i love you as you love me

In these years of secret love, Zhou Fangmeng has taken care of him countless times.In some dreams, Guan Gu fell in love with him, in other dreams, Guan Gu didn't.

Even if he loves his care, he never uttered this word in the dream, and the owner of the dream is terrified of "love".

It is a very magical word.

Before it is spoken, it is holy.After saying it, it warmed up.

This heat is so hot that the heart is crackling, as if it is about to burn up, and only by lingering to death can it be reduced by one or two.

The rain outside the window stopped.

The two were covered in sweat, and kissed each other with endless desires, kissing each other's lips, cheeks, ears, and neck.

Zhou Fang thought, really like two cats licking each other.

"Where's the cat?" he asked. "You left it at home by itself?"

Guan Gu said, "I told my mom, and asked her to take care of it tonight."

Zhou Fang worried: "She doesn't like cats coming, what if she doesn't go?"

Guan Gu smiled and said, "No, that's her grandson."

Zhou Fang didn't speak, but licked his lower lip.

Guan Gu said softly: "When I go back after filming this movie, it's time to serve tea to my mother-in-law."

Zhou Fang's ears were a little hot, and he corrected: "Mother-in-law."

Guan Gu Yixie said, "I won't argue about this."

Zhou Fang thought for a while and asked, "Mother-in-law's birthday on August [-]?"

Guan Gu laughed and said, "Good memory."

Zhou Fang said: "I can't go back then, send me a set of skin care products, and I will transfer the money to you through WeChat."

Guan Gu smiled and agreed, "Okay."

Zhou Fang joked: "Which WeChat account do you transfer?"

Guan Gu said, "What?"

Zhou Fang said: "Still pretending? I don't care about you anymore, I almost got you."

Guan Gu looked bewildered.

Zhou Fang got a little angry, and said: "We are both like this, are you still kidding me?"

Guan Gu's tone was inexplicable: "What am I kidding you about?"

Zhou Fang felt that he was still pretending to be stupid, turned his face and sat up, and said angrily: "Are you energetic! It's endless!"

Guan Gu also got up, frowned and said, "Why am I so bored?"

Zhou Fang looked around and said, "Where did you put your phone!"

Guan Gu asked "What are you doing?" and took out his mobile phone from the pocket of his trousers that was thrown beside the bed.

Zhou Fang stretched out his hand: "Bring it!"

There was some hesitation on Guan Gu's face.

Zhou Fang sneered: "Is there anything in it that I'm afraid I'll see?"

Guan Gu frowned and said, "Yes."

He admitted it, but Zhou Fang calmed down instead, more puzzled than angry: "Why do you want to do this?"

Guan Gu looked at him, and said abruptly, "I love you."

Zhou Fang: "..."

Even after hearing this sentence not long ago, he still couldn't help blushing and his heart beating faster.

This is caring, the caring he puts on top of his heart, what can he do.

Guan Gu said again: "I lied to you."

Zhou Fang snorted coldly, finally recruiting?

Guan Gu was a little embarrassed, and said: "I told you that after breaking up with Yao Beibei, I found out that you had a crush on me, and gradually fell in love with you. I lied to you."

This is different from what Zhou Fang thought, didn't they break up?Or...don't like him?He was dumbfounded, and after a while he said, "...Oh."

Guan Gu said awkwardly: "I didn't intend to lie to you, you and I have known each other for so many years, I was afraid that we would not be able to be friends."

Zhou Fang got out of bed expressionlessly, and when he stood up, he felt his knees go limp, and he was almost unsteady.He bent down to pick up Guan Gu's black T-shirt from the carpet, and threw it back.

Guan Gu accepted it subconsciously.

Zhou Fang stood there naked and said, "Get lost."

Guan Gu: "..."

Zhou Fang repeated: "Get lost."

Guan Gu: "...I haven't finished yet."

Zhou Fang exploded: "I tell you to get out!"

Guan Gu said, "Can you listen to me?"

Zhou Fang shouted: "What are you talking about! I won't be named Zhou if I believe you again! Get lost!"

He was hoarse, furious, his eyes were red, and his heart was ashamed.

It has been a month since he and Guan Gu had sex for the first time, and every moment he is preparing to wake up from this sweet dream.

Finally woke up.

Guan Gu was really playing tricks on him.

He knew it from the beginning.

Even if the straight man who scolded him as "perverted, will get AIDS, and will have no children and grandchildren" breaks up with his girlfriend, it won't be his turn.

Who told him to insist on caring, even buying a house together, he really deserved to be seen.

He deserves to be tricked.

Knowing that caring is so disgusting for homosexuality.

He bowed seriously to Guan Gu and said, "I have wronged you, and you have to sleep with me."

Guan Gu: "..."

Zhou Fang straightened up, full of hostility and said: "Don't get out? If you don't get out, I will rape you!"

The veins on Guan Gu's forehead were throbbing.

Zhou Fang rushed over, pressed Guan Gu on the bed, and fumbled with his hands.

He wants to go to Guan Gu, to go!It's not Chinese!

Guan Gu said, "If you mess around again, I'll beat you up."

He also ignored.

Guan Gu's hand quickly pinched him and pinched him.

He rolled aside with a scream, tears came out of pain, his eyes were wide open, glaring at Gu.

Guan Gu: "...I told you not to mess around. Are you okay? Let me take a look."

He reached out to touch it, but Zhou Fang yelled, "Look at JB! Get lost!"

Guan Gu said, "I was just looking at it."

Zhou Fang: "..."

He was so angry that he wanted to vomit blood, and his heart was filled with sadness, he looked so miserable, caring and still in the mood to joke!

Guan Gu said: "Okay, don't be angry, look at your temper, when can you change it?"

Zhou Fang held his hands between his legs, the pain was so painful that he didn't want to speak.

Guan Gu said: "It's fine if you don't say anything, just listen to me."

Zhou Fang turned around and turned his back to him.

Guan Gu was quiet for a while, and then said: "I am also a bitch, but I just like your dog temper."

Zhou Fang thought he heard it wrong, so he didn't move or make a sound.

Guan Gu patted him on the back and said, "Hey, do you remember? After the high school entrance examination, we two went to learn swimming together, and you almost drowned."

Zhou Fang was baffled, not knowing what he was talking about.

Guan Gu said: "The coach tells you to warm up before you go into the water, but you insist on not listening, and you end up with cramps when you go down, you deserve to choke on the water."

Zhou Fang got angry again, and scolded: "You still have the face to mention this! Since that day, you have stopped studying, and you are still a landlubber! I almost drowned, you are afraid of the fart!"

Guan Gu said, "I'm just scared."

With his back turned to him, Zhou Fang complained, "Are you as courageous as a mung bean!"

Guan Gu said in a low voice: "I'm timid, I'm afraid of losing my life, and I'm afraid of being treated as a monster."

Zhou Fang was taken aback.

Guan Gu said: "You were rescued by the coach, and you didn't respond to my calling, and even rolled your eyes. Someone next to you said, 'This child must have drowned'. At that time, I thought, what should I do if you die? .”

Zhou Fang swallowed a big mouthful of saliva.

Guan Gu said: "Later you didn't die, I was so happy that I was so happy, I thought again, no, what should I do if you die? Can I not live without you?"

Zhou Fang couldn't hold back, turned his head, and met Guan Gu's eyes.

Guan Gu looked at him and said, "I thought about it for a long time and realized that I'm finished, I'm a pervert."

Zhou Fang's heartbeat was as fast as a war drum.

Guan Gu said: "I was afraid of infecting you with the disease, so I hid you far away. It's better for you to come to me suddenly and tell me that you like boys."

Zhou Fang opened his eyes wide.

Guan Gu smiled, with some reluctance, and said: "At first I thought that the person you were talking about was me, and I was so nervous that my big tongue hit me. How could such a good thing happen? I like you, and you just happen to like me too. "

Zhou Fang's lips moved, but he couldn't utter a word.

Guan Gu quietly looked at him, and said after a while, "Why not me?"

That evening 12 years ago.

On the empty playground, Zhou Fang revealed his sexuality to his most trusted caregiver, and also said that he liked the one in the next class a little bit.

Guan Gu stared at him for at least a minute, then turned and left.

He was at a loss, caught up and blocked him, saying: "Gu Gu! Don't be like this, don't ignore me! I've always regarded you as my best buddy!"

Guan Guan stopped and said, "Do you know that homosexuality is perverted?"

He was blinded.

Guan Gu's face was indifferent and fierce: "You will get AIDS, you will have children and grandchildren, and you will not even have a companion when you grow old."

Zhou Fang clenched his fists and said, "I know I'm different from others! But I didn't expect that even you would despise me."

Guan Gu bypasses him and walks away.

Zhou Fang was angry and sad, and said loudly: "Go away! I don't have a buddy like you!"

The setting sun stretched Guan Gu's back for a long time, and he seemed to have walked for a long time before he got out of the playground.