Which one?" Zhong Xian asked absently.He has already found out that the chairman of CC who will be negotiating next week is an old man over seventy years old.It seems that the strategy is about to change.In the eyes of this kind of old man, a rookie like him is probably as shallow as a clown.

"The thing about you being blackmailed, you never suspected that it might be done by a colleague." Dake said.

Zhong Xian's eyes were still staring at the computer, but his heart skipped a beat. That incident was the source of his troubles this year.He actually doubted many people, including every colleague.Even Dake was suspected by him.But the problem is not here, the problem is that he has not mentioned it to Dake.

Recently, people have been asking about past events that he thought would not be known, which made him more and more suspicious.I even started to wonder if something was wrong with me.Could it be that he has a split personality? All these things came from his own mouth?Without knowing it?

"The person who blackmailed you, I always think it is among those original colleagues."

"You said I was blackmailed?" Zhong Xian looked at the computer and said slowly.

"The anonymous email from a year ago. You ignored the one and just deleted it."

"Well, there is such a thing, I don't care about it. I don't seem to have told you about it." Zhong Xian pointed out bluntly.

"I found it in your mailbox. Wasn't it the quotation for the HLHA project? Your mailbox was used as the company's mailbox. I saw it, although you deleted it in the spam."

"You can see it even if I delete it?"

"You were a little abnormal that day, so I paid attention to it."

"Who said you were careless?" Zhong Xian laughed. "See you carefully over time. Who do you suspect?"

Dake stared at Zhong Xian, stood up from the sofa in the office, paced slowly, hesitated to speak several times. "You probably think I'm deliberately ostracizing him again."

Zhong Xian then understood who Dake was referring to. "What evidence is there?" He asked blankly, staring at the photo of the chairman of CC Company in his 70s on the computer screen again. This old man is indeed quite magnanimous.

"You never mentioned your past, even I don't know. However, he seems to know a lot. I occasionally heard him mention something today..."

"It's not him." Zhong Xian interrupted Dake and said firmly.

"you sure?"

"determine."

Dake shook his head. "Sometimes I think you only judge people by feeling. Ouhang's appearance is deceptive, and so is the policeman surnamed Deng."

fake story

72

A year ago.

It's not close, it's not far.

For Zhong Xian, if he thinks back, that kind of anger can still be aroused, just like what happened last week.

He entered Mr. Li's company.The project went smoothly.He had some unique and unspeakable talents.Can see opportunities and vulnerabilities that others cannot see.And his luck is also very good.In short, when everything is in full swing.He got that blackmail email.That e-mail was sent to his usual e-mail address.

His mailbox is often used to send and receive emails from project partners, and he logs in to his mailbox several times a day.When he first saw that email, he habitually thought it was a correspondence from a certain project.

He didn't react until he finished reading the contents inside.

Someone was blackmailing him with a bad past.The amount of extortion was not much.Only twenty thousand.

He ignored it.

But from there, he started getting emails like this one after another.

This feeling is not unfamiliar to him.

He had already experienced it in the early days of his college life.

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