you are my extraordinary

Kenji Fujima:

I know that Nan Lie has a crush on me, but I don't know when it started; but I know that I also have a crush on him, and this favor comes from that sudden kiss, which is not really The kiss was just his lips touching mine, faintly, lightly, and I vaguely smelled a faint herbal smell from his body, which was really nice.He didn't say anything after that, and I didn't blame him for his abruptness, but the relationship between us changed subtly.

The days that followed were the most relaxed and happiest days since I was sensible.At that time, Nan Lie was still on vacation, so as long as I was not assigned to be on duty, I would go to his place to grab a meal after work. His cooking skills were really good, and he cooked all kinds of dishes for me in different ways. Delicious, isn't there a saying that goes, "If you want to grab a man's heart, you have to grab his stomach first"?Then I am already fascinated by Nanlie's cooking skills.

One night after we got along for a while, I overheard Xiao Jie saying that during this time, Nan Lie often stared at his phone in a daze, and sometimes kept writing Brother Jiansi’s phone number on paper, and every time He will be very happy when he sees Kenji's brother's call or text message on the screen of his mobile phone.Xiao Jie said that Brother Jiansi is simply his spiritual support.When Xiaojie asked me if I was also like this, I found that my face was getting hot again.

Ever since I heard Xiao Jie’s words, I began to look forward to the day when Nan Lie would speak out to me. I even started to imagine the circumstances under which he would confess his love to me. After thinking about it, I found myself laughing. Yes, that happy smile.

However, the reality did not develop according to the storyline I imagined in my mind. Our relationship seemed to be stagnant in this ambiguous stage.After that kiss, Nan Lie didn't express any further, nor did he say anything with special meaning.This made me uneasy. Is he hesitating?So what is he hesitating about?However, I still don't want to be the one who takes the first step, maybe it's because of my arrogance, maybe it's because I'm afraid of getting hurt, in short, I'm getting more and more confused about Nan Lie...

Nan Lie:

Those ambiguous days make me feel very sweet when I recall them.At that time, whenever Fujima was not on duty, he would come to my house to eat the food I cooked. Whenever I saw him eating so deliciously, I would guess that maybe a noble man like him who never touches the spring water must have never eaten it. This kind of poor food.

It's not that I haven't thought about confessing to Teng Zhen, but I have self-knowledge. I know that he is the son of the Chief Superintendent of H City and a rising star in the brain surgery department of Renai Hospital. Let me not dare.I don't want to be called "inappropriate" to climb him up. I don't want my colleagues in the police station to think that any achievements I have achieved are due to his relationship. In this way, our relationship has stagnated. up.

However, one night, I inadvertently learned from Xiaojie that Fujima had been looking forward to my confession all along.At that moment, I couldn't hide the excitement in my heart. Almost instantly, I made up my mind that no matter how criticized I would be in the future, I would confess my love to him, because I didn't want to regret it.

I called Fujima and told him that I had a surprise to share with him, then I went to the jewelry store to choose a pair of beautiful platinum rings as tokens of love, and finally went to the vegetable market to buy them. A lot of ingredients he likes to eat, made a big table of dishes, waiting for him to get off work.At this time the doorbell rang, and I hurried forward to open the door, thinking that it was him, but unexpectedly it was Coach Gaotou.

"Be an undercover agent!?" When Gao Tou said these words, I felt as if someone poured cold water from head to bottom in the twelfth lunar month.He said that there are people in the police force who are better at melee combat than me, and there are people with better sniper test results than me, but they all lack my innate ruthlessness, so he saw me on the street When I was poor and destitute, I instantly remembered what happened when I was 17 years old and injured Fujima. The kind of ruthlessness he had never found in other students in the police academy.

Only then did I understand that the real reason why I was so lucky to enter the police academy, maybe this is fate, and my fate was doomed from the moment I injured Fujima.

Afterwards, Gao Tou explained the whole process of the task to me. As compensation, he promised to find the best doctor for Xiaojie and bear all the medical expenses.For the sake of Xiaojie, I understand that I have no choice, maybe this is the second reason why the boss chooses me. When a subordinate is most loyal, it is naturally when there is no other way out.

I don’t know the endings of being an undercover agent. There are those who betrayed the police force, and those who were loyal and died in the hands of criminals.What kind of ending will I have, I dare not think.

Kenji Fujima:

Nan Lie said mysteriously to me on the phone that there was a surprise to share with me, at that moment I laughed, I think I should be able to guess what the surprise is, so I look forward to meeting him more and more at night Moment.

In the afternoon, a staff meeting was held in the courtyard, and I sneaked out while my boss was not paying attention.Hurrying quickly, I arrived downstairs at Nanlie's house at 5 o'clock, an hour earlier than usual, and I began to imagine what kind of surprise Nanlie's expression would be when he saw me.

At this time, my mobile phone rang. I took out my mobile phone and checked the caller ID. As expected, it was Nan Lie.I picked up the phone excitedly, but deliberately pretended to be calm and said "Hello."

But there was no sound from the other end of the phone, and finally a slightly hoarse voice rang out, saying, "Tengzhen, are you on your way here? Actually, it's nothing to be called a surprise, but I have a girlfriend. "

At that moment, I was stunned, and all the pictures with him flashed across my mind, but I still don't know which link went wrong. Could it be that from the beginning, all this was because I chose the wrong person ?Wrong meaning?Wrong expression?The surprise he wants to share with me is that he has a girlfriend?instead of...

I didn't speak anymore, but I heard Nan Lie on the phone, telling all kinds of stories about how he and that girl met, knew and loved each other in a relaxed and happy tone.As I listened, a feeling of sadness gradually spread in my heart. In the end, I could only pretend to be relaxed and wish him the same blessing, and said: "It's good, but I have a meeting tonight, and I'm going to do it today." But I'm here, I'll call you back later." After saying this, I hung up the phone in a panic, I was afraid that if I continued, he would hear the choking in my voice.

Nan Lie:

When Gao Tou was about to leave my house that day, he said to me: I heard that you have been very close to a person named Kenji Fujima recently, right?You should know who he is, right?He is the son of the Chief Superintendent.You are going to be an undercover agent soon, and the higher-ups don't want you to get too close with him, that would be bad for you and him, you should understand what I mean.After that, he left my house.

I understand, why don't I understand, although Gaotou didn't tell me who this "superior" is, but I can guess that it must be Fujima's father, he doesn't want me to delay his son, let alone implicate him in the future son.However, he really underestimated my feelings for Fujima. Even if he didn't do this, he would definitely leave Fujima without hesitation after I learned that I was going to be an undercover agent, because I love him.

It's just that I can't say those things that hurt Fujima face to face, so after making up my mind, I still choose to call Fujima. I lied to him on the phone, and only then did I know that I, Nanlie, are really a Characters, when they tell a lie, they don't blink.It's just that after I said those words against my will, I clearly heard the sound of my heart being crushed. That sound seemed to pay homage to the relationship between me and him that had ended before it even started.

The next day, when I was waiting for the elevator downstairs, I heard two women chatting next to me. One said, "Did you see the guy who cried all night with his mobile phone downstairs yesterday?" Said: "I see, I see, he looks very handsome, but unfortunately his mind is not normal."

Hearing their conversation, my heart ached to the extreme. It never occurred to me that Fujima was far more involved in this relationship than I was.I had no intention of arguing with these gossips, and just before I stepped out of the elevator, I gave them a hard look.However, when I opened the door, a drop of liquid called "tears" also appeared in the corner of my eye.After all, I ruined my love with my own hands. Gao Tou didn't misunderstand me, a person who can hate himself so much.