[1bitHeart] The closed world of you and me

Since the sky is really as Le said, with signs of cloudy clouds turning to rain, Naixi weighed it up, and gave up using the rest of the time to find someone to check their favorability and see if there is any opportunity to hand in Regarding the matter of friends, I decided to go home first.

When he got home, Nanessi didn't know if he would be nestled in the management room as he was some time ago, and didn't go home to rest until he fell asleep, or if he had something to do and went somewhere, but no matter what, the house is empty now The apartment was quiet under the dim light blue sky.

Nanessi casually put the takoyaki and a large drink that she bought for dinner on the way home and put them on the table in the living room. Since she was either busy with making friends or working part-time, she rarely had time to be at home. He didn't know what to do when he got home, so he simply turned on the TV that had been neglected since he was reborn for a long time, and let the lively sound of the program fill the originally quiet living room, while he sat on the sofa On the bed, leaning on the back of the chair, staring at the TV screen, while thinking about some things a little distracted.

In fact, Nanaixi thinks that 14 years old is really a good age. It is not so young that the opinions will be completely ignored by adults, but it is not too old to be tolerated when there are inappropriate behaviors. Age──"I'm not very sensible yet, so don't worry about it so much." Among the older people, there are quite a few people who think this way about children of this age.

It can be said that in retrospect, Nanaixi was able to make so many friends so smoothly when he was 14 years old and was still aggressive and too direct in many places. In addition to the silent promotion and persistence behind him, he also had to be serious and active In addition to carrying out various actions, it is the tolerance of ordinary people to him that makes his friend making activities so successful. Even if there are inappropriate actions or strange words and deeds, they are taken away with a blind eye.

Speaking of this, Brother Men is actually at a disadvantage... After all, he is 22 years old. Although he is still young, he is still an adult. If he makes a mistake, others will be more rude.

Thinking about it this way, Nanessi is also a little worried that if he really succeeds in persuading Men to make friends, will Men be able to achieve his goals as smoothly as he did in the past--if he is not careful, he will be the same as before. In the end, he broke off the relationship again, which in turn deepened the door's resistance to communication with outsiders, and if he still couldn't change and make up for his shortcomings, then his efforts would be meaningless.

Although it is not impossible to tell Brother Men the secret of maintaining friendship between people like us, but I am not very confident whether I can make Brother correctly understand and obey... But, Ah Xin hasn't come yet , so I can only try to do what I can do.

Recalling how he made friends at the beginning, Naixi found that if he didn't have the heart to stare at him, if he habitually followed his previous way of making friends, he would forget to keep a distance and mess around instead of obeying his heart. Don't do it---unless there is something really wrong' warning, if you don't understand but still obediently restrain your desire for closer contact, I'm afraid it's really hard to say whether the friends you made at the beginning can last in the end .

Although Nanessi can lead the door by referring to the way Xin treated him at the beginning, firstly, he doesn't have Xin's firm disposition that once he makes a decision, he can unswervingly force himself to push others to implement it. But he is not like Xin, who needs to pay attention to ideas, precious and important 'others' to the door, but 'self' who can ignore opinions if necessary and don't take it to heart.Even if he can adopt the original intention to the door, it is still a question of whether what he said can be really listened to and adopted. When the door really learns to value the thoughts and feelings of "own", then he has achieved his goal, and There is no need to take any further action.

The most important thing is, whether it is Nanaixi who was saved by that girl with the consciousness of sacrificing herself, or the door who used this pseudonym because of the slight similarity in voice, Xin this person is very important to them. They all have special meanings──she is an irreplaceable and unique existence, and her voice and words are more likely to shake their hearts than others, even if they are not aware of this, so Nanessi thinks If the person 'Qi Qi Si' is to be saved, only the heart can do it, and he also hopes that it must be her.

Sigh... Speaking of Ah Xin, how long has Yijing been separated from her for so long?I really want to see her.Speaking of which, I already know where Ah Xin lives now, should I find her sometime?

Thinking of the heart that had not been seen for a long time after being reborn, Nanaixi couldn't help thinking of his future wife with deep emotions, and then suddenly had this idea, and suddenly planned to wait patiently for eight years later He was a little shaken when his heart came.

No, let’s forget it, let’s not talk about Brother Men’s suspicions, if I see it, I’m afraid I can’t help but want to take her home because Luo Li’s version of Ah Xin is too cute... Let’s not talk about the possibility of success No matter how high the sex is, if the practice is successful, the future Ah Xin will definitely be angry when she finds out, so forget it.

But after thinking about it, Nanessi regretfully gave up on this idea. The main reason is that unlike his parents, who were simple and kind, and who were not wary of the door they thought they were relatives after hinting, Xin’s father was a policeman with keen senses. Moreover, there are signs of overprotection of the only daughter's heart, not to mention that Xin is only six years old at this time, and it is indeed a young age that needs people's attention all the time. Her father will only pay more attention to the situation around his daughter than eight years later and will not be more concerned. Carelessly, he couldn't take Xin away from Shenqin's house as easily as when Men abducted him back then.

And to the current Loli Axin, he is just a stranger who has never met. If she gave Xin a bad impression because of the meeting in advance, causing the future Axin to no longer like him, Nanaixi will really He really felt that there was no point in living, and that he might as well die—and because of this concern, even when he imagined the appearance of his heart in this era, he still felt a little itchy, but he still suppressed the eager thoughts in his heart .

So now Nanessi can only imagine what Xin at this age might look like. He just thought about Xin silently with nostalgia, while poking takoyaki absent-mindedly under the background sound of the TV program, accompanied by Drinks slowly finish off this simple supper.

And outside during this period, as Le said, it started to rain at some point.

As a result, it seems that today the door also intends to completely avoid too much contact with him. Although at noon, he probably wanted to make a surprise inspection and confirm his usual work clothes, so he suddenly went to the coffee shop to talk to Nanaishi, but until Nana Xi was tired of watching TV, and before going to bed after taking a shower, he didn't see the figure at the door.

Hmm—although according to the situation of the past few days, brother Men will probably come back soon, but there is nothing important to say to brother Men today. I'm tired, maybe I don't have the energy to talk, so let's go to bed first.

Looking at the time, Nanessi yawned and rubbed his eyes. Although he also knew that getting along with each other was better than posting daily messages on POTURI to build a good relationship, but the door might not be cooperative. It was a little bit earlier that I suddenly missed the time with my heart, but now I can't even send a message to chat. Nanaixi's mood will inevitably be affected a little bit, and he doesn't have much energy to chat with the door and try his acting skills by the way, so he also He simply gave up the idea of ​​waiting for the door to come back with drowsiness, and got into the light blue quilt that he was already familiar with these days.

I didn't have any special dreams at night, which made Nanaisi somewhat disappointed, who had a faint hope that the dream would come to my heart. She hugged herself in her arms casually, so as not to hug her unconsciously in her sleep He put the pillow by the door aside, yawned and sat up.

Now is the time... huh?This is?

Since she was scheduled to be on vacation today, Naixi, who woke up naturally after sleeping, planned to check the time, but before seeing the alarm clock, her attention was first attracted by the large paper bags placed beside the bed.

The icon on the paper bag was very familiar. Nanaixi pulled the paper bag over and saw that there were indeed clothes in it—and they were all in her own size, but the style was not the style he preferred because of his parents’ preference at this age. , not to mention that in the future, when buying clothes, I will ask my heart to help me choose them. After noticing my heart's preferences, I will follow the feeling that I often buy. The design is a bit like a uniform, which is more stable even if it is suitable for formal occasions A neat style, but other types that I feel that neither my past self nor the door are very good at wearing.

Um?I didn’t buy clothes for me when I lived with my brother before... or these clothes that I hardly wore at this age before, and they don’t feel consistent. Is it possible that I want to reverse my own dressing style in the past?

Turning it over a little bit, Nanaixi thought a little surprised, but thinking about the tragedy of wearing women's clothes the day before yesterday because she didn't have enough clothes, but fortunately she was bumped into by an acquaintance, maybe it was because of her feelings that she sent it to him specially. He wasn't overly apprehensive about buying new clothes.

Suddenly bought a bunch of clothes, according to the personality of the door, there must be a message for him, Naixi opened the porturi, and sure enough, there was a message from the door.

'It suddenly occurred to me that you didn't seem to bring a few sets of clothes from home, so I bought some yesterday, and I'll change them later, don't always wear the uniform, it's easy to wear the clothes if you always wear the same clothes. '

'If I remember correctly, are you on vacation today?Try on new clothes when you have time, and tell me if they don’t fit you... By the way, if possible, take a photo of the changed clothes when you try on the clothes and send them to me. I want to confirm which clothes are more suitable. '

ah!really!But I still need to take pictures... Forget it, it’s okay, there is no big mirror in the apartment that can see Ying’s whole body, so it’s easier to take pictures to see what she looks like when she wears it.

Nanessi was a little surprised by the request to take pictures at the door, but it was not a request that he was too embarrassed to agree to, and after thinking about it, except for the small mirror in the bathroom that was used to confirm whether it would be impolite to go out, There is no bigger mirror at home that allows him to confirm the visual effect after wearing it, and he can take a photo and pass it to the front door so that he can take a look at it.

So after a brief grooming, Naixi, who had nothing else to do, simply tried on the clothes—because of the abilities the two of them shared, naturally there would be no problem that the clothes didn't fit. The cover has an exaggerated and artistic skull pattern printed on it, and the person on the other side of the passage is wearing an atmospheric gray-blue loose hooded short-sleeved top and dark green denim shorts. He sends all the photos he has taken to the door at once, and By the way, after attaching a message asking for his impressions, he folded the other clothes he had tried first and stuffed them back into the bag, ready to put the clothes in the closet with the bag.

By the way, let's just put it in Brother Men's wardrobe. Anyway, I will continue to sleep here in the future, and it will be troublesome to change clothes and rooms.

Nanaixi, who was planning to go out with the bag, paused for a moment, thinking that his original pink room would only be used by someone after Xin arrived, so he didn't go back to the room, but opened the wardrobe to put the clothes put it in.

Um?Did Brother Men also buy his own new clothes?

As a result, after opening it, Nanessi was surprised to see several paper bags with the same trademark in the closet of the door. Put the clothes aside first, then opened them curiously, and couldn't help being silent for a while after seeing clearly.

──There are girls' clothes inside. I shake it off and look at it. Judging from the size, it is probably the size for the 14-year-old Xin who will go back to the past in the future.

Nanaixi remembers that when she was 14 years old, her heart was relatively petite and exquisite among her peers. Although the more detailed figures are somewhat biased due to the age, Nanaixi remembers that she is about the same size as the deer who is about three years younger than her now. Well, the clothes in front of me can't be bought for deer who have no intersection at all, so they can only be worn by my heart eight years later.

I always felt that I saw something I shouldn't see, and at the same time, a subtle sense of crisis emerged in my heart. Naixi silently folded the clothes and stuffed them back into the paper bag, suppressing the turbulent emotions in my heart at this time, in case I was agitated Summoned to the door to ask about these clothes, accidentally revealed something that should not be revealed, forced to pretend that I didn't realize that my brother's wardrobe was full of clothes that were not intended for the two people who are now living in the apartment, took a deep breath Finally, he closed the wardrobe door.

The author has something to say: I recently went to a certain website to read a lot of 1bitHeart’s English fanfiction. Although there are not many of them there, and I rely on the sometimes unreliable Gugou webpage translator to read them, but there are many The pairing with Nanaixi accounted for the majority, which moved me so much──By the way, the second most pairing was actually the terrifying pairing between Xin's father and Nanaixi!And the heart's father still suffers! !

Although this pairing seems to be written by the same person, it’s just that I never thought of such a combination before watching it, and I always feel a little stimulated...... Well, in fact, I always thought The pairing of Nanaixi and Xia will be a popular pairing. After all, I think the character that the original author spent the most time inking and shaping is Xia. Xin probably wanted to keep her mystery and not cause excessive spoilers. In fact, in my opinion In the early stage, it felt a bit shadowy. On the contrary, Xia’s portrayal is relatively complete, and this character is an important plot character that appeared in Chapter 1. When I watched the live game, I always thought that apart from the pair of pseudo-cousins, the rotten pair The pairing of Natsu and Nanaixi is definitely going to be popular, so I am a little surprised that there are so few articles about this pairing on that site.On the contrary, seeing this weird fake father-son pairing, and it happens to be under the attack of the year, I always feel that I am not good at all, alas......

But maybe it's just a matter of preference for that site's author? ......Well, it seems that I have not consciously digressed, so the small talk is over here.