[1bitHeart] The closed world of you and me

But having said that, if I really want to hold a lively and happy birthday celebration for Brother Men, I have to find a way to get Brother Men to make friends with a few people like Ah Xin and Xia Jun who later developed a deeper friendship. Like a good friend, you can really touch a friend who is still very slow and weak in his heart to react to the outside world──But it's really that easy, and I didn't have such a headache before.Or should we first develop the friendship with the people that the brothers and sisters have met?

Sighing, Nanessi found that what he thought was a side story about his birthday had come back to his main mission—although it seems a bit frivolous to describe it like this, but his mood was really helpless, and he didn't mean to be joking at all. .

While thinking about it, Nanessi hugged the pillow that felt strange to the touch but inexplicably touched his cuteness and was very favorite. Through the silly smiling face of the animal, he could only see a few strands of the door that were not covered by the pillow. Covered light green hair——Nai Naixi really suspected that the door was just to block the sight from the side when sleeping at night, so she deliberately bought this pillow to block it in the middle.

After confirming that the door was probably asleep from the rhythm of breathing and blowing hair, he didn't have the usual conversation before going to bed, but adjusted his posture of hugging the pillow, but thought to himself that he was probably familiar with the current door who.

Now, it has been confirmed that it is Miss Le and Miss Xi who have crossed paths with Brother Men, right?Then I heard from Miss Pai that she and Mr. Gong also knew her brother, but they didn't seem to have a deep friendship.

Just like the door pays attention to Naixi's dynamics from time to time, although at first glance it seems that Naixi spends a lot of time on making friends and other things, it seems that she is playing wild outside and completely neglecting her family's affairs. A heartless child who was left behind, but it's not really that he didn't pay attention to the door at all──It's just that it's different from the door that uses the "supervisor" to regularly monitor whether he has gone to strange places. Through the gradually established contacts, inadvertently inquire and collect relevant information during the chat.

Although the door can be said to be reclusive in some respects, either staying at home or hiding in the management office, even if going out, it rarely interacts with people, except for Le, who met unexpectedly while buying cold medicine, and often needs help at work. In Xi's troublesome place, only those four hackers remained in contact, but fortunately, Nanessi had somehow developed a habit of taking notes on his skin due to the future of the door on his side ──Naisi chose to forget that he used to do this for a while because of convenience, and he gradually quit after reuniting with Xin in order to prevent others from questioning the taste of her favorite type──So because of this feature , the door becomes very recognizable at the level of the weirdo, even if there is no interaction, as long as he is witnessed wherever he walks, as soon as he mentions this feature in the chat, other people will have the impression, this indirect way also collects some door Therefore, even if it is not as detailed and precise as using the management program, and it may be different due to the deviation of the provider's memory, Nanessi is not completely unaware of the door's dynamics.

That's why Nainaxi is so worried about the relationship between the door, and also afraid that if the door is not allowed to make friends, let alone hold a happy and grand birthday party, it's hard to say whether he can successfully invite people who are willing to attend.

Don't look at Le who seems to be very familiar with the door, it's just that he is used to doing business, and when he gets along with people, he naturally has the kind of natural and familiar attitude when he is in business, and he is not afraid of being shy With a unique personality, he can naturally chat with anyone casually.If Naixi invites them, they should be willing to join them, but they will certainly not be able to achieve the effect Naixi hoped for. After all, their relationship is closer to each other than being friends. People' objects like this it's hard to tell whether the relationship is good or bad.

Even though Xi seems to be in contact with the family because of work, but she is originally a business-like character who clearly distinguishes between public and private, and her temperament is also a bit cold, so the relationship is naturally even more distant. If you're free, you don't mind coming, but it's hard to say whether you will agree to Xie's words.

As for the hackers?Nanessi is not naive enough to think that Men will have the mood to cultivate feelings with these temporary assistants. If they really develop feelings, Men will definitely hesitate to let those people participate in his plan. To this point, we should put an end to this possibility in advance──and as far as the previous memory is concerned, the former door does not seem to have any deep impression on those people who were simply forgotten by him after the few things were over. Feelings, even if these people once betrayed him together, they didn't leave a deep impression on him. In the previous life, when Naixi was trying to make friends with them, when she accidentally asked the door about these people's information, the door It took him a moment to realize who he was talking about.

Now that I think about it, I might have been a very ruthless person in the past. If Ah Xin hadn't broken the thick cocoon I was shrunk inside, I would probably have become like Brother Men, right? ──He cares about everything, but at the same time he doesn't care about anything. He is softer than anyone else, but he is harder than anyone else when he has a reason to need it. Among them, the most neglected and most neglected The cruel treatment is himself, so as long as the last reason that can barely maintain himself is broken, he does earth-shattering things and intends to destroy himself, without considering whether the people who stay will be sad or sad for him.

Naixi sighed, and after realizing this, he couldn't tell what he felt. The only thing he was sure of was that besides the gratitude and longing for his heart, he was even more determined to let the door open this time. determination to change.

In short, let’s take it one step at a time, take it slowly, there will always be an opportunity to persuade my brother to make friends, and this birthday can’t be a big one, and there will definitely be opportunities for future birthdays .

Thinking about it this way, since the night is getting late, and now he has to get up early in the morning, go to class all the way to the afternoon, and run around after school. No matter how strong his physical strength is, Naixi can't control his sleepiness. He suppressed his yawning. , decided to leave the difficult things to deal with tomorrow after a full sleep, so he adjusted his posture a little, and just fell asleep with his arms around the pillow.

The next day was a regular holiday for the students, so Nanessi got up a little late, and when he woke up, there was no other sleeper on the bed except the pillow—the door that has been getting up earlier and earlier recently Appears to be out.

Nanessi turned off the air conditioner and the dynamic picture of running on the window, and the bright sunshine outside the window immediately shone in—the weather seems to be good today, and the sky outside the window is so blue that it makes people feel refreshed.He basked in the sun for a while, until he felt a little hot and his head was a little clearer, then he slowly got out of bed and left the room.

There was a takeaway breakfast on the table in the living room, which should have been brought back by Men when he went out for breakfast this morning.Probably recently, both of them have the same routine as normal people, and they both have the habit of eating breakfast, instead of always sleeping late as before and skipping a meal, the person who gets up first takes the place of the other. It became an unwritten custom for the two of them that a late riser brought breakfast home, so it wasn't surprising that Nanessi saw the breakfast left by the door.

──So what are you going to do today?

Naixi first sent the message of Porturi, the usual morning, and thanked the door for the breakfast, and then opened the paper bag containing the breakfast—today is the sandwich and the matching small box of Niu Nai in the convenience store, when he took out everything , while thinking about this question.

Although what he wants to do the most right now is to let the door go to communicate with people and make a few friends who can at least talk and talk to each other, but he also knows that this kind of thing can't be rushed, although he vaguely senses that the door is against him. His attitude seems to have gradually changed, but he doesn't know exactly how much it has changed—after all, it is difficult to convert human hearts into the existence of absolutely specific values, and in some respects, it is difficult to be truly given by anyone. A person who is impressing and dull enough to make people anxious, especially when the object is the "past self", so after thinking about it, he decided to continue to get good impressions at a steady pace. After launching various offensives and going through a difficult process, he was finally willing to let go and become a "friend" with him, and then he was willing to face up to him as another person different from himself and offer blessings.

Although it is slow, it is still a way to make brother Men change. Although I think it is probably the best to do what Ah Xin did back then, it is a bit difficult to implement now... Although making friends with brother is also a challenge. It's a very difficult thing, but it's not without success. It's better to start here.

Nanessi recalled the process of trying to make the door soften towards him and make friends, it was so bitter that the listener was sad and the listener shed tears—he thought that if the story of his period was a daily If it’s a love game story, Gate is probably the most difficult character to clear, and the prerequisites are the most stringent. It’s probably because of this that the joy of finally becoming friends with Gate is far away. Far exceeding the level of those people who were friends before, he was particularly excited in the few days after his success.

Thinking back on the many setbacks he encountered during that time now, it makes me a little sad to think that I will have to do Nanaixi again──If I knew this would happen, he should have overcome all difficulties in his previous life, even if it was stalking, crying and making trouble. He had to force the door to stay, and now he didn't have to go through the hard journey all over again.

The only thing that comforts him is that the current door has not revealed his true body, and since he was a little gentler to him when he maintained his elder brother mode, probably for now, his positive expressions of kindness and intimacy will not be affected by various means. Rejected.

Although when he went home before, Naixi also wanted to understand the reason for the current bottleneck between the two of them in improving their goodwill-because the current door has not opened up all of his true face, he was forced by the "brother mode" He has not yet been able to touch the part that is hidden and belongs to '[-]', so there is no way to make the two people a step closer──but he thinks that for the door, the 'brother mode' should not be completely The false pretense probably also has a certain amount of Men's real personality blended into it, otherwise, no matter how dull he was back then, he would still feel flawed and disobedient about Men's performance.

And since this is the case, if he perseveres, he should be able to penetrate a little bit of his heart, so he thinks that insisting on the daily favorability task will still have some results, so he plans to continue.

By the way, speaking of it, I have almost used up my medicines during this period of time, so I should go to Mr. Zhi to get the medicines and check my health along the way. Now I have to bring the data of my brother's physical condition with me.

Leaving aside the persistent thing that needs a long flow of water, Naixi suddenly remembered this thing-although he brought back a lot of medicine, it was not only necessary for him to improve his physique, but also for himself, so the small box The potion that I have been given is almost used up by now, and it is almost time to get the medicine, and take a look at how my body is improving by the way.

Although it can be seen from the fact that the door has obviously improved, the medicine this time should be quite effective, but no matter how convenient Nanessi's ability is, the only shortcoming is that he cannot see his own state. He thought about it, although for Let Zhizhi feel a little uneasy about having his body checked, but decided to let a professional look at his own situation.

Although Mr. Zhi does not seem to be a Frankenstein who can tell lies and speak out his crazy ideas, unexpectedly he respects the wishes of others, and if he really wants to do something that ordinary people will not easily forgive, unless the experimental subject voluntarily signs and agrees The book will be pushed onto the test bench, and there may be time to escape if something bad happens... So it should be no problem, right?

After thinking about it for a while, Nanessi felt that although Zhi Zhi’s thinking was different from ordinary people, he was not so crazy that he had no conscience at all. At most, he loved muscles and did strange experiments related to it. Remember to read the densely packed documents carefully before signing them, lest there be any conditions that you absolutely cannot agree to. Horrible things will happen other than strange side effects that are not life-threatening, so I put aside that worry and decided on the main itinerary for today.

The author has something to say: It is because yesterday I saw that someone wrote an article on Weibo that mentioned AO3 in the anthropomorphic fanfic of some websites, which is where I read some English fanfic of 1bitHeart, so I ran again on a whim I checked it out, and found out that after 1bitHeart was released on steam, new people were interested in the game. There were four new articles that I hadn’t read before, but unfortunately, none of the protagonists were friends.

There are two articles about the sweet and sour daily life (?) of Nanaixi and Xia, written by the same author, the first article is the last confession of Nanaixi giving the chocolate of love, and the second article is about Nanaixi asking Xia to teach him how to swim after the two dated each other The story, both are very long.And one of the stories where the main character is Ah Xin who abused her most of the time but ended up HE in the end, in which Nanaisi and Men probably died several times in front of Ah Xin before finally HE, made me deeply suspicious Does the author dislike the three of them?The last one is a short story about the sick girl Zicai of Sweet Beach and Nanaixi having a sick relationship, or Nanaixi being bullied unilaterally. It is another short story that I suspect that the author has a grudge against Nanaixi—to put it simply, Although someone has written a new doujin, none of them I like to read, and I always feel a little bit regretful.