memory hole

Deng Yi opened the wine bottle: "You are right."

"What's wrong?"

"My brother takes care of me more than my parents."

"All your brothers?"

"Of course not. I mean the fourth brother. He is just like my own brother. He has been taking care of me since I was a child."

"I heard that he was adopted by your father after he was born. In fact, he is the second son of your second uncle."

"Yes. You even know this? My parents have never had any children since they got married. They gave birth to a daughter and died. The doctor said that my mother had a special constitution. They thought that they would not be able to conceive their own child, so they adopted the fourth brother as her daughter." My son came to raise me. A few years later, I was unexpectedly born.

Later, the second uncle wanted to take him back, and my mother told the truth to the fourth brother. I still remember the scene at that time. The fourth brother was about ten years old at the time. He secretly took me away from home. I was too young at the time. I don't understand why he got angry.We wandered outside for two days, and after we were found, he was taken away by his second uncle.The elders never mentioned this matter again.He bought a house outside when he was 15 and lived alone.His relationship with me has not been affected, especially he has always taken good care of me. "

"He also looks quite similar to you, and no one doubts that he is a real brother. Your other brothers are not very similar to you."

"This is the magical place. The fourth brother is more influenced by my father, and he is indeed more like my father. No matter how he does things or behaves, he is more like my father than me."

"Your father also thinks highly of him."

Deng Yi nodded: "It would be great if the fourth brother is really my father's biological son."

Zhong Xian took the crystal glass from Deng Yi, and the red wine at the bottom of the glass reflected the color on countless crystal surfaces, making it even more dazzling. "We'll be happy forever."

"Why not?" Deng Yi picked up his cup.

"I'm the opposite of you. You have so many family members, but I don't." Zhong Xian said.

"You have me." Deng Yi touched Zhong Xian's cup, "You are also different to me. With you, I can have color and a new life."

Zhong Xian gulped it down, raised his head and looked at the ceiling: "My life is already worth it. I'm not used to being so happy."

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Being able to become a lover with the person you most yearn for, although it will make people dizzy with happiness, will also cause fear in the heart because of the occasional feeling of the disappearance of reason.

Zhong Xian actually had an extremely terrifying dream in the middle of the night.

In the dream, he let go of the steering wheel and rushed towards Deng Yi in the back seat.

Because the car was unmanned, it ran out of the road and fell into an unknown black mist.

When Zhong Xian woke up, he was relieved to see Deng Yi sleeping peacefully beside him.Soon fell asleep again.In this dream, Deng Yi was standing in front of a tree. When he approached, he found that the tree in front of him was just a doll.On the branch above the head, there is a person controlling Deng Yi's hands and feet through hanging wires.

Zhong Xian was terrified.

He wanted to see the person on the tree clearly, but the strong light made him unable to see clearly, he only vaguely saw an extraordinarily gorgeous shadow, like a peacock standing proudly.

The next morning, at the kitchen table, Zhong Xian was listlessly facing a glass of milk.Deng Yi stood by the dining table and looked at him: "Your dark circles are as heavy as the devil on Halloween."

Zhong Xian raised his head and couldn't help laughing when he saw Deng Yi wearing a silver striped apron.It's just fried eggs and hot milk, and I put on an apron carefully.

"Master, did you bring the apron? You probably haven't cooked since you were a child."

"Didn't it highlight my noble temperament?" Deng Yi took off her apron and sat down at the dining table. "The fourth brother sent it yesterday."

"From the fourth brother? Give you an apron?"

"I haven't been home for the past few days. He asked me yesterday."

"what do you say?"

"I said to stay with a friend for a few days."

"Does he believe it?"

"He probably thinks who I'm cohabiting with. He won't ask too much. Uh, don't think too much. The fourth brother is on his own. He will think of me in everything he does."

"Your brothers are of course one of our own. Did he give you an apron?"

"The fourth brother planned to get married a few years ago. He ordered a set of household items designed according to the style of his wedding room. Then the wedding was cancelled. Now it's just for me."

"He likes silver?"

"how do you know?"

"Your new pajamas last night, the pattern on the milk glass today, and the peacock on the apron are all the same color. But I remember you like gold."

"My mother likes gold. I don't have any opinions." Deng Yi took a sip of milk.

"Where's your father?" Zhong Xian asked suddenly.

"My father? What color do you like? There is no particular preference. If it was to fight against mother, he would probably say that he likes silver." Deng Yi drank the milk and looked at Zhong Xian, "Why do you feel worried?"

Before Zhong Xian answered, Deng Yi suddenly kissed him on the lips. "Will this take away your sorrow?"

"No worries. I had a nightmare last night. When I think that the induction you mentioned is real, I feel a little dazed."

"Are you dreaming?" Deng Yi seemed disapproving. "You're not saying it's been a while since you dreamed."

"It's different from the previous dreams. In the dream last night, we fell into a cliff, and we were not sure if it was a cliff, but fell into a black mist. In the second dream, you became a puppet, and there was a The voice said to me - you never existed."

Mentioning this dream broke Zhong Xian's heart, knowing that it was fake, he once suspected that the sign in the dream was that he was afraid of losing the happiness in front of him.

"We're all in the same bed, I didn't exist?" Deng Yi's smile was contagious, "You said something like this before—a long time ago, you said I didn't exist. At that time, I hadn't studied psychology. study."

"What does that mean?"

"I already understand your problem - you have been alone since you were very young. You are not used to being with you, so you feel unreal." Deng Yi has a plan in mind. "Unaccustomed to intimacy makes you fearful."

The words came to Zhong Xian's heart: "I have thought about this reason. Since you said so, it must be. I am so weird and unconfident, which will damage my charm."

"Do you think my love for you will decrease because of this?" Deng Yi touched Zhong Xian's head, as if comforting a child, "It's not easy for you to change this fear. If you know the reason, you shouldn't care about it." This unease. It's not really a sixth sense."

"You're right. Not some sixth sense."

Deng Yi put his arm on Zhong Xian's shoulder: "You are my first—— still an unreasonable lover. The first time I saw you, I was full of yearning for you, but I didn't understand the reason. Now I have Realize that our enemy is only ourselves."

"I understand." Zhong Xian warned himself secretly in his heart, to overcome his inner weakness - as Deng Yi said, he can't let himself be controlled by panic, it will make him lose his charm.He must not do such a stupid thing. "We grew up. With you, I can beat anything."

On the weekend of the second week, they were invited to attend Mr. Gao's party.

The meeting place was very hidden, and it was held in Mr. Gao's half-mountain villa in the eastern OCT.Before leaving, Zhong Xian was hesitant to tell Deng Yi the true face of this kind of gathering, but if he said it, he might give up his idea of ​​attending; but if it was canceled temporarily, President Gao would not continue to hold grudges against them Yu Huai.

"You don't need to wear a formal dress." Zhong Xian and Deng Yi chose clothes together. "It's more convenient to wear, and it's more sexy."

"Why?" Deng Yi was puzzled.

"Just wear tight tracksuits. The ones that show off your figure."

Deng Yi looked into Zhong Xian's eyes.

Zhong Xian explained lightly: "I will probably see some successful people, and there may be one or two celebrities, actors, hosts and so on. In short, it will not be a boring event."

"Wouldn't it be better not to wear clothes?" Deng Yi said.

"Can you do it without clothes?" Zhong Xian laughed.

The villa is located on a secluded hillside, overlooking the sea on one side, and the entrance on the other side is covered by trees.Mr. Gao does not usually live here, but only uses it as a private hall and a place for friends to meet.

After arriving at the villa, Zhong Xian rang the doorbell, and the door opened automatically. When he and Deng Yi walked in, they didn't see anyone.He guessed that people were probably concentrated on the second floor or in the basement.He first took Deng Yi to the balcony on the second floor to see the sea view, and then told him everything.

Deng Yi was not surprised: "I've heard of this kind of thing. It's just that I never imagined that I would see it with my own eyes one day."

"Yes. I'm curious too. Don't worry about anything. We'll be together all the time, and nothing will happen."

"It's not like meeting robbers, what can happen." Deng Yi was very relaxed.

"Maybe you will be tempted?" Zhong Xian laughed.

"Do you know?"

"Maybe. But I won't do anything to make you uncomfortable."

Mr. Gao came up from the stairs below, he looked very happy, very polite and personable.In terms of masculinity, although Mr. Gao is middle-aged, he is not inferior to young people. On the contrary, he has the demeanor of a successful man.

"When you look at each other, does it feel like you are facing yourself?" Mr. Gao said.

"how."

"Don't you think you are very similar? There is no difference in your gestures, expressions, taste preferences, and beauty."

Deng Yi nodded: "There is a saying - there is a person who is the same as oneself in the world. But most people will never meet in their lifetime."

Zhong Xian said: "Then we are extremely lucky."

"I think Mr. Deng also knows another theory." Mr. Gao said. "Meeting another self may not be a good thing. One will always disappear."

Zhong Xian laughed loudly: "Mr. Gao will not just watch