15 years in business

After dancing, Ninagawa got off the stage in a daze, pushed away those guests who came forward to be courteous, and sat on the short side, her eyes were slack, and she was in a daze. It didn't take long before she fell over and couldn't shout anymore. .

Tu Shan looked worried: "A good man will do his best. There is a small hotel across the street. Do you want to send him there?"

He raised his chin, referring to the gay guests in Ikki Hall: "Otherwise, it would be a sheep in the mouth of a tiger."

The more Tu Shan thought about it, the more panicked he became, and he directed Duan Mingzhang to help Nina Chuan up: "Hurry up, my legs are not good, you go and help me."

Duan Mingzhang didn't want to be nosy: "Forget it, he didn't ask you to save him."

"Look at how drunk he is, what does he know?" Tu Shan was dissatisfied with Duan Mingzhang's death, and pushed him against the wall, "If you don't help me, go, don't block me .”

Just as Tu Shan took Ninagawa's arm, another strange hand came into view. Years of instinct made him vigilant. Tu Shan shook out the knife hidden in his sleeve and wrapped it in his palm: "Who are you?"

He was holding the knife in one hand, playing it upside down uneasily, Li Yu and Tu Shan met eyes, and answered without hesitation: "He is a man."

Tu Shan: "He's a man, you?!"

He stopped what he was doing, with the blade facing upwards, and hid the murder weapon in his sleeve again: "Caught rape?"

Li Yu: "Don't worry about it."

He hugged Ninagawa horizontally, and left Ikkido in full view of everyone. When he passed the entrance, he casually sprinkled a lot of banknotes. After he left, the blue cash was flying in the air for a long time.

Li Yu found a clean small hotel, after opening the room, thinking of today's date, went downstairs and bought a small piece of strawberry cake, put it on the bedside, and looked for several angles under the lamp, trying to make the cake look It tastes better.

After finishing all this, Li Yu sat on the side of the bed and stared at his sleeping lover seriously.

He pulled up the quilt hanging by the bed, and carefully tucked it in: "I saw you dancing in front of so many people when I first came here. I can't afford you anymore? Do you want to go out to perform?"

Having been together for so long, Li Yu never knew what the seven-year itch was. When he looked at Ninagawa, his heart still moved, like a high school student who had never met a woman before, and could hardly restrain his desire/desire to move around.

Li Yu sat down next to Ninagawa, leaned over and kissed his forehead: "You can't even come out to relax, and you still want to make trouble for me on purpose."

"On the set of "Northern Ocean and South Wind", the wire suddenly failed. I fell from such a high place and left after three days." Li Yu massaged the bone at the junction of the back of the neck and the shoulder, "It hurts here, it hurts me to death..."

It was raining outside the window, and the treetops had grown too long. They leaned into the window and dripped water dripping down.

"At that time you drove to see me, you turned into an alley to avoid the media, and ended up in a car accident, but you didn't save your life. Do you know this?" Li Yu said about his death, lowered his head and hugged Ninagawa tightly. In his arms, he kissed earnestly, "This is our second life. If you continue to be with me, you may die because of me again. Instead of ending like this, I would rather let you go."

Li Yu's eyes were slightly red, and a few tears fell down. He reluctantly let go of Ninagawa, and said in the most gentle tone of his life: "Hey, sleep well, and remember to eat cake when you wake up."

Every January 1st is Chinese New Year's Day and Japanese New Year's Eve.Li Yu is busy with work, and has never celebrated the New Year’s Day holiday since his debut. Later, with Ninagawa, he picked up the habit of celebrating New Year’s Day in order to accompany his boyfriend. It has been a long time, and even the Chinese people’s New Year’s Eve is serious. However, Ninagawa's New Year is Li Yu's New Year.

The kid's taste is very naive, he likes to eat strawberry cream cake, the kind that is particularly sweet, and he dare not eat too much to maintain his weight, so Li Yu will buy him one during the holidays.

Today is December 12th, and there are still ten days before New Year's Day. From now on, Li Yu will no longer be able to spend New Year with Ninagawa and eat cakes.

When he walked out of the hotel, Kabukicho was shrouded in a drizzle. Li Yu waited for the rain to stop under the eaves. He opened the phone address book and scrolled through hundreds of names, but he couldn't find any one that he could confide in. people.

Finally, Li Yu sent Xue Xing a text message, the content was very simple.

"He probably won't like me anymore."

The sent notification popped up, Li Yu suddenly turned off the phone nervously, pulled out the phone card, threw it into the rain, and crushed it.

When Ninagawa woke up, it was already noon the next day, and he glanced at the time in a daze, 11:14.

It's over! It's over!

Ninagawa jumped up from the bed, dressed in a hurry, said that drinking was in the way, and sure enough, it was already twelve o'clock, Kunio's lawsuit should have started long ago, and I don't know if I have to rush there now, and it will be too late to see him for the last time one side.

Ninagawa briefly washed her face, took the umbrella, and rushed into the rain that fell all day and night like an arrow from the string.

When crossing the road, he saw a pond on the ground, and he went around without thinking. He didn't find a pile of debris at the bottom of the pond. If he carefully identified it, there was also the words "China Unicom 4G Card".

Just like that, he missed the last clue about Li Yu, and never saw the day again.

When Ninagawa arrived, the lawsuit was halfway through. He found an empty seat in the back row of the witness stand and sat down, listening to the plaintiff and defendant's lawyers having a heated argument.

The plaintiff's lawyer is a short and fat man with a huge head like a grapefruit on his shoulders. He doesn't look like Kazuhiko Takahashi's opponent, and he stutters when he speaks: "Kunio Ninagawa's case...has caused...the whole society. The public and the victims do not care about Mr. Ninagawa's tragic past... The demands of the survivors of the victims are very clear - "An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth". And, who can be sure, Kunio Ninagawa Is your husband really as you said, yes, a good father?"

Takahashi Kazuhiko didn't look directly at the plaintiff's eyes the whole time, and after the lawyer finished explaining why Kunio should be sentenced to death, he raised his hand directly: "I have objections, the plaintiff's lawyer is too subjective."

"I withdraw."

During the few minutes when the other party organized his speech, he kept wiping his sweat with a handkerchief until his brow was flushed red: "We can't be sure...whether the defendant is making up an excuse, because Mr. Ren Ninagawa was not there, yes, that's it... "

Takahashi and Yanpi smiled: "Then how do you know that the defendant is making up excuses? We cannot deny that he committed an unforgivable crime. If the defendant is really such a hard-working child-rearing Father, should we ignore the good deeds he has done because of this? Mr. Kunio Ninagawa has stated very clearly just now that his intention was not to kill the three victims, but because he thought of his children and was eager to replace them It’s just to relieve the pain, why do you think Mr. Kunio Ninagawa’s words are lies?”

As a party involved, Kunio Ninagawa stood in the dock nonchalantly, changing his stance from time to time to look at the beautiful young women in the jury. Kazuhiko Takahashi specially reserved a seat in the front row for Ninagawa, the defendant's neighbor Friends were full, and the vacant seat was so abrupt, but Kunio didn't even glance at it.

Ningagawa's heart became a little bit cold. He had just sat down for 15 minutes, and felt that he had seen enough of these people acting. Before the alcohol was over, he stood up and blurted out: "Why? Just because I'm sitting here, he Didn't recognize me at all."

Everyone cast their eyes in his direction.

Ninagawa has long been used to being watched, so she introduced herself calmly: "I am Kunio Ninagawa's only son."

The victim's family members whispered: "So this is the offspring of the murderer..."

"This man never raised me." Ninagawa calmed down and said, "I left Japan when I was very young, and he was not the one who raised me. Everything he said in court today was just for the sake of Exonerate yourself, that's all."

Seeing that Takahashi had the upper hand, Kunio Ninagawa shouted anxiously: "You...you slandered me!"

"Then why didn't you recognize me? Didn't you recognize your 'most beloved only son'?" Ninagawa felt cold from the bottom of his heart, "Stop lying to others. I was taken away when I was ten years old. At that time, you How did you say it? 'This kid is too much of a hindrance, I can't ask for more', isn't that what you said?"

He walked through the crowd with different expressions, sat on his seat, looked at his father who was close at hand, and felt that he was so strange.

The moment Kunio Ninagawa saw Ninagawa Ren, he was certain that this child would no longer be on his side, and from now on, it was impossible to get any benefit from Ninagawa Ren, so he simply tore up his face with him, and his words were astonishing : "Didn't you sell yourself voluntarily?!"

Ninagawa was taken aback, unable to associate the word "sell/body" with herself.

Kunio showed his fierce face: "The way that man looks at you is not right at all. You have slept with him a long time ago. How old were you? 15? 16? Or younger? Are these also my fault?"

He yelled at the witness stand with teeth and claws: "My son likes men, and the first time I heard it, I was so ashamed that I wanted to commit suicide! I raised a freak! I broke my heart and don't want to contact him anymore! I Is there a mistake? Is there a mistake!"

Kunio Ninagawa was still yelling, Ren Ninagawa didn't say much, stood up abruptly from the witness stand, walked to the defendant, and punched him hard——

Ninagawa stood too anxiously just now, and his eyes were dark for several seconds. After his fists dropped, his vision gradually became clear. Kunio was looking at him with incredible eyes. Afterwards, he also raised his handcuffed hands, his upper body He leaned out of the fence and fought with Ninagawa.

The handcuffs rattled, and Ninagawa held Kunio to prevent the slap from falling on her face, panting and whispering, "You can call me a dirty person, it doesn't matter how heinous it is, but if you Dare to insult him, I promise... Even if the court doesn't sentence you to death, I will kill you with my own hands!"

Kunio realizes that today is doomed, he roars in despair, wantonly venting his fear of death.

The handcuffs hit Ninagawa's face again and again. Ninagawa didn't realize that his left eye had temporarily lost his vision. When Kunio rushed over, he laughed crazily: "Your blood is flowing in my body! I can also be a murderer." ! Isn't it?!"

The judge and the jury had never seen such a fierce battle. The judge picked up a small hammer and knocked a dozen times in a row: "Silence! Silence!"

Several bailiffs stepped forward and pulled Ninagawa and Kunio apart. Their eyes were bloodshot, and they looked at each other as if they were their enemies.

Kunio was overwhelmed by Ninagawa's words just now, and finally ran out of words, and squeezed out the last words from his stomach in embarrassment: "Look at you... a man who doesn't like women is still a man!"

Hearing this, Ningagawa broke away from the bailiff and rushed to the defendant's seat: "Because I like women, it's okay to drink too much, it's okay to gamble, and it's okay to kill people. As long as you like women, can you be called a man? Dreaming, you don't even No one deserves to do it!"

Judge: "The witness was emotionally unstable..."

Ninagawa looked at him with disgust: "You don't need to talk too much, I will leave by myself."

After speaking, he really left, walking as hurriedly as when he came.

Ningagawa ran to the lawn across the road in one breath, pulled the swing that was still wet from the rain, sat on it, and slowly calmed down.

He carefully tapped the muscles around his left eye with his fingers, and there was almost no pain. After covering his right eye, he could see things blurry.

Ninagawa sighed softly in frustration, she didn't know what was wrong, she was very angry recently, and the most terrible thing was that he didn't have any regrets, whether it was openly attacking the media, dancing at a romantic place, or killing Kunio with his own hands in the end. A little hope.

Li Yu left, taking away the little sense of security he had left, Ninagawa had no choice but to show the most arrogant side to confront the world, and from then on, he could only do this.

Would Li Yu like him with such a bad temper?Ninagawa couldn't help her nose sore just thinking about it for a while.In fact, he really wanted to tell Kuno just now that Li Yu is the best person he has ever met in his life. Give him a thoughtful little gift, he will remember every festival, and he will carefully take care of the lover who has left home. Li Yu is so perfect, so perfect that it is worth everything, and it is worth being with him for a lifetime.

Ninagawa has a lot to say, but these words are meaningless, because the best person in the world has nothing to do with him now.

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At the scene of Lianlian's short-cut protection, I was trying to write the dialogue as if it were a Japanese translation (cover my face