memory hole

listen.

There was an electronically simulated human voice coming from inside.

"You have new mail. Please check your mailbox. Miss it at your own risk."

Zhong Xian was extremely puzzled.

Deng Yi also came down the stairs at this time. "Who is calling, your expression is so strange."

"I don't know, it's probably a sales promotion. Are you using hidden numbers to harass customers now?"

When Deng Yi came to him, Zhong Xian put away his phone and sat on the sofa.

Deng Yi handed a glass of juice to Zhong Xian.

The clock string was not connected, deliberately expressing that it was inconvenient to have both hands handcuffed.Deng Yi smiled and put the juice on the tea table.

"Where are your parents?"

"They go to the north to worship Buddha at this time of year."

"Then congratulations. You can fool around for a few days."

"I rarely live here. They're not here, and I'm here to help take care of the house."

"Then where do you usually live?"

"Two streets ahead. I rented an apartment similar to yours."

Zhong Xian showed a puzzled expression. "What's wrong with you? Really don't spend your parents' money?"

"I said that my father is very firm in this matter - his money has nothing to do with me." Deng Yi laughed.

"Not many parents do that. What's your father's business?"

Deng Yi pondered for a moment.

"It's impossible for you not to know what business he does?"

"Trade. International trade of mechanical accessories and the like. I said I don't like talking about my parents. You always challenge my bottom line. I warn you again." Deng Yi laughed.

Zhong Xian looked directly at Deng Yi and asked bluntly: "Will you win the Luban Award for the business of mechanical accessories?"

Deng Yi was still laughing.His eyes were narrowed into slits, and Zhong Xian could still see the imperceptible roll of the eyes hidden deep inside. "What award?"

Zhong Xian pointed to the display rack.

"I don't know." Deng Yi said. "I'm not interested in his stuff. Maybe he got it. Maybe it's a decoration from someone else. Maybe it's a gift from a client. What's that?"

"The highest honor award in China's construction industry." Zhong Xian said.

"It seems to be related to your industry. No wonder you noticed. I never noticed. Stop talking about my father. Or I'm going to have a seizure."

The bell was silent.

Deng Yi smiled and sat next to Zhong Xian, touched his handcuffs, and then touched his hands: "Are you going to spend the whole weekend in just a nightgown? As long as you promise to play one piece, you will be free again."

Taboo

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Deng Yi's approach came suddenly, Zhong Xian was unprepared.

All of a sudden, she looked at him with a meaningful look, no longer ambiguous and reserved like before.Instead, it was Zhong Xian who was stunned this time.

When Deng Yi approached slowly, Zhong Xian was actually not in the mood to think too much while sitting on the sofa.When he realized that Deng Yi might want to kiss him, he dodged suddenly.I was astonished, as if struck by lightning.

What are you doing?Which muscle is wrong?

The sun on the weekend morning can't stop the freezing point.Deng Yi's expression changed.

The atmosphere was suddenly awkward.

There was a few seconds of silence between them.The sound of traffic on Shennan Avenue next to Lizhi Park in the distance, like mosquitoes, came in through the open window and lingered in their ears.

Oops.Do something quickly, or I'm afraid he won't want to see me again in the future.

"What are you doing?" Zhong Xian pretended to look at the other party in a daze.

What I thought in my heart was that if we share the same bed at night, we can have nothing to do with each other. Now that the sun is so big, but we have to act affectionately, what's wrong with it?

But the embarrassment in Deng Yi's expression was real.

"Uh," Zhong Xian began to wonder if he was wrong.Maybe it was the guy trying to muster up the courage to take the first step, only to be beaten back by himself.

"I'm not..." Zhong Xian scratched his head. "Why so... If you really have any ideas, you don't need foreplay, just come directly."

Deng Yi no longer looks at him, don't stand up from the sofa.

"Hello." Zhong Xian looked at him with a smile. "Don't..."

Deng Yi walked towards the kitchen. "Breakfast." He said without looking back.

on the breakfast table.Zhong Xian obviously felt that Deng Yi was extremely unhappy.Zhong Xian continued to try to ease the atmosphere. "Cough, actually I never... Let me just say it straight, everyone has their own likes and dislikes and taboos, right? And me, I never kiss. I hate that. I never do that."

Deng Yi was still depressed.

Zhong Xian continued: "Well... I know that you probably have investigated me thoroughly. You already know that I am a bad person who can sleep with anyone. But, I have never slept with them... I am absolutely sure about this. It can’t be done. They don’t force it.”

"Never...never kiss?"

"Ah."

"Was it the first experience that made you feel bad... or was it never?"

"Never before." Zhong Xian said.

"Don't even think about trying?"

"No. To be honest... I feel disgusted when I think about it. I can't accept it. This... Isn't it just for fun? Women have some foreplay, and men come directly. The goals are the same. There is no need to be like that, is it? ?”

Deng Yi stuffed the bread into his mouth.

Zhong Xian looked at him and said, "Maybe you think it's best to be sweet and affectionate at first. I don't need to be like this. You are also a man, if you figure it out, then come directly."

Deng Yi stuffed another piece of cake into his mouth and suddenly choked.

"Maybe you will... be disappointed." Zhong Xian said.

Deng Yi took a sip of the fruit juice and said, "I was hooked by you, and I thought you were very skilled. I thought that as long as I start, you will be like clockwork." After finishing speaking, he smiled .The smile is fake.

"I am like that. You read the right person." Zhong Xian laughed, trying to ease the atmosphere. "I'm probably too tired today. I drank too much last night and my body has no strength." Zhong Xian really couldn't lift his spirits.But not for the reason he said.His mind was filled with doubts.I have no other thoughts at all.Occasionally, I have a thought—in fact, just now, it was a rare opportunity.It was the moment he had been looking forward to.But it came at such an inopportune time.

And he felt that it was quite strange why Deng Yi chose this time.

Deng Yi is a person with strong willpower.This is the feeling that Zhong Xian suddenly had today.His strong will makes him less susceptible to emotions and desires.

Such a person is unlikely to be as simple as his eyes.

But for some reason, Zhong Xian's feelings of guilt and worry mixed together, which made him quite uneasy.Although Deng Yi's state has become natural.

"Let me play a song for you." Zhong Xian offered, and he made a compromise.Hold out your hands to signal the handcuffs.

This proposal does work.Deng Yi showed a faint smile.Standing up from the dining table, he went straight upstairs to get his guitar.

When Zhong Xian was the only one left in the restaurant, he let out a deep breath.

The reason he told Deng Yi was not made up by him on the spur of the moment.He has never kissed anyone before.His experience is different from most people.He thought of many ways to start with Deng Yi.But I didn't expect that Deng Yi would start contact with a pure student.well.

But it should be thought of.He even started to regret it.He should bear with it.There should be this kind of mental preparation.So what if I kiss him.Deng Yi will never be like those people in the past.

The phone on the table vibrated again.Zhong Xian remembered the weird phone call just now.Log in to the webpage with your mobile phone and check your email.

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When Deng Yi went downstairs, she found that Zhong Xian was not at the dining table.He looked around suspiciously with his guitar, and finally found Zhong Xian sitting in the yard outside, on a stone bench behind a bush of three-leaf coconut trees, with his bare feet and head bowed, holding a mobile phone in his hand.

"what happened?"

Hearing the sound, Zhong Xian raised his head and stretched out his hands in front of Deng Yi.

Deng Yi put down the guitar, took out the key from his pocket, unlocked Zhong Xian's handcuffs, then picked up the guitar and handed it to Zhong Xian. "Let me see the demeanor of the master."

Zhong Xian regained his 'freedom', stood up and put his arms into the sleeves of the bathrobe one by one, asking, "Where are my clothes?"

"I really cut it, don't you believe it? Alright. Auntie sent it out for washing. It will be sent back at noon."

Zhong Xian fastened the belt of his nightgown again and turned around. "I have something to go out for a while. Borrow your clothes."

"Huh? Play a song."

"I'm thirsty. Please get me a drink. Milk or something is best." Zhong Xian said.

"Milk is available. Play a song."

"I'm sorry, I have to go now."

"Excuse me for what? Play a song."

"Go inside." Zhong Xian walked towards the side door leading to the kitchen.He also came out from there just now.They walked through the kitchen and into the dining room.

Deng Yi persevered in handing over the guitar.Zhong Xian had to catch it.Look dull.

"It's just for you to play a piece, there's no need to act like this." Deng Yi stared at Zhong Xian's expression.Zhong Xian looked really anxious.This was far beyond Deng Yi's expectations. "Playing it, will it really make you so uncomfortable?"

Zhong Xian looked at the guitar, and then at the nails of his left hand.Putting the guitar across his body, he plucked a few notes lightly, and then suddenly played a series of difficult slides.He didn't play any tunes.But Deng Yi was already dumbfounded.

Zhong Xian then returns the guitar to Deng Yi. "Okay. That's enough for you."

"It turned out to be really powerful."

"Have you ever suspected that I can't play? Well, I really have something to go." Zhong Xian walked towards the stairs.

"Just wear that T-shirt if you like it." Deng Yi said behind him.

Zhong Xian just randomly picked out a white shirt and jeans of Deng Yi in the cloakroom and put it on.Afterwards, he rushed out of Deng Yi's villa in a daze, ignoring Deng Yi's