i love you as you love me

Zhou Fang was surprised: "How is this possible?"

Yao Beibei said: "If another sub-personality really appeared, how could he be so clear about the triangular relationship between you, Guan Gu, and Xiaozhuang?"

Zhou Fang: "... who has a triangle relationship with whom!"

Yao Beibei said: "I don't discuss this, I just want to say that the one you saw just now is not a new sub-personality. Since you think he is not Guan Gu, then of course he is Xiao Zhuang. Are you sure he is not Guan Gu?" Is it? Could it be that you are overthinking?"

Zhou Fang said: "I'm sure, he's 100% not caring...but Xiaozhuang can't speak!"

Yao Beibei said, "Do you really think he's dumb? Guan Gu's vocal cords are fine, but when Xiao Zhuang appeared, Guan Gu's throat fell due to stimulation, so Xiao Zhuang thought he couldn't speak. It's a little psychological problem, and it's not that hard to overcome."

Zhou Fang remembered hearing someone talking in the study room yesterday evening, and became confused for a while. After thinking for a while, he said, "Then why does he pretend to care?"

Yao Beibei said: "Maybe it's because you are so sad, he wants to make you happy."

Zhou Fang: "..."

Yao Beibei said: "Actually, his heart is very simple, he just likes you. The reason why he exists, in the final analysis, is because of caring for you. He is the sub-personality projected by caring for you. Caring He has as much affection as he has for you."

The antipyretics took effect, and Zhou was sweating under the quilt, and he was not as dizzy as he was yesterday and morning.

But he only felt that it was more painful than yesterday.

Xiao Zhuang is very innocent and miserable, isn't he miserable?Others seem to be very sweet when they fall in love, why is it so hard for him to fall in love?Obviously, he and Guan Gu's childhood sweethearts also love each other very much, so how could it be like this?

He thought and thought and thought and thought.

Who is to blame?It's all his own fault. He was like an idiot when he was a teenager, and he still has no brains at all when he is in his twenties.

After a long time, there was a soft knock on the door, and he hurriedly closed his eyes, pretending to be sleeping.

Someone came in, walked to the bed with light steps, and then he felt his forehead was touched lightly.

He can only act well in front of the camera, so he simply opened his eyes.

"Guan Gu" smiled at him and said, "Did I wake you up?"

Zhou Fang no longer believed that he was Guan Gu, but for a few seconds he almost thought it was Guan Gu who really came back.

Not only the face, Xiao Zhuang even learned the same expression.

Xiao Zhuang sat down by the bed and said, "The fever is gone, does your shoulder still hurt?"

Zhou Fang said: "Much better."

Xiao Zhuang asked again: "Are you hungry? Is there anything you want to eat at noon? My mother will come later."

Zhou Fang was taken aback: "Auntie is coming?"

Xiao Zhuang said: "I haven't seen her for a week. I called her just now and said that I was too busy with work. She heard me say that she didn't go to work today, so she said to come and see you."

Zhou Fang thought for a while and said, "Then I'll get up and wash my face and shave first."

He sat up and slid the quilt down, covering only the underside of his stomach.

Xiao Zhuang looked at his naked body with a calm expression, and his Adam's apple moved up and down a few times thinking that he would not be noticed.

Zhou Fang: "...I'm thirsty and want to drink water, go and pour me a glass."

Xiaozhuang reluctantly got up and left.

Zhou Fang put on his clothes at the speed of light.

At this moment, I think back to the scene where I took the initiative to take off my clothes in the morning and lay down to ask for a fuck.

While washing and shaving, he thought about what he wanted to do.

It's better not to let Guan's mother know, otherwise she will be very sad, and her good son will be "dead" by Zhou Fang.

"Hiss..." Zhou Fang didn't pay attention, and scratched his chin, which was quite deep, painful and blood flowed from his hand.

He hurriedly rinsed off the shaving foam, wiped the blood with a tissue, and called Xiao Zhuang again: "... Care! My face is scratched!"

Xiao Zhuang rushed in immediately, seeing his wound, he stuttered: "Why, what should I do?"

Zhou Fang: "..."

Xiaozhuang quickly felt that he had lost his composure, and tried to change his expression, saying, "I'm going to get the medicine box."

At noon, Mama Guan came with two big bags of vegetables and meat. When she entered the door, she saw a Band-Aid on Zhou Xia's chin, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Zhou Fang said, "I didn't shave carefully."

Mama Guan said, "Why don't you change to an electric one? I think Guan Gu and his father use that one, it's convenient and saves effort."

Zhou Fang said: "My beard is hard, and the electric one can't shave cleanly."

He wakes up very angry, always loses his temper, washes and shaves, and shaves his face at least once a month. The family keeps gauze alcohol band-aids all year round, and Guan Gu has many experiences in helping him deal with shaving wounds.

Xiaozhuang silently helped Guan's mother carry the bag into the kitchen.

Mama Guan felt that the atmosphere was strange, so she asked Zhou Fang in a low voice, "Did you quarrel?"

Zhou Fang didn't want to say: "It's not noisy, I lost my temper at him."

Guan's mother said: "Don't blame Auntie for talking about you, you can change your temper, and I will be able to care and bear you."

Zhou Fang said: "Change."

He thought that if Guan Gu was willing to come out to see him, he would not lose his temper in his life. He would not only cultivate himself, but also treat Guan Gu as a father.

Guan's mother was about to cook and asked Zhou Fang to help. Xiao Zhuang had already tied up his apron and said, "Mom, his shoulders are uncomfortable, let me help you."

Mama Guan also knew about Zhou Fang's old injuries, she cared for Zhou Fang a few words, and then went to work in the kitchen.

Zhou Fang pretended to pour water to drink, and peeked in through the kitchen door.

The mother and son were talking and laughing.

He was a little unhappy about Caring.

He remembered that Guan Gu said sourly when he mentioned Xiaozhuang, "My mother likes him quite a bit." If he knew that his mother couldn't even recognize the counterfeit now, he would be even more angry.

After dinner, Mama Guan said that she had invited a friend to have a beauty treatment together, and left without staying.

As soon as she left, Zhou Fang immediately showed his cards to Xiaozhuang.

"Stop pretending," he said, "it's nothing like it."

Xiaozhuang should have felt that he had been discovered a long time ago, so he lowered his head and did not speak.

Zhou Fang said: "You can speak clearly, but you have pretended to be dumb for so long, what on earth do you want!"

Xiao Zhuang whispered: "I didn't... I only found out that I can talk not long ago, after you and Beibei told me that Guan Gu and I are the same person."

Zhou Fang refuted him: "You are not alone with him!"

Xiao Zhuang felt wronged and wanted to cry again.

Zhou Fang said: "Don't cry!"

Xiaozhuang hurriedly wiped his eyes with his sleeve, but the tears soon rolled in his eyes again.

Zhou Fang was softened by his appearance, took out a tissue and stuffed it for him, saying, "Don't cry."

Xiao Zhuang looked at him with tears in his eyes, and called him in a soft voice, "Husband."

Zhou Fang shuddered: "Call me Zhou Fang!"

Xiao Zhuang wiped his tears and said: "I didn't want to take this opportunity to pretend to be him, and what happened to you. You were so sad last night. You had a fever and didn't let me take care of you. You said that if he didn't come back, you might as well die." I'm worried about you."

Zhou Fang: "...I can't die, I still have to wait for him to come back."

Xiao Zhuang was silent for a moment, then said: "If, I mean, if, he never comes back, will you still wait for him?"

These words made Zhou Fang's mood fall to the bottom, and he said irritably: "If there is no such thing, even if he is angry with me, don't he want his parents? He will come out again sooner or later!"

Xiao Zhuang said: "I can also take good care of my mother."

Zhou Fang said angrily, "That's not your mother!"

Xiao Zhuang suddenly became anxious, and said: "Why not? Mom likes me very much. You didn't see how kind she was to me just now. She kept picking up vegetables for me, saying that I was thin, and asked me to eat more. I pay attention to my body, don't just focus on work, she loves me very much."

Zhou Fang said: "That's because Auntie didn't see that you are not caring."

Xiao Zhuang said unconvinced: "It may be like this today, but what about before? My mother was very kind to me before, she always loved me very much, and she regarded me as her son!"

Zhou Fang has no way to refute. He has never been a parent before, so it is difficult to understand the feelings of parents for their children, let alone complicated situations like Guan Gu and Zhou Xiaozhuang.

But he was just unhappy, jealous for Guan Gu, and said angrily: "I won't tell you anymore, you go wash the dishes! I'm dizzy, I'm going to take a nap."

He stood up and said, "You, start sleeping on the sofa from today!"

He said he was taking a nap, but in fact he couldn't sleep. He flipped through the photo album on his mobile phone to look at the old photos.

The more I looked at it, the more sad it became. I scratched my heart and scratched my lungs wanting to care for me.

Just as his eyes were sore and his heart was bitter, Guan's mother suddenly called him.

I just walked for less than an hour, did you forget to explain something?

He picked it up and said, "Auntie, what's the matter?"

Mother Guan said: "Zhou Fang, I'm at your door, you come upstairs."

Zhou Fang wanted to ask something else, but she said, "Find a reason to come up by yourself, don't let Guan Gu go with you, and don't tell Guan Gu that I was looking for you."

He came out of the room, and Xiao Zhuang was sitting in the open space in the middle of the living room grooming the cat. The cat was lying comfortably on all fours.

"I'm going upstairs to get something," Zhou Fang said, "I'll be down in a while, so stay here and don't run around."

Xiao Zhuang nodded obediently and said, "I'm not going anywhere, I'll just wait for you here."

When Zhou Fang went upstairs, Guan's mother was standing at his door.

He went to open the door and asked, "Auntie, what's the matter?"

After the two of them went in and closed the door, Mama Guan said coldly, "Zhou Fang, don't tell me you didn't see it, he wasn't caring at all."

Zhou Fang: "..."

"You know? You know you're still with him? You still teamed up to lie to me?" Guan's mother was so angry that her hands were shaking, she pointed at him and said, "Guan Gu has liked you for so many years, and I've fed my whole heart to the dog!"

Zhou Fang hurriedly said: "No! Auntie, that's not the case!"

Up to now, there is nothing to hide. He told Guan's mother exactly how he lost Guan Gu's anger.

Mama Guan turned pale and said, "It's been a week, why didn't you inform me?"

Zhou Fang had no choice but to say, "I'm afraid you're worried."

Mama Guan took off her glasses, wiped the corners of her eyes, and said, "Stop talking, I understand."

Zhou Fang comforted her, and also said to himself: "When Guan Gu's anger subsides, he will come out. No matter how much he misses me, he also misses you."

Mama Guan put her glasses on again, and said in a different tone: "If he doesn't come out, let's pull him out."

Zhou Fang didn't understand.

Mama Guan took out a plastic bag from her bag, which contained a medicine bottle. Zhou Fang took it and looked at it. It said "Wesperidone (Risperidone Tablets)" on it.

Zhou Fang: "..."

Guan's mother said: "I just went to see the doctor before Guan Gu prescribed it. He took it for a month, and he hasn't had any illnesses for several years. The effect is still there. You can give it to him."

Holding the medicine, Zhou Fang hesitated and said, "Didn't it mean that it would cause great harm to the body?"

Mama Guan said, "No matter how serious the side effects are, is it more important than being able to come back?"

Zhou Fang still hesitated: "Let Xiao Zhuang take medicine properly, but he may not be willing."

Guan's mother got angry and said: "Why are you the same as when you were a child, you have no idea at all? He won't, and you will force him even if you force him. Don't care, I still want my son!"

Sending her off, Zhou Fang went back downstairs.

Xiaozhuang was still sitting where he was just now, playing with the cat in his arms, looking happy.

He asked Zhou Fang: "Didn't you take something? Where are things?"

Zhou Fang: "...forgot."

He went in, passed Xiaozhuang and the cat, and walked to the door of the bathroom.

Xiao Zhuang's head turned like a sunflower, following his movements.

He looked back at Xiao Zhuang.

Xiao Zhuang hurriedly smiled at him.

He suddenly felt a little sad.

In the bathroom, he took out the bottle of medicine and looked at it again and again.

In the end, it was thrown into the trash can.