floating snow

How many times can a person wander between life and death?

Hell training ground, with a clear conscience, what is there to be afraid of?

After suffering so much and still not changing their original intentions, their persistence makes people sigh.

Blank.

I caught it, but I couldn't catch it again.

"What do you mean?"

"I don't know how to say it," Shi Yanwen sighed, her eyelids trembled, she looked like she was about to cry, but there was an extremely gentle smile on her face, "Before I came, Yanwen thought that I would be imaginative, come in Then I found out that there was nothing I could think of.”

There is nothing, the book is held in the hand, and the pages are flipped through, but the motivation is gradually lost.

At first glance, it sounds like he is obsessed with the book, but the world in the book is so unpredictable, how can he not think of anything, even if it is a random thought after distraction, unless he doesn't want to.

Or, after being impatient, they lost their way forward.

Su Zhenzhen stepped forward to help him, "Since you've been waiting for two years, why rush at this moment?"

Shi Yanwen avoided it carefully, thought for a while, and said in a tone that even she wasn't sure, "Maybe it's because, in those two years, Yanwen didn't see any hope."

Now he saw hope, and that hope was firmly in his hands, but he had nowhere to start, nothing to do.He doesn't even know what he's looking for, so what's the use of wasting time here?But that was the only glimmer of hope he saw after coming here, and he couldn't bear to let go, what should he do?

How to do it?

"..." Su Zhenzhen paused for a moment, but still pulled him up with all his might, the whisk lightly closed the window in front of him, and the huge library fell into darkness in an instant, "You've been here for too long, why don't you go out to get some fresh air?" .”

As soon as the moonlight faded, Shi Yanwen was in a trance for a moment, she gently broke free from his hand, stepped forward, passed Su Huanzhen, it was time for him to go downstairs.

His footsteps were heavy and somewhat messy, but his expression gradually calmed down. Su Zhenzhen nodded secretly, he was a determined person.

When Shi Yanwen went down one floor, the windows on that floor were secretly closed to shut out the moonlight, and their breathing was very soft.

It's just that in a more silent environment, the original small voice will be infinitely amplified, and the feet and sleeves are as heavy as the night.

After reaching the door, Shi Yanwen spoke, "Mr. Bai Lian came back today, is he here to visit Yanwen?"

The hair disappeared with a flick of the fingertips, Su Zhenzhen twirled around, and the eyelids were slightly closed, "It doesn't look like it?"

"Like," Shi Yanwen walked out of the library, taking a deep breath against the cool night wind.He looked at the night sky, and there were layers of blue clouds, floating and lingering, and the dim moonlight gradually revealed its original appearance and became brighter.Shi Yanwen sighed, turned around and said with a smile, "Otherwise, why would Mr. Bai Lian be so dusty that he didn't even drink his saliva, and just went to the library without taking anything. Are you here for a walk?"

"You can tell," Su Zhenzhen looked at him, "Obviously?"

Shi Yanwen opened her lips, the corners of her mouth were dizzy like the aftermath of a lake, and she smiled slightly, "I'll make a cup of tea for Mr. to moisten my dry lips and tongue."

"...That's it," he touched his lips with his hand, and it turned out to be a little dry and peeling. He was really busy, so busy that he couldn't even drink his saliva, so he naturally forgot about it, and couldn't help but chuckle, " Then there will be work.”

"polite."

……

In fact, he didn't have much time to waste, and he shouldn't have come back here just for an irrelevant person. Since Shi Yanwen has entered here, it is unlikely that anything will happen, and he really doesn't need to do this in vain.

He has nothing to worry about.

Even though he was sitting on the Five Lotus Terrace in the Glazed Wonderland right now, he made tea with Shi Yanwen out of nowhere.

Shi Yanwen is not good at tea, although the steps of brewing tea are not bad, but the taste of the brewed tea always lacks so much. Add worry.Shi Yanwen probably also noticed it, and stopped after soaking a pot of poop, so as not to waste the good tea that Su Zhenzhen brought out.

Su really didn't care about it, it's not a waste, although it's slightly inferior to his friends, but it's even worse than tens of millions of people in the world, he thought about it and asked, "What is Yanwen doing?" Haven't been to other places to inquire about news in two years?"

"Sometimes I went out to ask during the shopping festivals in the village, but the ordinary people in the market know very little, and...Yanwen actually doesn't know what to ask."

Su really remembered that this person was always involuntarily confused. After two years, his memory is still chaotic and lost. If it is an ordinary person, it may be difficult to be as orderly as he is.

"The crux of the problem lies in memory," Su Zhenzhen said, "But after two years, I still haven't remembered it, so the medicine must be useless, so it depends on chance."

"Fate?" Shi Yanwen looked down at the tea in the cup and shook her head helplessly, "It seems that my chance is not in the library."

"Maybe it's because you are too far away from this world?"

Always standing on the standpoint of an outsider, hesitantly being a bystander, unable to integrate into real feelings, not daring to establish any fate, and without enlightening experience, how can he awaken the hidden truth in his heart?Find the clue that was inexplicably confused, and connect the chaotic memory chapters together?

This truth is not difficult to understand.

Just doing it is often difficult.

"I know," Shi Yanwen said in a bitter voice, "I have also tried to increase the distance, but I always feel that I am out of place."

"Then," Su Zhenzhen paused, stroking the teacup with his thumb, and said slowly, "Do you want to get closer?"

"Ok?"

"Let's start with the library."

Shi Yanwen looked at the person in front of him seriously, with a sincere expression, not fake, "Why did I turn around and return to the library..."

"To integrate into a group, you need to understand the group in advance. Have you ever understood it?"

Of course he did.

Just to what extent?Probably, it's just that there are some famous people here, who are proficient in formations, who can practice across borders, who have extraordinary abilities, who can be found, and who can't be found. Rumors of its words.

The first person he got to know was Su Huanzhen in front of him, a myth beyond compare, a sage admired by the world, but some people said that he was a profit-seeking person with deep scheming.

In fact, if there were no accidents, he would probably come to him, but the initial contact made him wary, so he stopped again.The next chance encounter, he took it as fate, but he didn't know if it was a good fate or a bad fate.

When Qu Shitu came back again, he still had a lot of things in his hands, and he seemed to be in a state of desperation.

When he returned home, he was surprised to find that Shi Yanwen had fallen asleep in the boat again, and he was not surprised to find that this person had frozen into an iceman again.The clothes were wet with dew, and they were tightly attached to the skin. Half of the hair fell into the lotus leaves, and some were on the lotus flowers. It seems that the wind should be very strong last night, so it is normal for the lips to turn purple from the cold. .

Although he has only seen this person wake up in the morning once, but seeing his usual calm appearance, he can more or less guess that this kind of situation should happen from time to time.What's more, there are only two of them in this Liuli Wonderland, and he has a talking partner, so he can't be idle.

So Qu Shitu woke him up without hesitation.

"Shi Yanwen, wake up."

As soon as he finished speaking, Qu Shitu found that the man trembled suddenly, his eyelashes opened tremblingly, very slowly, the autumn water was blue and completely dead.

Qu Shitu frowned slightly, and yelled again, the man's eyes shifted to him, he was stunned for a moment before he realized, sat up while beating his shoulders, and said with a gentle smile in his voice, "Butler Qu, you're back. "

Shi Yanwen looked like he had just woken up from a nightmare, and the water in his black hair was flowing down his forehead and waist, as if he had walked through the heavy rain. ? Or did you get sick? Didn’t you find that your clothes were already wet?”

"Clothes?" Shi Yanwen looked down, the lotus flowers on the corner of the clothes looked as if they had just been plucked, they were crystal clear, and he didn't mind, the luck that he was accustomed to evaporated his body and jumped ashore, "I made you laugh again. "

Qu Shitu was a little speechless, Shi Yanwen's skillful movements reminded him of Su Huanhuan, he shook his sleeve helplessly, and pointed his chin to the pavilion on the bank, "Go and sit there, I'll cook you some medicinal food."

"Need not--"

What Shi Yanwen blurted out was rejection, but Qu Shitu glared, "Go and sit down! I've been working hard for the past few days, so please don't argue with me. I also want to drink some hot soup, that's all."

Then he waved his sleeves and disappeared in front of Shi Yanwen.

Sure enough, it was the butler, both competent and versatile, Shi Yanwen shook his shoulders, couldn't help laughing, and his movements were unexpectedly fast.

Shi Yanwen circled around the fairyland to exercise his muscles and bones, Qu Shitu had already prepared soup in the pavilion, his eyes were like looking at an ignorant child, although judging by his age, it was true.But it also made Shi Yanwen quite embarrassed. This trouble is not big or small.

Qu Shitu looked at him with some invisible hesitation, "You have been here for a few days, and you haven't looked around?"

Shi Yanwen was holding a small bowl, with a smile on his lips, "Yanwen has been in the library for a long time, and was just called out last night, where is there a chance to look around?"

"Su really?"

Shi Yanwen hummed a little, and suddenly exclaimed, "Su really is a very interesting person."

Qu Shitu was a little puzzled for a while because his thinking was too jumpy, "How to say?"

"I just think his attitude is very strange. He looks a little defensive when he is hot and cold. When he observes carefully, he feels a little guilty. It is me who is looking at me, but it is not me. It is obvious that he is deliberately pulling the distance away, but the method he uses is Contrary to his intentions, the detour was too big, which made Yanwen feel trapped in a strange circle. Dare I ask Butler Qu," Shi Yanwen looked at him with a smile, and blinked, "Am I similar to 'Shi Yanwen'? "

This is a question worth pondering, but you can't think too deeply about it. If you think about it too much, you will confuse your feelings and make your own opinions.

"You don't look like you." Qu Shitu deliberately paused for a while to watch his reaction, "There is nothing similar in appearance or force. He is also an admirable person, but he lacks your dusty temperament, and then he became a fighter in martial arts. Victim, too much time has passed, and we don't want to think about it. I'm really sorry if it brings you some discomfort."

"The housekeeper is too worried. Yanwen is just curious. Now it seems that it is really different."

Qu Shitu thought he would breathe a sigh of relief, but his tone sounded regretful, and he asked tentatively, "Do you really hope the same?"

Shi Yanwen admitted indifferently, "It's just a wild guess, but I just hope that this may also become a clue."

In this way, it also made sense, Qu Shitu's face softened, and he laughed, "Ha, you are rushing to the doctor in a hurry, not to mention the person who has disappeared for so long, even if there is a clue, there is no trace."

"Indeed," Shi Yanwen sighed sadly, "how can I say, after all, there are two people, I was confused by myself, how could he know that world."

What Qu Shitu was going to say was instantly choked in his throat, it wasn't that he didn't have words of comfort, it was just that he couldn't say it.Shi Yanwen sighed, but he didn't feel discouraged at all. He was as elegant as a Confucian scholar who was not good at poetry. Although he felt sorry, he didn't look depressed.

Unlike the confusion and anxiety when he came, he seemed to have a goal.

Qu Shitu's eyes flashed, "It seems that Su Huan's real words are much more useful than my old fellow's nonsense."

"Where," Shi Yanwen was amused by him, "Steward, don't say that. If you look at Yanwen in front of you, I'm afraid it's not as good as a childish child. Thank you for your help. Every word is a talk of experience. Where is the nonsense?"

"Since you have the same name as the old man, we should just know each other a long time ago. Why should we be too restrained by age?"

Shi Yanwen nodded, "In this case, Yanwen is overstepping."

Qu Shitu came and went in a hurry, came back in the morning, brought some things to Shi Yanwen, rested for half a day, and left again in the evening.People in this Glazed Wonderland have never seen the whole thing, and Su Zhenzhen is especially busy.

Shi Yanwen asked Qu Shitu the truth about Su Huan, and close friends always know more than outsiders.However, the more Shi Yanwen knows, the more pathetic this person is, life and death, life and death, betrayal, grievance, pain, crusade, forbearance, sacrifice, it is simply a lamp that consumes life all the time, accumulates fatigue but cannot help it. A candle that burns forever.

How blessed is the adversity to have such a person?

That man heard that he went to the desert, so he went with him, and the lively "monkey" in yellow clothes who called him a beauty last time——Qi Tianbian.

Just like the story of Xuanzang from the Eastern Tang Dynasty who went to the West to learn scriptures with Monkey King by his side, it sounds quite interesting, but the danger is difficult to understand.

I only hope that "Tang Monk" can return to Tang Dynasty smoothly.

It's also good for him to "be soaked in Buddha's spirit".

In addition to seeing some powerful exercises in the collection of books in the library, he also accidentally discovered a person whose ability may be of some help to him, but he just needs someone to recommend him. In terms of contacts, there is no one other than Su Su.

As long as he is willing to help...

He should help, right?

Shi Yanwen has a good memory, although he can't be called a photographic memory, but he can still remember the general idea after a few more glances.

It took four to five days to scan the top floor, and the second floor also took four to five days. Apart from the classics that are common in both worlds, there are also some rare autobiographies. For ordinary people, it can be regarded as a terrifying speed.

Shi Yanwen sometimes felt that he was back in a trance when he was a teenager, the time when he was studying in school, quiet and peaceful, carefree.Every time he understands something more and understands the world more, his confusion will become a little bit less.

The collection of books in Liuli Fairyland is not like any ordinary library in the world. There are many records. Shi Yanwen doubts that it must be an isolated copy. Personal evaluation is very pertinent. Moreover, the huge number makes him frightened. aroused great interest.In this way, although there are still nightmares every day, there is always something worth looking forward to.

In this amazing world where gods and ghosts communicate with each other, there are three thousand dharma realms, and there are thousands of ways, there will always be a way, even if it takes endless time, you will always find it.

He just needs to wait for Su Huanzhen to come back, as long as he can get his help.

It's just that he didn't expect that the news he waited for came that Su Zhenzhen went to a different place for a Buddhist relationship, took something, caused a man-made disaster, and then was imprisoned.

The news he waited for came, but there was no news.