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to reincarnation. Deng Yi sighed. "I am not the person you saw."My current destructive power is beyond your imagination. "

"I'd rather you come to sabotage and take revenge on me. That at least proves that you can't be indifferent." Zhong Xian lowered his head, so many doubts that existed between them were not in his mind at this moment.Deng Yi's unclear attitude is what hurts his heart at the moment.

"Go on for a walk." Deng Yi said, he left the clean and carved stone road, and took the lead in walking through the dark place among the shadows of trees.Zhong Xian followed him, and subconsciously stretched out his hand to hold the other's arm, Deng Yi turned around and grabbed his hand actively, which made Zhong Xian's heart beat wildly.They stand in darker shadows.

Bell strings move closer to each other. "You have to know that so far, in this world, I have never cared about any girl as much as I care about you. If you didn't appear, I wouldn't know that I should have such a feeling."

These words made Deng Yi flustered and seemed at a loss, but he held Zhong Xian's hand even tighter.

Zhong Xian carefully took out a beautiful diamond collar button from his pocket and pinned it under the collar of Deng Yi's dress,

"This is the same shape as the diamond in my ear. You don't have to worry about it, you don't have to show it to everyone, just keep it hidden under your collar, somewhere only you know, as long as you understand how precious it is And I—” Zhong Xian took Deng Yi’s hand and asked him to touch his ear, “I will wear another one that is exactly the same in the most conspicuous place, I don’t mind letting everyone know that I belong , though I won't tell them I belong only to you."

He used this kind of hint to explain to Deng Yi that he has made up his mind, but he will not put pressure on the other party.

Deng Yi stared at the diamonds on Zhong Xian's ears, then looked down at the collar button.

"Maybe you want to hide it in a dark place now." Zhong Xian stepped forward again, and carefully pinned the collar button on the shirt inside.Deng Yi suddenly put his hand on Zhong Xian's waist at this moment, and hugged him violently.

Hugging tightly in the dark, Zhong Xian felt that this moment seemed to last forever.He had never experienced such an exciting feeling.After floating like a fairy for a while, his senses became extremely sensitive. He felt Deng Yi's breathing. They hugged each other tightly, even their knees touched, and he felt an extremely hard heat flow.

Zhong Xian couldn't hold himself anymore, his whole body started to burn, and his eyes looked at each other affectionately like a devil.He could feel that Deng Yi was watching him as if possessed, and then he couldn't help approaching him. He thought Deng Yi wanted to kiss him, but it just passed over his lips, like tickling.Zhong Xian's blood was boiling, as if it was about to burst out of bubbles. He had a strong physiological reaction and the extreme pain of being suppressed. The urgent need had destroyed his reason, making him no longer care about where he was.But his limbs were limp and weak, and he could only wrap around Deng Yi's body like a vine.

Deng Yi pushed him away at this moment, and took a few steps back, as if he was asleep, his whole body was weak, and his face became pale.

"I'm probably crazy," he said.The body is trembling slightly. "I actually fell for your way..."

They were silent for a while, and neither of them could speak.After a few minutes, Deng Yi stepped forward and took Zhong Xian's hand again.

"When did you... start to have feelings for me." He asked in a low voice.

"I don't know, I probably had a hunch before you appeared."

"This is impossible."

"Fate, who can tell."

"Do you believe in fate?"

"I never believed it. Because of you, I know that many things cannot be explained clearly."

"What if I don't say yes."

"Then my life would be meaningless."

"You'll meet others."

"I can't imagine. The only thing I can clearly confirm is you. ——We are connected, and we can be felt even at a distance. Doesn't it hurt you to resist it?" Zhong Xian said excitedly.

Deng Yi seemed to be engaged in a violent ideological struggle, he hesitated and just stretched out his hand, Zhong Xian had already thrown into his arms.They hugged tightly, changing angles to allow their bodies to make full contact.

Deng Yi said in a voice that seemed to be in extreme pain: "—people who lose their minds are not worthy of success. My father always said this——"

"I will not affect your future." Zhong Xian said, "I will protect you, use what I have, and do my best. You can do any superficial things, including marrying Zhao Qi, but I am here, I understand that I have to swallow a lot of pain as a price for having you. But as long as you know, we are one..."

"Do not say that."

Zhong Xian felt that Deng Yi kissed his ear and the diamond on the ear, he was so excited that he was going crazy, his hands groped on Deng Yi's body, Deng Yi grabbed his hand and stopped him.

"You, really never kiss..." Deng Yi murmured softly.

"I'll give you whatever you want."

"Do you remember why you didn't want to do that?"

"All taboos are not as important as you. You are the most taboo."

"Really so firm?"

"Do you want me now?"

"Xian, give me some time, okay? You said you remembered everything. Then tell me. Wait until you tell the whole story. You may have changed your mind now. If you are still so determined, I may Will not hesitate any longer."

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"Is there a method of euthanasia?"

The clock strings struck a small glass panel on the desk, and mechanical fingers flicked and flicked.

Dake sat across from him, looking at him worriedly.

"I can't think of anything... none of the medicines worked!" Zhong Xian crushed a white medicine box in front of him in despair.He made a number two with his fingers—two days.He thought about Deng Yi like crazy.All eyes were on the man standing next to the white piano.That kind of charm is so terrifying that his blood turns into magma, and his body is always in a painful frenzy.

But the fellow ordered him to tell the full stories—stories that could not be traced in his memory.

"What do you want to remember?" Dake was puzzled. "Tell me, I will help you no matter what. If this continues, how can you explain to Mr. Hong? Even if you put a little effort into this job."

Zhong Xian fell silent.His mind cleared for a moment before he noticed the messy papers on the table.

"Someone has already spoken bad things about you in front of Mr. Hong. If you are the general manager at your age, you must be the second-generation prince or illegitimate son of Mr. Hong. It means that you are too young and not stable enough. You should not take this important position."

Zhong Xian burst into a maniacal laugh: "This is fucking true, right? It's not a bad word."

"Don't you just ask about the construction site?" Ou Hang said behind them.

Zhong Xian picked up a wine bottle by the table, poured it into the mug at hand, and took a swig.Suddenly there was another exaggerated laugh. "What did I do back then... who else knows..."

In order to search for memories, he invited Zhao Qi to lunch a few hours ago.If you are not impatient, how can you choose such a time period.

Zhao Qi works in her father's design institute during the day. Under the sun, she dresses smartly and elegantly, with her hair tied behind her head. She has a professional temperament without losing the majesty of the boss's daughter.It's not like the nightclub queen in the black sky bar.

"Come to see me every night, and now I don't let it go during the day, do you really fall in love with me?" Zhao Qi joked as soon as they met, and seemed to be in a good mood.

Zhong Xian pushed the menu in front of her. The relationship between him and Zhao Qi has improved by leaps and bounds these days, and they are as familiar and tacit as old friends. The little rascal who caused him so much trouble."

"Why do you want to know about him? I don't know much. I've told you everything I know. No one ever mentions it. It must not be a glorious thing."

"Think about it. It's good to remember even a little bit. Did the little rascal cheat Deng Yi out of a sum of money?"

"Deng Yi gave him a sum of money. Their relationship is very good, so they probably wouldn't care about that little money. I don't know anything else. Why do you want to know this?"

"Also, you said that they have photos without clothes on, which proves..."

"It's not what you think. I learned about these things from my fourth brother back then, but I didn't see them with my own eyes. The so-called photos without clothes are said to not prove that anything improper happened to them. It was the little rascal It gave Deng Yi too many bad influences, and he suddenly let go, pursued freedom, and dared to play with anything. He knew it was wrong, vulgar and obscene, but he also enjoyed it. This is the scary thing. Which parent would not want to Cut off the child's mistakes in advance? This is all reasonable."

Zhong Xian said angrily: "Could it be that Deng Yi never met a friend who could make him become obscene again?"

"How should I put it. He became mysterious later on. This is my feeling. He no longer lets others understand him." Zhao Qi sighed. "In my opinion, that little hooligan had a good influence on him. In my impression, he was so closed that he could only communicate with small animals when he was a child, and he had no human friends. After that, when I see him again, He has become quite normal. The fourth brother loves this younger brother very much. When he suggested that I should be with Deng Yi to surprise the chairman, I immediately agreed. The fourth brother always felt that I made sacrifices for him Actually not. I liked Deng Yi very much at the beginning, just like a girl who sees a depressed boy and always thinks she can warm him. However, I can’t do much for him. He doesn’t really need anyone’s help