i love you as you love me

Xiao Zhuang is cooking breakfast in the kitchen.

Zhou Fang sat outside dumbfounded.

He was actually very afraid of Xiao Zhuang, to what extent?As long as Xiao Zhuang was within two meters of him, he would feel his back getting cold and the hairs all over his body stand on end.

Let him go, but he didn't want to, so he had to hold back his fear and sit here and stare. He was afraid that if he didn't keep an eye on him alone, Xiao Zhuang would really run out and pull a passerby to mess around. What can he do?

Besides, I can't beat him anymore, yesterday I was ruthless enough, and if I beat him up again, what will happen to Guan Gu?

Not long after, Xiao Zhuang came out with two breakfasts and placed them in front of Zhou Fang, including oatmeal soaked in milk, boiled eggs, and a few slices of ham.

"Honey, eat." His tone was as if nothing happened last night.

Zhou Fang didn't want to eat, he had no appetite at all.

Xiao Zhuang peeled off half of the egg shell, held the part with the shell, and handed it to Zhou Fang.

Zhou Fang didn't answer.

Xiao Zhuang said: "Even if you get angry again, you have to finish your meal before you can continue to be angry."

Zhou Fang glanced at the egg and said, "I never eat egg whites."

Xiao Zhuang peeled off the egg whites, put only the yolks in the bowl in front of Zhou Fang, and wanted to eat the egg whites himself.

Zhou Fang suddenly said, "Give me the egg white too."

Xiao Zhuang was a little confused, so he put the egg whites in his bowl according to his words.

He picked up the egg white and ate it.

The matter of eating protein for him was done by Caring before.

Zhou Xiaozhuang couldn't do it.

"Yesterday, the Guan Gu company called, and you told them that Guan Gu was going to work today, right?" Zhou Fang said, "Don't go."

Xiao Zhuang said: "But he didn't go to work for a week, and if he doesn't go to work, he will lose it."

Zhou Anxin was so tired that he said, "Don't pretend to be for him. I remember every word you said and insulted him yesterday."

Xiao Zhuang pursed his lips and said, "I was drunk yesterday."

Zhou Fang said: "Bah."

But Xiao Zhuang said, "But every word I say is the truth."

Zhou Fang: "..."

Xiao Zhuang said with a cold face: "I just envy him and hate him. What I said about him yesterday was all from my heart. I just think he is a coward and a bitch."

Zhou Fang threw his chopsticks and said, "You are enough!"

Xiao Zhuang also dropped his chopsticks and shouted: "You are enough!"

Zhou Fang was always afraid of him, but his sudden yell made him tremble.

Xiao Zhuang said with a sullen face: "I still like you now, and I am willing to let you go. You can scold me if you want, and you won't fight back if you want to beat me. But there is one thing, don't try to restrict my personal freedom any more."

Zhou Fang stammered, "You, what do you want to do?"

"I told you, your darling will never come back. I will take his place in the next class, and I will take care of him, Mom. As for you," Xiao Zhuang raised his chin and said arrogantly, "It's not me. Say, even if I don't want you anymore, are you willing to leave me?"

Zhou Fang: "..."

Xiao Zhuang finished his breakfast, got up and went into the bedroom, changed into formal clothes and came out, actually going to work for Guan Gu.

Zhou Fang refused to give up and said: "Don't go, what kind of work do you go to with such a big face? It's not embarrassing enough."

Xiao Zhuang didn't care at all, and said, "If they want to ask, I'll just say that my husband beat me up, and I just happen to be able to come out."

Zhou Fang: "..."

He had no choice but to change the rhetoric: "Their company is engaged in finance, what can you do when you go?"

Xiao Zhuang said: "Go and try first, at worst, resign, come back and continue to write my manuscript."

Zhou Fang said: "Guan Gu earns a million dollars a year, how much money do you earn by writing articles? Don't forget, you used to use Guan Gu's card to buy clothes!"

Xiao Zhuang said: "If I can't make money, you can support me."

Zhou Fang said contemptuously: "Who are you? Why should I support you?!"

Xiao Zhuang changed his face and said: "Then don't block me from going to work, get out of the way."

Zhou Fang: "..."

Watching Zhou Xiaozhuang go out to work for Guan Gu, Zhou Fang has nothing to do.

After losing his temper in the air for a while, he remembered to be serious, and seeing that the time was about the same, he hurriedly called Mama Guan.

"Auntie, it's me... the medicine? I gave it to him... Didn't you just take it twice? Don't worry... Can you give me the contact information of the attending doctor?... I have a friend in the United States She is studying psychology, and her teacher is an expert in mental illness. I would like to ask someone to look at Guan Gu's medical records, maybe they can provide some more professional advice... Okay, then you and the doctor should call first, and I will Take your friends there, tell me the address, and I will remember it."

He didn't dare to say that Zhou Xiaozhuang was not only a liar but also a lunatic, and he didn't dare to mention that Zhou Xiaozhuang ostentatiously replaced Guan Gu at work.

He was so angry that he was about to vomit blood, that was the mother who cared about his own life, and she fainted from anger after hearing this.

After writing down the address, he went out to pick up Yao Beibei, put a hat and a mask on himself, covered him tightly, and went to the hospital together to see the attending doctor of Guan Gu.

The doctor chatted with Yao Beibei for a while, and he listened with a half-knowledge beside him, half-understood.

Then the doctor gave them some materials, and said that he would send some electronic files to Yao Beibei via email.

After bidding farewell to the doctor and sending Yao Beibei home, Yao Beibei asked him to go back and wait for news.

Zhou Fang returned home slowly, first went to Guan Gu's house to check, but there was no one, so he went upstairs and returned to his own house.

Compared with the outside, the house is as warm as spring. The cat Laiduan is sleeping on the bay window. Maybe he dreamed of something and made a small, pleasant dreaming sound. In the dream and outside the dream, it is still a peaceful meow. .

Its father is not quiet at all, stuck in the mud and unable to get out, the cat does not want to masturbate, anxious and lonely.

There has never been a moment when Zhou Fang felt so lonely. No matter what happened these years, good or bad, happy or sad, success or failure, as long as he looked back, Caring always stood by his side. beside.

Willing to give him this kind of company, apart from close relatives, there is only an unreserved lover. Not only is he so dull that he doesn't realize it, but when he really gets cared for, he doesn't even cherish it.

He hated Zhou Xiaozhuang, but what was even more unforgivable was that he kept saying that he liked Caring, but was always hurting himself intentionally or unintentionally.

It was getting dark, and he leaned against the window, looking at the lights of thousands of houses lit up outside, with tears in his eyes.

If Guan Gu never comes back, then there will never be a window with lights on in this world that belongs to his home.

The phone rang, and "Care" flashed on the screen.

It's Zhou Xiaozhuang.

"I'm off work, are you upstairs?" His voice sounded cheerful, "I bought durians and brought the cat down to eat."

Zhou Fang didn't bring the cat, and went downstairs alone.

Xiao Zhuang is struggling to open the durian, his movements and expressions are not relaxed, obviously he still can't get used to the taste.

But when he saw Zhou Fang coming in, he immediately changed his happy expression and said, "The salesman picked this one for me. He said it's very ripe, so it's sweet."

Zhou Fang didn't answer his words, and asked, "What have you been doing in Guan Gu today?"

Xiao Zhuang's smile receded, and he said: "I didn't do anything, I just held two meetings. The boss explained what plan to ask, and I asked the intern to do it."

Zhou set fire to the road: "You will ruin Guan Gu's career."

Xiao Zhuang put on a funny face and said, "Now I just care, and I don't care about this job."

Zhou Fang: "..."

He held back his anger and said, "Since you hate him so much, don't you get angry when others call you by his name?"

Xiao Zhuang frowned and peeled off a piece of durian, saying: "Don't be angry, I'm very happy, you can call me that, and it proves that from now on, there is nothing wrong with him."

Zhou Fang turned pale with anger.

Xiao Zhuang gave him the piece of durian and said, "Honey, I peeled it for you."

Zhou Fang said: "Eat it yourself! Also, call me Zhou Fang."

Xiaozhuang held his breath and took a big bite slowly, chewing and swallowing, his expression was delicate for a while, and he said, "This food doesn't seem to be bad."

Zhou Fang's mind wasn't on the durian at all, he just felt angrier the more he listened to him, and said, "No matter what you think, don't imitate him in front of me."

Xiao Zhuang ate durian and said, "Is it my fault that they look the same? Who imitated him?"

Zhou Fang pointed at the durian and said, "Didn't learn from him? Then why are you buying this?"

Xiao Zhuang stopped his hands and mouth.

Zhou Fang said: "I think you are not only jealous of him, but also envious of him, so you say you hate him, but you also try to imitate him. I said yesterday that he didn't eat it before, but he ate it later. You will eat it today." Hurry up and buy one and come back to practice, what do you mean you hate him? You obviously want to think he's crazy."

Xiao Zhuang squeezed the piece of durian in his hand, and it almost turned into a ball of mud.

Zhou Fang was stunned for a moment, he was casually provoking obedience, looking at Xiao Zhuang like this, it seems to be right?

He tentatively added: "You don't necessarily like men, you just see that he likes me, so you can learn from him and like me too."

Xiao Zhuang stared straight at him, and denied: "No, I fell in love with you at first sight because I was watching your drama. I was the one who watched the drama, not him. I really like you."

Zhou Fang sarcastically said: "Come on, you still really like me, why don't you say in the morning 'Even if I don't want you, you can't bear to leave me'? I am reluctant, but it's not that I don't. If you want to be a caregiver, you can be it? You don't want me? I don't want you at all. "

"Crack!" Xiaozhuang slammed the crushed durian on the ground.

Zhou Fang began to sweat coldly on his back again.

Who wouldn't be cowardly?When Xiao Zhuang went crazy, he really dared to beat himself.

"Do you think I want to like you so much?" Xiao Zhuang looked into his eyes, full of resentment, and said, "If I could control myself and not like you, I would have stayed away from you long ago. I can't do it Come on, can't you just say something harsh?"

Zhou Fang: "...OK."

Xiao Zhuang's eyes softened a little.

Zhou Fang said again: "But I didn't say harsh words. What I don't want to part with is caring. I don't want you. I just want him back."