[1bitHeart] The closed world of you and me

The author has something to say: Once again, please remember that this article is full of unofficial second settings, because the game has not yet released details of the Sinicization, all kinds of unreliable, if there is any similarity, it is purely a fluke, please do not take it seriously as the official setting, the above .

In order to change the subject and stop discussing women's clothing or not, Nanessi took the initiative to ask about the meeting with Hazel in the afternoon—a question that made him ponder after the door left—and asked directly :

"By the way, brother, is that pretty older sister who you dated this afternoon your girlfriend?"

"Ah, is she? No, it's just someone I met at work. I just came out to meet today because I have something to talk about."

Probably expected that Nanessi would ask such a question, and the door did not look surprised or surprised, but answered Nanessi's question calmly and naturally, probably because he felt that the main thing to talk about was over, and he was going to leave later. Going to pack up and go to bed, the door closed on the laptop, and it looked as if Nanessi was going to get up and leave as soon as she finished asking the questions she wanted to ask.

Introduce Ms. Hazel with someone from work?

If you really don't know the truth of the situation. For the 14-year-old Nanaxi, this explanation might be fooled, but he knows the identity of Hazel. The feeling of 14-year-old Naixi is quite subtle—although he has always considered himself a person who is not good at lying, but such a clever technique of making up excuses that are not telling the truth is not a lie. Now, from the perspective of a bystander, Nanessi feels extremely skilled, to the point where people can't help but feel that 'this person must be very good at lying'.

"It's like this...By the way, Brother Men, you also said before that you don't have a girlfriend. I was a little excited at first, but I wanted to ask my brother how he managed to get such a beautiful girlfriend... ...In the end, my brother has never dated like me."

I automatically ignored the fact that before I was reborn back to this point in time, I had even experienced more advanced marriages and children, completely substituting myself in this role at this age, and didn't realize that I was more skilled in acting than Nana Said with a naive and natural expression, as if disappointed.

"Girlfriend... Well, it's not that I haven't made friends before, it's just that there was no good result."

Originally, Nanessi thought that Men would find a casual sentence to explain away just like before, but she didn't expect that Men seemed to suddenly recall something, rubbed the back of her neck, and said thoughtfully.

Huh! ?Such a person who embarked on a lonely road and almost ran to self-destruct in the end has ever had a relationship with someone! ?

Hearing the door's answer this time, Nanessi was really frightened, a disrespectful evaluation unconsciously appeared in his mind, and his heart was full of shock.

Even if he had guessed a little bit about what the person who used to be the "brother door" would experience in the next eight years, although he also had various imaginations and guesses, but no matter what kind of one, he was alone. In the past, no one stopped those bad things.

Even Nanessi knows that their objective conditions are actually good. They must be talented and good-looking, and even their income can be regarded as a relatively good class. The situation is seriously skewed, but he just never thought about the situation that the gate actually had a girlfriend──and the gatekeeper didn't look like he was lying for the sake of his brother's dignity and face.

After being stunned, Nanessi showed a strong curiosity, this time she didn't need to pretend anymore, and asked repeatedly:

"Really?!?? The details, the details!?"

"Of course it's true, and I don't need to lie about this kind of thing. Hmm──The details, although I don't remember some of the things, but it should be the other party who made the request for dating first, and then soon Ordinary dating for two or three months, one day suddenly got dumped unilaterally, the dating time is not too long, and there is nothing special to talk about."

Seeing Nanessi's sudden agitation, a wry smile appeared on the door's face, and then a slight look of digging into memories, and finally summed up briefly.Contrary to Nanessi's eagerness to inquire about the details, Mun seems to have no interest in describing the situation in the past, but on such ordinary issues that do not involve identity fabrication or plans that cannot be revealed, he is always willing to ask Nanessi. Answer, I will not lie at will, and I did not refuse to answer.

"Huh? Whether it was the beginning or the end, the other party proposed it on their own initiative? What was the reason for proposing the relationship? And what was the reason for breaking up?"

Of course I was not satisfied just listening to the brief version of Nanessi’s description, and because of various reasons I resisted the urge to read my mind and read some memories to learn more details, so I had to focus on two points that I was more concerned about and continued to ask——If you were dumped, in fact It's not an accident for Naixi. From the whole story of the tragic breakup of friendship before he met Xin, although love should be a different situation, he can probably guess a little bit, but it's strange if he doesn't ask, and it might not work out. If there is any unexpected inside story, Nanessi still actively asked.

Probably seeing that Nanessi didn't intend to let himself just perfunctory at this time, he turned his head to the door and thought for a while, then stared in the direction of the TV and said:

"Hmm──reason? Ah! I remembered, it seems to be a reason like 'I like your face', and asked for a relationship. And there are various reasons for breaking up? I'm also I don’t really understand, but I remember that I broke off the relationship after being slapped... To be honest, because she brought her relatives and friends to help out when they broke up, I thought she would be beaten up next, but Fortunately, this did not happen, which is the greatest luck among misfortunes."

"Uh, is it because of your face? You still slap your hands when you break up? Such a straightforward and unrestrained sister...Brother Men, do you like this type?"

Hearing the door's answer, a strong and unrestrained female image of a big sister surrounded by a circle of younger brothers naturally appeared in his mind. Nanaixi, who felt quite subtle, commented, and thinking about it, he would never say such a thing Under the strong contrast of the serious girl who spoke, he couldn't help but ask such a sentence.

"That person's personality is not so much like a sister, but rather like a little girl who loves to act like a baby? The kind of girl who is a bit rampant, and has some interesting behaviors and ideas... It's not the type that I particularly like her. Yes, it's just the first time someone has expressed such a strong desire to communicate, thinking that if the relationship is so simple and passionate, maybe even a person like me can get along with her forever, so I agreed, but in the end It seems that there is still no way."

Maybe he was also a little immersed in the memory, the door showed a reminiscence look while thinking and talking, but he couldn't help but sighed with a wry smile at the end, then put on a gentle smile as if he calmed down, changed the subject, and smiled said:

"Speaking of which, it was at the request of that person that I changed my No.1 title to 'I (servant)'. Before that, I used 'I (I)' to refer to myself just like you, Nanessi. Yes. It’s a pity to say that my face looks like this, but it’s a pity to call myself ‘I (I)’——like this.”

"Hey──Is it like this?"

Nanessi was surprised again—because he himself did not change his title until his death several decades later, although he also knew that he called himself "I (servant)" at the beginning, but it was only for camouflage Different people deliberately adopt different self-proclaimed names, or they changed to less rude self-proclaimed ones because of work or other reasons, but they never thought that it was the request of their ex-girlfriends who changed it. After knowing it, they couldn't help feeling a little complicated.

Speaking of which... Ah Xin also expressed that she was not used to my self-proclaim, but because of her appearance, many people asked about her self-proclaim, so I didn't pay much attention to it at the time.

Recalling the reaction of a certain girl before she became a wife in the past, and unexpectedly getting the answer to the point that she cared about at the beginning, Nanessi looked at the face of the door, and the feeling in his heart was indescribable──At this moment, he just I deeply feel that even though they were the same person in essence, there is an unimaginably huge difference in the life and future that he and Men have experienced since they were 14 years old. As expected, many things still need to be asked to know what is going on. In addition to the related background stories that will be fabricated because of the overlap between "Feng Sakamen" and "Seven Seven Fourth", there should also be a lot of unknown information worth asking.

"Okay, it's getting late, it's almost time to go to bed, so let's stop chatting and take a shower and sleep."

Probably feeling that there was almost enough to say, the door checked the time, ended the topic and stood up with the laptop.

While still thinking about the information he got from the conversation just now, Nanessi let out an absent-minded "oh", stood up too, took a shower and put on pajamas absent-mindedly, and habitually walked to the room by the door— ─When I grabbed a change of clothes, I found that I didn't know when it was moved back to the pillow on the bed in my room.

Probably because of this, the door is also used to the fact that Nanessi deliberately sleeps here to make a sense of presence because he has no time to spend time with each other. He has already changed into pajamas first, and when he was lying on the bed, he saw Nanessi hugging the pillow and shaking again. When he came in, he didn't say much, but automatically moved his body to the wall, letting Nanessi lie down in the empty space.

"...By the way, brother, did you and that sister have the sticky intimate interaction that only boyfriend and girlfriend can do?"

After lying down in a comfortable position, Nanessi looked at the face of the door with her eyes closed, and suddenly remembered that there was something that she wanted to ask when she heard that the door had a girlfriend. I asked this sentence before.

"Naisi——If you ask these questions that you shouldn't be asking at your age, I will consider confiscating all the manga you hid under the bed."

It was a calm answer from the door without even opening its eyes.Sensing that the answer should be no, Nanessi shrank her neck, decided not to continue asking questions, and obediently closed her eyes and went to sleep.

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Girlfriend... Nanaixi didn't ask, even I almost forgot about that person.

Unlike Naixi who was exhausted from part-time work and fell asleep almost immediately after closing his eyes, although the door closed his eyes, he didn't fall asleep right away, but recalled that short period of time that hardly left much trace in his memory. Have a history of dating.

After the previous breakup, because that person probably avoided him on purpose, he has never seen each other since that day. Although he will hear a little about the situation from some talkative people, he still gradually forgets that there was once The ex-girlfriend who met for a short time, if Nanessi hadn't asked about such a thing, he might not have remembered it, and even thought about the face of that person before finally remembering it.

It was a petite and energetic girl. She didn't look as breathtakingly beautiful as Hazel, but her expression was very rich and changeable on her fair face with natural blush on her apple-like cheeks. , even though her appearance is at best delicate and cute, her face has a unique charm that attracts attention due to her changing expressions.She is a kind of lively and outgoing girl who seems to be unable to calm down for a moment, loves to laugh and play, and is very good at stirring up the atmosphere. Unlike him at that time, she has many friends. Surrounded by friends, a group of people talked and laughed together and acted together.

I met and confessed to him almost in college, just like what I said to Naixi, the girl suddenly ran over during the break between classes, asked him out for a conversation, and then directly asked for a relationship, and At that time, the people in the dormitory he lived in had their own partners and fell in love during that time, probably because of the influence of the atmosphere that people around him seemed to start dating people, even though they hadn’t tried much at that time. Becoming friends or deepening friendship with people, but he still nodded in agreement for a while.

To be honest, I was a little surprised when I was confessed, because the two of them didn't have any intersection before—even though they belonged to the same department, they didn't usually talk much.Although the girl was always very lively around, so he had a little impression of that girl, but until the other party confessed to him, he didn't think that the other party had noticed that he was completely opposite to the other party, and he was always not accompanied by anyone around him.

'I like your face and want to keep looking at it, so please hang out with me! '──This is the girl's confession at that time, the reason is so simple that it can't be simpler, maybe it's because of this, if it's not because of internal conditions, but because of external conditions, the other party can make up his mind to confess, it's so simple The direct reason may be that the friendship can be maintained forever—at least that's what the door speculated at the time, so he nodded in agreement.

And after that, they were just like ordinary boyfriend and girlfriend, occasionally going on dates, watching movies and eating together, even though the other party still spent a lot of time with her group of friends, but her personality was surprisingly clingy People, as long as they are free, they will stay by his side, occasionally hold hands, act coquettishly, and occasionally make some willful small requests──At the beginning, they should be like ordinary couples, with a little heartbeat and a little expectation , slowly getting closer to the other party, looking at the expression of the girl who stared at his face with joy and contentment every time she saw him, it made the girl who hadn't been so close to someone for a while at that time He gradually had the illusion that 'maybe this time it can last forever'.

But in the end, it also proved that it was just an illusion. At first, the two people really got along happily, but they didn't know when they started to change.In the beginning, it was just that the other party just acted coquettishly, pouting to express some slight dissatisfaction, and then it gradually turned into a one-sided dispute and conflict. In short, it was about three months after the relationship, the girl confessed to the original Called him out like the same, but this time all her friends followed. After the girl unilaterally accused her of all the dissatisfaction since the relationship, she slapped her hard, ending this short period of time that passed like a meteor. Intercourse, leaving only the changed self-appellation.

It's the same as making friends before and being cut off. In fact, I don't really understand why the girl broke up with him in the end. It may be because of the girl's clear love and hate and strong emotional ups and downs, but the main reason is that he himself is not very good at it. Can you understand the reason for the same self-factors that caused the breakup of the friendship?

Judging from the results, I make people feel disgusted and disgusted. No matter how beautiful the face my parents gave me, I can't let people ignore it, oh...

After making a conclusion, recalling the end of the door, the heart was originally condensed, the girl's face gradually blurred, and finally disappeared in his mind without leaving a shadow, probably because he had been lying down for a long time, and he was naturally sleepy To drag into dreamland.