memory hole

Draw a charge.All items clock string first take half.The rest are distributed according to the division of labor.Both Dake and Europa have no opinion.After all, the source of almost all items is related to bell strings.No matter how much they paid, they couldn't compare to Zhong Xian's contribution.

Will Dake hold grudges about this?

Zhong Xian said: "He has no reason to monitor me. At work, I haven't hidden anything from him."

"Uh...could it be because of special... concern." Deng Yi once again put forward a new idea.

Zhong Xian shook his head helplessly: "You can see me every day. No amount of special concern is enough."

"The act of voyeurism is unreasonable."

"I couldn't believe it until I heard him admit it." Zhong Xian turned to look at Deng Yi. "Speaking of which, if I misread someone, it should be you."

The two looked at each other, Deng Yi looked a little frustrated. "I was completely misunderstood by you."

"You installed a bug on me, what's the essential difference from him installing a camera in my house?" Zhong Xian always thought he was smart enough, but this discovery made him unable to figure it out. What he couldn't stand the most was being Others are playing with it in the palm of their hands.

Deng Yi explained again: "I am a detective, this is just a habit I picked up at hand, sorry..."

"You're a terrible detective. Don't the detectives in the book rely on brain reasoning? But you use these rotten methods."

"This is the most basic method. Can reasoning or something become evidence?"

Zhong Xian stared at Deng Yi: "What evidence do you want?"

"No. No no. Misunderstood you again? I just took you as a test, how many times do you want me to explain it."

"I have evidence to prove that you have done a terrible job. It is a wise decision for your father not to let you be the heir."

Zhong Xianyan stopped observing Deng Yi from the corner of his eye.Deng Yi was not provoked by such words, but instead looked very indifferent.

Zhong Xian suddenly decided to challenge the opponent's bottom line:

"It turns out that Zhao Qi is your girlfriend. She was the childhood sweetheart you grew up with since you were a child? Do you know her experience? You don't even know your own affairs. What are you doing as a detective?"

Deng Yi didn't respond. After a while, he said slowly: "I know. You guys know each other. You may have slept with them."

Instead, Zhong Xian was stunned.

"It's justifiable." Deng Yi said.

"It's justifiable...you are so generous?" Zhong Xian was very confused. "You do not care?"

Under Zhong Xian's astonished gaze, Deng Yi said lightly: "She helped me a lot since childhood, especially helping me take care of the meatballs. She also changed my father's view of me. Our friendship has long since surpassed narrow possession. Help has become a habit. If she really loves you, I'd rather give it up, but you're an asshole. I have to thank you for letting her go." Then he acted dejectedly, "Put a bug on you once, and let her You misunderstood me so much. You shouldn't have been a test subject."

"Don't make such excuses again. I am worthy of your attention. Please advise me." Zhong Xian sighed.

Deng Yi lowered his head and thought: "... probably because of fear."

"fear?"

"The thoughts that arise in my mind... I often feel fear." Deng Yi said.Added after a moment, "Want to know what the hell you've been like and what dirty things you've been doing in your time without me. Who you've been hanging out with. If I could know how miserable you are, maybe it would... take away the fear. "

Zhong Xian didn't know how to react.

"It's strange that I didn't find you fooling around. It's not as bad as rumored." Deng Yi looked at the night sky.

Zhong Xian stared at the other party intently: "You finally slipped your tongue. You have long thought of spying on me."

Deng Yi remained silent.

"It turns out that we are all Cao Cao, and we don't trust each other." Zhong Xian said. "If there is no hell, create your own hell."

Deng Yi responded in a low voice: "I... just want to give up."

"Understood." Zhong Xian lazily sat back on the recliner and stretched his limbs. "If I knew you were so uncomfortable, I should have let you catch the evidence of my fooling around and help you give up."

The two were silent for a few seconds.

Zhong Xian said angrily: "Why don't you admit it, you are afraid of paying the price. You know that everyone has paid the price for me. Including Zhao Qi. That rich woman, and..."

"Shut up." Deng Yi stood up from the chair.

"You found that none of the people I've dated was useless to me. But when I knew you, I thought you were just a little policeman."

"Yeah. Shut up."

"You said that there is karma in the world. I believe it now. I'm the kind of person. That's how it should be." Zhong Xian said and turned his head away.

They didn't speak again after that.Each lay half dead in his chair.The distance between the two chairs is less than one centimeter.

"It's dawn." Deng Yi said, staring at the window.Zhong Xian has fallen asleep.

Anton

104

The leaves in the dream are black.

dangling on the same black branches.The sky couldn't see the color clearly, and the clouds rolled in dim yellow and dark gray.

Zhong Xian knew he was dreaming.But he couldn't wake up.

The streets are covered with fallen leaves, and the leaves, like the sky, sink into the dark gray background.

He couldn't see the road ahead either, so he stopped the car and pressed against the gray sidewalk.

He refused to look back at the person sitting in the back seat of the car.Anyway, he wouldn't know who it was.That person, in his dream, seemed to want to tell him something in this way, but he never really understood.

Now, his life is like a kite hanging in the air, waiting to fall at any time, and his dreams seem to be collapsing too.Painful feelings, like strong bile, seeped from the sky, from among the leaves, and dripped slowly on the street.

He leaned over the steering wheel.

There was light coming from behind, gradually illuminating the dashboard, and he saw the light on the fuel gauge flickering.He had no choice but to look back, the boy was still playing with a silver lighter in the back seat, but in this gloomy world, the boy's face was more cheerful than ever before.

"You promised me that if you can't speak, it doesn't count." The boy stared at the lighter, his eyes were penetrated by the light.

"I know you don't care about our business anymore." The boy said again. "You forgot about me. That's fine. Just forget about it completely."

"Tell me your name." Zhong Xian said.

"You lied to me. Always lied." The boy continued to fiddle with the lighter, the only light in the whole world was in his hands. "I am reluctant to leave. We are going to travel around the world... we will never be able to achieve it."

Zhong Xian's heart seemed to be pierced by thousands of thin needles, and he suddenly burst into tears. "Who are you……"

A light shone through the window from the back of the car, blinding his eyes so that he could see nothing. "You are... Anton."

The teenager is no longer playing with lighters.The flame dies slowly.Then grow like a leaf. "Let me go."

The light from the rear of the car became more and more intense, turning the boy's figure into a black shadow with its head down and weeping.Zhong Xian stretched out his hand to block the light, but the light became more dazzling, and the faint image of a huge truck appeared in the light.

"do not want!"

Zhong Xian woke up suddenly.He jumped up from the bed, missed his foot, and fell out of bed.

A strong light came in from the gap in the curtain, Zhong Xian looked at the light and gasped for breath.Gradually came to his senses.

After a while, Deng Yi's face appeared in front of his eyes.

"What's going on? You can fall out of bed even when you sleep, sleepwalking?"

Zhong Xian stared blankly at Deng Yi's face, seeing his eyes and nose clearly, he couldn't recover. "Anton..."

Deng Yi froze for a moment, then looked at Zhong Xian silently.

"I...remember." Zhong Xian got up from the floor, dragged his exhausted body and crawled back to the bed, sweating profusely.He felt sick and sore all over, and then realized that he hadn't changed into his pajamas, and was still wearing the same shirt he had left the night before.Gradually, he remembered that he fell asleep on a chair on the balcony last night, and he had no memory after that.What a dark day.

Zhong Xian noticed that Deng Yi was wearing a dark blue pajamas, and his hair was washed and dried. This guy can always be organized.

"I remembered the name of that person in the dream." Zhong Xian said excitedly.

Deng Yi rubbed her hair and leaned halfway on the head of the bed: "I'm dreaming again. I thought I woke you up. You just jumped up when I carried you from the couch to the bed."

"Except for the name, he... still looks like you." Zhong Xian expressed the thoughts in his head indiscriminately, and suddenly sat up from the bed and began to take off his clothes.Regardless of Deng Yi's surprised gaze, he took off his clothes, ran into the bathroom, and took a shower in 10 minutes.Put on your pajamas and get under the covers again. "Learn from you. I want to rest and dream again."

"Don't you want to talk about it? Someone you think of." Deng Yi approached Zhong Xian. "Then there is such a person."

Zhong Xian was quiet for a while, then suddenly asked: "You have investigated my past thoroughly, right?"

"how?"

"What about my student days? Have you investigated it too? Have you found such a person, who may be my classmate, and his name is probably Anton."

"This name... surnamed An Mingdong, I know all the people in your middle school band, and there is no one with this name."

"It may also be Antonio in English. The foreign language teacher will give us an English name. Most people will continue to use it in college. My intuition tells me that it may be his English name."

"If it's an English name, it's hard to look it up."

Zhong Xian recalled his classmates from middle school to university.There doesn't seem to be a single person with the same or similar English name as this one.

"I only remembered the name, didn't you remember anything else?" Deng Yi asked.

"No."