I don't want to like you, can I?

Ye Qiyang dug out the unfamiliar number from a bunch of unfamiliar numbers stored in the phone, and dialed it.

The speed of connection was a bit unexpected.

The last time we broke up unhappy, it would not be surprising if Su Lingo blacklisted him. Unexpectedly, the man picked up the bell after the first ring.

"It's a little later than I expected."

An inexplicable opening statement.

Ye Qiyang's first reaction was that the other party mistook him for someone else: "It's me, Ye Qiyang."

"Of course I know it's you." Su Linge was smiling, "According to my estimation, you should have called a long time ago, but you made me wait until now."

"..."

"Why don't you talk, you don't just want to hear my voice?"

"Su Linge, I want to see you."

"I would be glad if the word 'see' were dropped."

"If you don't have time, forget it."

"Where are you? I'll pick you up."

Maybe some people don't care about anything by nature, unlike themselves, they don't know how to vent, and they will always store their emotions in their hearts, which is difficult to shake off.

"No need, I'll go find you."

Ye Qiyang brushed a fallen leaf off his shoulder, and the feeling of autumn seemed to be stronger.He tightened his coat, looked at the lights of the European-style buildings facing him far away, raised his head, and forced back the tears that were about to flow.

Jian Yue, I will not hurt you, never.

As soon as he entered the bar, he saw Su Lingo, still in a fixed position.

Someone booed: "Hey, beauty, we still don't believe what Lingo said, I didn't expect you to come here."

Ye Qiyang was very disgusted with this title and did not respond.

"Don't yell!" The person on the side poked the one who yelled the most, and called Ye Qiyang, "Qiyang, come and sit."

"Can I change places?"

Ye Qiyang's voice was not too loud, just enough for Su Lingge to hear in a slightly noisy space.

Su Lingo leaned into his ear: "My friend likes to joke, don't mind."

"It's okay. I need someone to chat with me. If you are inconvenient, I can leave."

"Wait a minute." Su Lingo grabbed him and waved to the others, "You play, I'll go first."

"Hey, why did you just leave?"

Su Lingge waved his hand and led Ye Qiyang out of the bar.

"Go to my house."

"it is good."

The car was driving smoothly on the road, Su Lingge was not in a hurry, some things are destined to be yours, you can't hide, you can't escape, sooner or later.

Ye Qiyang looked at the neon lights flashing by the roadside through the car window, and his eyes were misty.

The road is to walk on your own, and the choice is the most difficult. Every step may be lost.

"What are you thinking about?"

"I was wondering whether it was right or wrong to come to you."

"Have you figured it out?"

"parking."

Su Lingo parked the car by the side of the road: "You won't regret it so soon, will you?"

"I want to go there."

"Huh?" Looking in the direction he pointed, it was the highest point of the city.

Ye Qiyang stood on the edge of the guardrail, looking at the lights in the distance.

Su Lingge stood behind him for a while, and couldn't help but stepped forward to wrap his arms around his waist from behind: "Qiyang, do you know what it means to come to me?"

Ye Qiyang trembled, but didn't dodge: "Su Lingge, why do you dare to express your thoughts so openly? Aren't you afraid?"

"Why should I be afraid? Compared with other people's eyes, I want to follow my own heart. Minorities should not be regarded as aliens. Instead of being oppressed by people who discriminate against them, why don't they hold their heads up and live a wonderful life?"

Ye Qiyang turned to look at him: "Have you ever liked someone?"

"Yes." Su Lingge stared into Ye Qiyang's eyes, "It's you, I like you, and it will last forever."

Ye Qiyang looked away from him: "What can I do to stop liking someone?"

Su Lingge stifled, feeling sore in his heart, but remained calm, leaned over and rested his chin on Ye Qiyang's shoulder, and said something against his will: "If you refuse to respond to me and deliberately avoid me, maybe I will give up. "

"Really?" If so, shouldn't it be time to give up, or should there be no hope in the first place?

Su Linge turned his body around: "Qiyang, stay with me, I will help you put aside your worries and make you happy."

Should I accept or reject?What are you insisting on, and what results can you get?

The faces of Jian Yue and Sikong Bingye passed before her eyes one by one.

Ye Qiyang closed her eyes to hide the loss and pain in her eyes: "Su Lingge, how much is your sincerity? If I don't want to be alone, if I choose you, are you really willing to accompany me to grow old?"

"Qiyang, no matter what I was like before, as long as you are willing to be with me, from now on, I, Su Lingge, only want you alone."

Ye Qiyang opened his eyes: "Su Lingge, do you really like me? If you didn't have this face, would you care about me?"

Su Lingge caressed his face: "Ye Qiyang, maybe my initial interest was your face, but now, I want your heart."

"It's very hard to like someone, how long can you last?"

"As long as you give me a chance, I can give you forever."

"Can I trust you?"

"I promise you won't regret it."

The words of the person in front of him and the sincerity in his eyes made him shake.Perhaps, I had to fall into his tenderness countless times, but calmly dispelled the impulsive factors and kept escaping.I used to believe and firmly believed that it was the most correct choice, but this time, I wanted to indulge and fulfill my inner desire.

I don't know if I can read people's hearts, and I don't know if Su Lingge has experienced enough to hide his true emotions.It's just that this heart that has never been warmed by anyone wants to believe that this person will give me a different life.

"Qi Yang..." Su Linge whispered in his ear, kissed his lips, pecked lightly at first, and then probed deeply.

His mouth was invaded, Ye Qiyang trembled slightly, and a crystal teardrop hung on his long eyelashes.For the first time, he accepted it willingly, without force, without pain.It turned out that it tasted sweet.

Ye Qiyang hugged Su Lingge's waist and fell into his warm and firm embrace.

With his tacit consent, Su Lingo started to move further.

Ye Qiyang suddenly thought of something, pushed Su Lingge away, and whispered: "Don't be here."

Su Lingge thought that he was going to refuse, so his heart dropped, he exhaled in his ear, and kissed his earlobe.

"This is exciting enough, this is our first time, I will let you always remember."

"……it is good."

"Qiyang, do you really want to?"

"……Yes."

"Sure?"

"Why, do you regret it?"

"No, I'm afraid you will regret it."

"Didn't you say it, you won't make me regret it."

"Yes, I promise." The moment the body fit together, Su Lingge kissed away Ye Qiyang's tears, with a strong and domineering tone, "Ye Qiyang, from now on, you are mine."

When I woke up, it was the next afternoon.

The mobile phone on the table kept blinking, Ye Qiyang picked it up, but before he could speak, an eager and surprised voice came from the receiver: "Qiyang, you finally answered the phone, have you packed it?"

"Pack what?"

Ye Qiyang was slightly puzzled, his brain still couldn't function normally.His own voice that came into his ears was a little low, with vague tiredness.Move your body and lie down more comfortably.

"Qiyang, haven't you woken up yet? We made an appointment two days ago to have dinner tonight, remember?"

Jian Yue's voice obviously lacked confidence, Ye Qiyang remembered that unilateral mandatory agreement, fell silent, and uttered a monosyllable: "Oh."

"Qiyang, I'll go find you, you wait at home."

Just as Ye Qiyang wanted to get up, he fell back on the bed without warning. After a moment of stunned, his brain instantly regained consciousness.

The room is full of strangers, and the memory of last night hits my mind.

He and Su Lingge went from the open air to the car and then to the bed. He didn't know how many times he did it. He passed out. Before that, he never believed that he could be so crazy. Even now, he wondered if it was his memory problem appear.

"Hey, Qi Yang, are you asleep again?" Jian Yue was a little anxious, "I'm going over now."

Ye Qiyang realized the current situation and immediately stopped him: "No, I will pick you up later."

After hanging up the phone, Ye Qiyang saw Su Lingge standing at the door, shrank subconsciously, and seemed to feel something wrong, so he simply lay down again.

Su Lingge put down the plate and water glass, and asked softly, "Are you hungry, do you want something to eat?"

Ye Qiyang glanced at him, but didn't answer.

"Are you feeling unwell?"

Hearing these words, Ye Qiyang felt fine, and felt extremely uncomfortable. He lifted the quilt and was about to get up, but he was exhausted, so he fell back on the bed, avoiding Su Lingge's hand, and barely sat up straight for himself. He frowned in embarrassment.It seems that not only the body is sore, but the head is also a little dizzy, and even the simple action of standing up is very laborious.

"You have a fever." Su Lingge sat on the edge of the bed, picked up the pillow and put it behind him to make him more comfortable, "Eat something first, and take medicine later."

"Su Lingge, last night... I was out of my mind. Please don't mind if I said something that shouldn't be said."

Thinking of the messy things he said last night, Ye Qiyang regretted to death.

Su Lingge paused his hand reaching for the dinner plate, raised the corners of his lips and jokingly said: "Emotion is not controlled by the brain, it is all born from the heart, I understand."

"you……"

"Don't be angry, I almost forgot what you said last night." Su Lingge hugged him, pressed a kiss on his lips, saw that his face softened, and said slowly, "I just remember, The way you are emotionally moving under me is really tempting..."

"Su Lingge!" Ye Qiyang pushed the grinning man away, furious.

Su Lingge laughed, thinking that the person on the bed was still sick, so he quickly brought porridge to him: "Don't be angry, I'll feed you, okay?"

"Need not."

"You have a fever, you have to take medicine later, don't get angry with me, be good."

"..." The porridge that was handed to his lips blocked the words that were about to come out.

Is this the feeling of being pampered?It seems, never.

"what about the taste?"

"Yeah." Ye Qiyang nodded, which was regarded as approval.

"As long as you like it." Taking a tissue to wipe his lips, Su Lingge hesitated, and asked, "Qiyang, how did you get the scar on your chest?"