i love you as you love me

Jian Ningchuan came, dressed in a cute direction according to Zhou Fang's instructions, he hadn't graduated yet, with his hair brushed down, and wearing a college-style hooded coat, he looked like a handsome college student.

"How's it going?" He asked Zhou Fang as if asking for credit at the door, "Is this body okay?"

Zhou Fang didn't even bother to look at him carefully, and said, "Okay, come in." He locked the door behind him.

Xiaozhuang should be back, have you watched the surveillance video?

Is it coming soon?

The cat came out of the bedroom to see if there was a visitor.

Jian Ningchuan said in surprise, "Brother Fang, you have a cat!"

He happily chased after the cat, but the cat was timid and didn't like strangers. The hair on its neck was blown up, and he jumped up and down to hide in panic.

Zhou Fang: "..."

His mind was blank, and all his attention was on the anti-theft door that might be knocked at any time. With the messy scene in front of him, he had to think hard for a minute before he understood what was going on.

Maolai jumped to the top shelf of the bookcase on the entire wall. Jian Ningchuan couldn't catch it, so he gave up and stood underneath with his hips crossed and talked to it: "You are so fat and yet so flexible?!"

And Xiaozhuang didn't come for a long time.

Jian Ningchuan took a can of Coke from Zhou Fang's refrigerator, drank a few sips, and asked Zhou Fang, "Shall we still play that one?"

Zhou Fang took out the three sets from his pants pocket.

Jian Ningchuan was taken aback: "...Isn't it, is it true? Didn't you just play it?"

Zhou Fang took one and opened it, put it near his mouth, and blew it up.

Jian Ningchuan is very smart, he understood it in seconds, and tore one apart. He was not in a hurry to blow it up, and looked back and forth while pinching it. Suddenly he said with envy, "Brother Fang, does your boyfriend use such a big one?"

Zhou Fang: "..."

Jian Ningchuan: "..."

He felt something was wrong with Zhou Fang, and said, "Are you okay?"

Zhou Fang said solemnly: "It's okay." He let go of the hand that was pinching the sleeve, let out a snort and ran away, it was wrinkled after being deflated, and he did the same thing to make the other one like this.

Jian Ningchuan puffed up his cheeks and blew on the one in his hand.

Zhou Xiaozhuang still didn't come.

Zhou Xin didn't know what to do, so he beat the drums.

It's been an hour since the phone call just now. It's impossible that he hasn't returned from the supermarket. With his paranoia, it's impossible that he won't notice the changes at home. Will he not watch the surveillance?It doesn't make sense.

Then why hasn't he come yet?

Jian Ningchuan was sleepy and leaned on the sofa to take a nap.

Zhou Fang woke him up and said, "Go to bed and sleep."

Jian Ningchuan was embarrassed: "No, I'll just sleep on the sofa."

Zhou Fang was even more embarrassed than him: "I asked you to help, you... go to sleep."

Jian Ningchuan: "What about you?"

Zhou Fang said, "I'm not sleepy."

Jian Ningchuan couldn't open his eyes anymore, and went to sleep without being polite.

Zhou Fang sat on the carpet in front of the sofa, as if he had settled down.

He originally thought that Xiao Zhuang would definitely come to catch the traitor and tear his face face to face. As long as he played a unparalleled scumbag seriously, Xiao Zhuang was so angry that his seven orifices were smoked and mad.

Guan Gu was squeezed away by Xiao Zhuang when he was extremely angry.

But maybe he miscalculated one thing.

Guan Guan gets angry and loses control because he loves him.

Xiao Zhuang is not.In fact, what does Xiaozhuang think of him?A loot, a pokemon.

...is he unable to win?

Its daybreak.

Jian Ningchuan got up, came out, and slept until his face was covered with red marks.

Zhou Fang was still sitting on the carpet, his face pale.

Jian Ningchuan said: "Brother Fang? Did you not sleep all night?"

Zhou Fang shuddered, as if startled by the sudden sound, turned his face in a daze, looked at Jian Ningchuan for a while, and said, "Little Jane?"

Jian Ningchuan: "..."

He has something else to do today and has to go home and change.

Zhou Fang said with a dull expression, "I'm sorry to trouble you."

Jian Ningchuan comforted, "Brother Fang, don't put too much pressure on yourself."

Zhou Fang nodded and said, "I have no pressure."

Jian Ningchuan always felt that something was wrong with him.

Zhou Fang: "Go and do your work."

Jian Ningchuan put on his coat, and said worriedly: "Are you really alright?"

Zhou Fang grinned: "It's okay, what can be the matter."

Jian Ningchuan said: "Then come to me if you have anything to do."

Zhou Fang looked at him and said, "Thank you, Jane." He opened his arms and hugged him.

Jian Ningchuan was dumbfounded by the embrace.

Zhou Fang opened the door and said with a smile, "Go ahead, goodbye."

Jian Ningchuan was confused, went out, hesitated again, turned around and said, "Brother Fang, actually..."

Zhou Fang was listening to what he said, when his face suddenly changed, and he cursed: "What are you doing!" and pushed Jian Ningchuan away.

Jian Ningchuan was completely pushed against the wall, he was dizzy from the collision, and when he looked back, his face paled in shock.

There was a man he had never seen before, holding a fruit knife in his hand, he was about to stab it, but Zhou Fang blocked it by grabbing his arm.

He hurriedly took out his mobile phone and said, "I'll call the police!"

Zhou Dafang shouted: "Little Jane! Don't!"

Jian Ningchuan: "Huh???"

The man who was in a stalemate with Zhou Fang turned his head to stare at him, his eyes were full of viciousness and hatred.

He guessed who this person was, and asked Zhou Fang hesitantly: "Is there really no need to call the police?"

Before Zhou Fang could speak, the man said grimly, "Report! It seems that there is no time to save yourself."

With great strength, he broke free from Zhou Fang, and was about to rush over with a knife.

How wide can the corridor be?Jian Ningchuan was frightened: "Wow!"

Zhou Fang hugged the man's waist and dragged him, shouting: "Don't make a fuss, please!"

The man was ghastly to Jian Ningchuan, but his voice to Zhou Fang was surprisingly gentle, saying: "Let go of me first."

Zhou Fang rushed to Jian Ningchuan: "Little Jane! You go!"

Jian Ningchuan: "...Huh?"

Zhou Fang: "Let's go!"

Jian Ningchuan ran away in a hurry.

Seeing that the elevator was going down, Zhou Fang let go of the hand holding Zhou Xiaozhuang, took two steps back like a collapse, and sat down on the floor mat inside the door. Dust was everywhere, and he coughed twice.

Xiaozhuang turned around, held the fruit knife, faced him, and smiled strangely.

Zhou Fang looked terrified, put his elbows on the ground, and stepped back in embarrassment.

Xiao Zhuang came in and closed the door.

The sunlight from the floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room was very good. The knife in his hand reflected the sunlight and dazzled Zhou Fang's eyes. He turned his head, closed his eyes, and opened them quickly.

Xiao Zhuang knelt down in front of him, looked at him tenderly, raised his hand, and patted his face with the side of the knife.

He froze completely.

Xiao Zhuang asked in a very soft tone: "Honey, what did you do last night?"

Zhou Fang: "..."

Xiao Zhuang wanted to touch him again.

He hurriedly said, "Don't be like this... I've taken a bath. "

Xiao Zhuang stood up and looked around.

The fabric sofa was in a mess, and nothing seemed to be visible.

Xiao Zhuang walked over and picked up a latex cover from between the sofa armrest and the cushion with the tip of a knife. It was crumpled and still had a half-white liquid inside.

...It was the yogurt that Zhou Fang squeezed into it.

Xiaozhuang went into the bedroom again, and Zhou Fang slowly got up. He knew that Xiaozhuang would find another one in the wastebasket next to the bed in the bedroom.

Soon, Xiao Zhuang came out and asked calmly, "Is there another one?"

Zhou Fang dodged his gaze: "...what?"

Xiao Zhuang said: "If you take three, is the other one useless?"

Zhou Fang squeezed his palms, his face turned green and pale, and said, "In the bathroom."

Xiaozhuang glanced at the direction of the bathroom and said, "How do you use it?"

Zhou Fang: "..."

Xiao Zhuang: "Mandarin duck bath?"

Zhou Fang: "..."

Xiao Zhuang said: "I said I won't let you go out to meet dubious people, so you bring it home?"

Zhou Fang groaned, "No... yes... he insisted on coming."

Xiao Zhuang: "You said you liked me."

Zhou Fang was ashamed: "But I'm with you... no. I'm a man, and I have needs."

Xiaozhuang raised his hand suddenly, and swung the knife in his hand over.

Zhou Fang hurriedly dodged, the knife pierced into the back of the sofa, it was not deep, but it was also terrifying.

He turned his head to look at Xiao Zhuang and said in astonishment, "Are you crazy?"

Xiao Zhuang sneered, "I'm a lunatic, did you just know that?"

The cat who didn't know when was hiding behind the sofa jumped onto the back of the sofa, swung its tail like a straight hook, and let out a "meow".

Xiao Zhuang stared at it, with treacherous malice in his eyes.

Zhou Fang had an ominous premonition, and before he could make a move, he rushed to block him a few steps, and said, "What are you doing?"

Xiao Zhuang said coldly: "Go away."

Zhou Fang said: "Don't even try to touch my cat!"

Xiao Zhuang seemed to have heard a joke, and said sarcastically, "Your cat? It's obviously mine. I picked it up."

Zhou Fang: "..." What?

Xiao Zhuang said: "I picked it up and gave it to you...it doesn't belong to you alone."

Zhou Fang: "..."

Xiao Zhuang moved closer to him, his chest almost touching his chest, and said, "You said you wanted to give it a cool name, but you called it Bumblebee, R2D2, changed your mind, and decided to give it a cool name." I want to call it Xi Rui, but it is a male, so the naming project was put on hold, and somehow it was called a cat."

Zhou Fang's eyes widened.How could Xiaozhuang know these things?Care is back?

The person in front of him held his face with both hands, his tone was as intimate as his actions, and said, "Aren't I your heart? You won't wait for me? Why are you messing with Jian Ningchuan?"

Zhou Fang: "..." No.

Xiao Zhuang said: "I can forgive you, as long as you promise, only this time, and never do it again. Okay?"

Zhou Fang said: "I can't guarantee it."

Xiao Zhuang's tender face was instantly cold.

Zhou Fang said: "I don't want to lie to you. I felt very good yesterday. Xiao Jian is cute and obedient. You know I like this style. We are not 419. I want to fall in love with him."

Xiao Zhuang: "...What about me?"

"You're not Guan Gu." Zhou Fang exposed him and said, "Even if you read all his diaries and knew what happened between us, you still can't become him. Besides, even if you are him, have you forgotten? When I was with him, didn't I fall in love with you? This is my nature, I am not specific, I am playful, I eat from the bowl and still look at the pot. "

Xiao Zhuang lowered his hand holding his face, and took two steps back.

Zhou Fang's eyes were red, and he said in pain: "I don't want to do this, but I can't help it. I am very happy when I see Xiao Jian, just like you used to send me WeChat to flirt with me. I know that you are different from Guan Gu. , but I can't help it... I am this kind of person, and I don't want to."

He chattered on and on, confessing that he was a scumbag——Zhou Xiaozhuang, you love the wrong person.

Xiao Zhuang's face was pale, his eyes were full of shaking, he pressed one hand on his heart, and tightened the piece of fabric, gradually seemed to be having difficulty breathing, panting heavily, couldn't stand up straight, bent down, and supported his knee with the other hand, like asthma An attack, also like a heart attack.

Zhou Fang: "..."

He had seen similar scenes before Guan Gu disappeared.

Is he going to succeed? ? ?

After more than a minute, Xiaozhuang calmed down.

Zhou Fang didn't dare to speak, let alone touch him, so he just stared at him.

He slowly straightened up and looked at Zhou Fang with clarity in his eyes.

Zhou Fang: "... who are you?"

The other party asked: "Who are you waiting for?"

Zhou Fang: "..."

"You do so many things," the man said, "so you want to kill me?"

Zhou Fang: "!"

...fall short.

He fell down on the sofa, his face lost all color, and he no longer had the strength to despair.

Xiao Zhuang looked at him with pity, and said, "You almost succeeded, and I almost believed you."

He was lifeless and asked, "What's the difference?"

Xiao Zhuang said: "Listen to the diary that I recited Guan Gu, you are about to cry, you love him, you are not the kind of person you said."

With a pale face, Zhou Fang said, "I hope I am."

This opportunity is only once, never again.

He should have known a long time ago that there is no way to save a good-for-nothing like him.

Can't save it.

"I admit defeat." He said dejectedly.

Xiao Zhuang smiled and said, "It would be nice to have this early."

Zhou Fang said, "Be nicer to cats in the future."

Xiao Zhuang: "Of course."

Zhou Fang: "Parents and mothers who care, you should also take good care of them."

Xiaozhuang: "OK."

Zhou Fang: "You can't do the work that you care about, resign, you can continue to be a copywriter or do something else, although I have no skills, but I have money, and the money in the account is enough to support you and me. Take care of your parents' future life, as long as you don't spend too much."

Xiao Zhuang said with a smile: "I am well supported."

Zhou Fang reached out and pulled out the fruit knife stuck in the back of the sofa.

Xiao Zhuang said: "I'll clean it up."

Zhou Fang pointed the tip of the knife at his chest and abdomen, and made a few gestures.

Xiao Zhuang: "...what are you doing?"

Zhou Fang smiled at him and said, "Let me tell you the truth, I was waiting for you to catch the rape last night, but you didn't come, so I had a premonition that I couldn't do it, I couldn't do it, I'm a waste."

Xiao Zhuang: "..."

Zhou Fang said: "When I sent Xiao Jane away in the morning, I had already thought about it. I will give you the house I care about, my parents, and the cat. I can give you everything, but I can't give you his lover. I'm going to accompany him."

Xiao Zhuang was furious: "How dare you!"

Zhou Fang laughed loudly: "Now that things have happened, what else do I not dare to do?"

He raised his hand, lightly and delicately, without any hesitation, and stabbed the tip of the knife into his stomach, the body of the knife sank in half, and the bright red blood sprayed on the exposed knife and his own hand.He screamed, it hurts too much, why does it hurt so much!

Xiao Zhuang's eyes were about to burst, and he wanted to rush over to stop him from committing suicide.

Zhou Fang hurriedly made a gesture to draw his sword, but Xiao Zhuang stood still and shouted, "Don't move!"

Zhou Fang's lips trembled from the pain, and he thought sadly, it seemed that the stab was crooked, and he didn't hurt the vitals. Maybe he had to do another knife. If he knew it, he would have jumped to his death.

Xiao Zhuang's expression was more painful than his, his facial features were almost distorted, and he said, "I'm going to kill you..."

Zhou Fang: "Haha... don't bother you to do it." He grabbed the handle of the knife and wanted to pull it out, the pain made him scream loudly... It was different from what he thought, and it was not heroic at all.

Xiao Zhuang burst into tears, his face was hideous, and he shouted, "You fucking dare to move that knife again! I'll kill your cat, and I'll skin it and cramp it! Try it again!" !"

Zhou Fang: "Let me go."

Xiao Zhuang rushed over, he had already pulled out the knife, blood splashed, the clothes on his body could no longer be seen, and the sofa was also a mess.

He was about to faint from the pain, and raised his hand tremblingly, wanting to stab himself again.

Xiao Zhuang snatched the knife with his hands, his eyes dim with tears, and his face full of fear.

Zhou Fang: "...Get lost."

He really missed the point, but besides the pain, the blood loss also made him slightly hypoxic. He leaned on the back of the sofa, unable to move anymore, and could feel the blood gurgling out.

He thought, it's okay if the wound is not stabbed, the blood will dry up and he will die.

Xiao Zhuang watched him for a while, his expression gradually calmed down, and he said, "Why?"

Zhou Fang: "..."

With tears in his eyes, Xiao Zhuang said, "Why would you rather do this than give me a chance?"

Zhou Fang was full of hatred for him, and said, "Do you know how much I want to take care of you?"

Xiao Zhuang: "..."

Zhou Fang closed his eyes and said: "I'm lying to you. I don't like cute boys who can act cute. I never liked you. If it wasn't for the sake of caring for my parents, I would definitely kill you first. suicide."

Xiao Zhuang gritted his teeth and asked after a while, "Do you like elite temperament? I can learn it."

Zhou Fang: "When are you still... so many elites, I just like to care about them."

Xiao Zhuang said stubbornly: "What's the difference between me and him? I can learn everything you like from him. Look at me, look at me!" He squeezed Zhou Fang's face and turned to himself, saying, " Am I not him?

Zhou Fang said, "You are not."

Xiao Zhuang cried again, his eyes were red, and he whispered: "I love you."

Zhou Fang had no fear at all, and said, "But I hate you so much."

Xiao Zhuang's expression changed again and again, and finally wiped away his tears with the back of his hand, and said, "Okay."

Holding the knife in his right hand, he raised his left hand.

Zhou Da was shocked: "What are you going to do?"

He reached out to stop him, but he didn't.

Xiao Zhuang cut his wrist, and a stream of blood spewed out in an instant.He cut an artery.

"Let's die together," he said.

Zhou Fang was dumbfounded, and said, "Are you crazy?"

Xiao Zhuang seemed not to be afraid of pain at all, and said expressionlessly: "I will not let you go, even if I am a ghost, I will haunt you."

Zhou Fang: "..."

He struggled to remember.

Xiao Zhuang said: "What are you doing?"

Zhou Fang: "Where's the mobile phone? I want to call the first aid, where is my mobile phone?"

Xiao Zhuang pushed him back. He was so dizzy due to blood loss that he couldn't move.

Xiao Zhuang leaned on his shoulder, rubbed his face affectionately on his shoulder, his left hand was hanging aside, blood flowed down his hand onto the floor.

Zhou Fang felt that he was about to lose consciousness.

He heard Xiao Zhuang ask him: "If I am still Xiao Zhuang who can't speak, will you fall in love with me?"

But he wasn't sure if he really heard it, or if it was a hallucination.

He doesn't want to know anymore.

He felt that Caring would be waiting for him at the end of his life.

He drifted along with the flow in his life, and only this one thing persisted to the end.

When I opened my eyes again, the surroundings were white with a strong smell of disinfectant.

Fuck... didn't I die? !

"Release?" A middle-aged woman sitting in front of the hospital bed held his hand, felt his movement, and immediately stood up nervously, "Are you awake? Doctor! Come and see! He seems to be awake !"

Zhou Fang: "...Mom?!"

After the doctor came to check, he said that there was no serious problem, and he still had to stay in bed.

Mother held Zhou Fang's hand and cried loudly.

Zhou Fang understood intermittently that it was Jian Ningchuan who led people to save him and Guan Gu who had "died for love".

He hurriedly asked, "Where is Guan Gu? Where is he?"

Mom said: "He has woken up a long time ago, he is next door."

In any case, Zhou Fang breathed a sigh of relief first, and said, "Take me to have a look."

Mom and the nurse helped him into the wheelchair and pushed him across.

There was no one else in the next ward, only the wounded man, with a thick bandage wrapped around his wrist, was leaning against the bedside and flipping through a book.

Zhou Fang asked his mother to go back and wait for him, and went in by himself.

The person on the bed looked at him, and he looked at each other.

After a while, he said: "Even if you are still Xiaozhuang who can't speak, I won't fall in love with you. I don't like any type at all, I just want to take care of him, he can be any type, as long as he If it is caring, I will love him. I only love him, and no one else can."

other side:"……"

Zhou Fang said: "I won't see you again, what I said this time is true. You should understand that I am not afraid of anything anymore."

He struggled to get out of the wheelchair. He didn't know how to sit for the first time. He felt that he was trying very hard, and he still turned around in circles.

The wounded on the hospital bed laughed.

Zhou Fang: "...Are you laughing?"

The wounded said: "Laugh at you mentally retarded."

He got out of bed and pushed the wheelchair with his free hand, turning Zhou Fang in the right direction.

Zhou Fang felt aggrieved and said, "Okay, get out."

The wounded man came to him, squatted down, and looked up at him slightly, with affection in his eyes.

Zhou Fang: "..."

The wounded man said, "I am your darling."

Zhou Da was furious: "Get out! Here we go again!"

He wanted to go, but the wounded was against the armrest of the wheelchair, so he couldn't go.

Zhou Fang slapped him on the head and cursed: "Get out of the way, or I'll stab you again."

He rolled the wheelchair forward on a rampage.

A soft voice behind him: "The night in Hengdian is so beautiful."

Zhou Fang turned his head abruptly.

The man stood up slowly and smiled at him, with a pair of familiar eyes under thick eyelashes.

The sunlight came in through the window lattice, and his heart finally brightened up.

(End of text)

No Responsibility Easter Egg:

That night, Yao Beibei successfully gave birth to a baby boy.

Seven catties and six taels, healthy and healthy.

On the baby's left wrist, there is a small birthmark, which looks like a cat's claw, very cute.

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