Don't try to lie to me about falling in love [e-sports]

The news that Gu Chao received from Bian Sui was very brief, at the People's Hospital, followed by a few words soon after.

Random: After the operation, you go back to the club to rest first?I'll go back when I'm done.

Random: Take a taxi and be careful, wait for me.

He did not reply to these two messages.

Gu Chao knew that it was useless for him to go to the hospital, and there was nothing he could do to help him, but his shoulder hurt and his heart hurt, so he just wanted to go and see him and be hugged, so he could leave soon.

But it seems that the weather is not going as planned, and even the road to the city center is blocked.

He was leaning in the back row, the brakes were a bit uncomfortable, and there was a bit of gasoline smell in his nose.

Even the cell phone is about to die.

Everything seems to say, don't go.

But Gu Chao didn't listen.

He wanted to see Bian Sui, even if he took a quick look to make sure that this person was still his, that would be fine.

The car was stuck on the elevated highway for almost half an hour. The driver was the last to brake. He felt motion sickness as if there was something stuck in his throat. Gu Chao endured the pain and got out of the car and went in. He asked the room number at the nurse's station.

He felt pain all over his body, especially the place where Gu Qumei had smashed his left shoulder and left hand, which was already swollen and bruised, which was particularly conspicuous in the summer when he only wore a T-shirt.

A man who looked like a doctor passed by him, and kindly reminded him: "Little classmate, this building is for cardiovascular, and yours is trauma, hurry up and go to the building behind to take a film."

Gu Chao couldn't listen, the elevator in the hospital was too slow for too many people, he couldn't wait, he went straight up the stairs in two steps, and just climbed to the 9th floor.

Zheng Zhonglin has high blood pressure, and he was accompanied by a cerebrovascular attack, and had a slight cerebral hemorrhage. After being rescued, he was still in the intensive care unit, and he stayed outside with Zheng Renxin.

On the corner of the 9th floor, pushing the door is the elevator entrance, he walked a little, and heard that familiar voice that made him miss the whole journey.

Almost had to push the door straight in.

"Let's just say, the old man can't listen at all. He has lived for seven or eighty years, and he doesn't even know that men and men can be together. How can you let him accept it?"

Zheng Renxin: "Okay, let's go straight to the family. Fortunately, I delivered it quickly."

He glanced inside, but didn't say anything.After a while, he asked again, "What about Luo Ziqian, didn't he come?"

"Hey, the old man pouts and shakes from time to time, and rolls his eyes every now and then. If he rolls his eyes and sees him, he must die on the spot."

Zheng Renxin was expressionless, as if he was talking about someone else's business, and his tone was numb: "I drove him away. I told the old man in the emergency room, and he disappeared. Don't show him at our old Zheng's house in the future. Just take a breath."

He glanced at him casually, how could he be so evil.

But Zheng Renxin seemed to be scared: "Don't say I didn't warn you, and don't say anything you shouldn't say in the future. He is old."

"Hmm." He lowered his thin eyelids.

The two stood in the corridor looking in through the window, neither of them looked back.

Bian Sui wanted to smoke a cigarette outside, but Zheng Renxin changed the subject as soon as he found some:

"By the way, what are you going to do about Xiao Gu? You can't hide it."

The hand that was touching the cigarette withdrew again, without speaking.

He didn't know that he could see Gu Chao as long as he walked outside at this time.

An embarrassed Gu Chao who wanted him to feel sorry for him, but didn't dare to approach that ward.

He stood behind, couldn't see Bian Sui's expression clearly, his reaction was a little slow, and he was a little flustered for no reason.

Gu Chao didn't understand, what was the matter between them that needed to be dragged along?

Zheng Renxin glanced at Bian Sui, and said, "I ran wherever I could this month, but the rules are like this. The league official said it was the decision from above, and the entire e-sports industry has to follow suit."

"He didn't. According to the new rules, he cannot participate in all season games."

Gu Chao felt a little itchy in his ears.

The elevator next to it went up and down, and occasionally there was the sound of opening the door, as well as buzzing tinnitus.He heard Zheng Renxin's rambling, and it was a mess.

"When you recruited him, you said he was a substitute, of course you didn't consider any age issue, and no one paid attention to him at that time."

Zheng Renxin said honestly: "In fact, the age card was already very strict last season, but there is no hard and fast rule. I told you to change it, but you insisted not to let him go, saying that it is very important, so In the report materials, I have made it far-fetched."

"But it's different now. There are too many people staring at us. Xiao Gu is not like he used to be who doesn't know everyone. Our own fans have already called him what is he, how old is he, how tall is he, where is he, and where did he go to school? Not to mention those from the B League and other teams."

"The regulations are like this. If you conceal your age, you will be reported. The entire team and he will be suspended." Zheng Renxin said: "I know you love him, but the industry has industry rules. There are still so many people in our club. It is impossible to take such a risk against dead rules again."

Standing and listening, his eyes cast a dark shadow on the glass.

"Think about Lao Ma and Si Tan and Yu Xiaocong. Yu Xiaocong is 20 just like you. There are not two years left in the golden period, and Si Tan is also [-]. I don't need to talk about Lao Ma. I just got out of the suspension period. How long. It's impossible to take the risk all the time."

"Xiao Gu is still young, so it's okay to wait a year to play again. I know you don't want to, but it's not up to you, and you can't say that this year was wasted just to be on a team with him, right?" Zheng Renxin said: "Take care with him." He told his family, they can understand, what are you afraid of."

Bian Pei didn't speak.

He didn't know what he was afraid of either.

It seemed that he was afraid that if he waited too long, Gu Chao would give up this path.Although it's been a year shorter now, he's a little more afraid, and he doesn't want to let go more and more.

Even if Gu Chao doesn't play e-sports, he can still do other things.

You can study abroad, you can go to the high school entrance examination, you can even become a model or dance and sing.He is like a piece of beautiful glass, which has not yet been illuminated by the colorful world.

He wants people to stay with him all the time.

He was afraid that Gu Chao would not want to wait.

But a rule is a rule, a rule that is clearly stipulated in this way, and it is also a rule that is silent in the ward. It binds a person's growth and cannot be separated from it. He can only conform to it and struggle in it.

The age gap is not just a number.

There are also different time trajectories in the future, and different life stages collide with each other.

Bian Sui said, "Wait a little longer."

When Gu Chao left the hospital, the scorching sun that had been rampant for a long time was finally covered by clouds.A bit cloudy, but not rainy.

Very stuffy.

He stood at the door of the hospital, a little confused.Just like the summer of the high school entrance examination, he woke up from the hospital ward, feeling the same.

Don't know where to go.

don't know what to do.

It seems that everything has deviated from the original direction, becoming hideous and beyond recognition.

Suddenly, he felt sorry for more people.

Just like he ran out of the hospital in embarrassment, he found that even if he worked hard, it was not so easy. In fact, it was someone else who was carrying this relationship and moving forward.

What can I do if I go in.

Pai Pai casually said, I'm home, she knows.

Maybe Bian Sui would immediately let go of his family and try his best to comfort him and coax him, just like coaxing a crying child asking for candy.

And he can't do anything.

He couldn't even take him back to Lao Duan's place for a meal.

Gu Chao didn't want this feeling, this stuffy, breathless feeling.

He took a taxi and went to stand near Lao Duan's house for a while. The balcony was empty, and no one was watering the flowers or playing with the birds.

Maybe it's because it's about to rain,

Gu Chao stood there for a while before taking a taxi back to the club.

He was actually a little scared to go back, and he didn't know how to explain it to the other people.It may be because there are too many explanations to explain, and I can't say anything for a while.

Why didn't you come back until now.

Why didn't you say anything about the delay in training.

Why take the risk of getting banned for you.

Why did Bian Sui do this for you.

Along the way, these questions tightly gripped his throat, but when he got to the training hall, Gu Chao found that there was no need for any explanation.

Because Gu Qumei was standing at that door.

She dressed up and re-coiled her hair. A rhinestone hairpin was elegantly pinned at the end of her hair. She changed into a delicate and slim white suit, and she carried a small black crocodile leather bag in her hand.Just like the last time I came here, there was a man with a folder standing next to him.

It seems that this kind of posture is necessary to come here.

In the training hall, Mario just put down his cell phone.It took him half a minute to call Bian Sui for an emergency recall, and as soon as he hung up, he saw Gu Chao.

For a while, he was a little dumb.

Like not knowing what to say.

When the people sitting saw Gu Chao coming in, they all had indescribably surprised expressions on their faces.

Yu Xiaocong is a 24K pure straight man, never expected.

Although Si Tan felt a little bit, Gu Qumei's accusation was obviously very ugly, making people unable to look directly at it for a while.

Even the front desk stood in the corner because Gu Qumei was blocked, looking at Gu Chao with a look of reconsideration.

Familiar and unfamiliar.

Gu Chao didn't dare to look at the most playful and friendly faces on weekdays, he was afraid of seeing any bit of condemnation or disgust from anyone's eyes.

He had a hard time standing up straight.

Gu Qumei glanced at her watch. There were still some unwiped tears at the end of her eyes, but her whole body had changed into an undisputable arrogant posture. Maybe there was a lawyer standing beside her, but her tone was very calm. Out of the previous madness:

"Is he not back yet?"

Mario hummed.

After all, she is Gu Chao's mother. Even with her attitude, several people still remained polite: "He said he will come back soon, you wait."

Gu Qumei's voice was aggressive: "Then tell him, the lawyer has arrived, and I can-"

"Gu Qumei."

Before she finished speaking, she heard Gu Chao standing behind him calling her.

Like calling a stranger.

"I'm going, you get out of here."

Summer showers come suddenly and unreasonably.

A few thunderclaps pierced the hot air that had been dull for a long time, as if to tear a hole and lower the temperature.

It is not too far from the hospital to the club, but there are many traffic lights and zebra crossings on the roads in the urban area.The pedestrians coming and going were like dense raindrops, together with those falling from the sky, wet the windows of the cars that followed.

He felt an indescribable flustered feeling. The moment he received Mario's call, his first reaction was not to ask the other party to call Gu Qumei, but to call Gu Chao three times.

No one picked up.

The car was parked at the crossroads, the already gloomy sky was covered by the overhead, the reflections of concrete and asphalt were all in the corner of the eye, cold and lifeless colors.

A few people crossing the road walked a bit slower, the lights were still on the road cliff, and the big black G drove straight past, making a gust of wind and rain.

Someone seemed to be yelling outside the window, but Bian Sui couldn't take care of it, he ran through a red light, and the phone kept making calls to Gu Chao, but no one answered.

The sound of the rain confused his thoughts. When he arrived at the club, the car door was left open on the side of the road. Bian Sui didn't say a word all the way, and he didn't even stop when he saw the front desk calling him. He kept running in, past Sansan Sitting in the training hall with a few people, running through the restaurant with no one, and finally to the dormitory.

Gu Chao's room was empty.

He stood at the door and called Gu Chao on his mobile phone. His shadow was very long and thin under the lamp.

"Brother Sui..."

Mario stood by the corridor and said, "Xiao Gu left with his mother."

beep.

The phone is still busy.

Bian Sui didn't seem to hear it, only a little trace of rainwater was left on the corridor, and the rest was the sound of footsteps in the gap.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the hotter it was, the more it wanted to vent. The windshield wipers seemed to be hitting an endless waterfall, and the eyes were blurred.

The accompanying car stopped in front of the villa.

The lights were on inside, but no one was there.

He looked through the same window as at noon, the floor-to-ceiling window where he could see balloons and cakes, but what he saw was a mess.

No warmth, no celebration.

There was only glass shards on the floor, an unrecognizable cake that was overturned on the ground, two chairs lying on the ground, a broken tablet and a few plates.

Why was he so relieved to let Gu Chao go back alone?

There was already a row of messages on WeChat, all of which were sent by him on the road.The rain fell on the screen, and the tactile sensation became weak. He pressed the phone and kept turning it forward. He didn't know when something went wrong.

He seemed to be on the wrong channel with Gu Chao.

The other party was worried and endured, as if he didn't know.

It's like he didn't know why Gu Qumei knew it in just a few hours, why Gu Chao didn't tell him anything, why he left.

Bian Sui drove the car, searching like crazy.The bungalow during the Chinese New Year, the school gate, the house he has not given away, and the downstairs of the old Duan's house.

Bian Sui drove for a long time in this densely packed neighborhood, and when he called Gu Chao again, the sound of the phone being turned off.After receiving Mario's call, he didn't seem to have time to say a word, he didn't even have time to say something to Gu Qumei, everything seemed to be over at a certain point of time that he didn't know.

Gu Chao didn't even let him participate in this farce.

The sound of rain fell from evening to night.

He finally waited for Lao Duan at the gate of the community, and when he saw him walking over with vegetables and a vest under the umbrella, he suddenly remembered that it seemed that Gu Chao hadn't mentioned coming over for dinner for more than a month thing.

And when he rolled down the car window to meet the other person's eyes, the flustered feeling made his scalp tingle again.

Bian Sui never believed that Gu Chao would leave for no reason.

But he was suddenly afraid, maybe the reason had already existed, but he hadn't discovered it yet.

At around 11 o'clock in the evening, Zheng Renxin called and said that Zheng Zhonglin had woken up.He probably knew what happened from Yu Xiaocong, so he just asked in a low voice, "Did you find it?"

Bian Sui opened his mouth and said the first word in a long time:

"No."

His voice was very hoarse, and Zheng Renxin didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only call him over to have a bite of food first: "Do you want to come to the hospital first? Maybe it was because his mother called him cruel all of a sudden, and lost his temper, wait for him to calm down, maybe he will come back tomorrow."

With a "hmm" sound.

But he knew that Gu Chao was not someone who would have such a temper with him.

Maybe he still had some hope, so he drove the car back to the hospital, and then sent Gu Chao a location. When he went upstairs, half a day had passed, and Zheng Zhonglin was out of danger, and was transferred to a single room in the general ward.

He was not familiar with the floors of the hospital, and he was sleepy and didn't want to think much, so he took the bed card that Zheng Renxin had photographed and went to the nurse's station to ask.

The yawning nurse took a look and said, "Here, the building at the back. Tell your family members, don't be confused and run around."

Bian Sui didn't know if he was a little sensitive now, he frowned: "A family member?"

The nurse on duty bowed her head and continued to write the record sheet, and said, "Yes, there is another person who came to ask in the afternoon. She looks pretty, is it from your family?"

"I'm quite impressed. His body is bruised and purple, and he won't go to the orthopedics department. Hurry up and let him take a film when he has time."

White and green lights came from the door of the emergency exit, people came in and out, and the night wind blew in from time to time.

Bian Sui felt cold.

This sentence, this scene.

Later, it appeared many times in his dreams.

It seemed that this was the closest he was to Gu Chao this summer.

He suddenly realized that he was like a stupid lover, a dull spinning top, who never thought that Gu Chao would come here, and wanted to come to him when he was sad.

He is like a big bear falling in love for the first time, pulling out all kinds of the best honey from the tree hole, thinking that he is strong and has taken care of everything.

In fact, he didn't know Gu Chao at all.

作者有话要说：晚了晚了，明天加更补回来。感谢在2020-04-0322:36:24~2020-04-0422:14:18期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 4 glutinous rice balls;

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