[1bitHeart] The closed world of you and me

But subtlety is subtle, this feeling is not a big deal to Naixi. After practicing together for a while and performing on stage, I probably thank Nanaixi for being loyal to them even though they didn’t have a deep friendship. Sora and the three of them obviously raised their attitudes towards Nainaxi from the casual acquaintances who felt somewhat dispensable and at best better than passers-by. The attitude is much closer when visiting the school celebration.

So even though Naixi didn't explain clearly what he wanted to talk about on this occasion, and instead wore women's clothes again and appeared on stage, it seems that these three people are more affectionate to him and start to treat him as one of their own Treated, he also felt that this trip was worthwhile, and other games and activities were secondary.

Played together for an afternoon, and didn't say goodbye until the end of the school celebration and the three of them were called back by the class to pack up their things together. We had a good time. Although Naixi was not tired when he returned, he was in a good mood. Very pleasant.

It's almost time for dinner when we go back. What are we going to eat today?

Sitting on the tram seat, rocking rhythmically like a cradle made Nanessi, who had already accumulated some fatigue, a little drowsy. In order not to let himself accidentally fall asleep, he randomly found something to think about , Concentrate your attention.But obviously dinner, a boring thing that can be thought about later, is not a good problem that needs to be concentrated on thinking. He still only feels that his eyelids are getting heavy, and the surrounding movements are getting further and further away from his consciousness.

And just before he almost succumbed to drowsiness and fell asleep completely, a series of brisk game battle victory sound effects suddenly came to his ears, and he immediately remembered the sound effects that his 14-year-old self used to remind the scheduled items this time, and Naixi suddenly woke up a little , reluctantly opened his eyes, first he was a little dazed to confirm whether he had sat and stood before calling out the program window of Notepad.

'At the end of the month: report your safety regularly ~ remember to send a message to your parents~'

Eh?ah!And this thing... I almost forgot.

After reading this reminder message, Nanessi couldn't help but blinked, and then remembered that he had really forgotten this moment after he was reborn. It is even more difficult to notice the time and date when he does not have to go to school. He is also afraid that he will forget this and specially set a reminder. He is afraid that he will not remember this until his parents call him worriedly and ask him why he did not report his safety. something to come.

Although his parents agreed to let the door take him away to recuperate, but in the end Naixi is their own son and not some other insignificant person, it is impossible to let someone take him away and ignore him, rest assured Let other people raise their own children, besides seeming to be in regular contact with the door to learn about his current situation, he also asks Nanessi to contact them at least every month to talk about his current situation.

When Nanaisi was a real 14-year-old child in spirit and soul, although he did not reject regular contact with his parents, it was just that his parents were really worried about his mental state at that time. The voice of a father or mother carefully concealing worries, as gentle and gentle as possible, he still feels a little guilty and uncomfortable that he has made his parents so worried that he has complied with others' demands and quit living in a cocoon.

And not only that, but hearing his parents' voices will also evoke a little homesickness in him, so in order to avoid such a situation, most of the time he just sends text messages or chats with his parents on POTURI Even if I get in touch, I will occasionally take a selfie and send back a photo of myself smiling and looking comfortable and happy in life, proving that I am not trying to be brave and that I am really enjoying my recuperation life, but I seldom choose to call home .

But when I saw this reminder at this time, compared to the time when I was 14 years old and hadn’t left my parents for a few months, Nanaisi hadn’t met or talked with her parents for a few years. I couldn't help dialing the phone at home, listening to the phone ringing, waiting for my parents to connect.

'Hello──This is Qiqijia, who is it? '

Since the old telephone used at home is almost an antique and does not have the function of displaying incoming calls, after connecting, Nanessi listened to his mother's gentle and nostalgic voice asking this question, and her breathing stopped for a moment , to suppress the emotional fluctuations in his heart for a moment, even though he knew that the other party could not see him through the phone, a smile appeared on his face, and he replied in a clear voice that was no different from usual:

"Mom, it's me~ I'm here to report your safety regularly~"

'Ah, is it Si Jun?Are you still used to living outside?Is there anything missing?Tell mom, mom will send it to you. '

As soon as I heard Nanessi's voice, the voice on the phone was filled with a bit of surprise and concern, and the caring feeling rushed to my face. Even if Nanessi didn't see the value, he knew that these emotions were not fake.

"I'm fine. Brother Men takes good care of me. He even bought a bunch of clothes for me yesterday. I don't have anything missing in my life. If I need anything, I'll tell my brother directly. He will buy it for me, so don't worry. La."

At this time, Naixi had basically calmed down, and there was only a touch of warmth and warmth in his heart. He replied with a smile while looking at the flying scenery outside the car window.

'Hey, how can you bother the door gentleman so much?Although you call him elder brother, after all, Mr. Men is just a cousin, and he has only worked for a short time. The things in the city are expensive, so you can't cause trouble for others like this, Sijun.Even if the door gentleman is a nice person, he will be unhappy if he is troubled all the time, you know? '

Hearing Nainaxi's statement that she didn't see anyone from the opposite door, Qiqi's mother was a little surprised and gave a few words of advice. She seemed quite worried that her son would unintentionally annoy her son who was taking care of him now after he had piles of friends of the same age. his people.

"I know, I will be careful, mom, don't worry. By the way, how are you doing at home recently? I haven't seen Mom and Dad for a long time. I don't know how you are doing."

It was then that he remembered that his parents didn't know that the door was their son's fake identity after he came back from the future, and found that he seemed to be regarded by his mother as an overly familiar and worried Naixi gave a dry smile, vaguely passed, and decisively changed the subject, asking The situation at home.

Apart from the matter of dropping out of school, Nanessi has always been well-behaved and obedient in front of his parents, and no matter what he promises, he always has such an overly straightforward tone that makes people wonder if he is listening. His mother didn't Because he doubted whether his words were perfunctory, he chased after him reluctantly and continued to exhort him. It seemed that he thought that Nanaixi was homesick before asking, so he followed Nanaisi's wishes and talked a little about family matters.

Qiqi's family is also an ordinary family no different from most people. Even if there is a child who is different from ordinary people, Naixi, but the others are still ordinary people, so there is no big event worth mentioning. His mother They were talking about some trivial matters about the elders of the family and the shortcoming of the family. As she listened, Naixi responded casually, so her heart was much more peaceful and composed.

'Sijun, do you want to go back to school now?If the state is adjusted, mom can take you home anytime. '

It was just that before the end of the call, his mother's cautious inquiry made Nanaishi a little embarrassed.

If it is true. The 14-year-old himself is not willing to go back to school because he is still concerned about the fact that the people in the school collectively don't want him to appear again, and he can finish the game at will during the recuperation period, which makes him feel a little bit reluctant to go back to school.Well, now Naixi is still looking forward to the arrival of the heart, and the work of changing the mind of the door is less than halfway through, and he doesn't want to re-study junior high school again, so he is also reluctant to go back to study, but he doesn't want to let his parents Thinking that he still minded the incident that the school friends broke up with him and worried about him too much, in the end, he just muddled through it vaguely and did not give a positive answer.

After hanging up the phone, because of the last conversation, Nanessi felt a little heavy in his heart, and could not help but sigh.

If you really want to say that there is no one in this world who really loves him except the heart that will form a family with him in the future, only the parents who gave birth to him.Even if the parents are just ordinary people, it is not that they have not felt terror and fear about the abilities that a son is born with, but even so, they have overcome those emotions, love and teach him wholeheartedly, even if there is an occasional Similar negative emotions, but more often these unreserved kindness and love prevail, always worrying about his future, worrying about the hindrances that he will bring to him when he is different from ordinary people, before meeting his heart, Nanaixi can say that no one loves him more than his parents, and he also cherishes his parents, and strives to be the kind of good boy they want.

It was just because of dropping out of school that Nanessi let his parents down after all. Although he became famous in the future and somewhat smoothed out the impact on his parents' hearts caused by his sudden refusal to go to school, he still left some invisible traces.

Occasionally, Nanessi also thinks that if his parents did not give birth to a child with special talents like him, but just an ordinary child who can be seen everywhere, neither good nor bad, for him, he is just an ordinary and kind-hearted good person Will they be happier—at least they don’t have to worry about not knowing how to treat their special children, and they don’t worry about being isolated and excluded because of his weirdness, so that their hearts ache at night He can't sleep well, and he doesn't have to suffer because of all the bad things that happened to him, and he won't suffer from being blamed by his own conscience after the occasional disgust and fear of his own children pop up in his heart. Try to be cheerful and gentle to him, try not to let him notice the difference and read their minds to discover these negative emotions.

And as the only son of the family, his body is destined not to last long. If Men and Lei hadn't told him directly that his life might not be long, he wanted to live longer with Xin, I also try my best to think of ways and implement measures that can improve my body and prolong my life. I am afraid that he may die before the age of 25, and his parents will be sent to someone with gray hair. Will they breathe a sigh of relief because they are relieved from their long-standing troubles, or are they still heartbroken over his death because of their kind and gentle character, but it will not change the fact that they will lose their only child who was so hard to raise. of.

And even if he died so early as predicted in his previous life, because of his busy work, he actually spends less time with his parents and spends more time away from them, unable to stay with them all the time to honor them. Thinking about it, he felt a little guilty towards his parents. He seemed to cause them more trouble all the time, and he had never been able to repay his parents' love well.

Speaking of which, the current parents are still young, do you want to suggest that they have a younger brother or younger sister?

For some reason, Nanessi suddenly came up with this idea, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that this might not be a bad idea.

His parents, both of whom are normal people, have a very low chance of giving birth to a child like him. It is more likely that the second child will give birth to an ordinary and normal child. Regardless of gender, that child should be able to replace his abnormal child. The elder brother fulfills the parents' hopes and expectations for their children, and at the same time diverts their attention from paying so much attention to and worrying about his situation.

The more I think about it, the more I feel that it would be better if this is not the case. Nanessi would like to hear other people's opinions, but there is no other suitable person to discuss this kind of matter. If the person who has cultivated a deep relationship with him If he is by his side, Xin is undoubtedly the first choice for discussing together, but if he is not around, there is only another door of his own to discuss this at present, so he simply opened the porturi and sent a direct interrogation to the door.

'Brother Men, do you think it would be better if Mom and Dad had another child?Do you want to try to suggest it to your parents? '