I don't want to like you, can I?

The blackboard newspaper at the back of the classroom was changed to a countdown to the college entrance examination. The bright red chalk drew super large double digits, occupying one-third of the blackboard, with a few lines of vertical text on both sides, and a few willow branches drawn. Compared with the previous 100% creative blackboard newspaper, it is much less colorful, but it can completely stimulate people's eyes. Every time the publicity committee stands behind and picks up the blackboard eraser, it is worrying.

The third year of high school is officially in a state of preparation, and the overwhelming pressure of test papers is overwhelming. The school specially invites lecturers to relieve the pressure of the high school students.Sitting side by side in the multimedia classroom, the speeches on the stage were full of emotion. With the sometimes passionate and sometimes low-pitched music, everyone's hearts were surging.

Ye Qiyang sat calmly and indifferently, without any change in expression, he didn't need these inspiring things, maybe he was emotionally confused for a time, and he didn't know what he wanted until now, but the goal of life was clear and definite.

On the last vacation, Ye Qiyang wanted to talk to Jian Yue about her dream.In terms of future planning, Jian Yue, like most people, belongs to the kind of muddling along.

Ye Qiyang knows that Jian Yue likes painting, which is his greatest hobby, but since childhood, Jian Yue has only one work, which is Ye Qiyang's portraits, which are various and never repeated.

Ye Qiyang once asked him why he didn't draw something else, and Jian Yue said, if the things you draw are to be pleasing to the eye, naturally you must draw the most beautiful ones.

In fact, Ye Qiyang wanted to tell him that the beauty shown in his paintings is only the skin on the outside, and that real works need a soul.

"Uncle Jian, is Yue here?"

"He's gone out and will be back soon." Jian Jingshan pointed to the sofa, "Sit down."

"No need, Uncle Jian, since Yue is not here, I'll go back first."

"Qiyang, don't rush away, come and chat with uncle."

Ye Qiyang hesitated, but sat down anyway: "Aren't you going to the company today?"

"The company has you, Aunt Yin, so I will take a day off."

"Oh."

"Qiyang, the college entrance examination is coming soon, how do you feel?"

"Fortunately."

"Your grades are very good, just perform normally, don't be too nervous."

"Ah."

"Your parents are not here. Usually, if there is anything, tell your uncle and aunt. Don't hold it in your heart, you know?"

"Yeah." Ye Qiyang nodded, knowing that Jian Jingshan hadn't touched on the important point, since he was bumped into by Yin Min last time, he had been hiding. Jian Jingshan had been to the school several times, and he also asked Jian Yue to take him there. I refused, now, I'm afraid I can't hide.

"Qiyang, most people in this world are not happy. Compared with those miserable people, we are actually very happy. Do you agree?"

Ye Qiyang nodded.

"You have to walk the road by yourself. Once you make a mistake, there is absolutely no chance of turning back. Do you understand?"

Ye Qiyang hesitated, then nodded again.

"Qiyang, uncle has always believed that you are a well-behaved child. Although it is not a necessary quality for a man, it is also worth cherishing, right?"

Ye Qiyang was silent.

"Qiyang, no matter how far you go in the future, I hope you can keep this purity."

purely?Ye Qiyang lowered his eyes, avoiding Jian Jingshan's gaze, and sighed secretly in his heart, this word seemed to belong only to Jian Yue, as for him, it had nothing to do with it.

"Qiyang?"

Ye Qiyang recovered from his contemplation and looked up, half a little dazed.He once prayed and worked hard for it, trying to keep the original things, but it was useless, he still reached this point where he could not recover.

"Uncle Jian, I understand. But can you tell me, how can I not care whether I am cared about? Is it possible that as long as you close your heart, you won't get hurt?"

"Qiyang, you are still young, and you haven't encountered many things. What you have experienced now is nothing. As a man, you will have to bear too many things in the future. No matter what happens, it can't be a reason to hurt yourself. It is absolutely not advisable to resolve it.”

"..."

"You are a smart boy, you should understand what uncle means."

Ye Qiyang didn't see Jian Yue, so he knew where Jian Yue went without even thinking about it, but Jian Yue didn't tell him, this would never happen in the past.

Ye Qiyang wandered around the campus seemingly casually, but he was actually looking for Jian Yue. If he wanted to find Jian Yue, he had to find Sikong Bingye first.

Since when did it start, the person who was inseparable from Jian Yue was no longer him, but Sikong Bingye?Such a block of ice that he thought would not be warm allowed a person who had plans for him to be by his side, did he really intend to accept it?

This thought was more unbearable than any one in the past, and Ye Qiyang didn't know what he was fussing about, maybe the so-called letting go and fulfillment before was all because he subconsciously felt that Jian Yue and Sikong Bingye would never have any results.

"Bing Ye, there is less than a month left, which university do you want to apply for?"

"do not know."

"Ah? But time is really running out, don't you even think about it?"

"I don't want to go to college."

"Why?" Jian Yue stood up, looking down at Sikong Bingye, "We have worked so hard for so long, isn't it just to get into a good university and have a bright future?"

"Sit down." Sikong Bingye frowned slightly.

"Oh." Jian Yue sat down obediently and continued to stare at him.

"Do you really think that by going step by step like this, you can create the future?"

"Isn't it?" Jian Yue asked seriously, he never doubted this.

"Jian Yue, if I tell you that I won't go to college, what will you do?"

"I……"

"Didn't you say that you would always be with me?" Sikong Bingye approached Jian Yue, "Then let me ask you, this time, will you be with me?"

The blood quickly concentrated on the face, and the heartbeat was accelerating. Jian Yue felt that it was difficult to breathe: "I... I will accompany you."

"Really?"

"En!" Without hesitation, he nodded vigorously.

Sikong Bingye pulled Jian Yue closer and kissed her. It was a cold kiss with skillful techniques that did not match his temperament.

Jian Yue's eyes widened in surprise, and she blinked. During the few seconds when her brain was short-circuited, her face quickly turned red, and she closed her eyes forcefully, feeling dizzy.

When Ye Qiyang came to the playground, what he saw was this scene.

His face also turned red instantly, but unlike Jian Yue, it was because of anger.Stepping forward, he grabbed Jian Yue with all his might, pulled her up, and walked away.

"Qiyang, slow down, I can't keep up."

Ye Qiyang acted as if he had never heard of it, and continued to quicken his pace, letting Jian Yue stumble and trot behind him.

"Ah!" Jian Yue fell and fell out of Ye Qiyang's hand under the sudden impact.

Ye Qiyang quickly stopped, his anger did not overwhelm his rationality, but the intense pain still prevented him from helping.

"It hurts." Jian Yue raised her head aggrievedly, and could only see Ye Qiyang's expressionless face, so she naturally didn't know what kind of pain was surging in her calm and indifferent heart.

Ye Qiyang stood there. For the first time, he responded indifferently to Jian Yue's request for help, and looked at him indifferently like a stranger.

"Qiyang." Jian Yue resisted the pain from her knee and called out cautiously.

Ye Qiyang didn't respond, but turned his back.

Jian Yue tried to stand up, but failed, the pain was still buffering.Then, when he looked up again, he saw Ye Qiyang's shoulders trembling slightly, and his back was lonely and helpless, which made people feel distressed.

Cried?A big question mark popped up in Jian Yue's mind, she didn't have time to think about it, she didn't care about the pain, she got up quickly, and saw Ye Qiyang bursting into tears.

Jian Yue was completely stunned, at a loss for a moment: "Qi... Qiyang..."

Ye Qiyang looked at Jian Yue with tears in his eyes. He once firmly believed that even if he lost everything, he would not lose Jian Yue.But obviously, he was wrong, very wrong.

From the moment Sikong Bingye appeared, he not only lost himself, but also lost Jian Yue.He can't complain, can't hate.Facing Jian Yue's simplicity, everything about him seemed so unbearable.

He doesn't want to infect this blank paper with the filth of human nature. The simple purity is too far away from him. He can only search for the meaning of simplicity in his memory, only to find that the past has begun to become extravagant and gradually blurred.He was afraid that one day, he would never remember it again.

The existence of Jian Yue made up for his lack of soul.Now, this person no longer belonged to him alone, and he was helpless in the face of this loss.

"Qi Yang?" Jian Yue stretched out her hand.

Ye Qiyang waved his hand to block it.

His embarrassment, his fragility, everything he wants to hide, and what he doesn't want to hide, are all truly displayed here.However, the current Jian Yue still doesn't understand his pain.

No one understands, no one cares.

He was already alone, and should have been alone a long time ago, so why bother to keep him who can't be kept, why force him to come when he can't come.

Ye Qiyang turned around and ran away.

Even though Jian Yue shouted and chased after him, this time, he never looked back.

The cold gaze under the weeping willows on the playground has been lingering on the running figure until he disappeared, and they have not left for a long time.

"Hey, Linge, why do you drink like this!" Yang Cheng snatched the wine bottle from Su Lingge's hand, "This is white wine, you should drink plain water, don't die!"

Su Linge raised the corners of his lips and sneered: "If it really kills me, that's fine."

"What happened?" Yang Cheng put the wine aside, "Could it be Ye Qiyang again?"

"Except for that ancestor, who else can make our Lingo half-dead like this." Du Liang pushed away the boy on his lap, and leaned over, "Haven't you been fucked before, why can't you do it!"

Su Linge leaned on the sofa with his head up: "I want his heart."

The two looked at each other in shock, Du Liang pulled Yang Cheng away and sat next to Su Lingge: "Hey, I said Linge, you can't tell the truth, right?"

"Why can't it be true?"

"Hey, it's over, it's over, you're really stuck this time. I warned you a long time ago, be careful playing with fire, but you just didn't listen. Now it's all right, you're stuck."

"..."

"I thought that Ye Qiyang wasn't a kind person before. Do normal men look like that..." Seeing Su Lingge's angry eyes, Du Liang quickly changed his words, "Lingge, no matter what, as long as you decide, Brother will support you!"

"Brother!" Su Lingyan suddenly appeared.

"Aren't you in class, why are you here?" Su Linge frowned, "You skipped class again?"

"You have the nerve to call me just because of your level of truancy before." Su Lingyan ignored the boy who was thrown aside by Du Liang, and tickled his chin, "New here? What's his name? How old is it?"

Su Lingge grabbed Su Lingyan by the back of the head and carried him over: "Go back to school immediately."

"I don't!" Su Lingyan turned around nimbly, escaped from Su Lingge's control, jumped back to the boy, and hugged him, "I want to play with him!"

The boy trembled all over and looked at Su Lingyan in horror. Su Lingyan smiled and said, "What do you mean by that damn look in your eyes?"