15 years in business
Chapter 81 Self-help
After the ferry arrived in Annan, Ninagawa's old illness relapsed again. Li Yu made the decision to book a hotel, and coaxed and begged Lu Zhan and Xue Xing to go in.
Ninagawa insisted on taking a bath before she was willing to rest, but Li Yu couldn't resist him, so she had to stay with him. The two hadn't seen each other for three years, and they treated each other frankly as soon as they met, and no one felt embarrassed.
Ningagawa took off his clothes and soaked in the hot water, and leaned on Li Yu's chest. He looked at his body submerged in the water, with a white protruding scar on his abdomen. live.
Li Yu held his arm: "Does it hurt?"
Ninagawa gritted her teeth and struggled away: "It doesn't hurt when you bully me."
"After I left you, this heart has been sick for a long time."
He turned his arm over, revealing a fine knife mark: "When I was sick, I seemed to become another person. I became very bad and ungrateful. I hurt my friends again and again. The way they looked at me Always pity and disappointment."
"If this continues, they will leave me, just like you." He said aggrievedly, "I have no other choice but to hurt myself like this. In fact, it really hurts, and I will leave ugly scar."
"It's been three years, and my illness hasn't gotten better, and I don't even remember how to dance." He lay in the water with scars all over his body, and looked at Li Yu tearfully, "It's bad, right? I... "
"Stop talking." Li Yu couldn't bear to listen any longer.
He carefully hugged Ninagawa to the bathtub, moved a chair from the outside to let him sit down, found a clean bath towel, started from his hair, and wiped off the water droplets on it little by little.
Li Yu half-kneeled on the wet and cold tiles, looking up at this body riddled with holes.
"I mean, I'm very bad now, even worse than before." Ninagawa said incoherently.
After the skin has scars, the texture will become a little different. Li Yu wiped the water droplets that condensed on it, and felt his sadness inch by inch through the intertwined texture.
In the end, Li Yu wrapped Ninagawa in a bath towel, and lowered his head in front of him: "It's my fault, it's all my fault."
Ninagawa didn't respond, and stood up slowly with the help of the sink, walked out of the bathroom, and sat on the side of the bed. He didn't have the strength to tear off the bath towel, and just lay down under the quilt.
Li Yu lay down after him, Ninagawa pressed against his back tightly, and said in a stern voice: "Don't turn around, I'm afraid."
He clearly felt the trembling of the other body, and explained with distress: "I want to hug you."
Ninagawa refused with a crying voice: "No, don't hug."
Li Yu had no choice but to remain motionless as his meat pad. Unexpectedly, after a long time, Ninagawa was still trembling non-stop. Go down and pat the round ass lightly.
Ninagawa couldn't hide, she lowered her head and whispered softly.
Li Yu leaned forward and discussed with him in a good voice: "Don't make yourself angry with me, I beg you, okay? Little ancestor?"
Ninagawa leaned against the man's bare chest, his face was burning hot, and his heart was beating fast. He suspected that Li Yu had also heard his own heartbeat. He wanted to escape but was reluctant, and became even more flustered.
Li Yu hugged Ninagawa's waist tightly, leaned down to kiss his side face, the little lover shyly hid back, when Li Yu kissed her, one eye blinked, his eyes flickered, looking pitiful and cute.
Li Yu pressed against his ear, and asked in a low voice: "Give me another chance, okay? I know I'm an asshole, I've done a lot of things to make you sad, and turned you into this, you just treat it as... Just think that I want to be responsible for you once, come back to me, I will take care of you, love you like before, is that okay?"
Ninagawa inspected his expression, trying to discern how much sincerity and what was false. After a long time, he smiled wryly and shook his head: "You clearly know that I still love you, as long as you keep begging me, I will agree to anything, but you still have to Come and ask me this hypocritically."
Li Yu repeated over and over again dejectedly: "As long as you are willing to come with me, I am willing to do anything, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."
"But you make it difficult for me." Ninagawa carefully kissed Li Yu's eyes.
He turned his head to look out the window and said, "Otherwise, let's do this."
"I want a dignified and grand proposal ceremony, right here on the Lion Stage, right away." Ninagawa pushed Li Yu's arm, "I only give you one day, at this time tomorrow, you come here to find me, Take me to see your heart, if you can move me, I will go with you."
Li Yu was short of love and heart, and his mind was still lacking, but he was not short of money. Hearing what Ninagawa said, he jumped up excitedly: "Really?"
Ninagawa nodded silently.
"Okay, wait for me."
Li Yuxi couldn't help it, turned his face and kissed him, and strode out.
His self-confidence is not without reason - there are several isolated islands around Shitai County that have been waiting for sale for a long time. Li Yu remembered that Li Muzhi liked the sea and bought them. The land use rights have just been approved. It's all right.
After coaxing the son and coaxing the wife, the money is well spent.Li Yu is imperative, thinking about what his family likes, he calls Zhan Fengyue as soon as he leaves the house, and asks her to send a helicopter to bring the materials over.
It is not an exaggeration to say that Ninagawa is the person who knows Li Yu best. He watched Li Yu walk away with wind, feeling helpless and wanting to laugh.
Ninagawa rested for a while, got up and changed her clothes, went to the window with her mobile phone, and sat down in a place with the best light.
He logged into the Weibo account that had been idle for three years, entered the live broadcast platform, and clicked to start the live broadcast.
The first viewer soon appeared in the live broadcast room. Ninagawa watched the number next to the eye icon rise slowly, and her heart swelled strangely. The sense of vanity was like a beautifully packaged high-end candy, and everyone knew it was not beneficial. But still willing to spend a lot of money for it.
"Long time no see, I didn't expect someone to remember me." Ninagawa looked at herself in the camera.
Comments scroll one by one in the lower left corner of the screen:
See you soon! !
Another Lifetime series?
Grandma, watch it! The po master you follow is live! !
my cub! ! !
Lianlian Lianlian, are you okay?Where did you go?
You can't say you're going to have a baby, can you?Ninagawa replied vaguely, "I'm recuperating."
He held his chin to browse through the constantly updated comments, thought for a while, and decided to explain from the beginning:
"Three years ago, I committed suicide in a hurry and disappeared in a hurry. I never gave you a clear explanation, so I plan to be here today and explain everything clearly."
"I have never been in a relationship with Su Wanjia. I am gay and have a boyfriend who has been dating for a long time."
There was a pause in the comments, and then the frantic scrolling began.
Is it the captain?
Second brother?
Maknay? !
Fang Jia! !Yes or no! ! !
Ninagawa smiled apologetically: "Don't guess...my boyfriend is not a member of the team, no one got the real CP."
"I know what it means to be a cp fan, and I also know that I have a lot of cp fans," he said after thinking about it for a while, "so of course I also understand that if my boyfriend is a teammate, then my attitude when I come out today should be It would be more respectable."
"My boyfriend..." Ninagawa said about Li Yu, his expression became a bit bitter, "He is an insider, not specific, and hurt me, 15 years older than me, I am not suitable for him , or it is very inappropriate, many people are trying to dissuade him, but I think, I will not leave him."
How many years? 15 years?It's been 15 years since we first met, and it's been 12 years if you don't count the three years of separation. In 12 years, even the zodiac can be changed for a round.
Ninagawa realized that maybe he would never be able to separate from Li Yu in his whole life.
"I never thought of leaving him, not even for a day." He shook his head with a somewhat haughty expression.
It was Li Yu who reached out to him when he was struggling, it was Li Yu who pulled him out of the bottomless darkness, and it was Li Yu who made him see the light shining on him for the first time.
"Maybe that person just looked at me pitifully, and maybe when he helped me, his mood was no different from saving a stray kitten or dog on the street, but that was already a rare warmth in my life, and I wanted to repay it to the best of my ability. Him, it has nothing to do with him, I just want to be worthy of my heart."
Ninagawa said these self-moving nonsense with a calm heart. He seemed so calm that people ignored it. This is a love that can never be balanced.
He didn't do anything, just like a surrenderist, he watched all this happen calmly, watched one wound after another on his body calmly, watched Li Yu gain the upper hand calmly, watched him lose his mind little by little, little by little. Invading the opponent's posture that has been lowered into the dust.
Ninagawa stumbled and said a new word learned a few days ago: "We are like scumbags, right?"
"Scum is scum, cheap is cheap, there is nothing to distinguish, and I don't think I did something wrong."
He slumped his shoulders hard, let out a long breath, and smiled brightly and beautifully: "At least for now, I can be cheap and comfortable."
Ninagawa insisted on taking a bath before she was willing to rest, but Li Yu couldn't resist him, so she had to stay with him. The two hadn't seen each other for three years, and they treated each other frankly as soon as they met, and no one felt embarrassed.
Ningagawa took off his clothes and soaked in the hot water, and leaned on Li Yu's chest. He looked at his body submerged in the water, with a white protruding scar on his abdomen. live.
Li Yu held his arm: "Does it hurt?"
Ninagawa gritted her teeth and struggled away: "It doesn't hurt when you bully me."
"After I left you, this heart has been sick for a long time."
He turned his arm over, revealing a fine knife mark: "When I was sick, I seemed to become another person. I became very bad and ungrateful. I hurt my friends again and again. The way they looked at me Always pity and disappointment."
"If this continues, they will leave me, just like you." He said aggrievedly, "I have no other choice but to hurt myself like this. In fact, it really hurts, and I will leave ugly scar."
"It's been three years, and my illness hasn't gotten better, and I don't even remember how to dance." He lay in the water with scars all over his body, and looked at Li Yu tearfully, "It's bad, right? I... "
"Stop talking." Li Yu couldn't bear to listen any longer.
He carefully hugged Ninagawa to the bathtub, moved a chair from the outside to let him sit down, found a clean bath towel, started from his hair, and wiped off the water droplets on it little by little.
Li Yu half-kneeled on the wet and cold tiles, looking up at this body riddled with holes.
"I mean, I'm very bad now, even worse than before." Ninagawa said incoherently.
After the skin has scars, the texture will become a little different. Li Yu wiped the water droplets that condensed on it, and felt his sadness inch by inch through the intertwined texture.
In the end, Li Yu wrapped Ninagawa in a bath towel, and lowered his head in front of him: "It's my fault, it's all my fault."
Ninagawa didn't respond, and stood up slowly with the help of the sink, walked out of the bathroom, and sat on the side of the bed. He didn't have the strength to tear off the bath towel, and just lay down under the quilt.
Li Yu lay down after him, Ninagawa pressed against his back tightly, and said in a stern voice: "Don't turn around, I'm afraid."
He clearly felt the trembling of the other body, and explained with distress: "I want to hug you."
Ninagawa refused with a crying voice: "No, don't hug."
Li Yu had no choice but to remain motionless as his meat pad. Unexpectedly, after a long time, Ninagawa was still trembling non-stop. Go down and pat the round ass lightly.
Ninagawa couldn't hide, she lowered her head and whispered softly.
Li Yu leaned forward and discussed with him in a good voice: "Don't make yourself angry with me, I beg you, okay? Little ancestor?"
Ninagawa leaned against the man's bare chest, his face was burning hot, and his heart was beating fast. He suspected that Li Yu had also heard his own heartbeat. He wanted to escape but was reluctant, and became even more flustered.
Li Yu hugged Ninagawa's waist tightly, leaned down to kiss his side face, the little lover shyly hid back, when Li Yu kissed her, one eye blinked, his eyes flickered, looking pitiful and cute.
Li Yu pressed against his ear, and asked in a low voice: "Give me another chance, okay? I know I'm an asshole, I've done a lot of things to make you sad, and turned you into this, you just treat it as... Just think that I want to be responsible for you once, come back to me, I will take care of you, love you like before, is that okay?"
Ninagawa inspected his expression, trying to discern how much sincerity and what was false. After a long time, he smiled wryly and shook his head: "You clearly know that I still love you, as long as you keep begging me, I will agree to anything, but you still have to Come and ask me this hypocritically."
Li Yu repeated over and over again dejectedly: "As long as you are willing to come with me, I am willing to do anything, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."
"But you make it difficult for me." Ninagawa carefully kissed Li Yu's eyes.
He turned his head to look out the window and said, "Otherwise, let's do this."
"I want a dignified and grand proposal ceremony, right here on the Lion Stage, right away." Ninagawa pushed Li Yu's arm, "I only give you one day, at this time tomorrow, you come here to find me, Take me to see your heart, if you can move me, I will go with you."
Li Yu was short of love and heart, and his mind was still lacking, but he was not short of money. Hearing what Ninagawa said, he jumped up excitedly: "Really?"
Ninagawa nodded silently.
"Okay, wait for me."
Li Yuxi couldn't help it, turned his face and kissed him, and strode out.
His self-confidence is not without reason - there are several isolated islands around Shitai County that have been waiting for sale for a long time. Li Yu remembered that Li Muzhi liked the sea and bought them. The land use rights have just been approved. It's all right.
After coaxing the son and coaxing the wife, the money is well spent.Li Yu is imperative, thinking about what his family likes, he calls Zhan Fengyue as soon as he leaves the house, and asks her to send a helicopter to bring the materials over.
It is not an exaggeration to say that Ninagawa is the person who knows Li Yu best. He watched Li Yu walk away with wind, feeling helpless and wanting to laugh.
Ninagawa rested for a while, got up and changed her clothes, went to the window with her mobile phone, and sat down in a place with the best light.
He logged into the Weibo account that had been idle for three years, entered the live broadcast platform, and clicked to start the live broadcast.
The first viewer soon appeared in the live broadcast room. Ninagawa watched the number next to the eye icon rise slowly, and her heart swelled strangely. The sense of vanity was like a beautifully packaged high-end candy, and everyone knew it was not beneficial. But still willing to spend a lot of money for it.
"Long time no see, I didn't expect someone to remember me." Ninagawa looked at herself in the camera.
Comments scroll one by one in the lower left corner of the screen:
See you soon! !
Another Lifetime series?
Grandma, watch it! The po master you follow is live! !
my cub! ! !
Lianlian Lianlian, are you okay?Where did you go?
You can't say you're going to have a baby, can you?Ninagawa replied vaguely, "I'm recuperating."
He held his chin to browse through the constantly updated comments, thought for a while, and decided to explain from the beginning:
"Three years ago, I committed suicide in a hurry and disappeared in a hurry. I never gave you a clear explanation, so I plan to be here today and explain everything clearly."
"I have never been in a relationship with Su Wanjia. I am gay and have a boyfriend who has been dating for a long time."
There was a pause in the comments, and then the frantic scrolling began.
Is it the captain?
Second brother?
Maknay? !
Fang Jia! !Yes or no! ! !
Ninagawa smiled apologetically: "Don't guess...my boyfriend is not a member of the team, no one got the real CP."
"I know what it means to be a cp fan, and I also know that I have a lot of cp fans," he said after thinking about it for a while, "so of course I also understand that if my boyfriend is a teammate, then my attitude when I come out today should be It would be more respectable."
"My boyfriend..." Ninagawa said about Li Yu, his expression became a bit bitter, "He is an insider, not specific, and hurt me, 15 years older than me, I am not suitable for him , or it is very inappropriate, many people are trying to dissuade him, but I think, I will not leave him."
How many years? 15 years?It's been 15 years since we first met, and it's been 12 years if you don't count the three years of separation. In 12 years, even the zodiac can be changed for a round.
Ninagawa realized that maybe he would never be able to separate from Li Yu in his whole life.
"I never thought of leaving him, not even for a day." He shook his head with a somewhat haughty expression.
It was Li Yu who reached out to him when he was struggling, it was Li Yu who pulled him out of the bottomless darkness, and it was Li Yu who made him see the light shining on him for the first time.
"Maybe that person just looked at me pitifully, and maybe when he helped me, his mood was no different from saving a stray kitten or dog on the street, but that was already a rare warmth in my life, and I wanted to repay it to the best of my ability. Him, it has nothing to do with him, I just want to be worthy of my heart."
Ninagawa said these self-moving nonsense with a calm heart. He seemed so calm that people ignored it. This is a love that can never be balanced.
He didn't do anything, just like a surrenderist, he watched all this happen calmly, watched one wound after another on his body calmly, watched Li Yu gain the upper hand calmly, watched him lose his mind little by little, little by little. Invading the opponent's posture that has been lowered into the dust.
Ninagawa stumbled and said a new word learned a few days ago: "We are like scumbags, right?"
"Scum is scum, cheap is cheap, there is nothing to distinguish, and I don't think I did something wrong."
He slumped his shoulders hard, let out a long breath, and smiled brightly and beautifully: "At least for now, I can be cheap and comfortable."
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