[1bitHeart] The closed world of you and me

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And the door over there began to think about how to leave a souvenir for the rabbit ears that the two of them seldom popped out. Here, Nanaisi played with the door in the morning, and began to feel pain in his ears after a while, so he went to the bathroom to see Looking in the mirror, he found that a pair of rabbit ears were unnaturally red, and he had no invitations or things that he had to go out today, so he simply took a vacation for himself and let himself lazily spend the day at home, not because of the business. Friends, I still run around with some things that I don’t have.

But Brother Men went to Sweet Beach yesterday──it’s really rare, isn’t it almost always in the management room?

Just as the door looked at the paper bag and guessed that Naixi had gone all the way to Sweet Beach to buy cakes, and he didn't cover up the bag yesterday, so he could tell at a glance that the orange and chocolate cake last night was for him I bought it from a store I know, so I can't help but think so.

But it's also good to be willing to go out more, so that you have the opportunity to get in touch with people... Although my brother probably won't take the initiative to deepen friendship with anyone given his current personality, but it's better than staying indoors all the time.

Nanaixi didn't have too many doubts about this, on the contrary, he was happy to see the results, and he also remembered that when he asked Xin before, Xin also said that the two of them met by chance in the park. Come on, although he doesn’t realize it himself, he really cherishes his rare friendship with people, which is almost an interpersonal insulator—if he hadn’t been so slow in recognizing his true feelings, and he would have been ashamed of being made by himself at that time. The society distorted by the "administrative program" is not so hopeless. Maybe even if the two of them did not return to the world eight years ago, they may still end up going to the story of "July [-]" being saved by "Deep Qinxin" The route may also be uncertain──, it can be seen that the door is not so closed to the point of being completely hopeless in interpersonal relationships. Maybe he will meet a new friend by chance who can make him care and change him.

But speaking of it, what kind of 'like' did Brother Men have for Ah Xin?Wouldn't it be the same kind of 'like'?

This question has been true for Naixi from the past. At the age of 14, he cared about it very much. After he and the door really had a decisive difference, although there were times when he was confused and difficult to locate the relationship between the two, after he and the door really became 'friends', he decided to go He treats 'that future self' as another person, as 'Brother Men'──but because of this, he cares about this very much.

In fact, even if he didn't discuss this matter with Xin or ask for an answer, Naixi knew very well that Xin, who had just arrived eight years ago, was compared to a 14-year-old whose behavior and appearance were relatively unfamiliar. For Qi Qisi, she should like the future 22-year-old Qi Qisi of "Aisakamen"──and she likes him so much that even if she knows the risk is extremely high, she is willing to follow that person and return to the past world At the beginning, the care and attachment to Nai Naixi was more of empathy. Of course, there was not much difference between Nai Nai Si and Men's personality concept at that time, even if it was a person, it would be fine.

After going through many incidents together, Nanessi believes that Xin should also start to like Qiqisi like him, otherwise she would not have been willing to give him a superficial kiss on the face before parting, just to encourage her to be depressed because of her departure It’s just that he also knows that although in her heart they seem to have no difference and can be regarded as one person, very occasionally, he will see that the heart is used, maybe she is not aware of it, with a kind of almost unconscious The way he looked at him, and the figure and posture that followed the door with a bit of ecstasy, made Naixi, who had begun to regard the door as someone else who was not like him at that time, somewhat minded.

──Does Ah Xin prefer the 'Qiqisi' who helped her gently like Brother Men?Or do you prefer the 'Qiqisi' who has changed because of her, but is younger and more immature, and has to be taken care of by her instead?

Even knowing that this question might be meaningless to Xin, he instinctively avoided asking about it—and he thought that even if he asked Xin, Xin would probably say, "Whether the character is lively or calm, what I know "[-]" is "[-]"', even though there may be a little difference between the two of them in her heart, she would answer so resolutely──, but it would be a lie to say that Nanessi has never been troubled by this , Maybe this part of the reason why he didn't try to keep the door at the beginning was also included. Deep down in his heart, he was more or less relieved that another self would not compete with him for Xin's attention in the future.

However, because of the selfishness at that moment, after he figured it out and regarded the door as his first love that had ended, and he was the current real lover and decided not to worry about his girlfriend's past, Naixi also regretted it for a long time ──Because of his indifferent opinion, the gate as his cousin had a different meaning to him, even though he noticed this, he was also slow to react until after confirming that the 'Aisaka Gate' would never appear again It wasn't until I really noticed it that I was a beat slower and felt a little lost.

However, Naixi also knew that even if he had a decisive change at that time because of his heart-to-heart confession, it is said that the country is easy to change and the nature is hard to change. Even if he changes, he will not change his temperament overnight. In the beginning, he would still subconsciously avoid things about "myself", and the feelings for the door that was no longer "cousin" but "myself" were so complicated that he didn't immediately clarify it at that time.In addition, it was okay when the door was under the disguise at that time, but once the disguise was removed, his positioning of the door would always be shaken. He had been working hard to readjust the general response attitude, and he had no time to be distracted and think about it. At that time, it can be said that the two closest people to him left, and he finally had time to be alone in the apartment before he realized this, and only then did he feel a little regretful about his easy letting go before—if he didn’t miss the opportunity, he Then you can really have a brother who is "connected by blood" and fulfill your long-cherished wish when you were young.

Forget it, anyway, since I can make Ah Xin like me more than my older brother in the past, I can definitely do it all over again!

Shaking his head, Nai Naixi decided not to think about this disappointing question, and it is hard to say how the door thinks about Xin——Nai NaiXi thought it would not be too late to look at the situation at that time, so he also gave this question to drop.

No matter what, Brother Men's affairs are the most important thing now!What he thinks about Ah Xin's matter can be thought over slowly, the most important thing is that now he thinks more about what I am!

After patting her face, Nanaixi found that the rabbit ears on her head were no longer painful, and she didn't turn red so much after looking in the mirror, so she decided to visit her close friends with the new look and take a look How would they react, and take a walk along the way.

They didn't mention it for a long time because they wanted to take a photo of the short-term rabbit ear shape that night. Sure enough, their pair of rabbit ears disappeared like a flash in the pan within a few days.In the next month after the rabbit ear incident, no matter whether it was Nanaixi or the door, there were no trivial matters worth mentioning in daily life, and it was unusually plain and stable.

Ever since Naixi got a rather worrying score in subjects other than mathematics in the final exam—after all, he didn’t crouch for long enough before resuming school, and he didn’t spend much time on his studies during this period—after that, he was in the After being repeatedly concerned by parents and family members, he planned to settle the school affairs before the summer vacation, and wait until the vacation to discuss the matter of making friends. Nothing particularly noteworthy happened.

Talking about the door also maintained the monotonous daily rhythm of going out to work and returning home from work. Although Nanessi guessed that he probably still had regular contact with hackers, he didn't care about it because there was no abnormality in his janitorial mood. ──Anyway, this matter is destined regardless of whether it is reborn before or after, so it doesn't matter to him.

During this period, apart from the daily good feelings of Nanaixi's schoolwork and brushing the door, it is time to start planning and thinking about the birthday party of the door. "For the first birthday of rebirth, he wanted to make it more formal and grand, with cakes, parties and gifts, and the details should be as careful and appropriate as possible, so he planned to prepare things one after another. Prepare it first, so as not to get it done in a hurry when the time comes.

When it comes to the door, Nanessi finds something a little strange, that is, recently the door seems to stare at him thoughtfully, but when Nanessi asks him, he says it's all right. Also changed.

What’s more, he seems to go to Sweet Beach more often. There are often a few more cakes bought there in the refrigerator at home, and there are more Nanaisi in the bedroom. It seems to be very similar to the ones he made friends with before The fortune teller's elder sister also sells cheap jewelry. If it wasn't for the fact that there were no other names on the list of friends who peeked at the door, Nanessi thought he had opened up the door and made friends with the girls over there.

But if it's not to make friends, is it possible that brother is going to Miss Yu for divination or brain consultation?

And this guess surprised Nanessi a bit. Although they are not the kind of atheists who don't particularly believe in divination and supernatural things, they are certainly not superstitious people who would rather go to divination than try to solve it by themselves.However, after thinking of Yu's enthusiastic personality who loves to be an "intimate sister" to talk about troubles with customers—especially emotional issues—the speculation that arises feels even weirder—they used to be concerned about themselves. A careless type with all kinds of feelings in his arms, not to mention going to someone to consult about his feelings, it is hard to say whether he will realize that he has different feelings.

And the point is that the heart hasn't come yet, who will make him have serious enough feelings that he will choose to talk to someone?This is also something Nanaixi can't figure out.

Is it Miss Hazel?Although Ms. Hazel is very temperamental and a beauty who can attract people's attention, she doesn't feel like it.As for Miss Xi, although she is also very beautiful, she doesn't seem like she would do anything to impress her brother and it has nothing to do with work.But the last thing left—could it be Miss Le! ?

After going through the list of women that the brain gate might have contacted with one by one by elimination, Nanessi suddenly thought of a possibility that made his hair stand on end, and couldn't help but shudder.

Although it is reasonable to say that music is not within the scope of their interests in that area, Nanaixi didn't think it was anything, but now thinking about it, she couldn't help but feel a little worried.

Although he probably hadn't seen through the real body of the door at that time, Xin didn't know the information about "[-]", but he took away his greatest achievement, replacing "[-]" as the representative of the "management program" producer Brother' was very wary. At that time, when Xin was inquiring about this 'stranger', he always intentionally or unintentionally tried to avoid being alone with his cousin for too long. The work was very tiring, and in addition to encountering an unexpected hacking incident, I forgot to ask about the little thing about the friendship between the two of them.But now that I think about it carefully, it is a bit unusual that the door who was withdrawn and rarely interacted with anyone at that time had a relationship with Le and seemed to be quite friendly. possibility.

And it was probably because he had never thought about it in this direction before, but now that he had guessed and opened his mind, Nanessi inexplicably felt that something was wrong with him, feeling very awkward and uncomfortable.

...Although I think it is probably impossible, find a time to ask me to be optimistic.

Although he felt that if he guessed wrong, it would be scary to ask Dazaile rashly, but Nanessi still couldn't help but want to find out this matter.

The author has something to say: Since the manuscript has been written to the end, after thinking about it, should I post it all at once?Think of it as an early Christmas present.

I will talk about any revisions or changes later. I am really tired after writing for so long.