memory hole

Recalling how he broke up with Zhao Qi at the beginning.Did anything unpleasant happen. "How have you been recently?" He asked sincerely.

"Zhong Xian, so it's really you?"

"Uh." Zhong Xian felt that the visitor was not kind.

"I should have known that you were an idiot!"

Zhong Xian scratched his hair: "I don't lack calcium." What the fuck is going on.I saw my ex-girlfriend at Deng Yi's house.

"I heard your voice from his phone... If I don't see it with my own eyes, I really can't believe it."

"You have really good hearing. Have you ever thought about participating in a hearing competition?"

"How did you know him? Couldn't it be because his family is rich and you don't even let off men?"

"I'm an asshole. I'm sorry. Just pass me like a fart."

When Deng Yi came back with coffee, Zhao Qi was no longer there, and he looked around suspiciously.

"Let's go." Zhong Xian said.

Deng Yi put down the coffee cup and chased him out the door.

Zhong Xian wanted to get rid of the heartache.

He's been an asshole for so long.Couldn't get any joy out of it.He wanted to return to sincerity, but his heart ached unbearably.Is there a right path in life?

He thought of Chen Kang.He once said that he would not put his true feelings in the mud like she did.He would rather smash it and pay homage to it forever.Looks like he should be an asshole again.

"She is your girlfriend... How long have you been together?"

Deng Yi had just returned, and when she heard Zhong Xian's question, she was taken aback for a while and thought for a while.

"So hard to answer?"

"It's not difficult. I grew up. I don't remember the exact time. Seven or eight years."

Zhong Xian suddenly laughed. "First love?"

"right."

"Yes or no, 'yeah', what the hell."

Deng Yi remained silent.

"Congratulations." After a while, Zhong Xian said inexplicably. "May you grow old together." He got up from the sofa.ready to leave.

Deng Yi laughed behind him. "Are you jealous or something."

Zhong Xian looked back. "You don't take me seriously at all. That's fine, you can still be friends. Goodbye, sorry tonight."

"You come whenever you want, and leave whenever you want?" Deng Yi was a little anxious.

"What else do you want?" Zhong Xian was even more annoyed.

blue porsche

99

A thought suddenly popped up in Zhong Xian's mind.

He left Deng Yi's villa with this thought in mind, with doubts in his heart that no one could complain to, he subconsciously went to Dake.

Dake ran downstairs wearing slippers, and because Zhong Xian refused to go upstairs, they sat on the steps at the entrance of Cuizhushan Park on the side of the community.

It was late at night, there were only street lamps and towering stone arches above the winding stairs leading to the hillside, and no one appeared. The guard on duty in the security booth near the driveway looked in the direction of the two of them from time to time.

"Your ex-girlfriend is now Deng Yi's girlfriend? Which ex-girlfriend?" Dake rubbed his hair and pulled his denim jacket tight. "How did you find out?"

The night wind was getting colder, Zhong Xian hugged his shoulders. "I saw it. At his house."

"Didn't you go to the hospital this afternoon? Why did you go to Deng Yi's house again?"

"That's not the problem." Zhong Xian took a can of beer handed over by Dake and drank it.

"That's the problem!" Dake pulled his hair and looked at Zhong Xian. "Why are you looking for him?"

"It's not what you think."

"You don't have to hide it from me, for fear that I won't be able to accept it? I'm not uneducated. I just want to know, are you confused by Mr. Gao, or by this fake policeman?"

"Damn it, I've said it before! Deng Yi has a girlfriend, Zhao Qi!"

"Okay. What are you going to do with him? I need to figure this out first."

"Fuck off!"

"Hey!"

Afterwards they drank in silence for a while, watching the cars going by on CZ Street below the steps.Zhong Xian crushed the finished beer can and threw it under his feet.The people in the security booth looked at them again.

"I still remember Zhao Qi." Dake broke the silence. "In my records, when you first arrived at Li's head office three years ago, you often dated her. You took a lot of effort to get rid of her."

"Your record? What record?"

Dake pointed to his head: "It's my memory. I remember your ex-girlfriend. Zhao Qi is No.1 in the record. I don't know who else is before her. She is your ex-girlfriend in my record. No.1 on the list of girlfriends is also the one with the best conditions. You guys did not exceed three months from the beginning to the end, and from her appearance, it can be seen that her family conditions are quite good."

Zhong Xian recalled for a while and said: "Her parents have an architectural design institute."

"So she is a veritable rich second generation. I don't understand why you dumped her."

Zhong Xian thought for a while, then shook his head.

Incredible.He didn't seize Zhao Qi's opportunity at the beginning.He would let her go.Thinking back carefully, it seems that I couldn't bear it no matter what.Zhao Qi asked too much. "Maybe she wants to dump me. She has been with Deng Yi for a long time, and I am just an episode. With someone like Deng Yi, I am nothing."

"It's the person you dumped, okay?" Dake said categorically, this topic made him a little excited, "It's you who empathized with Yang Shanshan. Hahaha. You said that she is too bossy, so you can't take care of others at all."

Zhong Xian was silent.The picture of Deng Yi and Zhao Qi standing together was played repeatedly in front of his eyes, and he couldn't help but confess to Dake the thought in his heart: "Is it possible that Deng Yi came to revenge because I fucked his girlfriend." Said With such words, Zhong Xian felt that he was crazy.He desperately tried to find a reasonable reason for Deng Yi's appearance.While this assumption is crazy, it's not necessarily impossible.After careful scrutiny, some places feel unreasonable.

"However, Zhao Qi took me to meet her parents back then. If she and Deng Yi had that kind of relationship for many years..."

"He took revenge on you? You think too much."

Dake thought it was funny that Zhong Xian was out of his wits, so he stretched out his hand and scratched the latter's hair.

"Why do you think that Deng Yi is here to take revenge on you? Take Xiaozhu's disappearance to take revenge on you? This is too big a turn. When you and Zhao Qi were three years ago, they probably didn't know each other."

"They've known each other since childhood, childhood sweethearts."

"Is that so? Zhao Qi was on two boats three years ago?" Dake suddenly realized. "So Deng Yi came to you because of a woman? It still doesn't make sense. If he gets angry, he can beat you up. Why bother?"

Bell shook his head. "Leave him alone. I'll stay away from him in the future."

"That's right. He's not the only handsome guy... Uh, what I mean is, if he really came to take revenge on you, in such an inexplicable way, what purpose did he finally want to achieve? The scheming is too deep. It's better to stay away. "

"You're right..." Zhong Xian muttered to himself, and the night wind made him tremble.

"Drink another can. Go home and sleep. Tomorrow will be bright." Dake took off his coat and put it on Zhong Xian. "If he retaliates, let him retaliate. The thing that will never be blackmailed is also caused by him."

Zhong Xian froze for a moment, then raised his head to look at Dake.

Dake shrugged: "Of course it's impossible. He doesn't know about Li's head office and us. It's just that these strange things happened together recently. It's a bit strange."

"You're the one who thinks it's weird?"

"Yes. You have long felt that something is wrong. But it doesn't make sense. Why?"

Zhong Xian didn't want to talk anymore.He said all he had to say.Talking to Dake is nothing more than finding a spiritual support.He kept imagining the scene of Deng Yi and Zhao Qi growing up and getting to know each other.I can't even shake it off.He began to yearn to be a bastard again, to play around in the world, always be cool and get benefits.What is true love, other than self-injury or killing.

However, it is completely out of control.

After a while, Zhong Xian realized that Dake was leaning on him and rubbing his shoulders. "What are you doing?" he said in surprise.

"Seeing you are so uncomfortable, I..." Dake responded in a low voice.

"Go home and sleep." Zhong Xian broke free from Dake, picked up the beer cans under his feet one by one, picked them up with his clothes and threw them into the trash can.The security guard in the distance went back to the security booth.Zhong Xian raised his head and looked at the green bamboo mountain in front of him. The lights in the darkness illuminated the long steps leading to the unknown mountain top.He took out the medicine box from his pocket, took a pill, and stuffed it into his mouth without hesitation.

"Hey, go sleep at my house." Dake came over. "I don't worry about you going home alone like this."

"Leave me alone. I'm leaving." Zhong Xian walked towards his car parked on the side of the road.

Suddenly he felt a palpitation, and then it seemed that there was a rush of heat to the top of his head.Suddenly remembered that he had just taken a pill four hours ago.And this medicine should not be taken repeatedly within 24 hours.The second pill soon attacked his brain in a more violent fashion.After being dizzy, he felt extremely excited, and suddenly he was very happy.He relaxes, relieved from the pain, as relieved as if he finally breathed oxygen after being suffocated for so long.

Damn, the world is still so beautiful.

Nothing can bring me down.

He turned his head and looked at Dake with bright eyes. "I've changed my mind. Let's go to the club."

100

The night is dark, the lights in the bar are jumping, and the music is loud.

Zhong Xian hugged left and right.Drunk and danced.

Instead, Dake stopped looking for women, and he kept staring at Zhong Xian.Two hours later, Zhong Xian's excitement dropped rapidly.Neither music nor alcohol could suppress the slow onset of depression, and he pushed the woman beside him and sat at another table.Dake came over to drink with him, when the alcohol started to work.Zhong Xian couldn't control his tears, he rushed out of the bar.Dake came out with him,