[1bitHeart] The closed world of you and me

Le's words to change the subject are very effective, not only in the door's mind, "Huh? With a sound, the action of going to pick up something to eat paused for a while, and the other two also showed some surprised expressions.

"Oh, is that the kid with the cute bunny ears on the Bitphone?"

It seemed that he had a good impression of Nanessi, clapped his hands happily, and said so with a smile.But Gong's reaction was a bit subtle, he almost blurted out:

"Is that the weird kid?"

Hmm, I didn't expect Miss Pai and Mr. Gong to know Nanaisi... Although I heard Nanaixi say hello to the people nearby, but──

I always feel mixed feelings in my heart, just like looking at Naixi’s friend list on a whim before, there is an inexplicable sense of shock, I don’t know how to react for a while, so I just keep silent and pretend to be thirsty like Gong just now He picked up the teacup and brought it to his lips.

"It's him, it's him! Oh, but even though some things are a bit strange, Mia, you don't have to say that Nanessi-kun is a strange child in front of his brother, so be careful that he doesn't like it!"

Without noticing the subtle shaking of the door, Le teased the palace like this, with a bit of ridicule. Although it was a tactful reproach just by looking at the words, everyone present knew that this was another roundabout way. Protecting Gong, trying to use a joking atmosphere to prevent things from getting worse because of Gong Yi's slip of the tongue.

And Gong probably also immediately realized that not only their three close friends were present, but also a door who was not his own, and suddenly said a little uncomfortably:

"No, I don't mean anything else, I'm sorry. I just feel that although the child's nature is probably not bad, but the child occasionally speaks and acts strangely, and always feels that there is an atmosphere that is not ordinary. The words I know are not counted. Rich, so I don’t feel like using this word to describe him.”

"Ah, it doesn't matter, people often say that about our brother, I'm used to it."

The door has been used to the evaluation of 'strange' from before to now. Compared with other evaluations, this is already a pertinent and peaceful statement. Therefore, even if he heard Gong say that just now, he actually didn't have any special feelings, so He didn't expect Gong to apologize to him for a moment, he was taken aback for a moment, then said this with a smile, expressing that he didn't mind.

"Xiaota, is Nanessi-kun a strange kid? I think he is very ordinary, and he is a very enthusiastic kid. I often see him passing by on the street several times helping others."

But he didn't seem to understand why Gong made such an evaluation, he patted his head sideways, thought for a while in confusion but couldn't get a result, and asked a little puzzled.

"Hey, I guess it's just that Miya is serious—so no matter who is a little bit out of the ordinary, it's weird to him, right?"

Le sighed deliberately exaggeratedly, poked Gong's hand on the table with his fingers, squinted at him as if looking at someone hopeless, and shook his head pretendingly.

And probably because he was a little unconvinced by Le's appearance, even though he knew that Le was just teasing people and committed another habit, and didn't really intend to criticize him, Gong still said with a bit of a displeased expression:

"If you are a person like you who suddenly changed your accent midway and did all kinds of things that made people dumbfounded, is it normal for me to say it's strange? Besides, that child is quite similar to you in some ways, and he will always be like you." Is it normal to say some exaggerated words with a normal face?"

"Oh, I was in the second year of middle school. What are you doing—a period when nothing is strange! Do you understand? Nanessi-kun is also in this period of pursuing his own style now, as a mature adult , you have to have a heart that can smile and tolerate, Mia."

He retorted disapprovingly, without any taboo or displeasure at being told about the black history, he just waved his hand and glanced at Gong meaningfully.

"Speaking of Xiaonishi in middle school──I remember it was really interesting at that time, remember? That time──"

But before Gong was provoked into anger, he didn't seem to notice that the two were arguing, he slapped and smiled and recalled the past, and diverted the topic again, although after that, because of a small matter, Le and Gong started bickering again ──Or Le You unilaterally teased Gong.

And after the topic was diverted, as an outsider in the friendship of his childhood sweethearts, he naturally had fewer chances to speak, but he didn't care too much, he just watched from the sidelines, even though there was a lot of noise and a little dispute, but he still felt very emotional. A good trio, occasionally talking back when Le or others threw the ball of the topic in this direction, and then this party almost didn't happen anything special, and it ended peacefully.

"I'm really sorry, I obviously pulled you here on purpose, but I'm just neglecting you because I'm so busy talking to the other two people."

They parted one after another on the road, and when the escort from the palace escorted Pai back to the shrine, and only Le Hemen was left with him, Le opened his mouth apologetically.Probably because he drank wine at the end of the party, besides the artificially painted blush, his cheeks were naturally still slightly flushed, but his steps were steady and his gaze was still clear, even though his voice was a little muffled, but Probably not drunk yet.

"Ah, it's okay, don't worry too much about my affairs. And if we really want to talk about the time we've known each other, I haven't been as long as Miss Pai or Mr. Gong. It's normal for you to care more about that side, Miss Le...and you also help me I paid for the dinner, but instead, I feel a little sorry for letting Miss Le spend money on you when it is obviously useless."

In fact, if they make fun of themselves, the door will be easier—just like what he himself said, after all, he has just met, if he insists on pretending to be familiar with them, and forcibly blends into the conversation between them, based on his own past experience, it is absolutely easy An accident completely ruined the atmosphere. Le is now one of the few people he has more communication with. Even if he doesn't pray for interpersonal achievements at all now, he doesn't intend to let Le leave a bad impression.

What's more, Men really thought that his trip hadn't played any role at all──When he asked Le Please, he still thought about whether there would be any magnificent situation, but apart from the initial shooting based on curiosity and Gong After asking a few questions suspiciously, basically I didn't ask about the door as the "candidate for the lover brought by Le".

Although it is said that Le himself changed the subject without a trace, and kept teasing Gong Gong who was as pure as he said, but as to whether he has fulfilled the purpose of Le bringing him to the party, there is no way. How can I be confident, and when I checked out, Le quietly told him that it was "payment" and took away his bill to help him pay. I didn't expect this, and I didn't pay attention to the amount when ordering. Order what you want Instead, he felt a little sorry for eating.

"Hey, that's not the case. Didn't Mr. Men hardly drink much when he arrived at the back? The price of the restaurant just for eating will not be exaggerated, so let me treat you once. Just your appearance this time, after Mi I have something to refute when Ya talks to me about my partner again, that's enough~"

Le didn't take the words of the door to heart, Le waved his hands vigorously, and said so, his tone was very light, and there was no sign of displeasure or hiding his true thoughts at all.

"It would be great to help Miss Shangle."

Now that Le said so, Men felt at ease and didn't mind anymore.

Probably the party that turned into a drinking party in the second half took longer than expected. Even if it was due to physical factors, even if it was possible to drink but not much, the door to the back almost just looked at Lehe Palace with a little awe. They shared wine (empty bottles were piled up on the table), and it seemed that they didn't do anything special, but before the party was over and they wanted to go back, it was almost late at night.

Different from the situation at dusk, Yuhizaka at night looks more unrealistic than when the sun is still there. Unlike Lanyang Street, there are various noises of passing vehicles on the road. Walking on the road, you just feel It was very quiet—and this quietness deepened the wonderful illusion of being in another world.

It was rare to hesitate for a while, probably because the quietness different from the city made people want to say something to break it, the door opened anyway, and said in a volume that seemed to be talking to himself:

"But... what a surprise, even Ms. Pai and Mr. Gong already knew Naixi. I always thought..."

Leaving aside the second half of the meeting, probably due to the effect of alcohol, the door, who always felt a little erratic in his thoughts, stared blankly at the distant sky, and fell silent again.

"Well, speaking of Nanaixi-kun, the more we get along, the more I feel that you and he are indeed brothers, and they feel very similar. But if you really look carefully, there is still something decisive. The difference..."

And in this environment, even if the volume of the door is low, Le can hear it. Le reveals a thoughtful expression, saying this, just like the door, the key points are not directly mentioned, just Looking at the thin and curved moon hanging high in the sky, I was a little lost in thought.

Although he also has that ability, for some reason, the door does not want to use mind reading directly to read what Le is thinking now, but just silently thinks about what Le has not said.

The resemblance is taken for granted-after all, they are just the same person at different points in time.However, besides external factors such as inconsistencies in social personality and changes in appearance due to different ages, where are the differences between the current him and the current Nanessi?

And why, Nanaixi, who had previously given up making friends and was determined to keep herself trapped at home, suddenly wanted to find someone to be friends again, and took active actions?

It may be that the night is too quiet, or it may be other reasons that he has not been able to clearly sort out and say. These questions that he had noticed before but were not taken seriously penetrated deeply into his heart. How? It cannot be simply erased.

In the end, I said goodbye to Le and left at the fork in the road, and went back to the apartment. Sure enough, Nanaixi had already gone to bed first—and, as in these days, in his room, with the sleeping man occupying two pillows. Zi was fast asleep.

Although he was a bit uncomfortable with this at first, he got used to the fact that Naixi always came here to sleep when he came out these days. In addition, both pillows were occupied, so he didn't change to sleep in Naixi's room by himself. I simply put Nanessi as a large pillow with warmth and fell asleep. Anyway, although they have been thin from before to now, they are not the kind of morbidly skinny and skinny , you can still feel a little flesh when you hold it, and the skin is soft and not hard, and the feeling of using it as a pillow or a throw pillow is not bad, and the door is used to using Naixi as a pillow, The thing about two people sharing the same bed.

But today, the door did not simply lie down and close his eyes to sleep after taking a bath as he did a few days ago, but stared at the sleeping face of Nanaixi with a faint sense of drunkenness.

The white cheeks that have not yet been used to writing notes on the body; the fair neck that has not yet been occupied by red numbers; and the thin collarbone that is still smooth.The appearance is still familiar but a little strange because of the age, the last childishness of childhood, the face that gives the impression of innocence, and the slender limbs outside the cuffs that still look fragile and could be broken if they are folded──from In terms of appearance, Nanessi should be exactly the same as the past self in memory.

And the internal theory should be the same, because they are all the same essence of "[-]". If he is confident, even if he interferes with the past self and changes the life trajectory of the past self, Nanessi should not suffer from it. Changes in the past──That's why he brought his past self here from his hometown in the country without any scruples, and put it by his side to watch and monitor, just waiting for the real 'change' he was expecting to appear.

However, when did the unexpected changes appear in places he didn't notice?

And where did that change come from?

Nanaxi - is it really who I know myself?

The mystery in his heart entangled him, and the residual alcohol made him a little trance. When he came back to his senses, when he was thinking in confusion, he stretched out his hand at some point, and pressed his fingers gently on the cheek of Nanessi. Where a particular star mole is located.

Now Nanessi was still asleep, defenseless.

Suddenly the door noticed this, and at the same time a thought arose, maybe he could use this moment to do something he had never thought of doing during this period of time—read the memories of his past self, and then find a way to unlock his secrets. confusing answer.

Ever since returning to this point in time and bringing Nanaixi with him, he has hardly read Nanaisi's heart, except because he knows that the other party is himself, it is more because he thinks it is not necessary, and it is not for his young self. How interesting is it that people at this age are thinking about it—even if the other party does something that seems unbelievable or unexpected for a while, he will at most laugh dumbfounded or be speechless for a few seconds, and then don't take it to heart superior.

He has always liked everything in the world except himself; he can care about everything in the world, but he cares the least about himself; he can tolerate, recognize, appreciate and praise everything in the world, but he has no interest in himself ──So, when the idea of ​​exploring another self’s heart, which had never occurred before, suddenly popped up, he was a little surprised, and even faintly felt that this idea was caught off guard.

The strength of the fingers pressing Nanessi's face gradually increased, and the door quietly looked at the unaware face of the young man in front of him, probably because of the effect of drunkenness, or because of the sudden sleepiness at this time, even if he I almost did it, but in the end I gave up the action of using the forced reading method to extract the memory data of Nanessi, slowed down the strength in my hand, and maintained this action, closed my eyes tiredly, and fell into a peaceful sleep among.

A night without dreams.