Kneel to the white lotus

Shen Xuzhi who let go of his hand did not float into the air as lightly as before, he could clearly feel that his body was getting heavier a little bit.This feeling of heaviness intensified too quickly, and soon, Shen Xuzhi felt as if a whole mountain was pressing on him. Even though he had lost his ability to pain for a long time without a body, he was still unbearably pressed by that terrifying weight. respite.

Probably because of this weight, Shen Xuzhi began to fall continuously, hitting the ground like a weight at an extremely fast speed, even deeper into the ground.Soon Shen Xuzhi could no longer see Gao Ge and Jiang Qiuyu, and he had already fallen to an unknown place.

It was hopeless darkness, nothing but darkness.Shen Xuzhi couldn't feel anything, he even had the illusion that he no longer existed.

Shen Xuzhi didn't know how long he had wandered in this darkness, maybe it was only a second, or it could be many years, his consciousness gradually became blurred, and he almost disappeared here.

But in an instant, Shen Xuzhi felt the light in the chaos, he shook his stiff eyeballs and tried to open his eyelids.What appeared in front of Shen Xuzhi was the place he was most familiar with - Yude High School.

At this moment, he was standing at the position where he died from falling from the building, and the place under his feet that could not be cleaned due to the blood infection had been replaced with new floor tiles.But Shen Xuzhi knew that this was the place where he died.

Now, he will be reborn here...

"You all know what happened after that. I took action to gather strength from people's fear and resentment." For some reason, Shen Xuzhi didn't say anything about what he did, as if he was deliberately avoiding those things : "My story is over, it's time for you to hear what I want you to do."

"En." Anyi Xing nodded, indicating that he would listen attentively.

"Gao Ge and Jiang Qiuyu should still be in the US right now. My request is very simple, you just need to bring them back."

"No problem." An Yixing agreed very happily. In fact, when Shen Xuzhi's story was about to finish, he roughly guessed what Shen Xuzhi wanted them to do.

Obviously, when Shen Xuzhi just died, he hadn't become a fierce ghost with heavy resentment, and he only wandered in the world because of his unfulfilled wish.But later, the matter of Gao Ge and Jiang Qiuyu greatly stimulated Shen Xuzhi, and he became an evil ghost.

It can be said that Jiang Qiuyu killed Shen Xuzhi directly; then, it is equivalent to Gao Ge and Jiang Qiuyu together killing Shen Xuzhi into an inescapable evil spirit.If Shen Xuzhi didn't want to take revenge on them, then it wouldn't make sense.

Shen Xuzhi nodded: "I'll give you three days, during which I won't hurt you. If after three days, I don't see the two of them, I will kill you directly."

"Don't worry, we will do what we say." An Yixing raised his eyebrows and secretly said, "Three days... It seems that Xiuxiu and I will definitely pass the perfect score in this world~"

In fact, even if An Yixing and Xiuxiu don't help Shen Xuzhi, it won't have any impact on them.Because they will leave this world in less than three days, even if Shen Xuzhi wants to kill them, he will not be able to find anyone.

However, An Yixing still decided to help Shen Xuzhi handle this matter well.

In An Yixing's view, what you sow causes you to reap the fruits.The seeds you sow by yourself, even if they bear fruit, you have to eat them one bite at a time.

Why do you want someone else to bear the consequences for your own mistakes?

Jiang Qiuyu and Gao Ge are the main culprits for Shen Xuzhi to become like this, why in the end it is the two of them who are happy and happy abroad, but leave innocent people to bear Shen Xuzhi's anger?

Here, An Yixing couldn't see the past, so while not harming his own interests, he was very happy to "do justice for the sky".

Of course, An Yixing can't see Jiang Qiuyu and Gao Ge, but it doesn't mean he agrees with Shen Xuzhi's actions.

Shen Xuzhi is miserable, but just because he is miserable doesn't mean he can wantonly kill and mutilate people.Thinking about it in another way, An Yixing may take revenge on those classmates who abused him, or he may absorb fear and strengthen himself by scaring people, but he will definitely not kill people like Shen Xuzhi.

Although in order to win various tests, An Yixing will inevitably use some tricks.But An Yixing's bones are still very hard, so no matter when he will not lose his heart.

It is not scary for a person to become a ghost, but it is scary for a person who has no one in his heart after becoming a ghost.

"I have a question." Anyi Xing hesitated for a while before asking, "Why did you... kill those innocent people?"

Shen Xuzhi...or a ghost?No matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like the kind that is down to the bone.If he is really the kind of person who is full of darkness, he will not die at all; even if he dies, he will immediately become a ghost, not after being stimulated again.

So An Yixing really didn't understand what drove Shen Xuzhi, a pretty good person, to do so many horrific things after he became a ghost.

"Do you think they are innocent?" Shen Xuzhi asked back.

"Uh..." This question was obviously stopped by An Yixing, and An Yixing really wanted to ask back, 'Aren't they innocent? '

However, before Anyi Xing asked, Shen Xuzhi directly answered An Yixing's question: "As long as you live in this society, everyone is not innocent."

"I have been wandering in this city for so many years. I have been observing and thinking, why did I become a tragedy? I study hard and live hard. I don't want to cheat marriage and just want to live with the person I love. What did I do wrong? Is it wrong? How wrong was I to the extent that I ended up in such a sad end?"

"Slowly, I finally figured it out."

"I made a mistake in being a human being, and I made a mistake in being born in this society."

"Genes determine that I can only like men, which is something I can't help. But whether other people have prejudice and aversion to homosexuality, they can decide! They choose to hate me, spurn me, and bully me." /Humiliate me. They think that my body is full of germs, even if I breathe the same air as me, it will pollute their clean bodies, and they want me to die!"

"Then why do they have this view? Because the whole society is spit/abandoning us!"

"The article even clearly states that homosexuality, sexual abuse, abuse, sexual assault, sexual perversion... This is what they say in their hearts, homosexuality and sexual assault are the same of……"

"You can not love but please don't hurt. You can say such sympathetic words to animals, but what about us? Black and white words, you can't wait to stab us to death with a pen!"

"Yes, you must be thinking, there are people who speak for us, and there are also people who are quite gay and anti-discriminatory."

"They are just talking on the Internet, expressing their position, telling everyone that we are good people! We don't discriminate against homosexuality. But for us as a group, what does what they say mean?"

"Have they really done anything for us? Maybe they feel good about themselves. But the truth is, they just used our sorrow to build a beautiful archway for themselves."

"If, if even 60.00% of the people in this society don't treat us like snakes, scorpions and beasts and treat us friendly, then I won't be where I am today! I won't die! I will still be with Gao Ge, even if one day The two of us are separated, and I will find new happiness sooner or later."

"Instead of what you see now, the so-called indiscriminate killing of innocent me!"

"What's even more ridiculous is that the discrimination against homosexuals is only a small part of all the dirty/dirty things..."

"If Jiang Qiuyu hadn't been sexually assaulted, he wouldn't have targeted me and Gao Ge. Even if homosexuality is still discriminated against, I wouldn't die, and I wouldn't be here today."

Speaking of this, Shen Xuzhi smiled and turned his head: "People make up society, and all people affect this society invisibly, so the bad influence caused by society will naturally be shared on everyone. Society/society Caused my death, so I repay everyone, is there a problem? No one is absolutely innocent. Even if there is, and died because of me, it can only be said that he deserved it Unlucky, just like me back then."

"It's just that I'm the lucky one. I became a ghost. I have the opportunity to let everyone taste what I have tasted."

"Enough aftertaste, isn't it?"

After a long silence, Anyi Xing said dryly, "You are too extreme..."

"You can't deny the existence of the light just because you haven't seen the light, and you can't deny the whole of the good just because you only see the evil. You only see a corner of this society, but you just deny the whole of it, you don't Do you think this is too arbitrary?"

"Perhaps..." Shen Xuzhi stood up and patted his clothes which were impossible to be stained with dust: "But have you ever thought that the evil I see is the whole of my world? I died because of it and I was born because of it."

After a pause, Shen Xuzhi suddenly smiled and said: "What's more, I'm a ghost, I'm a fierce ghost, I'm an evil ghost, I'm not a human anymore, do you expect me to have a conscience?"

Shen Xuzhi and An Yixing looked at each other for a while without any disturbance, and suddenly, he smiled: "It can be seen that you are a principled person, maybe, a good person? I don't know..."

"In any case, there are two passages that I want to give you."

"The first paragraph is Martin Niemoura's confession: At first they persecuted the Communists, I did not speak because I am not a believer in Marx; later they persecuted the Jews, I did not speak because I am a German; Then they persecuted Catholics, and I didn't speak up because I was a Protestant pastor; finally they persecuted me, and I looked around, but no one could speak for me anymore."

"The second paragraph was read after I became a ghost. The person who wrote this paragraph is called Ji Ye. He said: If the sky is dark, then live in the dark; if making sounds is dangerous, then keep Silence; if you feel powerless to shine, then crouch in the corner. But don't get used to the darkness and justify the darkness; don't be complacent about your own existence; don't ridicule those who are braver and more enthusiastic than yourself. We can be as humble as dust, Do not twist like maggots."

"I don't know if I'm the first ghost that kills innocent people indiscriminately, but I know I won't be the last."

"An Yixing, I think you will never let yourself die in the hands of a ghost like me, right?"