Accidentally became his white moonlight

Lin Xiatian looked out the window and found that the surrounding roads were very strange, not like the way back to the company dormitory.

The driver didn't ask, but Lin Xiaxia knew that Uncle Chen knew how to get to the company's apartment, and he was familiar with the way there, even the corners in the alley. When he took Lin Ting's car back yesterday, Lin Xia Tian found out. At that time, he was still guessing and confused. Now that he thinks about it, it turned out that it was because Wu Hao also lived there.

I sent myself back yesterday, so I probably happened to drop by to see Wu Hao...

"Young master, do you want to go back to the company's residence or...?" When the car reached a fork in the road, the driver asked cautiously under his throat.

"Go to Yulin Road."

Lin Xia was stunned for a moment, and stopped his thoughts in time.

Yulin Road... I saw it on the signboard at the entrance of the company this morning, and Kairui Entertainment is on that road.

But Kerry lives in the opposite direction from him.

Seeing that the car was about to climb up the elevated highway, Lin Xiatian rushed over to grab the front seat, and said anxiously: "Uncle Chen! Yulin Road is a bit far from the company, why don't you just put me down here, and I'll take a taxi back by myself." alright."

The driver glanced at Lin Ting's face from the rearview mirror, and saw that he didn't speak, so he knew what he meant. He didn't dare to answer Lin Xiaxia, but stepped on the accelerator, accelerated and drove the car straight onto the viaduct.

"..."

Lin Ting said lightly: "It's too late today, so stay with me."

The voice is not high, but the tone is undeniably tough.

Lin Xiaxia sat back in embarrassment, squeezed his fingers, and said in a low voice: "But the company has a meeting very early tomorrow morning..."

"Let Lao Chen see you off."

The driver, Lao Chen, laughed cooperatively, and responded bravely, "Don't worry, Er Shao, I will be waiting at the door at five o'clock tomorrow morning, and I must not let you be late. Tell me what time, and I will send you there on time. .”

"Don't bother..." Lin Xiatian pulled up her lips, grinned and smiled at Lin Ting, "It's very convenient for me to go back now, after I get off the elevated road Cars are also available..."

"Lin Xiatian."

"Ah." When he was talking seriously and was suddenly called on, Lin Xiatian subconsciously raised his head, and sat up straight by the way.

His expression was dazed for a moment, like a rabbit listening to something in the distance with his ears open, with his hands spread out, Fang Fang was resting on his knees, his dry and soft hair was still following his movements It tilted up for a while, and then slowly fell back to the front of the forehead limply, looking extremely docile.

Lin Ting paused, his quiet eyes flickering slightly.

Finding that Lin Ting called him and didn't speak, Lin Xia raised his index finger inexplicably and scratched the back of his head.

He observed it for a while and still didn't understand why, so he just picked up what he hadn't finished and continued, "Um, when I get off the bridge, find a place where I can park and throw me on the side of the road..."

Lin Ting raised his eyelids, "Shut up."

"..."

I don't know if it's because his mentality is too good, but Lin Xia's first reaction was that Lin Ting's voice sounded much gentler than before.

Only then did he realize what Lin Ting said last time.

Oh, Lin Ting told him to shut up, so it seems that the tenderness he felt just now must be an illusion.

It would be really weird if Lin Ting spoke softly to him, Lin Xiaxia thought bitterly.

That’s right, it’s not easy for him to talk to Lin Ting anyway, he has to rack his brains to think about every sentence before he says it, even if he says something wrong and step on a thunder, now that Lin Ting doesn’t let him speak, he feels relaxed.

If you can't get out of the car halfway, just wait for the car to drive downstairs, and run out while getting off the car. Anyway, he has done a lot of stupid things in front of Lin Ting, and there is nothing left now The face is worth holding on to.

Unexpectedly, Lin Ting took the initiative to talk to him again.

"The old man is ill, and it will be Chinese New Year in one month. When the time comes, bring some gifts back to greet him, and meet the elders in the family by the way. Don't let people think that the children taught by the Lin family don't know how to be polite."

"Grandpa..." Lin Xiaxia carefully considered his words, and said softly, "Is your health not feeling well?"

"Yeah." Lin Ting said, "I won't make it through next spring."

When he said this, his tone was still flat and alienated, with almost no ups and downs. Although he was talking about his grandfather who had valued him the most in the past, his words seemed too calm and frigid.

"I, I'd better wait until the next year...to visit again." Seeing Lin Ting's gaze, Lin Xiaxia hurriedly lowered his head, his eyes shrank to avoid meeting his gaze, "I don't have time for Chinese New Year this year... .”

As soon as this sentence came out, Lin Xia knew that he must have said something wrong again.

Because just now... at least on the surface, it seems that there has been a little bit of harmonious atmosphere, but after this sentence, it suddenly becomes condensed.

Even the last bit of warmth on the surface disappeared.

"No time?" Lin Ting's face turned cold visibly, "At the beginning, you dropped out of school without anyone's consent, and left home with your belongings..."

Lin Xiaxia's heart skipped a beat.

This is the last topic they can't bring up.

In Lin Xiaxia's heart, this is almost a scar that he would never dare to face directly. He thought that these things would be tacitly rotted in their respective hearts, but he did not expect Lin Ting to pick it up so lightly.

Still in the presence of two outsiders...

Lin Ting's eyes were dark, and his tone was extremely cold, "Do you still remember that you are from the Lin family, you have been out in the field for more than three years, and you dare to be absent from the New Year banquet that everyone in the family has to attend, how much face do you have? "

Lin Xiatian squeezed the flesh in the palm of his hand, trying his best to endure, "I didn't do it on purpose, I really don't have time, I have to train..."

"Don't make excuses."

Lin Ting sneered, "You don't have time, why does Wu Hao come here every year to participate? If he can spare time, he can't be partial to you."

"It's also the Lin family, and it's also a trainee in a company. They also don't have the slightest reputation. Why do you think you are more expensive than others? The family reunion dinner at home requires the whole family to come downstairs to invite you back in person?"

Lin Xiaxia opened his eyes wide, because he was so shocked that he couldn't even speak for a while.

How could he... how could he say such a thing?

In the past few years, there are days when I can't go home...

Walking out of the comfortable campus, a person is patiently persevering outside...

Even though I know I have no talent, even if I don't like this kind of life at all, I still don't dare to relax for a moment and train every day...

Was it his own will?

Could it be... is it that he himself doesn't want to go back?

Lin Xia was silent for a while, then raised his hand to wipe his eyes, he thought he was going to cry, but unexpectedly found that he was laughing.

Why are you laughing?

He didn't understand it himself, he thought, probably because he was ridiculous.

How ridiculous, those sad and grievances that are carefully hidden in my heart and dare not touch, turned out to be like this in the eyes of the people I care about the most...

Out of season, I don't know the etiquette.

Lin Xiaxia didn't say that he was actually ready to go back for the Spring Festival in the first year after the year he left home.

That afternoon he went to the mall, took almost all of his wages, and carefully selected New Year's gifts for his family. He was sitting on the bus back to the Lin family's mansion. He had already arrived near Beiyuan Mountain, but he received a call from his mother. Telephone.

As soon as it was connected, it was an angry reprimand.

Lin Xiaxia explained that he was already on his way and would arrive soon, but his mother acted as if she had never heard of it, and said a lot of ugly words.

Lin Xiatian explained carefully at first, but after listening for a while, he understood that the call from his mother was not out of concern as he thought.

Lin Xia got used to it a long time ago.Probably since I can remember, as long as my mother has experienced troubles outside, she will vent all the malicious and negative emotions on him when she returns home.

At this time, Lin Xiaxia didn't need to speak, and couldn't speak, because all her mother needed was a tree hole where she could vent her insults, a punching bag that wouldn't fight back.

If he had any intention of refuting, what he got would be even crazier insults.

The new Mrs. Lin who is gentle and generous in the eyes of others, in the eyes of Lin Xiaxia, is where all the fears of childhood are.

So Lin Xiaxia stopped talking, and he listened silently to the shrill female voice on the phone until his mother calmed down and asked him again when he would arrive.

Lin Xiaxia said, soon.

The mother said displeasedly that the illegitimate younger brother brought back by Lin Ting had already arrived, and he had greeted Lin Ting all over the room just now, and now he was talking happily with Father Lin again.

Lin Xiaxia didn't know what to say, so he hummed lightly.

But I don't know where this response touched the thorn in my mother's heart, and the scolding was poured down on my face again.

"I can't get used to your useless appearance! Those who are not good enough to make things worse, and illegitimate children with no name and no distinction can get on the stage better than you. No wonder Lin Ting can bring people back. If I had a choice, I would do it too." ..."

Lin Xia Tian didn't remember how he hung up the phone, but he only remembered that he was standing alone by the forest in Beiyuan Mountain, looking at the long road in the distance, and shed tears very spinelessly.

He would no longer suffer from his mother's verbal scolding for a long time. He originally thought that no matter how harsh the words were, he would gradually get used to them.

But then he discovered that it was not for this reason at all.

Not at all.

No one is like an iron wall. No matter how indestructible a stone is, water droplets can penetrate it after a long time. The reason why he can slowly put these words in his ears is because he had an older brother at that time.

Lin Xiaxia thought that since then, he had an older brother. Even if everyone looked down on him, at least there was such a relative in this world. He really existed and really cared about him.

But not anymore.

Lin Xia thought about it and laughed again.

Since there is already nothing left, what's the use of holding on to it all by myself tremblingly and unwilling to give up?

After staying in the Lin family carefully for so many years, walking on eggshells every day, no one dared to offend, but in the end he was no match for a Wu Hao who appeared suddenly... This is a fact that has long been known to the heart.

What's the point of gritting your teeth and being unwilling to let go?

It's like the last straw that breaks the camel's back. Once the string of reason is broken, it seems that there is nothing left to take care of.

Lin Xiatian raised his eyelashes and said softly, "You're right."

"How can I compare to him, Jin Gui? I am a worthless person. Rather than go back and block people's eyes, I would rather hide far away. There is still some self-knowledge..."

The atmosphere in the car was condensed to suffocation.

The two people in the front seat couldn't help but breathe lightly, hardly daring to look up at Lin Ting's face in the rearview mirror.

Lin Xiaxia didn't seem to feel the strangeness of the atmosphere at all, and said softly: "Boss Lin is usually busy with affairs, so I'm afraid he won't have a chance to relax."

"It's just right." He smiled, his smile was particularly bright, but there was a heart-pounding sadness for no reason, "Today you have a showman in your car. His skills are nothing, and he is not as expensive as others, but he is better than his status. Despicable, shameless."

"I can sing and dance a little bit, um, but the space here is too small and I can't use it well..."

"Why don't I sing you a song?"

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