memory hole

The simple boy on the balcony; not the cute friend who was willing to hug him.

He has to reconsider whether Deng Yi's appearance in his life, including those surveillance and stalking, is really the simple reason he gave.

Zhong Xian no longer knows this person.

He used to think he was fake enough.Only now do I know the real masters, and the fake ones leave no trace.Deng Yi has been playing with him!

Hate arises spontaneously.Followed by more intense fear.

Zhong Xian tried his best to suppress all negative emotions.He knows that if he chooses to hate now, the only one who will be destroyed is himself.He no longer wants to care about gains and losses, fairness and reason.He just wanted to remember why he was here tonight, why he had worked so hard to come here.

It is because of the light in my heart, and because of the wonderful feelings.Only by choosing love can he see the angels flying in the sky and among the clouds.

He uncovered Deng Yi's veil layer by layer, just as Deng Yi once peeled off his history layer by layer.

The difference is that the real Deng Yi is more and more attractive to him.Make him unable to turn around, unable to retreat, unable to leave.He has been conquered by this irresistible charm.

Regrettably,

He was not attracted to each other.

This caused infinite pain in his heart.

He couldn't bear that Deng Yi didn't care about him.

He had never cared so much about anyone before.

Zhong Xian has been standing in the shadows.petrified.Until Deng Yi looked over the crowd and saw him.There was just the right amount of contempt in that gaze, which was sensed by Zhong Xian.Therefore, Zhong Xian subconsciously hid in a deeper shadow - behind the huge sapphire-colored vase, he felt that the gaze had stabbed him like a knife.Before taking her seat, Deng Yi turned her head again, as if she was looking for someone, only for one person.

is he looking for me

Zhong Xian was awakened by a kind of joy in an instant.

The complex and changeable intense emotions exhausted his physical strength, Zhong Xian found a chair nearby and sat down.

My mind was so messed up I couldn't think.

He didn't really escape, his actions could not help but follow the direction of his heart.

"Are you uncomfortable?" A young waiter came to ask. "I see you are sweating all the time."

"Yes." Zhong Xian said. "My chest feels tight."

"You can go to the lounge to take a rest." The waiter said.

"I'd better go home." Zhong Xian said.He felt that even if he heard another piece of piano music at this time, he would be stimulated, and he was close to losing his mind.He stood up and followed the waiter's guidance. He felt very weak and tired, and walked in a trance, not knowing where he was going, and finally found that he had entered a lounge.

The waiter handed him a glass of water.Let him sit by the window.

Then some other people walked in.Zhong Xian raised his head inadvertently.It was discovered that Deng Yi was also among those people.His heart beat wildly.

Deng Yi was wearing formal attire, a formal suit.In Zhong Xian's eyes, he was so handsome that he could hardly breathe.

Several people who came into the lounge with Deng Yi, among them a tall man in a light gray formal suit, looked up and down unscrupulously at Zhong Xian who was sitting in the corner, his gaze made Zhong Xian feel that his clothes seemed like As if he had been stripped naked in public, he actually blushed, as if shy.

"Whose friend is this? I don't even know him." The man in the light gray suit said.

A man about 30 years old looked at Zhong Xian.

"After Deng Yi came back, he changed a lot of employees. I don't know many of them. What about Deng Yi, why stand there in a daze? You have to consider that the foreign set of things may not be suitable for us. But it doesn't matter. The third uncle said, I will practice for you. Just practice." Another guy who looked a bit like the man in the light gray suit unbuttoned his dress. "Qiqi is very capable, and has held several parties with a high level. In the future, she will be a free wife. Second brother, I will fly to Shanghai tomorrow morning. If Dad..."

"Where's fourth brother?" Deng Yi asked suddenly.His gaze skipped over the clock string but had no specific focus.

"Chatting with Zhao Qi outside." The man in a light gray suit called the second brother replied.Suddenly he turned to Zhong Xian and said, "Are you an employee of the group?"

Zhong Xian was stunned for a moment.But he has already thought of this kind of secret gathering, and if he can attend, others will naturally think that he should not be an outsider.It should be familiar to everyone.It is reasonable for Deng Yi's older brothers to be suspicious that he is so withdrawn.

He stood up and tried to mobilize his spirit to enter the state, reminding himself that he was dealing with a client.He stepped forward and introduced himself generously. "I'm the new project manager of the group."

"Uh, the chairman asked you to come? You see, the third uncle also likes to promote young people recently." The person known as the second elder brother stretched out his hand, and Zhong Xian hurriedly shook hands with him. After that, he had to respectfully and calmly The others shook hands politely.

In the end, when he was in front of Deng Yi, his palms were sweating nervously.

Deng Yi stretched out his hand to him, and Zhong Xian put his empty, almost trembling hand into Deng Yi's palm: "In the future... mention more."

Zhong Xian felt that he was burning, but there was also a kind of tranquility in his heart at the same time.He even felt that the other's hand touched his whole body slowly and quietly.Then it spread to his blood vessels and all his sensitive nerves.He feels his desire aroused, even feels that he has been possessed, and is willing to be the other person.

"I should say some words of congratulations, but I can't find the right words to describe you as an outstanding person." Zhong Xian said, others only thought he was saying compliments, but Deng Yi could definitely hear it The blame in it.

"The performance is about to start again. You should go back and enjoy it. I have to take a step ahead." Deng Yi said.

"I'm leaving too." Zhong Xian said.

"You're going to be bored tonight."

"No, on the contrary. I have seen such an excellent family..."

Deng Yi interrupted him: "Since you are leaving too, why don't you go to the group with me to deal with some matters. I just don't want to drive."

"Very happy." Zhong Xian said eagerly.

Together they walked out of the concert hall and down the deserted corridor toward the parking lot.

"How about we take a walk first?" Deng Yi said.

Zhong Xian's hand slipped under Deng Yi's arm. "Of course, if you want to take a walk..."

"Why are you here?" Deng Yi asked blankly.

"I think you know the answer in your heart. You probably got my email."

"An email with the six words 'Sorry Forgive Me'?"

"Do you believe that some things can be transmitted through the sixth sense?" Zhong Xian said softly.

"I really don't know. What are you going to say?"

"I have believed. You must believe too. Why don't you tell me your memory and make it something we have in common."

"What's the meaning?"

"I hurt you when I was young and ignorant. Although I can't understand how I did it..."

A trace of surprise flashed across Deng Yi's brows, and he paused: "What did you remember?"

Zhong Xian didn't want to admit that he didn't remember anything.He nodded, nodding firmly. "I remembered everything."

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Zhong Xian woke up again drenched in sweat.

He kept dreaming, but none of the dreams were what he wished for.He ran across the wasteland, chasing a tall kite flying ahead of him—

He chased the figure of a person, but that person turned and jumped into the abyss of nothingness——

The memory loopholes he wanted to find, those truths, seemed impossible to catch up with forever.

But he can't give up, if it's something else, let it go, but this one, it's like his blood has been drained.On the green area of ​​the Civic Center next to the concert hall last night, he and Deng Yi walked slowly around those dark lawns. In the faint light in the shadow of the trees, they stared at each other. The barrier of vision could not prevent him from perceiving each other's charm .Just standing there made his heart surge.

"Before you, I never believed that there would be anything predestined in the world. I also didn't think that there were any shackles that could not be broken." Zhong Xian didn't know how to start.

"What do you want to express?" Deng Yi was in the shadows.

There are many doubts in Zhong Xian's heart that need to be solved, but in this quiet atmosphere, the desire for the person in front of him overwhelms everything.

"I want to know why you abandoned me. You have the same feeling as me...but you escaped in such an extreme way. In order to avoid me, you even changed your mobile phone and WeChat. Isn't this a kind of cover-up?"

Deng Yi retreated into the thick shadow of a tree:

"We do have surprising similarities. I also seem to have turned into a jerk like you. I achieved my goal, so I stopped and let you go. You didn't know you came after me like this, How stupid."

"What purpose did you achieve? Don't mention the excuse of Xiao Zhu's disappearance."

"Understand what I should know, know what I should know. Arrange the best ending and calm down the anger in my heart."

"This anger has been burning in your heart for many years, hasn't it?" Zhong Xian tried to ask.

Deng Yizeng was silent in the shadows, then he nodded.

Zhong Xian was annoyed that he couldn't remember anything.It made him miserable.

Deng Yi said slowly: "It seems that I was sentenced to life imprisonment by shame, and was crushed by a huge rock in the deep sea. It was not because of fault, but because of credulity. Simple is stupid."

"At that time, you were indeed a simple child." Zhong Xian continued to pretend to remember something. "After so many years, no matter what the reason is, we meet again. The reincarnation of fate. And I am willing to use everything to make up for my ignorance and cruelty. Please believe me..."

"You forced it