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In fact, in the past seven years, Lin Yu often asked himself what he was obsessed with.In fact, he didn't know that that little life must have passed away.He also wondered if he could let go of his hatred for the injustice of this world.He was also thinking, what kind of person is he in Xia Jiafeng's heart?

In fact, Lin Yu is not a person who likes himself very much.When he was very young, his parents were busy making ends meet, and little Lin Yu wandered among relatives, and no one seemed to treat him better. The only grandma who smiled at him was as early as he was four years old. time to go.After having a younger brother, the life of the parents got better, as if all eyes were attracted to the younger brother.Later, one after another, one after another, one after another, it was hard to bear.It's as if no one really loves him, and life doesn't love him enough.He didn't meet many good people. The uncle who sold small pudding at the entrance of the village was a good person, but later he went in because he didn't have a food business license, so he never saw that uncle again.

Lin Yu sat in the long dark night, one after another cigarettes flickered in the dark night, like a flame.

The saying that good people are rewarded is deceptive, and the word fair is also deceptive.Look at the fair male, the left and right apostrophes, and the lower radicals, where is it completely symmetrical?

In fact, Lin Yu regretted it a little. He used Xia Jiafeng's phone to call the mall that day in Xia Jiafeng's office, and when he explained the video to them, he regretted it.But man, always have strange hopes for things that didn't happen.It's like he has been avoiding it since then, as if if he didn't mention it, Xia Jiafeng wouldn't know about it, and no one would be responsible for it.It seems that all this will pass quietly like this.

Lin Yu thought, what if there is another chance?

If he had another chance, would he make that call?At this point, a piece of cigarette ash in his hand just fell on his finger because he hadn't played it for a long time, and it was a little hot. He lowered his head and blew it, and suddenly remembered that when they lived together, he did the same thing once His hand was scalded, Xia Jiafeng happened to be nearby, and immediately snatched his hand, put it under cold water and blow it.That distressed look looked a little cute. At that time, it seemed that he couldn't care about the pain in his hand.

do i like himIn this dense and lonely night, Lin Yu began to ask his own heart.Didn't it be agreed at the beginning, just to use him and the power behind him to restore the light to the world?I didn't tell myself right from the beginning, he is not on our side.Lin Yu said to himself, don't forget where you met, and don't forget that he was one of those people.It is because of these people that the last of your loved ones disappeared from this world.

He gritted his teeth, looked ferocious, and even clenched his fists.He desperately told himself these words that he had said a thousand and ten thousand times in his heart.As the night was nearly over, the rope around his neck suddenly snapped by itself, two rings fell to the ground, and Gululu rolled around for a while.He lowered his head, and only saw the ring he bought, but he couldn't find the ring that Xia Jiafeng bought.

He held the ring he bought in his palm, and what he said all night was suddenly overturned.Only the face of the man remained in his mind.

I miss him, I miss him so much.Want a big hug, want a long kiss, want a lifetime commitment.

But these, in the end, there is only one thing that can be exported: "Oh."

He didn't know that he had lost his chance to see that person again forever.

Dawn broke and there was a knock on the door.

Lin Yu is a little strange, he just moved here, no one knows, how could someone come?Suddenly, a name popped into his mind.Could it be that he is here?He also hates me?He was suddenly a little happy, and hurried to the bathroom to wipe his face with water, and even scratched his fallen hair.

When he reached the door, he put his hand on the doorknob, took a deep breath, and pulled the door open.When he first opened it, he didn't dare to look at it.

The sun has come out, and the light is shining on his face, which is warm.The person who came did not speak, nor did he make any other movements.He opened his eyes and saw no one.Something tugged at his clothes.He looked down and saw a little boy.

The little boy's clothes are very strange. They don't match his age or this season at all.

The little boy raised the ring in his hand: "Uncle, an uncle who killed someone asked me to come to you."

Lin Yu looked at the ring on the boy's hand and froze for a moment.He looked down at the ring in his hand again.He took the ring from the boy's hand.The ring that the boy brought was bought by him, and it was a pair with the ring in his palm.

"The uncle who killed someone?" Lin Yu guessed something, his voice trembled a little. "Where is that uncle?" His mind suddenly went blank.How could Xia Jiafeng kill someone?But he thought about it again, this child can still deliver the letter, so the situation should be under control.He picked up his mobile phone and called Xia Jiafeng, but he couldn't get through.He also didn't have the courage to call General Xia.

The boy sneezes.Only then did Lin Yu realize that it was still a bit cold to stand in the morning light of Beijing with so few clothes.He turned sideways, "You come in first."

The boy looked at him for a long time, seemed to have finally decided on something, turned around and ran away, Lin Yu was surprised by his actions, and after a while, the boy stood in front of him holding two girls. "Big brother, we are together." Lin Yu looked at him, a little surprised that such a young child had such a heavy heart of defense, and was a little amused by his resolute expression.

His mood suddenly relaxed a lot.He sideways let the three children into the house.Arrange them to sit on the couch.He brought them blankets, turned on the TV for them, and cooked noodles for them himself.Where did the three children from the orphanage receive such good treatment? They all sat on the sofa obediently, and they didn't move the remote control in front of them.

Lin Yu came out with his face upright, seeing the three of them sitting upright, he couldn't help smiling.His smile happened to be seen by the youngest girl sitting on the sofa.Perhaps last night was too scary, and he was tired from running around again, so the child's emotions suddenly exploded.

"Wow." Lin Yu was also taken aback by this girl.He hurriedly put the noodles on the coffee table.The girl cried suddenly, and Lin Yu was in a hurry.The boy was sitting upright watching TV, but suddenly he also cried.The other girl saw that her two companions were crying, and she also cried.

This time Lin Yu is really out of luck.He can still take care of one child, but there is nothing he can do if three cry together.Not to mention there are two girls.

"What's the matter with you?" He wiped away the older girl's tears and comforted the crying and choking girl.It was the boy who spoke first. "Big brother, we came out from here last night." The boy pointed to the TV and said.

Lin Yu looked sideways.stunned.It was the club that caught fire.He watches TV and looks at the children.

"Where's the big brother who gave you the ring?"

The child cried harder.Several children chirped and said, "That big brother didn't come out with us. He closed the door." "He told us to come to you." "That big brother killed everyone else." "That big brother is Good man, my skirt was dirty and he wiped it for me."

The boy suddenly patted his thigh and said, "By the way, that brother also asked me to bring you a message, saying that he wants you to have a happy life in the future. He left you a letter for everything else."

The phrase "why didn't he come with you?" in Lin Yu's throat couldn't be asked.He guessed something.But he dared not guess.He slumped on the sofa.The sweet voice of the announcer came from the TV: "Because the location of the fire is remote and the door is locked, no survivors have been found so far, and the cause of the fire is still being investigated." Lin Yu stared at the TV tightly, and then he A familiar car was seen in the live footage sent back by the reporter.

Xia Jiafeng's car.

He couldn't sit still.He just stumbled out of the house.He walked to the door and found the car keys in his pocket.He drove to the club for a long time.Seeing that it was almost here, he dared not go there.He told himself, no, the scourge will last for a thousand years, so he will not die.

But when he thought of the word death, his heart twitched violently.He slammed on the brakes hard.The horns of the cars behind were beeping one after another.

He took a look, and at this intersection, he changed his way.Somehow, he drove to the amusement park.

When I walked this road last time, I felt that the mountain was so short and the road was so short.But if I walk alone today, I feel that this road is so far away that I can't see the end.He walked to the place where they bungee jumped last time, and it happened to be the same little girl.The little girl smiled when she saw him.

"Wow, it's you. Are you here to get your certificate from last time?" As she spoke, she quickly took out theirs from a stack of certificates.Lin Yu looked at Xia Jiafeng's signature on the paper, looked at the black and white characters, and suddenly he couldn't do it.

He took the paper with shaking hands.The little girl looked at him with a bad expression, and didn't dare to ask more questions.

"I want to jump." Lin Yu took a step forward.The little girl was taken aback, "What? Don't be overthinking it." She stopped on the bungee jumping platform as she spoke.

Lin Yu took out his wallet from his pocket and pulled out a passport. "I wrapped it today, and I'm going to dance now."

The girl was frightened by his eyes.But after thinking about it, no one was here, so I just let him have enough fun.

When putting on the safety rope for him, Lin Yu said: "Put me down, don't pull me up yet. I will ring this bell when I want to come up." He pointed to an electronic bell on his chest. It was meant to be used by maintenance personnel.

The little girl looked at the road up the mountain, but there was no one there. "Okay." She nodded.

Lin Yu was not afraid at all last time, because Xia Jiafeng was beside him.He wasn't afraid this time, because he knew that Xia Jiafeng might never be by his side again.He looked at the familiar scenery, and finally he couldn't restrain his emotions.

"Ah." His cry echoed in the mountains and forests.Startled many birds standing on the tree.

He just floated between the sky and the earth in an empty space, without touching the sky above or touching the ground below.There was a strong gust of wind blowing over, but it was extremely gentle, as if someone hugged him gently, his hand trembled, and the ring rolled out of his hand.He grabbed it quickly and only caught one.He spread his hands and found that only the ring engraved with LY was left in his palm, and the ring engraved with XJF fell off.

He remembered the words Xia Jiafeng hugged him and whispered in his ear when he and Xia Jiafeng were hanging together in this vast world three days ago.

"Child, you are so smart and have a long life, you won't just like me alone."

"For such a long life, I certainly won't just like you alone." His answer echoed in the mountains and forests, and the echo came from afar, as if someone was responding to him from the bottom of the mountain.

"I will only love you alone."

"Xia Jiafeng, I was wrong. Please come back."

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It's almost over. For be, there is still one chapter to finish.Two endings are currently being considered.