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At night, Lin Yu and Xia Jiafeng fell asleep hugging each other.The two of them had a tacit understanding and neither of them mentioned anything superfluous.It's just that Xia Jiafeng sat alone in the study for a long time after dinner.Lin Yu didn't know what he was doing. He wanted to knock on the door, but he raised his hand, but stopped before touching the door.

Actually the door wasn't locked.If he opened the door, he would find Xia Jiafeng sitting in the office chair with a lighter in his hand in a daze.She was really in a daze, her eyes were out of focus, and her hands seemed to be clenched unconsciously.

"Oh." Xia Jiafeng still sighed.

The feeling of counting the number of my own lives is really hard.There is a thick stack of photos in front of him, all of which belong to Lin Yu. He looks at these photos and laughs.Fortunately, the child is grown up now.It will never be the same again.However, he still has some impulses.

He opened the safe under the desk.Inside is an address book.He put the address book in his briefcase.

The next day the sun shone in.Lin Yu has to go to work. "I'll pick you up after get off work." Xia Jiafeng kissed him on the cheek and sent him off with a smile.

Watching Lin Yu's car drive out.He called the account manager of the bank.

It takes a month for a company to declare bankruptcy.But he couldn't wait that long.So at the bank, he signed the equity transfer document.Ask the vice president to return to the company to hold an equity meeting.

Even without a company, he has saved a lot of money and antiques over the years.He checked the contents of his safe at the bank, and then he put the contact book in the briefcase in it with great care.Then he smiled and left Lin Yu's contact information.

These things occupied him all morning.In the afternoon he contacted a private lawyer.Notarization of inheritance was carried out.

The lawyer had known him for a long time, and knew a little bit about his background, until he was shocked when he was about to have his estate notarized.After all, he is only 35 years old now, which is the time when he is in full swing.

Xia Jiafeng smiled and shook his head, and insisted on notarizing the inheritance.He distributed the property and left a suicide note.The lawyer didn't know what happened, but he had always had a good impression of this young and modest big boss. Seeing that he was in such a hurry to notarize his property, he vaguely guessed something bad.

He looked at Xia Jiafeng's hand, and watched him write and think about his suicide note.Suddenly, I had a headache. "Boss Xia, I'm going out to smoke a cigarette." The lawyer stood at the door smoking while wiping tears.He is also in his 40s, and has been in this business for more than [-] years, and thousands of suicide notes have passed through his hands. For some reason, such a young suicide note makes him feel a little uncomfortable.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, Xia Jiafeng finally signed the last document.He smiled and put the suicide note and property details into the small box brought by the lawyer.

"Goodbye." Xia Jia sent the lawyer away, and waved to him with a smile.

At five o'clock in the afternoon, Xia Jiafeng came to Lin Yu's unit on time.

As soon as Lin Yu walked out of the gate, he saw Xia Jiafeng standing on the opposite side of the road, carrying two bags of fruit, and waving one hand at him. He was afraid that Lin Yu would not see him, so he said loudly to Lin Yu while waving: " I'm here to pick you up."

Lin Yu hurriedly crossed the road, took the plastic bag from Xia Jiafeng's hand, and grabbed Xia Jiafeng's cold hand with one hand. "Why don't you wait in the car, your hands are so cold."

Xia Jiafeng raised his head with a smile; "The company is bankrupt. There is no money to drive."

Lin Yu looked at him and paused.Xia Jiafeng felt his pause.He looked at Lin Yu.Lin Yu's throat moved, but he still didn't say what Xia Jiafeng wanted to hear.

"It's okay, I'll take care of you." Lin Yu blushed and said softly.

Xia Jiafeng laughed and rubbed Lin Yu's hair. "Silly boy."

Xia Jiafeng cooked many dishes.Lin Yu only took one bite of each dish, but he still couldn't hold on.He went to the kitchen, Xia Jiafeng was still cooking. "Don't do it, you can't finish it, don't waste it." Lin Yu hugged Xia Jiafeng from behind.

Xia Jiafeng stopped what he was doing.He looked at the egg custard that was almost ready in the pot.He looked at the dishes on the chopping board that he hadn't had time to cook yet.

"Okay, I won't do it."

Xia Jiafeng sat at the table, but couldn't eat anything.Lin Yu was already full when he tried the dishes.The two had their own concerns, but neither of them spoke first.

A large seat has been added in front of the large floor-to-ceiling window.Enough for two people to hug each other and lie in it.

"Lin Yu. I have something to tell you." Xia Jiafeng still spoke.

"Well." Lin Yu buried his face in his neck.

"You can move out tomorrow." This sentence lingered in Xia Jiafeng's throat for a long time, and finally squeezed out from between his teeth.

"It's such a long life, and you're so smart, you won't love me alone."

Lin Yu's brain exploded all of a sudden.Ten thousand words flowed through his heart, but none of them came out as fast as tears.Finally, only one word came out of his throat.

"Ah."

Xia Jiafeng had prepared a lot of words to comfort Lin Yu, but he did not expect Lin Yu to be calm now.For a moment he didn't know what to say.

He suddenly remembered that the egg custard in the kitchen was about to be cooked, and he wanted to get up.Lin Yu just pushed his raised body back onto the sofa.

"I'm leaving tomorrow, so don't leave today." His voice was muffled, as if he was crying.After saying this, it was as if a switch in his body was suddenly turned on, and his emotions suddenly collapsed at this moment.

His crying was still silent.It's just that big tears fell down and hit Xia Jiafeng's shoulder, causing him pain.Xia Jiafeng strokes Lin Yu's head and strokes his hair little by little.

This is the last time.Xia Jiafeng thought.I really don't want to leave him.

It was dawn, and both of them had a sleepless night.Lin Yuwo lay in Xia Jiafeng's arms, unwilling to open his eyes, as if he couldn't see the time if he didn't open his eyes, and tomorrow would not come.Xia Jiafeng also didn't want to break this space.But it's almost time.Can't let him know.

He let go of the person in his arms.

"Lin Yu, let's go."

After being together for seven years, the last thing they packed up was two suitcases.

"I've found your house for you. I'll send the rest to your new house." Lin Yu looked at Xia Jiafeng and took two suitcases from him.

Lin Yu got into the car.Xia Jiafeng looked at his side face deeply, so deeply that he wanted to engrave this face in his heart, but Lin Yu didn't dare to look at him more, he was afraid that he would cry.

But after thinking about it, that's fine, if they are separated like this, those people won't attack Xia Jiafeng anymore.After he finishes those things, he will come and go with Xia Jiafeng to a place where no one knows them, and live his life well.

Thinking of the word future, Lin Yu still has hope in his eyes.

"Goodbye, Brother Xia." When the car started, Lin Yu suddenly turned his head and said to Xia Jiafeng who was standing outside the window.

Xia Jia replied reflexively, "Goodbye." After saying this, the car drove away.Xia Jiafeng just stood in front of the door, tears finally fell down.

I won't see you again, my child. We will never have a chance to see you again in this lifetime.