floating snow

First of all, this is a fan setting, friends, don't rise to the plot.Doujin is just doujin, and it will always be different from the original. In this derived short story, it’s good for us to enclose ourselves.

Secondly, if there is any ooc, please don't hesitate to enlighten me, thank you sincerely.

Again, if any of your friends choose a thesis topic in senior year, a word of advice-choose early. /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~

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The development of the story is always inseparable from the four parts of "beginning, development, climax, and ending". I will explain them one by one around these parts. If there are any deficiencies, please forgive me.

Shi Yanwen and Su Huan's real relationship is actually divided into three stages.

The first stage is the Mid-Autumn Festival from the Nine Realms to the Misery.

At this initial stage, although the two have no memory, they have a "feeling". They feel that each other is different, so they keep getting closer.Shi Yanwen got close to Su Zhenzhen because he was similar to him, and Su Zhenzhen got close to him because of the apology and appreciation buried in his emotions, so there was an invisible contract and tacit understanding of mutual help.

As for the contradiction, or the abnormal development of feelings, Shi Yanwen first noticed the clues from the attitude of Fudo City and the constant nightmares.The most important thing is that when Shi Yanwen was thinking about the city, he discovered that Su Zhenzhen made the most wrong and undeserved decision based on helping him-bringing him into the immovable city.Where is the moving city?When Fang is on the stage, it is the place where all forces must enter for guarding, attacking, and stalking!Such a place, once integrated, it is difficult to get out!And Su Huanzhen's original purpose should be to help him "find clues to go back", that is to say, he tacitly agreed that Shi Yanwen will leave eventually!

A person who is going to leave after all, why do you bother to cause trouble for him?Why let him be involved in the vortex that is difficult to break free?Why distract him from focusing on finding clues to get back?

Su Huanzhen's decision ran counter to his original intention.

That being the case, Su Huan's trust was greatly reduced.

Shi Yanwen was once the leader of the Central Plains.

And what is a leader?In addition to his highly sought-after personality charm, he must also have the command and coordination ability to see the overall situation, the ability to identify talents, the shrewdness to appoint talents, the indomitable perseverance, and the eyesight to see the key points in the turbulent flow. Judging the situation, being able to bend and stretch!

No matter how well Su Zhenzhen hides it, as long as he is Shi Yanwen, he will definitely find out!Therefore, there is a Mid-Autumn Festival drunk dream discount.

This discount was planned by Shi Yanwen a long time ago. This discount was successful and failed.

His success lies in the incomplete understanding of his own strength, whether it is Su Huanzhen in reality or the memory in his dream.

Shi Yanwen has successfully deceived Su Huanhuan, even Su Huanhuan, the memory carrier in his dream.It should be noted here that the reason why Su Zhenzhen in the dream can be deceived by him is because the memory carrier of the dream has been with him for ten years.

Ten years, more than 3000 days and nights, so much time, this memory has always accompanied Shi Yanwen, watched Shi Yanwen, and guarded Shi Yanwen.So, has the short-lived throbbing from the Nine Realms produced enough "affection" over time?I think it is possible.Moreover, that is Su Huanzhen, a true temperamental person, and also the person who suppresses his emotions the most.If such a person is really emotional, even if the mountains and seas are exhausted, it will be difficult to move half a point!This affection made Su Zhenzhen in the dream unwilling to hide in the corner and watch another more real Su Zhenzhen share the joys and sorrows with him. He walked out and walked to a place where they could not see, with With complicated emotions, he waited for them.

His failure is that he repeated the thing of pushing Songyan, repeating the same trick.

Su Zhenzhen was already wary of the dream, because he saw that the person who prevented Shi Yanwen from understanding the truth of the dream was himself, which is what he meant when he said "I believe in myself".Secondly, Shi Yanwen didn't expect that there was Su Zhenzhen in his dream who had been with him for so long, so long...

Suzhen in the dream knew more about the dream used to seal the memory than Shi Yanwen himself, so he easily found him with another Suzhen.In desperation, they each merged into their own consciousness.

After waking up from the dream, Shi Yanwen suddenly remembered the last scene of the Nine Realms, and remembered that he and Su Zhenzhen had known each other for a long time, and he didn't complain.Even if Juhunzhuang uses that trace of soul to try to control Shi Yanwen, how firm is Shi Yanwen's heart?They can't do it!It took Xi Jianliu five years to do something that he couldn't do. Even if they were full of hostility, they were just ordinary people with distorted consciousness. Of course they couldn't do it!He is so convinced, but in fact?He was more or less influenced.This influence was the voice in the dream, the voice of the child that pretended to be his but did not identify it.

If in the past, the world was Shi Yanwen's biggest weakness, when there is no such world as the Nine Realms, in my opinion, relatives and friends are Shi Yanwen's natural and irresistible weaknesses!

He was panicked by the enemy, and the cruelty of Ku Jiuquan was the evidence, but he couldn't see it, he was worried about his children, and the chaotic memory made him feel insecure, so that he was in danger.Maybe I didn't express it well, but during that time, Shi Yanwen was very flustered. He desperately wanted to see his relatives and return to his own world, so he was overwhelmed by urgency, panic, and anxiety. .

Since Su Huanzhen entered Shi Yanwen's dream, in order to let Su Huanzhen in reality protect and take care of Shi Yanwen, Su Huanzhen in the dream gave Su Huanzhen in reality a few memories in the form of dreams.He could have reassured Shi Yanwen, but he didn't, because Su was really cautious, he was more strategic than Shi Yanwen, and he hadn't fully thought of Shi Yanwen at that time, so he didn't dare to trust Shi Yanwen too much, and was afraid of Juhunzhuang's brutality Qi will infect Shi Yanwen, so he deceived and concealed the memory of Juhunzhuang in his mind.And it was this perceived deception and concealment that created Shi Yanwen's distrust, and made Shi Yanwen feel unfreedom of being monitored and controlled.

During the Mid-Autumn Festival, Shi Yanwen made a decision and lost his memory.However, he was also shocked by seeing his "corpse", so Suzhen was a step slower, so his memory was sealed again.

Therefore, in the first stage, the relationship between the two is still in its infancy and development.

The second stage is from rebirth on the isolated island to after Qin Jiaxian said those words.

Rebirth on an isolated island, memory recovery, Shi Yanwen thought of Juhunzhuang, the Daoyu he had worked so hard to help, the persecution and design he had suffered, and the loneliness of the seven years after coming to the plight, and even more so. Really sealed his memory twice!The most frightening thing is that under the pressure of heaven, he made a vague oath that made it difficult for him to escape!In the days to come, I am afraid I will never be able to escape the words "Su Zhenzhen".He is angry, extreme anger!But he still calmed down, and he suppressed his feelings again, because he understood that Su Zhenzhen's responsibility was as heavy as his own, and he didn't want to make trouble for Su Zhenzhen, this thought remained the same as the first stage.

Shi Yanwen returned to Fudong City and spent two days completely calm. Even when Su Zhenzhen, who had a strange consciousness attached to Zigai Tianling and whose memory was incomplete, spoke to him presumptuously and acted too ambiguously, he still suppressed it.Because compared to himself, he has something more important to do, which made him not care about Su Zhenzhen's frivolous teasing.

It's a pity that Su Huanzhen at that time didn't have this memory. He talked about him in a casual, frivolous, frivolous way, which made the image of "Su Huanzhen" like a building in danger.Although Shi Yanwen was angry, he still didn't lose his mind. When he heard Su Zhenzhen say "we've known each other for many years", he was completely sure that this person was not Su Zhenzhen.

Because this person is not Su Zhenzhen, Shi Yanwen's tense nerves were broken. He had a heart for Su Zhenzhen, and when he came back from the memory, he also understood that Su Zhenzhen was with him in terms of feelings and ambitions. are special.

If Su Zhenzhen was in danger, he immediately became nervous, so nervous that he lost control, and the change in expression made the strange consciousness aware of his mental activities.

But Shi Yanwen was injured at this time, and his body had not recovered from the injury when he used Jianmu's Robbery for the first time, so he was powerless to resist.The strange consciousness tortured him with dismembered tendons, bones, fingers, and blood, trying to weaken his spirit and control him, but who was Shi Yanwen?Xi Jianliu's torture for five consecutive years didn't make him relax, so what if it's only midnight?

The strange consciousness also realized this problem - he couldn't conquer this seriously injured man, and he didn't even put him in his eyes.

I want everyone to know that different consciousness is different from puppet art. He will interact with the subject. Su Huanzhen’s emotions have influenced him, so even if he couldn’t conquer Shi Yanwen, he never thought of killing Shi Yanwen.He wanted to use another method to torture him, destroying his spirit with "interest in exploring his body", but at this time, an unexpected situation happened.

Bright moonlight suddenly appeared.

Shi Yanwen can see it, but other senses can't.

The appearance of the third person hit Shi Yanwen both in dignity and arrogance. He was Shi Yanwen, a man stronger than ordinary people!This is such a man, he stands at the pinnacle of the Nine Worlds of Martial Arts, and is the practitioner of "No. [-] Palm in the World"!His arrogance and dignity are even more untouchable than ordinary people!

The world should know that a scholar can be killed but not humiliated!

Maybe it's painless, maybe it's life from a desperate situation.

Shi Yanwen's sanity came back at this time!He pretended to be forced to pass out because of the method of the strange consciousness, but secretly used the power of creation in his body to subtly dissolve the spell of the strange consciousness, so the strange consciousness let him go and did not do anything more excessive.

Having said so much, in fact, what I want to express is that the humiliation given to him by the strange consciousness is attached to Su Huanzhen's body, it is Su Huanzhen's body, it is Su Huanzhen's face!I once said that the original intention of writing about them is to write about their ordinary side.

I don't think anyone, as long as he is a victim, can't have no grudge against the persecutor because of the "not free" of the persecutor, right?What's more, that person is Su Zhenzhen, the person Shi Yanwen is closest to emotionally.

It must be known that the deeper the relationship, the deeper the hurt.

So ever since Su Zhenzhen was reborn as Xie Fengdi, Shi Yanwen couldn't take it easy on him, but he could still handle official business.And with the Taoist's company and relaxation for three months, he gradually didn't mind that matter so much, and because of the Buddha's relationship, Shi Yanwen almost forgave Su Zhenzhen.

Clinker, Qin Jiaxian came out.

He told Shi Yanwen in a tactful but hurtful tone that Su really treated him very well and had a deep, deep feeling for him, even thinking that he would be possessed by a strange consciousness!Qin Jiaxian and Su Zhenzhen are friends, perfect friends, just because they are friends, they are too used to thinking about things from Su Huanzhen's perspective, so he told Shi Yanwen - you owe Su Huanzhen.

In fact, they are indebted to each other and tied to each other. Their grievance does not lie in life and death, but in the ideal they want to protect together - the world.

Su Zhenzhen wants to protect the plight, Shi Yanwen wants to protect the Nine Realms.

In Shi Yanwen's selfish heart, there was also his child. When he left the Nine Realms, Qiao Tathagata was in danger. Xiaokong was in the Demon Realm, and Yinyan was in Dongying. He was a father. Which father could stay in another world with peace of mind?

Shi Yanwen wholeheartedly wanted to return to the Nine Realms, but Su Huanzhen wanted to keep him, because once the ten-year memory returned, the deep-rooted "affection" also returned.

This unfair setting comes from my selfishness. I feel sorry for Shi Yanwen, and I feel sorry for him more than Su Huanhuan, because Su Huanzhen’s somewhat deified background made me blindly worship him, and his relatives and friends are all around. , his pain is not as good as Shi Yanwen's, even if he understands Shi Yanwen's pain.And Shi Yanwen is a more "true and traditional" tragic hero, and he made me so obsessed that I couldn't extricate myself.

This is where the conflict lies, one who has 11 years of affection and wants to hold on to another person, and one who has only less than a year of uncertainty, because of the fear of being too affectionate for Su Zhenzhen and the longing for his hometown, he wants to escape .

At this stage, the relationship between Su Zhenzhen and Shi Yanwen is unfair, but they do have a qualitative leap, which is the process of developing to a climax.

They are two strong and repressed feelings, even because they are ready to sacrifice for the world at any time and deliberately reject the special relationship of "love". Therefore, it must be a long time before they boil frogs together in warm water, even Shi Yanwen's heart and soul are in the Nine Realms and she is doomed to despair.

Therefore, in order to make the repressed emotions unrepressed, there must be a breakthrough that neither of them can control. Once this breakthrough is opened, the sensibility and impulsiveness of the two adult men that have been suppressed for many years will make their relationship grow by leaps and bounds. , or to sum it up in a literary sense-desire dissatisfaction.

In the setting of "Floating Snow", Shi Yanwen's breakthrough was in Juhunzhuang, that night in Fudo City.And Su Huan's real breakthrough lies in his ten years of guardianship and Shi Yanwen's unique understanding of him.

Because they may be the ones who can understand each other best.

The sweetness of love, even Venerable Kasyapa under the seat of the Buddha, may not be able to break free easily, let alone them?

The third stage is after the night on Tianyue Goufeng, or one day earlier, after Xie Fengdi saw Sulshimara.

The appearance of Killing Mara is a joke.

What does the appearance of Killing Mara represent?I think that means parting.It means that Shi Yanwen now has a firm reason to go back, and it also means that Su Zhenzhen has almost lost hope of keeping Shi Yanwen!The person you love the most will be far away from you, who can be calm?But at this time, Su really didn't know the oath that Shi Yanwen made on the isolated island.

Su Zhenzhen is used to suppressing feelings, but she won't be tempted easily. If there is no memory of those ten years, if there is no Juhunzhuang, if there is no that night, maybe Su Zhenzhen will simply choose to pull away from Shi Yanwen when the feelings are fermenting. Distance, but things are impermanent, that memory filled his heart, his thoughts, and his body involuntarily and domineeringly!

He had no chance of refusing at all.

Su Zhenzhen can only fall in love with Shi Yanwen, helpless and excited.

As you can see from the preface, I want to show their ordinary side. Ordinary people will be afraid of their lover leaving, so Su Huanhuan impulsively hugged Shi Yanwen in Hantan, and Shi Yanwen also chose to make a quick decision because of Qin Jiaxian's words. Love is absolutely gracious, and I don't want to get involved with Su Zhenzhen any more.He didn't reject Su Zhenzhen because of Su Zhenzhen's 11 years of companionship, and also because of Qin Jiaxian's words, he really felt ashamed of Su Zhenzhen, so he used three months of love to repay his 11 years of memory company.

But who owes whom?I, the author, don't know too well, so let him be confused. If love can be explained clearly, it is not love.

Shi Yanwen's refusal made Su Huan really happy, but also made him afraid. He didn't think about why Shi Yanwen didn't reject him, but devoted himself wholeheartedly to this relationship.

Here I want everyone to think about it, who is Su really?I don't want to use my shallow words to praise anything, so I have to borrow flowers to present Buddha to everyone to see this sentence-"gentle and refined, elegant, extraordinary, unpredictable in martial arts, resourceful, knowledgeable, humble and polite, harmonious and calm in life , Compassionate and friendly, caring for all beings; take the peace of the martial arts and the great unity of the world as our own responsibility, "seek for the world, benefit for the world's benefit" - no self, no action! Bear everything silently for the martial arts, and resolve disasters with great wisdom many times, Putting it to death and then rebirth, to present all kinds of wonderful and mysterious identities for the common people in the world! Humorous and funny random education, hard to give up, endure humiliation, not afraid of slander, no regrets, give silently, spare no effort, do not ask for anything in return, Truth is the unity of all saints with great compassion and great wisdom, returning to the original and returning to the true "Su Zhenzhen".

If such a person only has affection for you, who can not be tempted?

Shi Yanwen was moved by his wholeheartedness and fell, and the impregnable city was softened almost in a short time.

Because he is Shi Yanwen, he understands how precious this relationship is.

And the understanding of the family, the end of the story of Juhunzhuang, combined with the various previous circumstances, finally came to a relatively satisfactory end.

The dilemma between hometown and lover will be resolved eventually.

There may be twists and turns in the middle, but in "Floating Snow", Su Zhenzhen and Shi Yanwen will eventually become each other's reliance.

The third stage is that they are in the running-in, and they have achieved a positive result, which is the climax to the result.

A lifetime is too long, and there are too many bumpy roads. Only the feelings that have gone through the test will be more memorable and more real.