Beyond The Outline

They didn't bring umbrellas when they went out, but fortunately, it's not raining much now.

Shao Zhan took off his coat and put it on Xu Sheng's head: "Put the hat on."

The morning rush hour passed, and the number of pedestrians waiting for the bus at the station was much less. Just now, Xu Sheng didn't want to go home directly. The temperature of his hands was as cold as today's weather. Rubbing the back of his hand lightly, he called out "Brother" again.

"Brother," Xu Sheng was wearing Shao Zhan's clothes when he came here, and now he is wearing Shao Zhan's clothes to hide from the rain. Zhan said with his hand, "Can I call now? Can I go to your house?"

Shao Zhan's house is more convenient and there is no one there.

When Shao Zhan was running out of the warehouse just now, he still remembered to tell Xu Sheng about the overturned car. Through the pattering rain, he met Xu Sheng's eyes and forgot everything.

"Yes," Shao Zhan said, "I have a request."

"?"

"Don't cry about your hand hurting today."

"..."

Hold.

Xu Sheng recalled the scene and picture of "hand pain" in almost a second.

Xu Sheng is not very familiar with Shao Zhan's house now, walking in front of them familiarly, as if he was returning to his own home, he wanted to touch the key, but found that he was not "Shao Zhan" now, so he raised his chin and said, "Open the door. "

Shao Zhan glanced at him: "Whose house is this?"

Xu Sheng: "Isn't your home my home?"

As soon as the door opened, it was unclear who approached whom first, Shao Zhan pressed Xu Sheng against the wall, Xu Sheng naturally took the initiative to move forward, almost at the same time - after the previous experience, Xu Sheng learned to turn against the guest , although he usually looks like he seldom cheers up, if he really wants to move, the energy in his body is not weaker than Shao Zhan's.

Xu Sheng opened his eyes and looked at him unabashedly: "Kiss?"

Xu Sheng inserted his fingers shallowly into Shao Zhan's hair, and held him close to him, uncontrollably feeling a strong sense of unreality.The experience of Lei Sheng and the body swap was like a wonderful dream, but the second he touched Shao Zhan, with his lips and teeth intertwined, he grasped the reality.

The kiss was still incoherent.

Driven entirely by instinct, water droplets fell down the broken hair on the forehead, and the cold rain was mixed with the youthful and passionate kiss. The coolness was fleeting, and finally burned into a ball of fire.

The two of them came back in the rain all the way, even though they had coats to block them, the places that could get wet were still drenched.

Shao Zhan almost lost his soul on him, and when his hands touched Xu Sheng's cold waist, he barely regained his senses, and took a step back: "Go take a bath first."

Xu Sheng opened his eyes, the hat slipped back slightly, and the black earrings were exposed, the tips of his ears were unbelievably red but he didn't know it, and tried to continue setting fire: "Together?"

Shao Zhan's knuckle-boned fingers pointed at Xu Sheng's forehead, and pushed him away, fearing that he would catch a cold: "Wash quickly."

Only then did Xu Sheng feel bored, he couldn't move, he leaned back obediently, leaned against the wall and said, "Oh."

Xu Sheng didn't bring a change of clothes. Anyway, he was used to wearing Shao Zhan's clothes recently. After taking a shower, his upper body was naked and his hair was still dripping. He opened the bathroom door and said, "I forgot my clothes. I want to wear them." That shirt in your closet."

Xu Sheng has his own aesthetics, he is not willing to wear every piece of clothing in Shao Zhan's wardrobe, he picks it very carefully.

Shao Zhan asked, "Which one?"

Xu Sheng: "The one with the black tie."

Xu Sheng was very impressed with this dress. It was a simple white shirt, but on the shirt was a black ribbon that served as a "tie".When he was looking through the closet, he was wondering why Shao Zhan had such flamboyant clothes.

It took Shao Zhan a few minutes to realize which one he was talking about: "This is my junior high school uniform, do you really want to wear it?"

The quality of teaching in Nanping is not very good, but the school uniforms are notoriously good-looking. There are two sets of school uniforms, one is sportswear, and the other is this formal shirt.

There are few formal occasions in Nanping Middle School, so he rarely wears this dress.

Xu Sheng became more interested after hearing about "junior high school uniforms".

He took the clothes, lowered his head and bit the keys to put on the clothes, preventing the keys from slipping to the back. The neck line was smooth and beautiful. He didn't bother to tie the black ribbon on the side of this shirt, and let it hang down on the sides.

"Student," Xu Sheng just leaned against the door of the bedroom in disheveled clothes and looked at him, with his collar open, ignorant of the details, and said frivolously, "Which class are you in, let me know you?"

Although Shao Zhan seldom wears this dress, it is representative and still brings back his memories of junior high school.Standing in front of him like this, Xu Sheng really looked like a newly transferred classmate from the next class.

Still kind of ignorant.

Xu Sheng was just joking at first, but when he said this, he turned a corner: "If I can travel through time and space, I will pass through to cover you. Whoever dares to say anything about you, I will beat anyone."

It can also be your friend, family member, lover, and I want to give you everything you lack.

There is no need to travel through time and space, Shao Zhan looked at him and said to himself, you are already here.

Xu Sheng soon realized that it was not a wise decision to wear the school uniform of Shao Zhan's previous school. His hands were prone to pain, and this time not only his hands hurt, but his legs also hurt.

The two have been suppressed for too long, after all, they have experienced days that can be seen but cannot be touched.

When I returned to my body, everything was more pleasing to the eye, and it was also convenient to do something.

Xu Sheng's collar was already open, and there were several buttons left unbuttoned. The deeply sunken collarbone can be seen at a glance. Wearing it is more exciting than not wearing it.The black streamer swayed because of the movement, and one side was wrapped around the neck.

"..."

It wasn't until his legs were worn down that he gave a low "fuck" sound, and said in a hoarse voice, "Can you hurry up."

Shao Zhan lowered his head, his eyes were dim, and his lips fell hard on the corner of Xu Sheng's mouth. His kiss was pressed down without restraint, and then moved down a few inches, biting the boy's protruding Adam's apple through the black ribbon. He said at once: "Little classmate in the class next door, you turned your face and denied you very quickly."

Just now I called my brother, but I didn't care about it after I had a good time.

Before Xu Sheng finally changed into a decent dress and went home, he looked in the mirror and found that his collarbone was red, so he had no choice but to zip up his jacket: "Fuck, can't you bite in another place?"

He planned to go back and talk to Xu Yaping about painting, but he was teased by Shao Zhan, and he forgot how to talk to Xu Yaping about painting when he got home later.

It was some time after Xu Sheng left that Shao Zhan remembered that the car overturned hadn't been mentioned yet. Xu Sheng's reason had been burned out, so he couldn't think of Xu Yaping.

When he remembered this, he called Xu Sheng, and there was a response from the other side of the phone: "Hello, the phone you dialed has been turned off..."

When Xu Sheng got into the car, he realized that his phone was out of battery. Fortunately, he stuffed some change in his pocket when he was going out.

Xu Sheng didn't take the battery life of his phone seriously. He paid attention to Shao Zhan's situation at his home every day, and often received confident feedback from Shao Zhan. He never thought about what would happen to Xu Yaping until he opened the door. , facing Xu Yaping's slightly complicated eyes.

"Mom, why are you sitting on the sofa?" Xu Sheng changed his shoes, his hair was just dry, and two strands of hair were messy, "Did you not sleep well last night?"

Xu Yaping has maintained this posture since yesterday, thinking about a lot of things, and has a lot of things to say to Xu Sheng, but the second personality "Xu Zhan" came out of the bedroom in the morning.

Xu Yaping didn't speak, and looked at Xu Sheng for a long time, Xu Sheng's heart was trembling, he slowly squatted down next to Xu Yaping, the young man put away the edges and corners of his body, and asked her in a calm tone: "What's wrong?"

Xu Yaping was sure in almost a second.

This is Xu Sheng.

Xu Yaping's eyes were slightly red, she didn't know why, she wanted to cry, and wanted to hug him like she did when she was a child: "You're back."

There is a pun, the "come back" in Xu Yaping's mouth does not mean the same as Xu Sheng's understanding of "come back".

Xu Sheng said "um" and said, "It rained suddenly, and the road was delayed."

He didn't know what excuse Shao Zhan used when he went out in the morning, so he could only vaguely mention it.

Xu Sheng was about to say: Mom, I still want to draw.

However, before these words were spoken, Xu Yaping suddenly said, "I'm sorry."

Xu Sheng was stunned.

Xu Yaping turned her head and wiped away her tears with the back of her hand very quickly. Xu Sheng thought it might be an illusion. Xu Yaping said with a choked voice, "If you like painting, go for it."

"..."

Xu Sheng felt that this might really be a hallucination or not.

Xu Yaping went on to say: "What Xu Zhan said is very correct, but it's a pity that mom only understands it now."

Xu Sheng was completely dumbfounded.

Wait a minute, who the hell is Xu Zhan?Where did this inexplicable name come from?

The phrase "painting" that came to his lips came to an abrupt end.

Anyone who has made all the psychological preparations and intends to have a good talk with the parents about the problems that have not been solved before will feel very confused when the parents react in this way.

Xu Sheng didn't even bother to react to the words "If you like painting, just keep painting", he wasn't even in a happy mood.

He vaguely sensed that something happened in this family that he didn't know about.

At the end of Xu Yaping's speech, she was silent for another two seconds before tentatively saying, "If you want, we'd better go to a mental hospital."

Xu Sheng wondered if he heard it wrong.

"This disease has to be cured," Xu Yaping said calmly, "Mom checked it on the Internet, and you can go to a psychiatric hospital for a psychiatric or psychiatric department."

Xu Sheng found that the incident of being struck by lightning this morning was not as exciting as what happened now: "???"

What disease does he need to go to a mental hospital for treatment?

Xu Sheng tried to interject: "No, is this..." There was some misunderstanding.

Xu Yaping: "Although this may be unfair to Xu Zhan, his appearance was an accident. This disease is very complicated. If he persists, it will harm you."

"..."

Xu Sheng suspected that it wasn't him and Shao Zhan who were struck by lightning, but his mother.

"Mom," Xu Sheng finally caught the word 'Zhan' and got up in a daze, "My mobile phone is out of battery, go back to the room to charge first."

After the mobile phone is charged and powered on, the boot interface is displayed on the screen every ten seconds.

Xu Sheng's mind was in a mess, and he entered the wrong password several times.

When he clicked on WeChat, he saw the message Shao Zhan sent an hour ago: Your mother found out yesterday that I am not you.

There is another one behind.

-I said I am your second personality.

Xu Sheng: "..."

Didn't you say something so important earlier?

Xu Sheng's eyes darkened.

Before going home, he thought that the next biggest ordeal would be to convince his mother, but he never thought that the last task left to him was to make him pretend to be crazy.

What else could he do, he could only admit that he was a psychopath.

Xu Sheng put down his phone, and went back to the living room: "Xu, Xu Zhan, you know everything about it?"

Xu Yaping's eyes were red again: "I'm sorry, mom doesn't know, I thought it was for your own good, but I didn't expect—"

Xu Shengxin said that I didn't even think of it.

Xu Sheng said: "Actually, I don't know much about Xu Zhan's personality... But I think it's not a big problem. I don't need to go to a mental hospital, right?"

Xu Yaping insisted: "No, I still have to go and see. I read on the Internet that if this disease does not develop well, the secondary personality will swallow the main personality, and you may sleep in this body forever."

"..."

Xu Sheng and Xu Yaping started a series of discussions on the issue of the mental hospital.

Xu Sheng could only insist on the fantastic rhetoric of "Xu Zhan said goodbye to him and would not come back again", and finally the two agreed that if Xu Zhan appeared again next time, they would go to the hospital to see him.

Xu Yaping: "If he comes out next time, he must go to the hospital."

Xu Sheng experienced the feeling of being a mental patient for the first time, and he said with difficulty: "...OK."

Although Xu Yaping was worried about Xu Sheng's physical problems, she still had a lot of curiosity about "Xu Zhan": "Does the second personality write characters differently? The grades are also different? I have read his test paper, and he seems to have very good grades." good."

Xu Sheng didn't know how to say: "Yes."

Xu Yaping lamented the magic of this world: "Painting also depends on the grades of cultural subjects. You have fallen behind so much, and your current grades——"

Xu Yaping suddenly had a whim, and asked casually, "Can I ask Xu Zhan to take the exam during the exam?"

Xu Sheng: "..."

It's possible, not OK.

When Xu Sheng returned to the room, he let go of the heart he was holding. He was about to talk to Shao Zhan about what happened to the second personality in detail, but when he turned around, he saw the neatly arranged desk. One more thing.

A paper star is embossed on the test paper.

The creases are extremely neat, as if they have been measured with a ruler, so neat that it seems that the project of folding stars has been converted into a standard mathematical formula.

Xu Sheng was stunned for a moment, wondering if Shao Zhan left it for him?

The material is very ordinary, even familiar. Xu Sheng glanced at it again, and remembered that Meng Guowei always liked to use this kind of paper to ask them to write some life insights and future plans in class meetings, and he always handed in blank papers.

Meng Guowei, life perception, future planning.

After these words were combined, some indescribable and wonderful mood suddenly surged up. He put the paper star in his palm, and unraveled it little by little.

Halfway through the dismantling, a few black pen writing appeared in front of him.

It's just that the writing is too sloppy, and it's impossible to tell what it is just by the half of the words.

Xu Sheng guessed the answer.

He opened it to the end, and in his hand was a piece of draft paper cut into long strips, with three characters written in the center of the draft paper: Central Academy of Fine Arts.

Thinking back to the summer, the fan kept turning overhead, and the sun was scorching hot outside the window. After returning from the oasis base, Meng Guowei stood on the podium and said: "Let's calm down in this class, write an essay, my dream..."

"In addition to writing essays, there is also a special session today. Write down the name of your target university, and see if you have achieved your goal when you graduate."

At that time, he was lying on the table planning to sleep, but he didn't write the composition. Before going to bed, he hooked a pen and filled in four words on the paper.