F[YOI Yuri Doujin]

An airport in Russia

"You really don't need us to go together, Rin?" Yuuri Katsuki asked

Rin waved his hand: "No, no, it's good to have Yuri with me."

Victor sighed, and put his arms around Yuuri Katsuki: "My son has grown up, grown up"

...Dad was muttering something that I couldn't understand again.

Rin Nikiforov decided to give up communicating with his father, hugged Katsuki Yuuri, ignored Viktor Nikiforov who was outstretched, turned around and dragged his suitcase to the boarding gate

Viktor Nikiforov: "..."

"Son! You have my last name! T^T"

Rin stopped, turned around and walked back, reaching out to Victor: "Dad"

Victor hugged Rin with a satisfied face, but was soon separated by Yuri

"Don't hold for so long, we're going to be late"

Rin expressionless: "Daddy bye"

Viktor Nikiforov: "..."

What's with this weird sense of failure?

Rinni Kiforov's first senior Grand Prix, second leg, China

After getting off the plane, Rin took a deep breath——

Then he was choked to death

"Cough cough cough..."

Yuri handed him a mask helplessly: "You should pay more attention to the environmental conditions of the destination."

Rin took the mask: "Is there a sandstorm here?"

Before Yuri could speak, a familiar voice came

"It's the smog, a specialty of the imperial capital..."

Rin looked up and waved excitedly: "Guanghong!"

Ji Guanghong was very happy when he saw Rin, but when he turned his head slightly, he saw Yuri with a dark face beside him, and suddenly he felt bad

This demon king can't remember what happened last time...

Ji Guanghong quickly shook his head, expelling this terrible thought, and said to the two: "Come with me next. Let's go to Harbin together."

In the evening, the three finally settled down in a hotel in Harbin

Ji Guanghong knocked on the door of Yuri and Rin's room, carrying the things for training: "Rin, do you want to practice?"

"Hmm... that's fine." Turning around, "Yuri, I'm leaving"

"Well, remember not to practice too much jumping"

"I know!" Rin waved his hand, and went out with Ji Guanghong with his training supplies

"Huh - I was really scared to death." Ji Guanghong patted his chest

Rin was a little surprised: "What's wrong?"

"Because of the time you lived in my house, I've been worried all day. Fortunately, Prisetti didn't argue with me... Ah no, he shouldn't have..."

Rin smiled and waved his hands: "Yuri is so scary—" He fell silent in the middle of the sentence, because he suddenly remembered that kiss

That feeling seems to be still there, Rin only feels numb all over his body, fear and excitement occupy his brain instantly at the same time

"Yeah, he's not scary to you... Rin, Rin?" Ji Guanghong was a little surprised

Rin regained consciousness, blushing a little: "Oh no, it's okay"

During practice, Rin made uncharacteristically frequent mistakes

On the way back, Ji Guanghong was a little worried: "Rin, are you okay? Something's not right since then"

Rin suppressed the feeling in his heart and shook his head vigorously: "I'm fine."

In the short program on the second day, Rin made two mistakes

On the third day of free skating, Rin made a mistake

Final result, Rinni Kiforov, Chinese Grand Prix No.4

On the return flight, both Yuri and Rin were silent

Yuri was the first to break the silence: "...Rin, what's going on this time? I didn't say I would beat you up for the silver medal last time, so you won No.4 this time, right? Even though you barely made it to the final—"

"Yuri." Rin interrupted Yuri, "I'm sorry."

"Since you feel sorry for me, then in the final—"

"No, it's not this..." Rin pressed his fingertips, hesitating a bit, but still spoke

"I...I want to move back first. For the latest practice, don't worry about me. I'm sorry"

Yuri's breath was stagnant, and he leaned forward, staring closely at Rin's eyes: "You want to push me away, don't you?"

Rin's breathing was a little messy: "I..."

Please, don't get so close...

Yuri got up, grabbed Rin's wrist not very gently, and led him to the bathroom

Yuri locked the door and looked at Rin: "What's going on?"

I don't know if my feelings are right...

I can't even be sure

So Yuri, what should I tell you?

Rin closed his eyes: "Don't ask, Yuri"

"How could you not ask!" Yuri roared, "I'm your coach! Shouldn't I know something happened to you!"

"That's right! That's right! You're obviously just my coach! You're just getting closer to Dad!" Rin squatted down in a breakdown: "So why! Why exactly..."

Why do I have such weird feelings for you!

Why did I think about you all the way from Guanghong's words until the game!

As long as you finish your rest and start competing again, you will be just an outsider who has a good relationship with my family!

So why...

Why can you find me wherever I am!

You can know everything why I am thinking!

Why can you forgive me for any mistakes I made!

Why should I care so much about you!

Why do I want to be close to you so much!

Why do I always want to know everything about you!

Someone tell me!

who will...

"Rin..." Yuri looked at Rin who lost control of his emotions in surprise. After a long silence, he said, "...I see. Since this is what you want. Let's...see you in the finals."

Rin who was squatting nodded, Yuri opened the door and went out

"...I'm sorry...I'm sorry, Yuri..."

Tears fell drop by drop on the floor, Rin's eyes blurred

Yuri leaned against the door, raised his head and sighed deeply.

After getting off the plane, the two returned home silently all the way.Rin started to pack his things, Yuri called Victor to explain the situation

Here Victor turned on the speaker, Katsuki Yuuri was also listening worriedly, and asked, "You don't know what happened to Rin?"

Yuri sighed weakly: "Yeah"

The time Viktor and Yuri have spent together is not short, when has he heard such a sigh from Yuri.I felt that something must have happened, so I didn't ask again, just said that I would pick up Rin later.

Yuri hung up the phone, and saw that Rin had packed his luggage, and was standing at the door of the room, looking at him quietly

"... Yuri, I know I'm self-willed... I..." Rin lowered her head and squeezed her fingers

Yuri stepped forward and hugged Rin gently: "I'm sorry, I'm not a qualified coach. You lost the game, I should comfort you instead of blaming you. It's fine if you want to be alone. But I believe that the gold medal in the grand prix must be yours. Both me and your father want to kiss your first gold medal in the senior group."

Rin looked sad, but nodded anyway.

Back to the home where he lived for six years, Victor and Katsuki Yuuri were considerate and didn't ask anything.It also gave Rin time to throw himself on the bed at night and let himself be lost in his thoughts

what is it?This weird feeling...

"... Yuri..." Rin was half asleep and half awake, a tear slipped from the corner of his eye