those people and those things

"I consider you a buddy, and I also want you to be my lover." Shi Ang looked into Tong Hu's eyes and said seriously. "Zilong, the house and the house are all excuses. I really want to be with you." He quickly added, "Of course I will treat Zilong as my own son." Thinking about expressing something, hurry up I donated the things in my bag, only to find that what I was holding was not a bouquet but a handful of Chrysanthemum chrysanthemums, and a cold sweat broke down my back.

One was holding a handful of chrysanthemum chrysanthemums, and the other was silent with a sullen expression. Both of them forgot that there was a Kamiao and Abu beside them.These two people were also helping to pick up the vegetables. Suddenly, one of them was carrying green onions and the other was grabbing coriander. They moved in small steps and tried to disappear.I couldn't let go of my nature of watching the excitement, so I moved behind the electric pole and kept watching the development of the situation covertly.

Tong Hu was silent for a while, and thousands of thoughts had passed through his mind.Looking at it calmly, he admired Shi On and cherished his friendship, but he also felt a little offended anger.Knowing each other for two years, since when did Shi Ang have such thoughts?Isn't it good to just be buddies, why do you have to mention your lover?Recalling a few unintentional close fraternal contacts, did Shi On misunderstand those few times?

Seeing Tong Hu's silence, Shi Ang thought that the other party was thinking about the trade-offs, so he couldn't give him time to figure it out, so he fooled the other party into agreeing first.Immediately threw Chrysanthemum chrysanthemum to hold Tong Hu's hand, "Brother Hu, don't think too much, I never put a label on you."

He blushed a little, but decided to continue, "I have experienced a failed marriage, maybe I was completely disappointed in women, and since then I have never cared about finding a partner. But these two years with you , I realized that what I need is not a wife who has no opinion but a man who can support each other with firm beliefs."

"You also know that I'm in such an environment of intrigue, and I can't get away. Whether it's because I don't want to be rich, or because I still have a sense of responsibility, I really feel tired if I stay in it." Shi On Let go of Tong Hu's hand, and get closer. "When I come home every day, looking at the empty and cold house, I have to sit in the porch for a long time, thinking about what I am for. I am so tired and exhausted every day, rich in material things, but I can't feel a little happiness." Speaking of this, Shi Ang no longer has the intention of fooling people, and his words are full of true feelings. "Having been with you for the past two years, seeing your behavior, I feel more and more inseparable from you. Your house, the two-bedroom apartment you and Zilong have, is like a safe haven for me. Every time I go to your house for dinner, I There is an illusion of 'going home', but there is nothing wrong with the feeling of happiness."

"So, every time I return to my own home from yours, I feel very lost. When I was sitting there changing my shoes, I couldn't help but think, if Brother Hu was here, he would definitely call me to wash my hands and eat supper, Zilong He will come and ask me a few unsolvable questions, how lively it must be." Shi Ang's voice choked up, "I would laugh silly when I thought about it, but when I looked up, there was nothing, nothing. You, without Zilong, are just a house, not a home."

"It's not home..." Shi Ang repeated it again in a low voice, and two lines of tears flowed down.He opened his mouth several times and wanted to continue to say something, but he could no longer fully express what he meant.

Tong Hu listened quietly to Shi Ang's confession. Apart from understanding Shi Ang's sincerity, he was also slightly relieved to find that Shi Ang's reserve had collapsed, and the pressure he had endured for a long time was released at this moment.If people carry it all the time, they will tire themselves out one day. It might be a good thing to vent like this.After a long time, there were no pedestrians on the darkened street, and large flakes of snow began to float in the sky.Tong Hu kept looking at Shi Ang who was crying, without moving or speaking.

When Shi Ang calmed down, Tong Hu opened his mouth:

"Brother Ang, Zilong and I have long regarded you as a family member, but until today, we have never fulfilled our family obligations." He also took a step forward, looked up at Shi On's red and swollen eye sockets, Smiled slightly, "You too, if you feel uncomfortable, you should tell us that you are making jokes and pretending to be happy, how can we use you to coax you." Tong Hu lowered his head again, "Sometimes Zilong falls asleep, and I lie alone Looking at the moon outside on the bed, I also feel empty in my heart, thinking about what to do when I get old. Zilong must be independent after all, that child is smart, and sooner or later he will go outside for the exam, then marry a wife and have children, then I will be a bad old man, But I can’t cause trouble for others. Imagine myself getting old, sitting alone by the window, waiting and looking forward, and finally answered the phone: 'Dad, I won’t go home this year for the New Year’. Just like the TV show Like an advertisement, I hung up the phone, looked at the dishes on the table, and ate slowly by myself. Just thinking about that scene makes me feel very bleak." Tong Hu also had a nasal voice in his words.

"So after hearing what you said today, and thinking about it to myself, it's not incomprehensible..." Before Tong Hu finished speaking, Shi Ang hugged him.

The street lights had been turned on long ago, but the snowflakes were still drifting slowly, falling on the two of them on their heads and shoulders.During the long time due to silence, Tong Hu raised and lowered his hand, and finally put it lightly on Shi On's back.

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"You mean, the principal is catching up with Uncle Tong, right?" Kamiao, who was shivering from the cold behind the telephone pole, asked Aphrodite in a low voice.The beautiful ex-Hua Dan stamped her feet, and concluded mercilessly, "I see them both, there is still more tossing." After saying that, she stuffed coriander into Ka Miao's arms, and detoured away.

"Hey! Abu!" Kamiao chased after two steps, and shouted in a low voice, "What's wrong with you! This scene is all pushed to me?! Abu! Hey!" Looking back at the two, Kamiao Even if you pretend to be crazy and foolish, you still know the reason not to bother, but the green onions and coriander... Well, you two must not be in the mood to cook tonight.

Thinking about this, Camus also followed the route of Aphrodite's retreat, and rushed to his own ice cream wholesale point.

New year yo.he thinks.Even the headmaster has found a second spring, so I have to hurry up... But Shura is really incomprehensible, alas...

This year, can I get my wish...

The author has something to say: Middle-aged love at dusk is like this!Then write about the fish and the crab...