those people and those things

六

Once the words have been spoken, there is no reason to take them back.Although Su Lante was afraid that Julian would hear the clue at this moment, he still put on a look of loathing him.Unexpectedly, after hearing what he said, Julian laughed and patted Su Lante on the shoulder:

"You kid, tell me earlier, hahahahaha! Hey, I thought you were too young to see through the world of mortals, but I didn't expect the six roots to be clean, not bad."

Su Lante didn't understand, so Julian narrowed his eyes and approached him: "Actually, not only our class, but also the next class and even another department have a lot of people who have a crush on you. The solo in the military training really won a lot of hearts. As long as you are interested , the girls don't have to tear their skins to snatch you, a great talent."

"What did you say?" Su Lante asked back in disbelief. Julian straightened his school uniform and replied, "Xiao Su, your personality is really awkward. Isn't it because you feel uncomfortable because you have a brother's heart and neglected you? You are much more popular than me. Maybe in the end, you will embrace the beauty earlier than me."

After listening to Su Lante, he understood: the other party didn't realize his intentions, but misunderstood cleverly.So according to Julian's understanding, he acted carefully: "The school rules say that puppy love is not allowed..."

"Rules are meant to be broken!" Julian said proudly, "A youth is not impulsive or makes mistakes, and when he is old, he only has regrets!"

"This is not good..." Su Lante lowered his voice, "Students still focus on learning..."

"I don't know how to work around." Julian replied, shaking his head: "Forget it, you are a good boy through and through, and my aunt has to blame me for bringing you down. How about this, in order not to make you feel lonely and make you feel connected." As happy as I am in love, I..."

Julian turned from directly opposite Su Lante to his side, and wrapped his arms around his friend's waist: "Is it okay to be your wife?"

"Are you sick?!" Su Lante hurriedly pushed Julian away, "We are all men!"

"Isn't there a saying that says, 'A good friend should be a friend's woman when the friend has no woman'!" Julian said with a smile, "If you don't agree, it means that you don't think of me as a good friend! "

What kind of reasoning is this?Su Lante's rationality feels that if this continues, he will definitely be entangled. It is better to fight to the end and cut off all thoughts; but his emotions urge him to seize the opportunity, which was proposed by the other party.

"You...let me think about it..." Su Lante slowly sat down on the ground, with his forehead resting on his knees.

Julian's unexpected visit during the winter vacation made Su Lante face up to the meaning of the boy in his heart for the first time.His affection for Julian began on the bus to the military training ground, and gradually grew in daily getting along.Although Su Lante is young, he is quite well-informed because of his busy schedule.I have seen and been deceived about the tricky * behind the competition system, so I have always had a natural distrust of people since I was a child.But Julian was just the opposite. His undefended siege of the city and the destruction of Surant's high protective wall seemed to stir up the young boy's love.Like an instinct to pursue light, whenever Su Lante saw Julian speaking on the podium, giving lectures to classmates, or assigning activities, he felt an involuntary desire to follow Julian—this A young man who is good at handling things but has no intentions, uses his personality to attract others, has an innate leadership ability, and is destined to stand at the top.

However, Su Lante has always been proud of being Julian's friend. After experiencing the other's first love incident, he had to be re-examined by him.If you really position yourself as Julian's good brother, then when you hear the other party's confession, you will either make jokes or encourage it. The jealousy of your friend who is one step ahead of you on the road to growth is mixed with the joy of being happy for the other party. It is a reasonable feeling.But at that time, Su Lante clearly realized that his heart seemed to be sinking into the depths. No matter how he thought about it afterwards, he couldn't lie to himself about the sinking loss.

A few nights before the start of school, Su Lante lay in bed to sort out his thoughts, and was shocked to realize that love feelings are actually similar to following impulses: they are both unconsciously strong attraction, and both are the desire for response and affirmation.

I thought I could relieve myself by confusing the two emotions for a while, and continue the old friendship with Julian.But on the first day of school, when his friend happily put his arms around his shoulders and expressed his feelings for others, Su Lante found that he could no longer put on a polite smile to deal with it casually.He felt that his friend's laughter was so harsh, and at the same time, he also clearly realized that the most essential difference between love emotion and following impulse lies in the uncontrollable desire for exclusiveness.

In order to let go of this unexpectedly derailed first love, Su Lante adopted a reverse tactic.Because there is really no way to hate Julian, I just hope that in the end, the other party will hate myself first, so that I have no reason to approach, and I will get back on track.It's just that after all the calculations, Julian was unexpectedly obsessed with their friendship.

"Julian, do you have a lot of friends?" Su Lante didn't look up, and asked sullenly, "Don't you tell any friend who doesn't have a girlfriend that you want to be his wife?"

"How is it possible!" Julian knelt in front of Su Lante and rubbed his hair: "You are special, the only one I am willing to say that!"

"Why me?" Soulant asked.

"There's no reason, right? It's like love at first sight. If you see it right, you don't need a reason." Julian replied.

Many years later, Julian and Su Lante recalled the past, and they couldn't help laughing at their own answers when they were young.

Not like love at first sight, but—

It was love at first sight.

*Tricky: Refers to shady activities.