floating snow

Lost and found will make it harder to let go.

That's dangerous.

It will make people... lose their minds.

The folding fan spread out like a dovetail, and half of the 32 dental plaques under the thin paper were broken.That's what Xie Fengdi thought when he first saw it—it should be so exquisite that people like it more and more.

Just like a gentleman in white clothes, he is not happy when he sees hunting, but he is full of green hills.

If you have a confidant, you can die without hatred.

But he wants more than just confidantes, Su really has lived for hundreds of years, and there are actually quite a few confidants, Ye Xiaochai, Qu Shitu, Yi Yeshu, his sworn brothers, they are all confidants.

He has got more than one confidant, and he has no regrets in life and death, but there are some emotions that even a confidant cannot understand and give.

but.

He doesn't want to.

Xie Fengdi's fingertips brushed against the edge of the lotus leaf, his expression was tender at one moment, and at the other moment solemn and cold, and finally there was only a weak wry smile left.

Qu Shitu looked like he was about to vomit blood, "You...are you really Su Huanzhen? Why are you so slow? Even if he can't take this fan away from you, is it difficult to destroy it? Since it hasn't been destroyed , that was intentional!"

"Friend," Xie Fengdi lowered his head, "You know Yanwen never called me 'Xie Fengdi'."

In retrospect, Qu Shitu always felt that Xie Fengdi, who said this sentence, was depressed and had hidden deep grievances, but he didn't notice it at the time.

At this moment, Qu Shitu only felt angry, "It's just a name, why should you be confined to it?"

The name is just a code name, of course he knows it, but what is the code name used for?

For Xie Fengdi, it is only used to remind others that his memory has not been recovered, and there is still a gap between the "Su Zhenzhen" in its heyday.But what about Shi Yanwen?What he said was Su Zhenzhen, it was the same in front of himself, and it was no different in front of others, but he used it to remind himself.

Remind yourself to remember Su Zhenzhen, and remember the night when you left from Fudongcheng.

Shi Yanwen is so perceptive and has such a heart, but even so, he never called himself Xie Fengdi, what does this mean?It is not Xie Fengdi who is constrained by symbols, but it is precisely because he is not Xie Fengdi that Xie Fengdi feels even more distressed.

"You have something to say!" Qu Shitu tied a knot between his brows, "Why did you leave the fan behind?"

Xie Fengdi didn't know how to explain it, and he couldn't explain it either. The hand holding the folding fan was careful not to close it.Xie Fengdi had always been steady, but as steady as he was, it took almost all his strength to suppress the restlessness in his heart. He was afraid that his clenched hands would not be able to grasp the strength at all, and the already precarious keepsake would really be smashed to pieces.

"...He didn't want to give it to me, but I took it by chance, so what's the point?"

Qu Shitu couldn't believe his ears, "...do you think you have done less?"

Xie Fengdi's expression suddenly changed, and his right foot suddenly moved forward, "You know? Is it only you who knows or everyone in Fudocheng knows?"

Qu Shitu is Su Huanzhen's confidant, and no one who can become Su Huanzhen's confidant is stupid, let alone Xie Fengdi's reaction, even a fool can see the problem.

He reacted quickly, and the momentary stupefaction disappeared in the depths of his eyes before he could show it. He looked at Su Xuyuan, as if he wanted to say something that should not be known by a third person, suggesting that the young man should stay away.

Su Xuyuan remained silent, and took back the folding fan from Xie Fengdi before leaving, in case Xie Fengdi accidentally destroyed it, Xie Fengdi's face became even worse.

Qu Shitu deliberately stopped for a while, without looking at Xie Fengdi's face, turned around slowly, and then sighed.

"...You really know?"

Qu Shitu nodded unhurriedly.

Xie Fengdi's face turned pale, as if his blood had frozen, "...except you, who else knows?"

"Everyone, everyone has their own guesses."

Clever seizing, not moving the city, not being humane, can make Xie Fengdi flustered until his face changes drastically, and it is also related to Shi Yanwen.

What else could it be?

Just imagine that Su Zhenzhen and Shi Yanwen got along quite happily that day, and the only accident happened that night when Xianshou went to Fudo City.

According to what Xianshou later said, that night Su Zhenzhen was exposed by Juhun Zhuang because of the fact that Su Zhenzhen had concealed it. He fought violently in a rage, but was injured and lost, so there was blood in the hall.

It was precisely because Su Zhenzhen hurt him that Shi Yanwen noticed the abnormality in Su Zhenzhen's body.

There seems to be no problem with this statement on the surface, and Qu Shitu couldn't find any clues from the messy place destroyed by the bow.

However, the way of acting is too unlike Shi Yanwen.

Couldn't it be that the two had some quarrels, or just had a fight, even if Shi Yanwen got angry because of the Juhunzhuang incident, he wouldn't destroy the big side hall because of venting his anger, right?

That day when Shi Yanwen first came out of Fudong City, he encountered Que Chensi being besieged. He was not afraid of the danger, and he reacted instantly and used a trick of "treating him in the same way". To be able to get rid of the strange consciousness and go back to the mountains and forests, it can be said that he has made a great contribution as soon as he went out.

Such a shrewd person, to put it bluntly, the way to go back to the Nine Realms is still in the hands of Su Huanzhen. As long as he doesn't completely lose his mind, he should also understand the reason why people have to bow their heads under the roof.

It must be that Su Huanhuan, possessed by a different consciousness, did something out of the ordinary, which drove him into a rage and lost his mind.

Shi Yanwen is now willing to stay by Xie Fengdi's side and forbears not to say anything. Apart from paying a page of kindness, there are probably two or three reasons why he is restrained by this.So Shi Yanwen should be more eager to help Xie Fengdi recover his memory than the others.

Thinking of this, Qu Shitu couldn't help sighing again, he really didn't do less of what Xie Fengdi said about "tricks", and Qu Shitu didn't wrong him.

It's a pity that the matter is a foregone conclusion, and Qi Wang can only remedy it in the future.

Qu Shitu squinted sideways, Xie Fengdi's delicate and handsome face seemed to have been overturned, his rare helplessness made him look a little pitiful.

"...Xuyuan should have told you about the killing of Moro, right?"

"..."

"You have to restore your memory eventually, and you have to tell him the truth. Now that there is an extra Slaughter Mara, even if he doesn't want to go back one day, he still has to think about his relatives. Then you return this token to him. , it is a tacit agreement that there will be no reason for each other in the end, and there will be no reason to stay in the future. You! You...you have worked so hard to tear apart the memory and accompany him for ten years, and let him go like this, are you really willing?"

At this point, Qu Shitu was helpless.

During the ten years of Shi Yanwen's memory seal, Zhihai has always been accompanied by the memory left by Su Zhenzhen. For ten years, even if it is just a memory, and only accompanied by one person in ten years, the budding feelings are enough to shock people.

However, this memory full of emotions was fully injected into Su Zhenzhen's body in less than three days.

It is precisely because of the sudden return of strong emotions that Su Huanzhen's spiritual consciousness was affected, that is why he did such distracted and emotional things in the thatched pavilion on the day of the Double Ninth Festival.

But Shi Yanwen was different. During those ten years, Shi Yanwen never knew that Su really existed, so how could he bet on someone who didn't exist?Waking up from a big dream, talking about distracted feelings, not even a heartbeat, the word "absolutely" is the word.

Passionate and affectionate, we can see the difference.

That's why Qu Shitu has repeatedly hinted that the people in Fudo City "looked for the right time" to "insinuate" Shi Yanwen.

However, Xie Fengdi's heart is flustered at this moment, and his memory has not been recovered. Even if his memory is recovered, he may not understand his painstaking efforts.At this time, Xie Fengdi was only at a loss for the "well-known" of "something".

Neither men nor women could bear that kind of humiliation, let alone Shi Yanwen's pride?

"So what if you are not reconciled?" Xie Fengdi said, "Do you want Xie to lock him up?"

Qu Shitu almost spat out a mouthful of old blood, and turned around sharply, "Motunbububucheng is not a den of bandits, so can you bring back a man from the village?! I just want you to take advantage of the opportunity! Opportunity! Could it be you? Are you really a child? You don’t even understand the simplest truth of long-term love?”

Children are worried about the old man.

Qu Shitu swallowed his anger and said calmly, "Furthermore, did you forget that there is still a doubtful point in Juhun Village? The most important part of his plight is handled by you. Last time you two suffered and could not Taking into account, this time, do you still want him to go to the danger alone?"

Xie Fengdi took a deep look at Qu Shitu, "...to ask for kindness is no different from taking advantage of the fire."

Qu Shitu's cheeks twitched, and he fell silent suddenly.

Xie Fengdi's situation was not right, he said whatever he wanted, but Xie Fengdi always kept away from Shi Yanwen's matter, it seemed that he wanted to keep a distance from Shi Yanwen from now on.

It seems that no strong medicine will work.

"...There is something that I planned to tell you after you recovered your memory, but now I have to tell you."

What I want to say at this time must be something that can turn things around.

Xie Fengdi didn't really want to hear it.

He thought he was not qualified to keep Yanwen, and he remembered that on the snowy mountain, he reached out to touch Shi Yanwen's ankle, but Shi Yanwen froze.

He has become his nightmare, entangled day and night, if Shi Yanwen wants to live better, he can only keep a distance.

Qu Shitu didn't care about these things, and when the topic changed, a single spark was thrown into Feng Di's heart, regardless of any irreversible consequences in the future, "Why did Juhunzhuang become neither human nor ghost in a difficult situation, and was suppressed by the Dao of Heaven? "

Xie Fengdi's eyes flickered, with an unknown emotion in his chest, "They are full of alien atmosphere, suppressed by the law of heaven, suffering cannot be tolerated, but Yanwen can."

"It's probably because you sealed your memory in him! So he has the breath of this world," Qu Shitu sighed. He is now sure that Xie Fengdi's state is seven or eight percent wrong, "Now he , where does the whole body still have the breath of the Nine Realms? If he goes back, what happens, do I need to elaborate on it?"

Xie Fengdi's dark eyes seemed to be burning with fire, burning his body hot, his silent heart was beating again, but when he thought of what he saw in his dream, his heart that was ready to move became cold again, "Even so, he might not want to be with me. Together."

Qu Shitu stared at him fiercely, as if he wanted to tear his head open to see if it was broken.

Why is this inexplicable that you have no confidence in yourself?Just want to give up?

He knew the person in front of him, if he really decided to give up, then nine out of ten he would really give up.On this point, he is as stubborn and decisive as Shi Yanwen.

So, it is best to kill this idea in the cradle.

"Let me ask you, the snow-capped mountains in the northern region are thousands of miles away, why can you find him so easily?"

Xie Fengdi was stunned.

Qu Shitu continued to ask, "Did someone tell you the route, or is there something pulling you somewhere?"

"...what are you trying to say?"

He wanted to say a lot, but couldn't say a lot.

Qu Shitu kneaded between his brows, and left his words halfway to the edge of his mouth, as if there was something unspeakable, "Xie Fengdi... I can only say that you can't give up on him. If you give up on him, it's like... like in this world." Abandoned him."

This is too strange to say.

Even if Xie Fengdi's state was out of balance, he could still feel that it was too strange. His eyes had changed, darkened and dangerous, and his gentle face suddenly became a little more unfathomable. There will be endless troubles."

Qu Shitu secretly regretted it, of course he knew he couldn't say this, but what Xie Fengdi was going to do was too shocking.

Shi Yanwen's current situation is related to the fate of fate, and Jing Cong made such an oath to see and know, and made an idea that made everyone admire. If Xie Fengdi really kept a distance from him, wouldn't it be right? Shi Yanwen's tricks?

"This...everyone says that people's hearts can be seen over time," Qu Shitu calmly returned to the original topic, "In short, after the fan is repaired, you should keep it for yourself, and you don't have to return it to Shi Yanwen in the future."

Xie Fengdi stared at him without speaking.

Qu Shitu looked distressed, flicked his pale beard and hair in his hands, and then laughed, "Speaking of which, we have been chatting here for more than half an hour, and Xu Yuan has also been waiting for a long time, you..."

Before he finished speaking, a sneer suddenly came from a distance.

For the first time, the young man with demonic energy appeared in front of Xie Fengdi. He passed over his head and threw down a folding fan.

Holding a broken fan in his hand, he smiled half-smile.

"Hey, is it true that the great sage of the Central Plains is Su?" The young man tilted his head, and the corner of his mouth raised a malicious evil smile, "That's it, just half a quarter of an hour ago, this deity kidnapped you about a mile ahead and threw you down!" Baby boy in the mud, come here to make a little deal."

……

It was Foli who awakened Shi Yanwen who was sleeping in deep consciousness. When the consciousness was fully awake, there was no breath of Xie Fengdi in the dream.

Shocked by the dream of the Buddha, Shi Yanwen barely opened his eyes, took a glimpse of the Buddha beads and lay back down again.

The wind is clear and the clouds are scattered, and the reeds are lingering.

The white cloud-like soft smoke flicked gently, holding his breath for a moment, Shi Yanwen raised his eyelids, and Jianlian stepped out.

The center of the river is surrounded by clouds and mist, beside the thatched cottage and waterside pavilion, in the Zhanglong lotus seat, the Buddha sits upright, with a relaxed posture, and his leisurely reflection sways in the water waves.

"This is the first place where my brother and I stayed after we left Fudo City," said Shi Yanwen, dressed in white and with black hair like a weak crown, but her eyes were completely different from the temperament of that body, which was completely different from the vicissitudes of life. I've been here for a few days, but I don't know which sage's residence is left behind, can seniors know?"

The Buddha glanced at the thing in his hand, but said nothing.

Shi Yanwen hurriedly put down her hands and saluted, "Because I'm renting a residence temporarily, I'm a little concerned. It's just that Yanwen was very quiet in those few days, and I never asked my brother about it. If senior doesn't know, don't be embarrassed."

The Buddha is not embarrassed, but has some doubts.

"This is not your dream."

"Senior clearly sees it," Shi Yanwen smiled, looking at the figure of the Buddha sitting cross-legged, his heart gradually calmed down, "This is the square inch of space in Yanwen's consciousness. The lotus platform and the Lingzhu are also mustard seeds that accept all rivers and rivers, and they don't mind where they sit. But Yanwen, as a junior, should think about her seniors, and hope that her seniors will accept her."

"'There is a place of Buddha in my heart, and there are lotus platforms everywhere'," the voice of the Buddha came like waves, Shi Yanwen heard a soft chuckle, and the Buddha raised his hand, "There is no need to salute, sit down."

Shi Yanwen sat down cross-legged.

"Left foot on top of right foot."

"what?"

"Think carefully, breath carefully, feel happy."

"Yes."

"Don't depend on appearance, as if you don't move."

"...Thank you, senior."