i love you as you love me

At around nine o'clock in the morning, the doorbell of Guan Gu's house rang.

Zhou Fang went to open the door, and it was Yao Beibei's boyfriend who accompanied her.

"We are going to the hospital. Today we made an appointment for a prenatal checkup, and we received a call from you. What do you mean?" She asked anxiously, "What do you mean you can't get out of care?"

Zhou Fang didn't sleep all night and even cried. His eyes were bloodshot and his upper and lower eyelids were slightly swollen. He looked miserable and said, "I made him angry."

Yao Beibei said: "Where are people?"

Zhou Fang pointed inside and said, "The bedroom...is not him."

Yao Beibei glanced at the closed bedroom door, and asked in a low voice, "What did you say to Zhou Xiaozhuang?"

Zhou Fang said: "It's all said."

Yao Beibei said: "I'll go and talk to him. You both stay outside, be quiet."

She knocked on the bedroom door and said, "Xiaozhuang, I'm Beibei."

Xiaozhuang opened the door for her, smiled at her, and looked towards Zhou Fang.

Zhou Fang didn't want to see him at all now, so he immediately turned his eyes away.

Yao Beibei entered the bedroom, and the door was closed again.

Her boyfriend was a little shy, and Zhou Fang had no intention of greeting him, so the two sat silently on both sides of the sofa, keeping quiet.

It seems like hundreds of years have passed.

As soon as there was a sound over there, Zhou Fang bounced from his seat.

Yao Beibei came out alone.

Zhou Fang asked eagerly, "Is Guan Gu back?"

Yao Beibei: "...let's talk about it in another place."

Zhou Fang was very disappointed and said: "I won't go anywhere else, maybe he will come back soon, I want to guard him."

Yao Beibei had no choice but to come and sit down, and her boyfriend hurriedly brought an extra pillow for her back.

"You can say it here," she said in a low voice, "don't be too loud, it's not good for Xiao Zhuang to hear."

Zhou Fang said: "Yes."

Yao Beibei said: "Don't be so downcast."

Zhou Fang said: "You don't need to comfort me, I deserve it."

Yao Beibei: "...what happened?"

Zhou Fang said, "What did Xiaozhuang tell you?"

Yao Beibei said: "He only knows his own part. He won't know what happened between you and Guan Gu. He said, you want to kill him this morning."

Zhou Fang didn't deny it either, just said: "At that time I was in a daze, thinking that without him, Guan Gu would be able to come back."

Yao Beibei was surprised and said: "You don't think he is dead, but Guan Gu is still alive?"

Zhou Fang said: "I've said it all. At that time, I lost my head and thought that Guan Gu was lost by me...Why did I lose Guan Gu? Huh?"

I don't know who he is asking.

He quickly lowered his head, and a few tears fell on the jeans, staining the fabric with a few mottled grievances.

Yao Beibei said helplessly: "You should tell me what happened first, what's going on?"

"After calling you yesterday, I waited for Zhou Xiaozhuang to show up, and then I met him," Zhou Fang wiped his face, cheered up, and said, "He kept crying after he knew the truth, I don't know what to think Yes, she insisted on going to bed with me, after a while, Guan Gu woke up suddenly."

Yao Beibei and her boyfriend: "..."

Zhou Fang didn't feel ashamed now, and went on to say: "Guan Gu misunderstood him, thinking that I had been dating Zhou Xiaozhuang without telling him, and he didn't believe me no matter how I explained it. Later, he became more and more anxious, and it only took a few minutes. He became Xiaozhuang, it was not eleven o'clock at that time, and he hasn't come back until now. Will he never come back?"

Speaking of the last sentence, his tears almost fell again.

Yao Beibei persuaded: "Don't be so pessimistic, it won't even take half a day."

Zhou Fang said: "It wasn't like this before, it was Xiao Zhuang who ran out when he saw the stitches. He only slept once in a while, and he wouldn't sleep for so long."

Yao Beibei looked solemn, and said: "I saw Xiao Zhuang just now, and I also felt that he was a little different from before. He used to be overly enthusiastic, and he especially liked to use exclamation points when typing. He was always anxious to express his thoughts. As if it was too late, he is not in a hurry today. According to what you said, from eleven o'clock last night to now, he has been active for more than ten hours, and this may be the first time he has existed freely for such a long time."

Zhou Fang couldn't think of a word and asked, "He still doesn't believe that he is a dummy?"

Yao Beibei frowned and said, "Don't say that about him."

Zhou Fang actually didn't want to say anything, he didn't think about anything at all, his mind was full of Guan Gu, and he wanted Guan Gu to come back soon.

Yao Beibei said: "Actually, he didn't do anything wrong. If you hadn't given him the wrong signal, he might have given up pestering you long ago. Don't do stupid things like this morning."

Zhou Fang said: "Well, I won't hurt Guan Gu."

Yao Beibei looked in the direction of the bedroom and said, "You'd better not hurt him, if he retreats sadly and a new personality emerges, it would be terrible."

Zhou Dafang was taken aback, and said, "Is it possible to have another one?!"

Yao Beibei said: "Among the multiple personality patients whose information can be found at present, there are more than a dozen or even more than [-] personalities existing at the same time. Usually, the main personality is traumatized, resulting in a secondary personality, and the secondary personality meets again. Trauma, it is possible to produce a third, fourth, or even more sub-personality. It is really hard to say whether Guan Guan will be like this."

Zhou Fang: "..."

She still had to go for a maternity checkup, so she couldn't stay any longer, and told Zhou Fang to notify her when Gu Gu woke up, so she said goodbye and left with her boyfriend.

Zhou Fang didn't know what to do next, and he didn't dare to leave, for fear of missing out on care.

Hearing that the guests had left, the timid cat got out from behind the sofa.

Zhou Fang sat down holding it, dryly waiting to take care of it.

He was in a slightly better mood at this time than in the morning. In the morning, he came down to see Guan Gu full of anticipation, but found that Guan Gu hadn't come out all night. The despair at that moment was like a catastrophe.Now he is a little more optimistic than he was then, Guan Gu should only be angry for a while, and just ignore him for the time being, and he will come out to see him when his anger subsides.When Guan Gu comes back, not only do he have to admit his mistakes to Guan Gu, but also tell Guan Gu how much he loves him, always loves him, and only loves him.

Just like caring for him.

He leaned on the back of the sofa, his eyelids were fighting up and down, and gradually they couldn't keep them closed.

He didn't know how long he had been in this doze, he felt his body sink, and opened his eyes to see.

Guan Gu was standing next to him, putting a blanket over him.

He sat up straight suddenly, grabbed Guan Gu's hand, and happily called his name: "Guan Gu!"

"Guan Gu" pursed his lips, and turned his face away in embarrassment.

Zhou Fang: "..."

He was extremely disappointed, let go of Xiao Zhuang's hand, pulled down the blanket and threw it aside.

Xiaozhuang's face was full of injuries, and he turned around to leave.

Zhou Fang: "... hey."

Xiao Zhuang stopped and looked back at him in disbelief.

Zhou Fang was still awkward towards him, pointed to another sofa unnaturally, and said, "Sit down."

Xiao Zhuang went over and sat down, put his hands on his lap, and kept making small movements nervously.

Zhou Fang said: "It happened in the morning, I'm sorry, I was impulsive."

Xiao Zhuang shook his head vigorously, as if to indicate that it was okay.

Zhou Fang had nothing to say, he didn't think he had anything to talk about with Zhou Xiaozhuang.

Xiaozhuang took out his mobile phone and typed quickly with his fingers.

Soon, Zhou Fang received a new WeChat message.

Xiaozhuang: "Beibei also explained to me that I am really your boyfriend's sub-personality."

Zhou Fang watched it and didn't know what to say.

Xiao Zhuang sent another message: "It was really hard to accept at first, but after thinking about it carefully, I'm a little happy again."

Zhou Fang felt strange and asked him, "What are you happy about?"

Xiao Zhuang: "You are not a scumbag, you are just stupid."

Zhou Fang was speechless.

Xiao Zhuang: "I didn't like the wrong person."

Xiaozhuang: "And think about it from another angle, I am also your boyfriend."

Zhou Fang retorted: "No!"

Xiaozhuang: "Exactly."

Zhou Fang scolded: "It's just a fart! If I say no, I won't!"

Xiaozhuang: "Honey, you look so handsome when you lose your temper."

Zhou Fang threw the phone away and didn't read anything.

Xiao Zhuang stopped posting, and sat there looking at him with a shy and reserved smile on his face.

Zhou Fang was so embarrassed by him, he got up and hid in the bathroom.

When he came out more than ten minutes later, Xiao Zhuang was no longer in the living room.

He was worried, so he hurried to look for it, and found that Xiaozhuang was holding the cat, lying on the balcony window and looking outside, looking very happy.

There is nothing downstairs, what can you watch so happily?

Zhou Fang didn't want to ask him either, went upstairs to get the script, and came back quickly, for fear of missing Gu Gu.

It's a pity that there is no difference from when he left.

For the next few days, there was no difference at all.

Guan Gu's company called and asked why Guan Gu didn't go to work.

Xiao Zhuang answered the phone to Zhou Fang. Zhou Fang nonsense said that Guan Gu's grandfather died suddenly. Guan Gu was so sad that his voice was hoarse and he couldn't speak.Anyway, Guan Gu's grandfather has been dead for more than ten years.

Zhou Fang has been sleeping on the sofa downstairs in the past few days, waking up many times in the middle of the night, and every time he wakes up, he runs into the bedroom to have a look.

He expected Guan Gu to come out suddenly.

But this expectation was only frustrated time and time again.

On the fourth day, he was almost on the verge of collapse. He couldn't sleep well, and he didn't have an appetite to eat. Even because he was sleeping on the sofa, the old injury on his shoulder had a tendency to recur, and he felt faint pain when he raised his arm.

Yet the soreness of the old wound was nowhere near as great as his heartache, and he thought he was going crazy.

After dinner, Xiao Zhuang wiped the table silently, and went to clear away the dishes.

Zhou Fang watched the news listlessly, and the announcer said nothing.

He felt bored, so he turned off the TV and watched the script, what the hell was written in black and white.

He couldn't read it, put down the script and checked Weibo, suddenly felt that there was something in his heart that he couldn't say, so he wrote "The night in Hengdian is so beautiful", and clicked send.

It was raining heavily in Hengdian that day, and the raindrops hit the windows crackling.

Guan Gu leaned on the side of the bed, kissed his instep, then raised his eyes to look at him, and said with a smile that he loved him, even the tip of his long and dense eyelashes seemed to be filled with love.

Zhou Fang was stuck in the memory, couldn't help laughing, and felt sore again.

He doesn't seem to have said "I love you" to Guan Gu properly.

After Xiaozhuang finished cleaning up, he came out of the kitchen and frowned when he saw Zhou Fang's lonely face.

He sent a message to Zhou Fang: "Your shoulder is uncomfortable, let's change your bed today."

Zhou Fang picked up his phone and looked at it, and said, "You don't have to worry about how I sleep."

Xiaozhuang: "Actually, you don't have to keep watching. If Guan Gu wakes up, he will definitely look for you as soon as possible."

Zhou Fang looked at him and said, "I want him to see me as soon as possible and know that I'm waiting for him."

Xiao Zhuang didn't send anything, just looked at Zhou Fang from a distance, wondering what he was thinking.

Zhou Fang was about to put down his phone when the screen of the phone turned on and someone called.

...Jian Ningchuan?

He picked it up, and Jian Ningchuan said happily: "Brother Fang, I saw your latest Weibo, have you come to Hengdian? I happen to be filming in Hengdian too, which crew are you on? I'll go find you play."

Zhou Fang: "...I'm not in Hengdian."

Jian Ningchuan suddenly lost that happy tone, and said, "Oh."

Zhou Fang didn't forget to owe him a favor, and said politely, "Let's play together when you return to Beijing."

Jian Ningchuan was happy again, and told Zhou Fang about the scene he was filming.

Zhou Fang wasn't in the mood to listen to him, he tried to interrupt several times but failed, and finally heard someone calling "Little Jane, come quickly", and said: "Someone is calling you! Go quickly!"

Jian Ningchuan was quite regretful, and said: "Then let's not talk about it...well, Brother Fang."

Zhou Fang heard that his tone was wrong, and thought he was going to say something strange again, but Jian Ningchuan whispered: "I also have a boyfriend."

Zhou Fang: "..."

Jian Ningchuan said: "When I go back to Beijing, I will bring him to play with you. He is also your fan, and he likes you very much. I'm off to work. See you later."

Zhou Fang: "... goodbye, little Jane."

Asking him to show off her boyfriend at a time like this is really rubbing salt in the wound.

He hung up the phone, Xiao Zhuang came over and sat down, staring at him strangely.

He asked: "What for?"

Xiaozhuang typed fast, new message: "Jian Ningchuan?"

Zhou Fang said: "Yes."

Xiaozhuang: "Why do you call him Xiaojian?"

Zhou thought at ease, it's fine to take care of this kind of jealousy, why are you, who are you?Say, "I'd love to."

Xiao Zhuang: "Do you like him?"

Zhou Fang hadn't provoked him these few days, and he was staring at him all day long. In fact, he was already annoyed, and now he was in a bad mood, so he said, "You don't care about me."

Xiao Zhuang: "I'm your boyfriend!"

Zhou Fang said: "I told you earlier that you are not!"

Xiaozhuang: "I am!"

Zhou Fang waved his hand and said, "Go aside, what is it?"

Xiao Zhuang glared at him angrily.

Zhou Fang didn't like this at all, and said, "How do you look like a man? You're like a little girl."

Xiao Zhuang: "If you have the guts, say it again!"

Zhou Fang said: "Why should I listen to you? I won't say anything."

Xiao Zhuang looked very angry, and stood up suddenly.

Zhou Fang looked up at him and said, "That's all, all right, go to bed quickly, maybe as soon as you fall asleep, my heart will come out."

Xiao Zhuang strode in front of him, but before he could react, Xiao Zhuang squeezed his chin and kissed him.