[1bitHeart] The closed world of you and me

The door sat on the side of the bed, touched the body of the box, and carefully looked at the words, hoping that I made a mistake in haste, and took other words with similar fonts as the name, but it was reflected in the moonlight. The golden font still clearly reflected in his eyes, and it was still those words.

He didn't know what mood he was in for a while, just like seeing the face of the puppet clearly, his mind went blank the moment he saw the small words clearly, and just sat staring at the wooden box for a while, It wasn't until his hands and feet became a little numb that he temporarily resumed normal thinking and operation.

Only then did he notice that next to this small box was a paper bag with 'Childoll' printed in cursive letters like musical notes. Inside the paper bag were two other boxes of similar size and appearance. He remembered the appearance of the little A Xin doll moving just now, He cautiously opened a slit and took a peek—and found that there were lifelike dolls sitting in his and Nanessi’s current appearance, but the two dolls were lying in the box with their eyes closed and did not suddenly open their eyes or is to move.

And on the side of the box, the door found a receipt for ordering the three boxes of dolls and a card-like piece of paper-it said 'These children have been made according to the images you provided, please be careful Treat them well, play with them regularly, clean and change their clothes for them.The method of care is attached in the instructions at the bottom of the box, please strictly follow the above instructions for relevant operations. '; and on the receipt is an amount that surprised the door for a while, and at the bottom it says the method of installment payment and 'Please pay on time, or if something strange happened to you, please forgive me and I will not provide any help. '.

After reading the note, the door searched for other clutter in the room where Nanessi didn't go to bed every day, but was more messy than when he was using it every day. Although there were some strange and completely unclear things, but There are no other clues about it.

After investigating everything he could think of, he finally calmed down and sat in the living room, staring at the aquarium, and began to think.

After reading the note in the paper bag, the door basically confirmed that it was not a coincidence that the appearance of the doll Xiao Xin was so similar to the child he knew. That was why Nanessi had people make the doll based on what , and what caught his attention was, what exactly was behind this?

Did it just happen that the image Nanessi described was made to resemble that child?Or did Nanessi meet and get in touch with that child when he didn't know it, so he planned to make a doll with the same face to please that child?Or was it someone he'd befriended who just happened to look like the kid to make this happen?Or was it none of the above, other possibilities that he hadn't thought of?

The first one is not impossible, but if it’s just that the descriptions are exactly the same, it’s fine, and even the names given to them are the same, so it’s a bit far-fetched to say it’s a coincidence.So the door thought about it, and didn't think this guess was very likely.

The third possibility is not very high. Although there is an urban legend that there are three people who look exactly like me in the world, it is just an urban legend. In his own opinion, the reason for this situation is probably There are several types of looks, commonly known as "popular faces", which are prone to appear very similar in appearance at first glance, and the more outstanding or special the appearance, the less likely it is to appear similar in appearance, and the chance of encountering them is very low. .As far as Men himself is concerned, he has lived for 22 years. Except for returning to the past self eight years ago, he has never met anyone who has no blood relationship with him but looks the same, and even the past self , Now his appearance is not exactly the same as that of the 22-year-old, so he thinks that this possibility can be ignored for the time being.

In contrast, although the second guess is more likely, and not to mention that the door because he did a little research when he came here, he knew that the child who was only six years old eight years ago was relatively far away, and it was basically impossible. Going to school near here, it seems that after eight years, because of his father's work, he moved to a place closer to here, so that he had the opportunity to know the child, unless Nanessi had the opportunity to go to the place where they might meet It is only possible to meet in a certain place──But if this is the case, it is impossible for the door who ran so far away abnormally and has been paying attention to the general movements of Nanessi not to know.

And besides that, among the people who have investigated Nanessi's current contact information whether it is in the friend list or in Porturi, there is no one with a similar appearance.And if the friendship hadn't reached the point where they would become friends with each other, the door thought that Naixi would not spend such a large sum of money on purpose to make a doll that looked like a child, and he thought that Naixi would not be right for a six-year-old The child did such an outrageous thing because of the feeling of love at first sight──even if they were weird, they were not so perverted. Even if they had a good impression of the child at the beginning, because of the eight-year age difference, it was still an adult's love for a child. I feel the care and love of a child with unlimited potential and hard work. Even for that child, he doesn't seem to hate himself, and even seems to care about him. He is very happy, and he doesn't want to go or plan to go in that direction On the road of no return for Lolicon.

Besides that, if Nanessi really made this doll in the image of that child, Shen Qinxin, when did he know that child?

The door is very concerned about this point, and this matter is indeed unusual, at least he can't immediately think of a reasonable reason to explain it for Nanessi.

Moreover, there was a guess or a question that kept popping up in his heart from time to time just now. This guess was a bit absurd, but he couldn't help but think about one thing, that is, whether Nanessi also knew the information about the 'future' through some channels without him noticing.

This kind of thing is not completely impossible. Occasionally, their personalities will suddenly become interested in something on a whim because others may feel that there is nothing special about it, and their abilities will always allow them to find a way to achieve their ideas── ─Of course it’s not a panacea. Things that are difficult to do even with data, such as human relations and human hearts, even if they find a way that they think is feasible, they are not good at this aspect and it is easy to mess up──But They can find methods for things that have absolutely unchanging laws and rules, such as programs, machinery, and mathematics.

If one day Nanessi became interested in his "future" on a whim, and secretly researched and analyzed the methods to get a glimpse of the "future", the door thought that since he could make a time machine to go back to the past, Then Nanessi should also be able to find a way to know the 'future' smoothly through a program or a special machine.

And it’s fine if you don’t think about it. Now that I think about it, it’s not like there are other strange things that he found an explanation for before and didn’t go into it. It seems that Nanessi recovered from a cold the next day He suddenly said strange speeches with emotion, he went out suddenly without any warning or indication, and he seemed to have decided on his goal long ago and chose without hesitation in the coffee shop opened by Hu Kai in the Cocoa alley a little far away. Regarding the part-time job there, he re-communicated with people and made friends smoothly. He has not been cut off from anyone yet. He approached him with a smile more actively than before, and talked about things that the two of them rarely talked about before. Even if he tried to push away all kinds of topics, he chose to find a way to continue to return to him instead of simply accepting them, as if he had been familiar with them for many years and quickly mastered their own language. ──Thinking about it carefully, the number of flaws in Nanessi's body is astonishing, it's just that he finally noticed it when he finally started to doubt it.

──Is this really the case?If this is the possibility...

All kinds of guesses flashed through my mind, but each of them seemed possible but uncertain. In fact, it is easy to understand, whether it is to use the "management program" to check the historical memory data of Naixi again, or Go directly into the room and directly read the memory of the unsuspecting Nanaisi who was sleeping soundly. He can get the answer immediately, but for some reason, he doesn't want to do it, so even in After sitting here for such a long time, he didn't leave to go to the management room or go back to the room.

He wanted to ask and hear Nanessi say the answer himself—even though the answer might not be what he wanted to hear, or Nanessi might not answer honestly, but somehow he just wanted to do this.

Slowly exhaling the suffocation accumulated in his chest during the period of thinking, the door looked at the sky, only to realize that the sky had been stained with some light and color that belonged to the daytime——he was sitting in the living room unknowingly I thought about it all night.

But even so, it may be that his spirit is still in a state of excitement because he has been thinking about things and his head is constantly running. Even if he is a little tired now, he still does not feel sleepy at all, just quietly staring at the sky outside the window It gradually brightened, waiting for the moment when Nanessi would start talking after waking up.

"Huh? Brother Men, why did you get up so early today? Did you not sleep well?"

It was almost the time when it was time to go to school, and Nanaisi, who was still in her pajamas, came out of the room. He was still a little dazed and dazed when he saw the door, and he was already sitting on the sofa. After a while, he was surprised and asked with concern.

The door looked at Nanessi, the light yellow pajamas he was wearing was one of the clothes he bought after he noticed that the uniforms that Nanessi always wore from his hometown were not suitable, and it was also the only cuter among the pile of clothes Windy—because the design with the ducklings on it is really pretty, and it’s not a go-to outfit, so I think it’s okay to be a little cute, so I couldn’t help but buy it at that time.I saw that Naixi put on this pajamas without any objection before, and the door didn't think much about it, but now I know that Naixi may know the "future" through some channels, although it is not clear whether he knows that "Brother Men is the future me" information, but at least he should know about Hu being a hacker and that kid—even if it might just be that he guessed wrong or thought too much. , There are still some subtle emotions in his heart.

"It's nothing. You don't have to go to class today, do you? Sit down, I have something I want to talk to you about."

I don't know if I should call it lucky, today is a holiday, and Naixi probably got up early and got used to cutting this time. After the door gave a short answer, she tapped lightly on the table with the words "A heart" ' the wooden box, said in a calm tone──the wooden box was taken out of the room after he decided to talk to Nanessi, and the door was specially closed to prevent the puppet inside from starting to run away. A bundle of ropes probably tied the body of the box, and he didn't know that his guess was correct. In the morning, the wooden box made a strange and subtle sound, as if the puppet inside had knocked on the box while it was moving. Now I don't know if it's because I realized that I can't get out temporarily after trying it, but I'm more honest, otherwise the movement inside was really not small.

It was only then that she noticed the box on the table, Naixi was stunned for a moment, and seemed to understand what the door was going to talk about, and didn't ask any more questions. After answering, she sat down obediently, and waited quietly for the door to ask.